I want to marry my loser [football]

(two hundred and three)

Jiang Fan saw Nahum on the TV. He was sitting on the bench and did not start the game.

I haven't seen him in a month or two, his hair has grown a little, but his eyebrows are still broken, his eyes are fierce, staring at the field, as if he feels extremely unwilling to not be able to play.

He opened his mouth and said to his friends, "Did you see this man? No. 28 on the bench! Hit Arm's too! His name is Nahum!"

Hoyle asked curiously, "Is he your friend?"

"Not a friend, but an acquaintance. I met Bradley when I went to Hit Arm last time," Jiang Fan looked at Bradley and said, "Do you remember him? That 'city wall'?"

Bradley nodded: "I remember."

Jiang Fan said with emotion: "The scout said he could go to the first team, but I didn't expect it to be true."

Hearing this, Gerrard showed a look of "spare me", "Why does Hong Kong's first team sound so good? Gregory has been in the youth training camp for so long anyway, this guy is good." , can play directly by picking it up from the street? So, he is probably a genius again?"

"Ah!!" He opened his hands to the sky, and roared unwillingly: "There are so many geniuses in this world, why can't I have one more!"

Bradley said calmly: "That's why we need to work harder."

Hearing that he consciously put himself out of the "genius" team, Gerald said angrily: "...shut up, you are not much better! You are at least a genius in terms of willpower!"

Bradley was slightly taken aback, and Jiang Fan suspected that he didn't understand what Gerald meant, so he smiled a little embarrassedly, "Thank you."

Gerald: "..."

Dejectedly, he leaned against his good friend Melville, tilted his head and nestled on his shoulder, and sighed heavily, "It's too difficult for me. You see, as a captain, I lead a group of What a fool."

Melville glanced at him with downcast eyes, "Isn't it that I brought you a group of idiots? What gave you the illusion that you are not an idiot?"

These words suddenly hit Jiang Fan.He howled immediately, rushed over and hugged Melville's waist, "MAMA!! You don't know how miserable I am without you!!"

Melville was caught off guard by him, and he almost jumped up in fright.

Fortunately, Gerald jokingly pushed Jiang Fan to cover up his abnormality. "Wow, are you talking human? A guy who went to the first team at the age of 15 actually talks about pain!?"

Jiang Fan sincerely missed the order of the locker room under Melville's rule, and he complained without any exaggeration: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool There's sweat everywhere! And they don't like to wash their feet! A few people's feet are so smelly, no one cares about them! Mama, when will you come to the first team to save me?"

Melville calmed down for a moment, fork in hand, "...if I could go to the first team if I wanted to, I would."

(two hundred and four)

In the first match of the UEFA Champions League, Hong Kong City scored 2 goals, and Monfernaborg ended with no results.

The Champions League is too far away for everyone who is still in the youth team.But for Jiang Fan, who has been able to play in the first-team matches, although he cannot set foot on the battlefield of the Champions League, he is very likely to meet Monfernaburg, who is also in the Mi Super League team, in the follow-up matches .

What is their strength?Compared with Lanzhou, how big is the gap?How does Lanzhou compare with Hong Kong City?

These are all issues that Jiang Fan needs to consider.

And since the youth team's next game is tomorrow afternoon, after watching the game and having dinner together, it didn't take long for everyone to leave and go back to rest.

It was almost 09:30 when Jiang Fan and Melville sent away Gerald who had finished washing the dishes.It was almost ten o'clock when Melville came out of the shower.

After changing into his pajamas, he walked out wiping his blond hair, which was still a little damp at the ends.The dark blue shirt-style cotton pajamas have a soft and comfortable touch, and they are simple and refreshing when worn on him.

He didn't see Jiang Fan in the living room, so he couldn't help shouting: "Gregory?"

"Hey." Jiang Fan poked his head out from the guest room, "What's the matter?"

He looked as if he was sorting out the groceries he had brought along, holding a set of folded pajamas.Melville put down his hand for wiping his hair, and unconsciously clenched the towel in his hand. "I'm done. You can use the bathroom now."

Jiang Fan smiled and agreed, "Okay."

He retreated into the room again, Melville paused and followed.He stood at the door, watching Jiang Fan walking up and down in the guest room. For a moment, he felt that traces of another person's life appeared in his own life, which was quite miraculous.

He saw his black schoolbag on the bed, facial cleanser, eye masks, small and portable bluetooth speakers and other things scattered on the bed, revealing countless secret living habits that would not be easily known to outsiders.

Melville said, "You still have a speaker?"

"Yeah." Jiang Fan had just picked up his underwear when he returned to the room, and was about to take a shower, but when Melville asked, he stopped and replied: "It's connected to the phone, I have an app in my phone, I can put some Sounds to aid sleep."

Need a sleep aid?

Melville was a little worried: "Did you not sleep well at night?"

"After entering the first team, the pressure may be a bit high. I can't sleep much at night. But it's okay." He disapproved, "It's not a big problem if we find a solution anyway", and turned to Melville. He waved his hand and went out. "I'll take a shower first, so that you don't think I'm dirty."

Melville watched him walk beside him with a smile without realizing it, and gave a low "hmm".

But after a pause, he couldn't help but follow up for some inexplicable reason: "The blue bottle is shampoo, the purple bottle is conditioner, and the green bottle is shower gel. The hair dryer is in the cabinet under the sink."

"Ok."

"Put the dirty clothes aside, and I'll wash them together."

