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A week later, Jiang Luo and Du Nasha started dating formally.

It is worth mentioning that before Du Nasha confessed, Jiang Luo never, not even for a second, doubted Du Nasha's friendship with her. She always thought that Du Nasha was just a possessive friend , plus Du Nasha looks cute, like a doll, and occasionally shows a stubborn childish temper in her behavior, so it is not surprising to have such characteristics.Because of this, Jiang Luo trusted Du Nasha more than Lin Luxing. From a friend's point of view, Du Nasha had no need to deceive her.Du Nasha's confession stunned her at first. If Du Nasha's feelings for her were not precious friendship, but treated Jiang Luo as an object of admiration and had some kind of secret expectation for her, then many things would not be possible. As simple as Jiang Luo thought.Once their relationship is infiltrated by love, it will become dirty and deep, breeding countless sins and greed. Jiang Luo was once immersed in this terrible love, so he naturally knows that driven by it, he can do anything It's all possible.

This was undoubtedly another blow to Jiang Luo. After returning from the train station, she stayed at home for a week and gradually recovered her sanity. Although she was out of her mind, she remembered the conversation very clearly. Lin Luxing said that her boyfriend met this year, but in September last year, she learned about the boyfriend from Du Nasha.The timeline was once again in chaos, and now Jiang Luo didn't know what news to believe. She was surrounded by conspiracies, like a nightmare she couldn't get out of.

However, at this moment, she still has no intention of abandoning everything and pursuing the truth. Excessive pursuit will make her lose more than she can gain. Lin Luxing's wedding date has been set, and she has not left any hope for Jiang Luo. No matter what she does, it will not help. Well, Jiang Luo didn't want to lose Du Nasha again at this time, it would make her fall into complete loneliness.In the midst of her grief she developed the wrong notion that Donasa was her chosen one, that fate had sent her to her, and that if she attempted to escape from this fate and pursue the Without love, she will continue to be cruelly retaliated until she realizes what she really has.

It wasn't all because of her cowardice and low self-esteem that Jiang Luo had such an idea. The encounter between her and Du Nasha did have some sense of fate.She knew Du Nasha long before she met Lin Luxing. It was in the spring of the second semester of the second year of high school. Jiang Luo's schoolwork was not heavy, and he didn't meet a charming witch, so he seemed carefree.Every weekend, Jiang Luo would bring her homework to her grandmother's house for a short stay. Although she was regarded as a burden by her mother, she was always welcomed by her grandmother.Grandma used to be a tailor in the old town. She lived in a deep alley. The house was a five-room beam-structure bungalow with uneven ground. It was built in the 60s of the last century. It was very cool in summer and exuded a charming atmosphere. Old breath.Around them lived a group of neighbors who were also former tailors. They got up before dawn every day, moved the chairs to the door of the room and sat and chatted.Jiang Luo likes this kind of intimate atmosphere very much, and thinks this is the healthy relationship between people. When she stays here, looking at the clotheslines stretching across the sky, she seems to have returned to the last century.Grandma's neighbors also loved her very much, saying that Jiang Luo had no father and was a strong and obedient child brought by Jiang Shui.

The memory of Du Nasha started from the bungalow of her grandmother's house by the river, from the piles of various fabrics piled up in the tailor's house, and from the colorful buttons like candies in the green thick glass sugar bowl.Jiang Hou learned later that Du Nasha lost her mother since she was a child, her father remarried, and she was raised by her grandfather and grandmother.Her grandfather is a high-level executive in a shipyard, and her grandmother is a lady of a prominent family. She lives next to the French Concession, only two streets away from Jiangluo's grandmother's house. One of them passes the old cultural palace and department store. There are many brightly colored plants on both sides of the road The oleanders are creamy, jammy and sweet as cake.

On a Saturday night, the weather was sunny and mild. At ten o'clock, Jiang Luo's grandmother went to bed. The old man always went to bed early.After Jiang Luo finished his homework, he didn't feel sleepy. He played with his mobile phone in the room for a while, read a few pages of books, and decided to go out for a walk according to his usual habits.She got dressed, quietly took off the latch, opened the two heavy wooden doors, walked out of the dark and unlit old residential area with ease, and slipped onto the street.It was almost twelve o'clock at this time, and under the soft street lights, the old town looked a bit depressed, like an old man who was exhausted, out of touch with contemporary life, and left behind in the old days.That night, the sky was clear and there was no smog. Jiang Luo was refreshed, wrapped his clothes tightly and walked along the street towards the river.There were no pedestrians on the road, only cars passed by from time to time. This young girl who was walking alone was neither afraid nor guarded. She was used to going out for a walk in the middle of the night.Whenever he suffers from insomnia and finds it difficult to calm down, Jiang Luo will adopt this method to exhaust himself before going back to sleep.She had never been in danger, and was convinced she never would.

