I want to marry my loser [football]

(280 two)

Melville felt he was standing on a precipice.

Falling into the abyss, being smashed to pieces, are all just a few words from the young man in front of him.

As for the blond boy, he could have pulled away, but left him alone on the edge of the cliff.

But if this is the case, even if no one pushes him, he has only one option to jump down.

Only if he is willing to reach out and take him away, can he survive.

Melville felt this way, and so, like a drowning man clinging to the last straw, he refused to let go.

He whispered, with some pleading: "Is it okay to talk like this?"

Jiang Fan said, "I want to sit down."

Hearing this, Melville hesitated, and finally, he let go.

Jiang Fan sat on the single sofa in front of the window, but maybe he felt that the other sofas were too far apart, so Melville squatted down and leaned against his legs.This posture made him raise his face, and when he looked at Jiang Fan, his neck and Adam's apple were exposed, and there was a soft belly exposed by an animal, expressing the fragility of trust and attachment.

"Don't pretend to be pitiful." Jiang Fan looked at him helplessly.

But Melville gave a confused and innocent look, as if he didn't understand why he said that.

"Ah," in order to have a good communication with him, Jiang Fan had no choice but to turn his body slightly, bent towards him, looked into his eyes seriously and said, "Mel, what are you thinking?"

It has already reached this point, if you hug and hug, kiss and kiss, if you still want to hide, and if you are going to use lies to get over it, Melville is already tired of it.He said directly: "I like you."

"……real or fake?"

"Really." Melville said softly, "Why would I lie to you about such a thing?"

"When did it start..." Jiang Fan was stunned, "So suddenly?"

"I don't know..." Melville looked at him intently, thinking to himself, probably because I concealed it well, and you have never thought about it in this way, which made you feel suddenly. "Probably from when you suddenly ran over to kiss me."

"Eh!?" Jiang Fan straightened up slightly in shock, "So, the reason you kissed me twice just now is because I kissed you twice before, so you want to kiss me back?"

Even now, Jiang Fan is still trying to use jokes to make things go wrong just now.But Melville looked at him, obviously not going to ask for any steps.

"I know this matter is not that simple, and it may be very hard... But if it is you, I feel as if I can bear anything."

"...But," Jiang Fan looked at him hesitantly, "Obviously you've been telling me to pay attention to something."

"Because, I don't want you to be affected..."

"You want me to be careful, but you come to me and tell me that you like me?"

Melville's lips moved as if to say "I'm sorry", but his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and finally there was just a "...um".

With a voice like muttering to himself, he gently held Jiang Fan's hand on the armrest of the sofa with both hands, as if feeling sad and tired, he lowered his head and rested his forehead on the back of his hand.

"...I can't take it anymore. Gregory." He sighed deeply. "Really. If I had any other options, I would never tell you."

Looking at him, Jiang Fan suddenly felt that he was not confessing his love to him, but asking him for help.

This thought made him couldn't help stretching out his hand, and gently rubbed Melville's platinum-blond hair.

This young man has such a good appearance, strong and healthy body, well-bred, rigorous and stable personality, excellent talent, and will have a bright future in the green field in the future.

But he was in such pain, as if he was on the edge of a cliff, living in depression every day.

This thought made Jiang Fan fall into deep thought, but Melville felt a trace of tenderness because of his outstretched hand.He couldn't help raising his face, and met the gaze of the blond boy looking down.

"Gregory?" The boy with misty blue eyes tentatively asked.

"...I've never liked a man." Jiang Fan said a little distressed.

"...Me neither." Melville's eyes lit up little by little, and he seemed to be looking at the person in front of him, walking towards him step by step.He almost wanted to hug him tightly immediately, but was afraid that the movement would scare him away too much. "So, do you have someone you like now?"

Jiang Fan thought for a while, and a vague figure flashed through his mind, and he shook his head.

"Can... you try with me?"

"What do you mean try?"

Until now, Jiang Fan has not directly refused.

This made Melville straighten his back, from leaning against his legs docilely, to kneeling on one knee like a knight.

He held Jiang Fan's hand, raised his other hand around the blond boy's neck, and pressed his body down.Jiang Fan didn't resist, Melville raised his face and touched the corner of his lips lightly.