"Okay——" Jiang Fan had already walked into the bathroom and locked the door. Hearing this, he laughed out loud: "You really look like MAMA."

Melville: "..."

He felt a little depressed: "Shut up, you."

But when he heard the rustling sound of a young man taking off his clothes from the bathroom, he stood at the door for a while, and then asked, "Do you want some milk?"

"Ok?"

"Don't you want to grow taller? If you want, I'll boil water for you now."

"Melville, do you have milk powder at home??"

"Aren't you coming? I just bought some."

"Wow, you're so nice, aren't you?" Jiang Fan was shocked. "Are you so careful and considerate?"

"...It's okay." Melville coughed in embarrassment, and asked again in embarrassment: "Do you want it?"

"want!"

"Okay." He nodded, and then heard the sound of water from the shower head coming from the bathroom. The boy was taken aback for a moment, took a step back, and remained silent for a moment, as if feeling a little unreal, before turning around and leaving.

(two hundred and five)

The sound of water stopped.The sound of the hair dryer rang "woo woo woo".Melville sat at the dining table, staring at the glass of milk in the long thin glass in front of him, seemingly turning the pages of the book, but in fact he was completely distracted.

He heard the sound of the hair dryer ringing and stopping, stopping and ringing again. After a few times, there was finally the sound of the door lock of the bathroom "clicking" and opening softly.

He straightened up unconsciously, and subconsciously looked over.

"...you sleep in your jersey?"

I saw that Jiang Fan's pajamas were actually the jerseys of Lanzhou's first team, but of course it wasn't the one he used for the game - the name "Sally" was written on it, and the number was not 30, but 7 .

...it's clearly an official merch.

Jiang Fan didn't think there was anything wrong. He shook his hair with a smile, and casually smoothed out the messy broken hair that had just been blown with his hands. He sat opposite Melville.

"Isn't he handsome!"

Melville pushed the milk on hand, Jiang Fan took it, and pulled the skirt with a smile.

Seeing his appearance, Melville complained blankly: "Don't tell me that Mr. Sally's pajamas are your jersey."

"Hahaha, when I become famous in the future, I'll let him change into my jersey." Jiang Fan took a sip of warm milk, and looked curiously at the book Melville put on hand, "What are you reading? ?”

"Poems." Melville showed him the back of the book.

"May I take a look at it?"

"……certainly."

He handed over the collection of poems, and when Jiang Fan reached out to pick it up, he didn't touch his fingers.

In their relationship at this time, the greatest touch they can achieve may be nothing more than the occasional brushing of the skin of their fingers.

It is a rare thing to be close, but only to coexist on the spine of the book for such a moment, and there is such a distance between them, it is really a sad thing.

Melville withdrew his hand, feeling a little disappointed.

Jiang Fan didn't realize that the friend on the other side was worrying about gains and losses, he casually turned a page, and saw a poem called "Ode to a Nightingale", "Is this the book where your nickname came from?"

"Ah."

"Hey, then I have to take a closer look."

He said this as if Melville was very important to him.

Seeing Jiang Fan sitting up straight, he became more focused.Melville, who was still feeling melancholy just now, propped his cheeks to block the gradually hot and reddened skin. He stared at the gentle and gentle young man with drooping brows and eyes opposite him, and couldn't help but gently, softly sighed.

He asked, "Do you understand?"

"Hmm - I feel beautiful. But, it seems a little sad." Melville asked him if he could understand, of course he could recognize every word, but Jiang Fan felt that the so-called "understand" probably meant being able to understand I can't understand the meaning and emotion that the poet wants to express under these superficial meanings.

If he were to read a short poem with a few tens of words like a literary youth, and be able to comprehend thousands of words, Jiang Fan couldn't do it.

He probably couldn't understand it.

Melville didn't delve into it. He smiled, and didn't seem to have any expectation that he could understand it. He just asked, "Which line do you like best?"

"Uh..." Jiang Fan showed a hesitant expression.He thought the whole poem was beautiful, but if he was asked to choose his favorite line, it really didn't resonate with him.

"I like the first sentence," said Melville, "'My heart aches...as if I had drunk poison...began sinking into the river of forgetfulness in Hades.'"

Jiang Fan smiled, "Literary youth."

He returned the book to Melville, drank the remaining milk, stood up, and was about to go to the kitchen to clean the cup.

He had to go around the table and past Melville to enter the kitchen.

For a moment, Melville thought he was walking towards him. He raised his eyes to stare at the soft-eyed young man in front of him, and suddenly couldn't help fantasizing that he would walk in front of him, then bend down and gently Put a kiss on his lips.

The author has something to say: "Ode to a Nightingale" by the British poet Keats.Divided into eight sections.The original text of the first section is as follows:

My heart aches and I feel lethargic and numb,

It's like drinking poison.

And as if just swallowed opium,

Began to sink into the river of forgetfulness in the underworld.

It is not that I envy your blessings,

But your joy overjoys me—

You, winged dryad,

Among the leaves and shadows of the beeches,

Where the singing is melodious,

你舒展了喉咙，歌唱着夏天。感谢在2019-11-1012:13:01~2019-11-1119:47:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Quinn, the cat eating fish, one treasure tree, one treasure tree;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：叶子戏_51瓶；我是路人30瓶；寒然9瓶；青眼影沉沉58瓶；嵬名弍岣2瓶；无期、巫曦雪渺、40432753、羽离1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!