Today, she was in good spirits, and she didn't feel tired at all after walking to the river. The river wind at night brought water vapor, and Jiang Luo climbed up the bridge along the sidewalks on both sides, wanting to take a look at the boats moored on the river. And the brilliant lights on the other side of the river.There is no one on the pedestrian passage. Standing in the middle of the bridge, looking down at the vast water flow, there is a sense of the vastness of the world.The wind on the river was extremely violent, messing up Jiang Luo's hair, pouring into her clothes, and whistling in her ears.Against the wind, she walked slowly forward, and suddenly found a vague silhouette appeared in the night not far away, stopping motionless by the bridge.Her heart tightened, and she quickly walked a few more steps, and saw clearly that it was a young girl's figure.Regardless of the danger, the girl sat on the railing outside the walkway with her feet in the air, lowered her head slightly, and stared at the Yangtze River.Her dress and braids fluttered in the moist wind, and at her feet, the pitch-black emptiness opened its mouth wide open. At the bottom of the emptiness, the Yangtze River murmured in a posture unchanged for thousands of years, A burst of icy mist rose from the surface of the rippling vast river, like a drowned ghost, permeating the dim night.

In the middle of the night, by the river, a frightening sitting posture.This situation seems to be very bad.Jiang Luo observed her for a while, then coughed softly.The girl turned her head quickly as if frightened.

She looked smaller than Jiang Luo, very short and childish.When she looked at Jiang Luo, the dim lights on the bridge shone on her face.The face was very small, with a sharp chin, surrounded by long messy hair in double braids, it looked very pale and beautiful, but a little lifeless.Seeing that her reaction was quite peaceful, Jiang Luo walked up slowly and stood very close to her, leaning against the railing.The girl's face was gloomy, and she was staring at her with extremely unfriendly eyes.Jiang Luo smiled dryly, made a friendly expression, and asked tentatively, "Hello? Are you out for a walk too?"

The girl didn't speak or move, she just stared at Jiang Luo intently.Her two eyes are beautiful, the eyelashes are long and dense, slightly curled up, and the eyeballs are dark, like a mixed race.There was a cold oppression between her gaze.She looked at Jiang Luo like this for at least 2 minutes, and she didn't intend to jump off, nor did she intend to get off the railing.Jiang Luo thought she wouldn't talk to him anymore, so out of a certain stubbornness, he still stood where he was and boldly looked at her, she and the girl secretly competed.Finally, the other party nodded slightly, and said, "... yes." Her voice was a little hoarse.The girl asked provocatively, "Are you bored too?"

"People who are not bored have already gone to bed." Jiang Luo replied smartly, "If they were not bored, who would come out for a walk in the middle of the night? I sometimes think that ghosts are also boring, so they always come out at night."

"Maybe I'm just a ghost?" the other party said coldly, suddenly couldn't hold back anymore, smiled, his dark eyes curved.This smile made her eyes look more beautiful, and dimples formed on her cheeks, as if the spring water thawed, new buds sprouted, and young warblers first cried.

In this way, Jiang Luo easily gained the girl's approval and chatted with her.They chatted by the river at night for two hours, all of them were freezing cold, but they were in high spirits.They got acquainted with each other very quickly, and Jiang Luo knew that the girl was born in the same year as she was, studied in a famous noble middle school, and loved poetry, all things beautiful and serious.Although Jiang Luo didn't have any special research on poetry, he had extensive but not precise knowledge and could barely cope with talking to her.They talked as much as they could, and both of them were hoarse.Two hours later, the girl yawned, and finally jumped briskly from the railing to the ground, and walked down the bridge with Jiang Luo. They exchanged names, parted ways under the bridge, and returned to their respective homes.