It wasn't until he realized that Jiang Fan had no intention of resisting that he relaxed his heart suddenly, grabbed the blond boy's arm, and pressed his lips.

"So, you agreed?" Melville reluctantly let him go and asked in a hoarse voice.

And Jiang Fan stared into his eyes for a moment, then lowered his gaze, and replied in a low voice almost whispering between his lips: "...um."

Melville's heart suddenly exploded with joy like fireworks, but just as he stood up, he squatted down in disbelief, stared at Jiang Fan and said, "Really?"

"Ah."

"real??"

It was obviously the answer he dreamed of, but he couldn't believe it at the moment.

Jiang Fan felt a little weird and replied: "You said try...then, try it."

But he didn't know if he was doing the right thing, and he didn't know how his life would change after taking this step.

He didn't dislike Melville, which made him feel puzzled, wondering if this meant that he also had a crush on Melville.

Melville was sensitively aware that his heart was still shaking, and subconsciously wanted to make him more confident in his decision.But before he could do anything, Jiang Fan's cell phone rang suddenly.

The blond boy took it out to have a look, but saw Anderson's name displayed on the caller ID.

He subconsciously stood up, and Melville also stood up. He followed Jiang Fan a few steps subconsciously, and soon realized that such behavior was too offensive, so he could only stand there uneasy, watching Jiang Fan connected the phone, stood by the window, and looked at the night scene outside the window.

"Hello?" The blond boy's tone was obviously a bit erratic, and he was not in a good mood.

But the man opposite was not sensitive enough, he didn't think much about it at all: "Where have you been? Just now the chairman of the club said he wanted to see you, but he couldn't find you anywhere."

"Well, my friend is not feeling well, so I went to rest with him."

"Really. I told you that the club's official documentary team will come to shoot. Such a good opportunity, you are gone."

Jiang Fan couldn't help but smiled and said, "There will be chances in the future."

"In the future?" Anderson suddenly thought of himself many years ago. At that time, he never thought that Lanzhou could go without a championship for so many years.He couldn't help feeling a little emotional: "You are really optimistic, Gregory, who can say what will happen in the future?"

"It must be accurate." Melville looked at Jiang Fan silently and replied with a smile: "Don't worry, coach, I will definitely win the championship next year."

His expression no longer hesitated or hesitated, and the matter of Melville seemed to be receding from his mind.

The "normal world" is calling him, and in Melville's view, the outside world is trying to take him away from him.

He walked forward, and heard Anderson's voice from the other end of the phone helplessly and amusedly say: "You are really brazen."

"People always have dreams..." Jiang Fanzheng was about to reply briskly, "People always have dreams", but before he could say the second half, he was suddenly hugged from behind.

His heart skipped a beat, and his mouth suddenly jammed.

Jiang Fan subconsciously took the phone a little further away, and saw the reflection of the window, a slender and tall young man hugging his waist tightly.His head leaned on his shoulder obediently and docilely. Although he was silent, he showed a sense of existence that could not be ignored.

Melville felt uneasy at the realization that he had left him alone—of course, because their relationship was at its most fragile and delicate at this moment, and the slightest turbulence would immediately shatter— —Jiang Fan hurriedly ended the call with Anderson: "In short, let's do this first, goodbye."

Melville looked up, watched him hang up the call interface, and asked knowingly: "Who?"

"coach."

"what happened?"

"He asked me where I had been."

"So, are you going down?"

"No, what am I going to do?" Jiang Fan smiled, turned around, looked at Melville and said, "Of course I will stay with you."

He tried to reassure him, and after hesitating for a while, he took the initiative to kiss Melville.

Jiang Fan had been in love a few times before, but he really didn't have much experience with men, so the kissing movements couldn't help being a little stiff.But it was the first time for Melville, and he was more clumsy and young, so he didn't feel that there was anything wrong. Instead, he widened his eyes in flattery and was stunned.

When Jiang Fan stepped back, Melville hugged him fiercely, and said in a low voice, "Don't feel pressured,"

"Ok?"

