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Xiao Linchi woke up with numbness in his arms, and he was confused for a moment when he opened his eyes.The lights had gone out, and it was daylight outside.

He stared at the palm blankly, fragments of dreams in his mind.Last night he dreamed of Hua Fengzhi, he hugged him, kissed him, and looked at him for a long, long time.

Hua Fengzhi only remembers one sentence in the end.

"I am proud of you."

Hua Fengzhi's voice was cold, but there was a lot of tenderness mixed in when talking to him in the dream, this was something Xiao Linchi had been thinking about for a long time.

"Dream." Xiao Linchi covered his eyes, sighed, and covered the sadness that was about to overflow from his eyes with his hands.

He could only see him in his dreams.

Hua Fengzhi has been by his side since he woke up, and seeing Xiao Linchi like this doesn't feel good either.He wanted to tell Xiao Linchi, but he couldn't say it.

Hua Fengzhi didn't know how long he could float. Instead of letting Xiao Linchi rekindle hope and then despair, it would be better for him to accept the news that he had died.

"I'm sorry, Xiaochizi." Hua Fengzhi bit her lower lip, at worst, she would fall into his dreams often in the future and comfort him.Hua Fengzhi was thinking wildly.

Xiao Linchi won, he pacified the border and won a hundred years of peace.But the world is unpredictable, when Hua Fengzhi was thinking about having a chance to enter Xiao Linchi's dream again, bad news came.

The remnants of the enemy planned an assassination on Xiao Linchi's way back to the capital.

Hua Fengzhi was at a loss when he saw the formerly powerful man fall from his horse.

Obviously Xiao Linchi had already won.

Obviously, he will be able to return to the capital immediately to be appointed an official and a noble.

But he was stabbed by an arrow and bled profusely.

It was the first time that Hua Fengzhi hated her sick body so much.If it wasn't for his death, Xiao Linchi wouldn't be listless, looking more and more lifeless.

Hua Fengzhi knew Xiao Linchi's strength, and with his usual sensitivity, what was a sneak attacking arrow?But he didn't dodge and fell from the horse.

He stood in front of Xiao Linchi and knelt down and asked him, "Does it hurt?"

But Xiao Linchi couldn't see Hua Fengzhi, and his eyes were looking directly in the direction of the capital.A chaotic group of people from the army surrounded him, making a lot of noise, but Hua Fengzhi heard the words in his mouth, and he said, "Zhizhi, wait for me."

It was only then that Hua Fengzhi understood what Xiao Linchi meant when he had just arrived at the border.Xiao Linchi had wanted to leave with him a long time ago, but at that time the situation was still uncertain and Hua Fengzhi's wish hadn't come true, so he couldn't leave.

Hua Fengzhi smiled bitterly, and wanted to reach out his hand to smooth Xiao Linchi's frown, "Why are you doing this? Take your own life to like me."

"I don't like to owe others the most in my life." Hua Fengzhi traced Xiao Linchi's face with his fingers, "But after death, you will be the one who owes the most."

He owed Xiao Linchi a stable life, he owed Xiao Linchi his affection, and he owed Xiao Linchi his life.

Xiao Linchi closed his eyes, and took away the unfinished sentence.

"Zhizhi..."

I am happy with you.

Hua Fengzhi opened his eyes, and found that the surrounding scene was familiar.In a deserted room, the hot tea on the table has long since cooled down.

"Am I dreaming?" Hua Fengzhi wanted to stand up, but he swayed and touched the cup on the table.He shook his head, "How can ghosts dream?" He looked sideways at the house, this is the place he has lived in for more than ten years, even if he hasn't seen it for a few years, he is very familiar with it.

Hua Fengzhi glanced at her hand, and stretched out her hand to pick up the cup that spilled water.

can hold.

Hua Fengzhi was stunned, this was the first time he had emotional ups and downs since his death.

A few years ago, Xiao Linchi was killed by an arrow, and he never returned to the capital, nor did he simply stay in one place.Hua Fengzhi didn't know how long he could be a ghost, so he traveled all over Daqi country by himself.

He had long since had nothing to worry about, except for being a little brooding over Xiao Linchi's death, he lived a relatively leisurely life.

It took him several years to float over every inch of Daqi country.The more you walk, the more you see. The previous arrogance and resentment due to physical illness gradually disappeared, replaced by a peaceful and broad temperament.

Hua Fengzhi has seen both the most beautiful scenery and the worst people in the world, and the self-blame and guilt in her heart have disappeared a lot in these years.He let go of his grievances and complaints about his body.

"Master?"

The voice of the maid outside the door brought back Hua Fengzhi's thoughts, and he answered, "Come in."

The maid who entered the house was Chayue who had taken care of him since he was a child. Chayue was seven years older than him, and she was very kind to him.

Hua Fengzhi's eyes fell on the back of Chayue's injured hand, his eyes were deep, and finally returned to calm.He remembered that Chayue's injury was accidentally scratched the day before his death.

"Little..." Hua Fengzhi opened his mouth, and finally swallowed the title again, he asked: "How many days have you been hurt?"

Chayue didn't expect the young master to care about her hands, so she quickly replied, "It's been two days."

Hua Fengzhi's eyes froze, and then lowered his eyelids.

"Yeah. The tea is cold, make me a hot pot." His voice was low, not as sharp as usual.

Although Cha Yue was surprised that the young master seemed to have a good temper today, she still did not forget her identity, answered "yes", and retreated with the cold tea on the table.

Hua Fengzhi clearly remembered how she died.

Just lying on the bed like this, his breath died, and if Chayue hadn't come to ask, no one would know that he was dead until late at night.He always liked to be clean, and he didn't like others pointing at his body, so he asked his mother to move to the most remote yard.On weekdays, there would be no one who does not have long eyes to disturb his purity.