This beautiful episode was quickly forgotten by Jiang Luo as a small adventure.Half a year later, when the third year of high school started, a new classmate named Du Nasha transferred to their class to study. She stood on the podium and introduced herself, but Jiang Luo didn't recognize that she was an old friend by the bridge.Du Nasha explained that because the family wanted to buy a house and their registered permanent residence changed, they transferred to this school to go to school.Jiang Luo didn't doubt it, he believed it completely.She treated Du Nasha as an ordinary classmate. After the reunion, Jiang Luo never mentioned the previous incident once, and did not show any special attitude.Jiang Luo always felt that the conversation with Du Nasha on the bridge that day was just accidental and not worth mentioning, and their chats were too ordinary, and the impromptu conversation with any two strangers out of boredom was not worth mentioning. There is no difference, so she doesn't need to pay any follow-up attention to Du Nasha.What's more, she met Lin Luxing on the third day of school.

This was cruel to Du Nasha. Du Nasha later admitted that on the day they met, she really planned to commit suicide by jumping into the river.If it wasn't for Jiang Luo, maybe Du Nasha would have passed away.Since she met on the bridge, Du Nasha has paid attention to Jiang Luo. Jiang Luo's attitude disappointed her. She said to Jiang Luo: "You always forget about me." Old things.After the two started dating, Du Nasha took the initiative to tell Jiang Luo that she actually transferred here because of Jiang Luo.At the moment when she lost interest in life and her life was gradually being swallowed up by nothingness, she got to know Jiang Luo, and she had the goal of living, and she said to herself: "Okay, then I'll go to her. "So he transferred to Jiang Luo's school by any means.It was not easy to transfer to another school in the third grade of high school. Because of this matter, she even had a temper tantrum with her family. Her grandparents spoiled her excessively and were obedient to her, but they finally did it for her.

Regarding Du Nasha's persistence, Jiang Luo always had a puzzled attitude. When she learned the real reason for Du Nasha's transfer, she was horrified.This shows that Du Nasha has been planning to get close to her since the two first met, and she has successfully achieved her goal. She has a terrifying ability to act and extraordinary confidence. In the third year of high school, she has a lot of time to spend Think and arrange.If Du Nasha wanted to, she could control her relationship with Jiang Luo as she wished, and no one could be her opponent.Jiang Luo didn't understand what fascinated her so much about herself. She had indeed prevented Du Nasha from committing suicide, but any normal person would try to prevent it when he saw someone committing suicide.Since then, Du Nasha has never forgotten her. She fell in love because of Jiang Luo's normal reaction. In her body, there are extreme and over-dependent characteristics.

Jiang Luo once wanted to ask Du Nasha to find out the truth about her high school years. She tried to completely believe in Du Nasha, and doubting her lover made her feel guilty.Once, the timing was right, Jiang Luo pretended to mention Lin Luxing casually.

"Before, you told me that her boyfriend never broke up. Is it true or not?" She asked in a gossip tone.

"I don't know." Du Nasha combed her hair and looked at her coldly and pitifully.Answer: "I also heard from others."

From her clear eyes, Jiang Luo understood everything, she understood that the moment she and Lin Luxing met, the rumors and conspiracy had already started.That was all in the past, she comforted herself, it was pointless to worry about them any longer.Her only task now is to fall in love with Du Nasha.As a lover, Du Nasha is more gentle than before, but she is also more stubborn. Ever since she started dating Jiang Luo, she often lay on Jiang Luo's shoulder and on her chest, obsessively and greedily sniffing every strand of her hair, The smell in every crevice of clothes, it was like a sad dog sniffing at the body of its owner, and then, three days later, it would eat the body.

In the beginning, the relationship between Jiang Luo and Du Nasha did not go smoothly, it can be said to be a mess.Jiang Luo has no experience in love, so he can only treat Du Nasha as kindly as possible according to what he has learned from other places.However, emotions are often not immediately changed according to the requirements of reason, and she has not yet come out of the shadow of Lin Luxing.In the process of getting along, both of them avoided mentioning Lin Luxing, and even avoided going to any place Lin Luxing had been to.The effect was counterproductive, and it was precisely this approach that demonstrated Lin Luxing's existence more clearly than before, and Lin Luxing's shadow lay among them.