"Just...don't feel pressure. I won't tell anyone about this matter, and I will never show it when I am in the club. I will never hinder your career. Even if it is a day, if you like Fell in love with other people, fell in love with girls... just tell me, I will definitely not pester you, and I will definitely bless you."

Jiang Fan himself didn't think so much, he suddenly couldn't laugh or cry: "Okay."

After such a toss, he was really a little tired, Jiang Fan couldn't help but sighed, hugged Melville back and said, "Sleep?"

Unexpectedly, the young man was silent for a while, and asked tentatively: "...What kind of sleep...?"

Jiang Fan: "...I'm only 15 years old, so of course I don't sleep like a crime."

"Just lie down together?"

Jiang Fan was angry and funny and said, "Otherwise?"

Melville immediately said: "Okay. Sleep."

"I'll be with you." Jiang Fan stroked his back, "I'll be with you all night."

Melville whispered: "Only for one night?"

"That?"

"Will you go to the movies tomorrow?"

"what movie?"

"I don't know, I'll search later."

"Okay, then you should search first." Jiang Fan said so, and let go of his hand.Melville loosened, too, but stared at him intently.

Jiang Fan pulled his tie a little unbearably, frowned and suddenly thought of something: "Ah, yes...the clothes have to be returned."

"...Then what should we do?"

"Should I call Hoyle and the others to come up? Our clothes should be in the car, let them bring them up, then give them the clothes, let them help to return them." Jiang Fan left the window, threw himself on the bed, Lazily said: "I don't want to move anyway."

Melville followed, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at him, "...I'll let Gerald come up."

Jiang Fan subconsciously turned to look at him and asked, "Is there any difference?"

"He will come up alone, but Hoyle and Bradley may be two people." Melville said: "I don't want so many people to bother us."

"……also."

"I'll give him a call." Melville said, "Then go see if there are any pajamas in the closet."

Hearing the sound of him getting up, Jiang Fan sighed, climbed up with difficulty, and took off his clothes.

Melville stood in front of the closet, called Gerald, and stood for a while—he didn't want to embarrass Jiang Fan—and then raised his voice and asked, "Gregory, is it okay?"

Hearing Jiang Fan's "hmm", he took out two sets of nightgowns from the closet and walked over.

The clothes borrowed from the stylist had been folded and placed beside the bed. The blond boy was lying under the quilt, curled up and closed his eyes, looking drowsy.

"Gregory?" Melville knelt on the bed with one knee. He approached Jiang Fan and said softly, "Put on your clothes first."

Jiang Fan opened his eyes, said "um", reached out to take the nightgown in his hand, and dragged it into the quilt.

Melville glanced at him, and it seemed that he still had no sense of reality—he just agreed to himself and became his lover...

No, perhaps not yet a lover.

So……

What about lovers?

Melville was thinking about their uncertain relationship, and silently retreated to the side of the bed, quietly took off the coat that fitted his broad shoulders, the shirt that outlined his firm chest, and wrapped his legs, which was even more revealing. Long, straight trousers.But suddenly, Jiang Fan behind him rushed up and wrapped him in the quilt.

He whispered: "No, you are like this, if you describe it, if this is a case, the chapter will be blocked!"

Melville: "???"

Although he didn't understand what it meant, he couldn't help laughing, turned around and found Jiang Fan in the quilt, and jumped on him.The two hugged quietly for a while in the dark, the temperature of their skin almost made Melville feel his body trembling uncontrollably.

"Don't tremble." In the darkness, Jiang Fan's voice carried a helpless smile, and he put his hand on his cheek, "Mel, are you cold?"

"..." Melville didn't speak.He hugged his waist tightly and sighed softly. "No. I want to commit a crime."

作者有话要说：感谢在2019-12-1223:01:11~2019-12-1604:19:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Xiaoyou 3;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: A Chuan 3; Sanyue, Xiaoyou, Xiaotong, who are also mourning today: Huishui, Ziyuan, I am a passerby, Keji, Yeguiren 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：悠悠43瓶；张家夏笙30瓶；小悠15瓶；棠胭胭、团子大王、SF、愿成为一颗树、我是路人10瓶；鲤鱼王8瓶；咕啾5瓶；爱吃肉的兔子?、朔漠、荧惑艏訫3瓶；君珩1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!