The tea on the table was already cold, and he remembered that it was still steaming when he died.So, this time he didn't die, did he survive?Hua Fengzhi was inexplicably relieved.No one would want to die again.

"I'm not dead, nothing will happen to Xiaochi, right?" Hua Fengzhi murmured, and he pursed his lips.

"Qingyue." Hua Fengzhi raised the volume, and the eldest princess arranged for two maids to take care of him.

Tea Moon and Clear Moon.

"Master." Qingyue opened the door and came in. She looked much more capable than Chayue, and she was also one year older than Chayue.

Hua Fengzhi felt his throat a little itchy, coughed twice, "You go and call Doctor Xu."

Qingyue's eyes widened in shock, and she said in surprise: "Master, are you finally willing to see the imperial doctor?" After finishing speaking, her nose was sore, she could be regarded as watching the young master grow up.

Hua Fengzhi is a sick child, a well-known diseased child in the whole city.His father is a general, his mother is the eldest princess, and his uncle is the current emperor.He has been favored since he was a child, and because of the eldest princess, the emperor cared even more for him, and sent the best imperial doctors in the palace to the general's mansion to treat Hua Fengzhi.

But since he had a serious illness when he was ten years old, Hua Fengzhi's health became worse and worse, and he often did not cooperate with the imperial doctor.Every time he took the medicine, he was fighting wits and courage, and would pour the medicine down as soon as no one was looking at Hua Fengzhi.

This was the first time Hua Fengzhi offered to see the imperial doctor.

Hua Fengzhi looked at Qingyue's red eyes, saw the tears that were about to fall, and said with a smile: "Why are you crying? Am I not dead yet?"

Qingyue took a deep breath, patted her mouth and said: "Bah, bah, what the young master said just now is all nonsense, God don't listen."

Hua Fengzhi was stunned for a moment, but finally didn't speak.He is the only son of the general and the eldest princess, and he has always treated Qingyue Chayue like an older sister. Seeing Qingyue happy because she took the initiative to see the imperial doctor, Hua Fengzhi felt a little touched.

He was so bad before.To die with his tattered body, he only thought about getting rid of it all day long, and he didn't think about the feelings of the people around him at all.

Hua Fengzhi thought of her parents' pale hair all night, Chayue Qingyue's eyes swollen from crying, and Xiao Linchi's death.

He was so vicious and broke so many hearts.

Hua Fengzhi reached out to wipe away Qingyue's tears, "I will take medicine well in the future so that you won't worry."

Qingyue nodded, she collected her emotions and said to him: "Young Master, I'll go and invite Dr. Xu to come."

Looking at the back of Qingyue leaving, Hua Fengzhi said in a strange way: "Prepare a pen and paper for me."

Qingyue stopped, turned around and asked, "Master, do you want to write?"

Hua Fengzhi thought of the person's possible reaction when he received the item, and raised the corner of his mouth. He shook his head and said, "No, I want to write a letter home."

Thinking of the people far away on the border, Qingyue asked in a low voice, "For General Xiao?" Her tone was full of uncertainty.

"Yes." Hua Fengzhi replied.

Without seeing Qingyue's surprised eyes, Hua Fengzhi's thoughts drifted to the people far away at the border.He should be talking about the battle now, right?

Hua Fengzhi took the initiative to ask the imperial doctor to take a look at his body and made the general's mansion noisy for a while.

It's the best when the flowers are sealed and the branches grow.Inherited his mother's exquisite eyebrows and eyes, she was good-looking since she was a child.There is a sickness in him, and it is even more different when mixed with the arrogance in his bones.

Hua Fengzhi has always been indifferent to servants other than Qingyue Chayue, which also gave him a reputation for being difficult to get along with.

"Zhier." The eldest princess came to her son's yard as soon as she heard what Qingyue had told her.

"You..." The eldest princess looked at her son who was no longer angry and resentful, and was speechless for a moment.

Hua Fengzhi held his mother's hand and said with a smile: "Mother, my son walked before the gate of hell, and I think it's better to live." He knew the reason why the eldest princess suddenly stopped her voice.

The previous self pointed all the thorns in his body at everyone, and did not allow anyone to pity him or look down on him, so his temper was a bit extreme.It is said that the eyes can see a person's heart, and now he is no longer unwilling, his mind has calmed down, and he looks naturally different from before.

Others may not be able to see it, but his mother will definitely be able to.Hua Fengzhi didn't intend to worry her mother, Wen Yan explained.

After hearing his words, the eldest princess choked for breath, and quickly covered her son's mouth, "Zhi'er, don't talk nonsense."

Hua Fengzhi responded, "Where is my father?"

Only then did the eldest princess feel relieved, and she said: "He will be back later, your uncle has something to discuss with him."

"Zhi'er, did something happen to you?" The Eldest Princess looked worried.

Hua Fengzhi looked at her mother's fine lines in her eyes, and touched them with her hand, "Mother, my child just suddenly figured it out. I want to live on, and honor you and Daddy well."

"You..." The eldest princess's voice was choked with sobs, "Don't you blame mother?"

A large part of Hua Fengzhi's poor health is due to the injuries she suffered when she was young.

He was born with some bad health, the imperial doctor said he took good care of him.But the eldest princess was busy helping the present sage to the throne, and the general neglected to take care of Hua Fengzhi.I let the flower seals I played in the small yard fall into the water. It was a cold winter and the snow was snowing, so the flower seals also fell to the root of the disease, and I was often sick.

Later, the eldest princess wanted to take care of him, but it was very difficult.One is that Hua Fengzhi is too thoughtful and unwilling to cooperate.The second is that his body is too weak to withstand too strong a drug.

"How could you blame your mother?" Hua Fengzhi sighed, "I blame myself."