Fortunately, there is still more than a month of summer vacation, and the two of them are not under the control of the family, so they have a lot of time to get used to each other. They try to create many memories to dilute the past, and try to wet each other with their saliva like thirsty fish .Du Nasha took Jiang Luo to her home, and showed her her collection of hardcover poems with beautiful covers and illustrations. Her home had a coffee machine and imported coffee beans for freshly ground coffee.Every time Jiang Luo came to the door, the coffee was ready.Du Nasha likes to drink coffee, and Jiang Luo also drinks it with her. The coffee that is frozen in the refrigerator in summer always leaves a fine layer of sugar at the bottom of the cup after drinking, shining brightly in the sun.

When the weather is not so hot, Du Nasha will wear a western dress to drink afternoon tea and eat pastries in the mansion in the foreign concession.Jiang Luo held a parasol for her and took pictures of her. There are many authentic European-style buildings standing in the old concession along the river, which have been transformed into coffee shops and restaurants. There is an endless stream of people who come to visit. In front of everyone, Du Nasha She would often suddenly hug Jiang Luo, put her arms around her neck, and kiss her face, as if she was declaring her sovereignty over this person to the whole world. Du Nasha hugged her tightly, and brought her cold face close to her neck, and she would caress the top of the other's head soothingly.

With the idea of ​​reciprocating courtesy, Jiang Luo invited Du Nasha to stay at her grandmother's house temporarily.Du Nasha agreed pleasantly.She didn't dislike the inconvenience of the old house, but quickly got used to living in a bungalow.During the long afternoons, she would sometimes watch TV with Jiang Luo's grandmother.At night, they sat on the bamboo bed outside the house, looking up at the clear starry sky above.The stars were scattered gently in the sky, the old man fell asleep, and the peaceful broadcast of the radio came from the house. Du Nasha slowly approached her and kissed her secretly.

They spent July in the old town by the river.In August, Jiang Luo's mother went on a trip, and Du Nasha simply stayed at Jiang Luo's home in the university.They spent more time alone, and Du Nasha desperately used her existence to drive Lin Luxing away, bit by bit occupying all the positions that belonged to Lin Luxing.The letter paper, pens, combs, hairpins and lipsticks given to Jiang Luo filled Jiang Luo's desk and dressing table. I don't know when Jiang Luo's photo album was full of photos of Du Nasha. On the sink in the bathroom There are Dunasha's toiletries and cosmetics. Her clothes and books are stained with curly hair that marks Dunasha. Whenever she slowly changes clothes, or cleans the house in the morning, she sees that these belong to The trace of the other party felt a wonderful warmth.Jiang Luo picked up the soft curly hair with his index and middle fingers, and blew them into the air. The hair twirled slowly and fell down.Soon, she could find more curly hair falling on the clothes, curled between the soft fabrics, like the fingers of that person, stroking her all the time.

Du Nasha had her hair curled as soon as she graduated, and she started to put on makeup every day, and asked Jiang Luo to choose accessories and clothes for her, and she became more and more beautiful.They started drinking alcoholic beverages and wearing very short skirts, and with the graduation of high school, all prohibition was lifted and the adult world opened up to them.Sitting on the sofa, Jiang Luo saw Du Nasha walking around the house, and occasionally had the illusion that he had grown up and had a family. All of this was less than two months old, and Jiang Luo felt dreamlike and unreal , She was so heartbroken, but now she has everything.Jiang Luo is still satisfied with her current life, because she is afraid of loneliness and an empty house more than a possessive lover.

Half a month before school started, it was the hottest midsummer, and they stopped going out and stayed at home all day.Du Nasha likes to spend time sitting on the sofa in the study.The air conditioner is fully turned on, the pleasant cool breeze is blowing, and the sound of water droplets from the air conditioner is monotonous and regular. By the window facing the sun, the white lace gauze curtain looks extremely pure and beautiful in the sunlight, just like a bride's dress.This is the big scene that Jiang Luo has seen since she was a child, and she still likes it very much until now. In this room, she always thinks about the things she did when she was a child. She told Du Nasha one by one, and Du Nasha listened carefully.On days when they have nothing to say, they sit quietly, and this kind of tranquility is also very pleasant.Once Du Nasha felt bored, she would go to the bookcase left by Jiang Luo's father to search for old books she wanted. She would often pick out one or two books that she was interested in, and after reading a few pages, she would throw them away. On the one hand, she will never read it again, and the next day, she will read it again.Jiang Luo was in charge of packing up the books she had thrown everywhere, and regarded it as a happy burden.Sometimes, Du Nasha will also find books that she can't put it down. She not only reads it carefully, but also reads it to Jiang Luo. Because she likes those waka songs that hurt the heart when parting, she reads them to Jiang Luo during the summer vacation. A whole book of "The Tale of Ise".

Du Nasha has a wealth of knowledge and unique appreciation of poetry. From the ancient Sumerian epics to the "Xie Lu" for the funeral of the nobles of the Han Dynasty, she seems to have dabbled in all of them, and has unusual insights.Jiang Luo remembered that one morning, a summer rainstorm suddenly fell, the sky was as dark as dusk, in the shattered dark clouds, lightning struck the world, and the sound of torrential rain beating on the window lattice echoed constantly in the room.Du Nasha didn't light up the lamp, she held Jiang Luo's hand in front of the dark window, swipe her fingers randomly on her palm, and recited: "Luxi will fall again tomorrow, and when a person dies, he will return. ", Jiang Luo only felt that such a poem was very ominous, but Du Nasha said: "In ancient times, when such a funeral song was sung, hundreds of people would come to join in the song. It must be very moving. If the ghost If you can hear it, you will die without regret.”

Du Nasha always talked about death, Jiang Luo couldn't understand Du Nasha's subtle yearning for death, as if she was bound by heavy shackles at any time.She didn't laugh often, no matter how Jiang Luo teased her, it was hard to get results, instead she made herself look like a funny clown.Du Nasha was hard to please, the longer Jiang Luo spent with her, the more she realized this, but she didn't give up hope, she still wanted to make Du Nasha happy when they were together.She avoids all topics that are too profound, and only pays attention to things that make people feel happy.When Du Nasha was reading poems, she ate watermelon in the air-conditioned room and invited Du Nasha to eat together.Split the watermelon in the middle and scoop it up with a spoon. Jiang Luo used to think that everyone would do this in summer, but later she found that Du Nasha never did this. Du Nasha didn't like watermelon at all.She wore long home clothes like aristocratic dressing gowns, and even when she was reading, she sat upright and paid attention to her manners all the time. Jiang Luo thought that she was afraid of getting her clothes and hands dirty.Soon, her guess was confirmed. Du Nasha doesn't eat fruits with skins, pits, sticky seeds, or fruits that need to spit out seeds. That is to say, she hardly eats any fresh fruits, and only eats those sealed in cans, The kind cut into slices and soaked in sugar water.Jiang Luo naturally expressed concern. She thought it was unhealthy, and the canned fruits were all stale and full of preservatives.So, later, when Du Nasha was studying, Jiang Luo used a spoon to dig the watermelon into many small pieces, picked out the seeds with a toothpick, and presented them to her in a small clean bowl.Du Nasha readily accepted, she ate very deliciously, Jiang Luo was encouraged, and did this every day from now on, this was one of the few ways she found out to please Du Nasha.In the boring and sleepy afternoon, when the summer wind rattles the leafy camphor trees outside the window, this is Jiang Luo's only job.

Their relationship progressed smoothly and quickly in August.Generally speaking, the summer vacation is enjoyable, but it is finally coming to an end, and the day of the school start is getting closer, and a certain matter is weighing more and more heavily on Jiang Luo's heart, which cannot be ignored.She occasionally thought of it in the middle of the night, anxiously tossing and turning in bed, unable to fall asleep.She has not told Du Nasha that she promised to be Lin Luxing's bridesmaid.

Jiang Luo didn't want to mention Lin Luxing, she hated her and resisted her, she didn't even want to go to school, she didn't want to contact the outside world.Du Nasha is her paradise.If she stayed only in this room, with Dunasa, always together, she was safe, and she kept her heart from suffering by being isolated from the world.If she walked out of the house and went to the world with Lin Luxing, heard others talking about her, and saw her face, she didn't know what would happen to herself.It was with great difficulty that Jiang Luo extinguished that intense emotion, and covered it up with a handful of dead ashes. She carefully managed her intimate relationship with Du Nasha. She was afraid of getting in touch with everything about Lin Luxing. There is no room for Lin Luxing to save herself, as long as Lin Luxing opens her lips and raises her hand, it is enough to destroy everything she has now.

Even though he was extremely resistant, Jiang Luo still understood that she could not break her promise, Lin Luxing would definitely pester her endlessly, so she could only obey.She originally planned to tell Du Nasha about this on the last day of August and get her consent, but Du Nasha proposed to go to the high school to visit the teachers together on that day and thank them well.She seldom made demands on Jiang Luo, and Jiang Luo was too embarrassed to refuse her, so he agreed.

Regarding what will happen on this day, Jiang Luo is not unimaginative. She has carefully considered the worst possibility. Lin Luxing should be preparing for the wedding, but it is far from meeting her on the high school campus. Knowing that she was in a relationship with Du Nasha, she wouldn't say anything disappointing in front of them. If someone accidentally mentioned that terrible name, Jiang Luo would pretend to be indifferent and try her best to block the other party's words.Jiang Luo secretly prayed that this day would pass smoothly without any accidents, so that she could tell Du Nasha her promise to be a bridesmaid when she was packing her things at night.

The high school campus is not much different from three months ago, it still looks the same.The new high school seniors have already made up their lessons for a long time, and the small white building used as a studio has been occupied again. When Jiang Luo and Du Nasha went there, it was during the class break, and they could hear the art from a distance. The laughter of the students.They hurried through the shade of the camphor tree, the ground stained black by the broken camphor fruit, and the white sink where Lin Luxing had washed his hands.All the old days that passed away, those remaining sounds, light, shadows, colors and touches, are revived and disillusioned at this moment, passing them by, and really gone, they boarded the teaching hall leading to the teacher's office floor stairs.

The attitude of the teachers was very different from before graduation. They never reprimanded her or put on a stern face to her, which made Jiang Luo secretly surprised. refused to accept their gifts.There were no students in the office, so Jiang Luo felt relieved, holding the glass of water that the teacher poured for her, sitting in front of the teachers, boldly joking with them, telling jokes that she would never dare to say in the past, making them all laugh up.All the restraints were lifted, and it felt so good to be on an equal footing with the teacher. Jiang Luo was probably a little ecstatic. She laughed and chatted with the teachers, and she had no premonition that the thing she feared the most was about to happen: suddenly, the English teacher who was correcting homework The teacher put down the pen and walked up to Jiang Lu with a pity and pained expression on his face.This English teacher also taught art students in the past, she asked straightforwardly: "Jiang Luo, you have a good relationship with Lin Luxing from Class [-], how is she now?"

Jiang Luo was stunned, the teacher would actually mention Lin Luxing, which she never thought of anyway.Moreover, since it is a teacher's question, it must not be perfunctory, but must be answered seriously.Her heartbeat immediately accelerated, and her breathing became difficult. At this moment, she noticed that Du Nasha, who was talking to other teachers, turned her head slightly and glanced this way.Jiang Luo smiled painfully. No matter where in this school, there would be people concerned about Lin Luxing's whereabouts. She is such a person with magical powers.

"I...I haven't contacted her recently." In a hurry, she told the truth.

"What's wrong?" The teacher frowned slightly, she looked a little sad: "Why don't you contact her anymore? Even though you are in college, you can't forget your former friends. You should take care of Lin Luxing more. Jiang Luo , I heard that she failed the exam, stopped studying, and ran off to get married, is that true?"

"Yes, yes." Jiang Luo felt restless and lowered his head. "She's not married yet, but she's going to get married in ten days or so. I've... persuaded her." She said weakly, feeling aggrieved and sad. "She doesn't listen to me. She must get married. I don't know what happened to her. She is still very upset, saying that I didn't bless her."

"Of course you shouldn't bless her." The teacher sneered, walked back behind the desk, sat down again, and said in a stern voice like in class: "She is a little older? She is a very promising child, and she can draw well." Very good, it's a pity to give up your studies." She poked the end of the pen on her chin, pondered for a while, and then said: "Jiang Luo, you have a good relationship with her, you should know her better, look at me like this Tell her if she is right: I think she is too demanding of herself, she is just too high-minded, I also know that those boys are supporting her, this is the case at the beginning of high school, she has always been smooth and can't stand setbacks , Once you don't like it, you will give up immediately. As a friend, you should enlighten her, and you can't let her ignore it like this. After she failed the exam, did you enlighten her?"

"You're right..." Jiang Luo murmured, "However, because she's getting married, she's very busy and doesn't want to see me. I'm afraid she'll find me annoying, so..."

The English teacher clapped both hands on the table, burst out laughing, and interrupted her forcefully.She announced cheerfully in a voice that could be heard in the whole office: "She likes you so much, why doesn't she want to see you, and thinks you are annoying? You two are good friends!"

Next, she told all the teachers present a strange thing she saw on the day of the third year of high school last year in a teasing tone of telling interesting stories.Jiang Luo also had some impressions of that day. At that time, she didn't know the real situation. The English teacher's narration made her even more painful: it was a late autumn night for evening self-study, and it was the teacher's turn to inspect the situation of each class. , the campus in autumn is quiet, lonely and desolate. She walked through the dimly lit and cold corridor, and suddenly found a girl in front of her, with her back turned to her, standing alone outside the back door of the art class. do what.Out of female sensitivity and curiosity, the teacher didn't startle her immediately, she approached quietly, and heard someone talking and laughing loudly in the classroom.And the girl, calmly, tilted her head, leaned forward, and listened carefully to the movement inside the door. She was so focused that the teacher didn't notice it when she walked behind her.The teacher was a little annoyed at first, until she heard that it was her student Jiang Luo who was talking there. Jiang Luo was not an art student, and she came here to join classes again. Whenever she joined classes, she must be looking for Lin Luxing.The girl standing outside the door is Lin Luxing.Her lips were slightly parted, and the expression on her face was unusually devoted, almost intoxicated.She has been listening, listening to Jiang Luo talking, leaning over, catching every sentence of the person across the door, every trill at the end of a sentence, the teacher heard the person inside the door laughing, the laughter is cheerful and clear , Lin Luxing raised his hand and pressed it on the blue iron welded back door, as if he wanted to feel the carefree laughter of the people inside the door through his fingertips.

Indeed, there was such a day, Jiang Luo also remembered that once she ran to find Lin Luxing during evening study, but Lin Luxing was not there, people said that she must have been called away by a man.After half an hour, she still hadn't come. Jiang Luo pretended not to care, and sat in the last row of the classroom, next to the back door, chatting with the art students.A girl came to sit next to her and asked teasingly, "Did you come to see Lin Luxing? You came to see Lin Luxing again! You come to see Lin Luxing every day, do you like her?"

"Of course." Jiang Luo replied without blinking: "Who doesn't like Lin Luxing? She's so pretty, of course I like her." She asked the girl back, "Don't you like it?"

The girl shook her head hurriedly, then pursed her lips and smiled again: "Hate it! I don't like her, I'm not like you."

"Okay!" Jiang Luo nodded her with his hand and laughed: "I remember, I'm going to tell Lin Luxing that you don't like her."

They laughed and laughed, and soon, the English teacher came suddenly, followed by the pale Lin Luxing.Jiang Luo hurriedly opened the back door and slipped back to her class. She was very impressed by the panic at that time, the sudden appearance of the English teacher, and Lin Luxing who didn't say a word and didn't even look at her. Thinking that the boys had made trouble because of Lin Luxing, she was brought back.When the teacher mentioned it, she quickly remembered it.While talking and laughing wantonly, she didn't know that there was only one door between Lin Luxing and herself.Listening to the teacher's description, she felt as if the dead ashes in her heart had been scorched, hot and painful. She couldn't help but imagine that in the late autumn night, dew condensed on the railing of the corridor, and it was extremely cold outside. Lin Lu walked in the white light of frost and dew. , standing alone, listening greedily, her laughter spread to every nerve of her, when she was silent, what kind of lonely look should there be between her brows.

Unfortunately, she was not the only one who was told about this matter. Du Nasha stood by and listened to the teacher's story from beginning to end.The English teacher didn't know the complicated situation behind this at all, and wished he could talk a little more.She completely entrusted Lin Luxing to Jiang Luo, and Jiang Luo peeked at Du Nasha, his heart was in a mess, and he could no longer deal with it gracefully.Suddenly, Du Nasha said: "It's getting late." She said goodbye to the teachers.Jiang Luo followed her out of the teacher's office, observing her silhouette timidly.Du Nasha didn't have any special expression, this is the scariest thing.She walked out of the teaching building along the corridor under the setting sun, and walked out of the campus. She looked very lonely, as if she was alone again.The two of them originally came holding hands, but now Jiang Luo didn't dare to hold her, even though she really wanted to make Du Nasha feel at ease.There is no need to mention what was going to be said tonight, she thought angrily, Jiang Luo was very wronged, as if she had done something wrong to Du Nasha, and was waiting for her forgiveness in fear.Can