Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Flowers float by themselves, water flows by themselves

"Tuk Tuk Tuk."

"Little sister, open the door."

The tightly wrapped brocade was moved, and Nangong Jingnv raised a corner of the quilt: "Second sister, go back, I'm fine!"

When Nangong Shunv heard her little sister's crying voice, she felt distressed: "My little sister is obedient, the second sister has sent all the servants away, and I am the only one in the whole yard, open the door!"

Nangong Jingnv sniffed: "Second Sister~."

"I've been out of shape these few days, won't my little sister let me go in and sit?"

Nangong Jingnv lifted the quilt, got out of the bed barefoot, came to the door and pushed the latch "deng thud thump" and ran to the bed again, grabbed the quilt to wrap herself.

Nangong Shunv pushed open the door and happened to see the last scene.

She walked to the bed and stroked the raised part of the quilt, and said softly: "The weather is boring these days, don't suffocate yourself."

Nangong Jingnv burst into tears suddenly, and grabbed the quilt tightly: "Second Sister, Qi Yan bullied me!"

Nangong Shunv's expression froze, thinking of what happened to her: "Brother-in-law, he... little sister."

Thinking of Qi Yan grabbing her mercilessly and saying such strange words, Nangong Jingnu cried more and more sadly.

Nangong Shunv's face turned pale: "Did he really force you?"

In her opinion, Qi Yan's behavior last night was forcing herself, but what Nangong Shunv asked was another question.

"Ok!"

Nv Nangongshu gritted her teeth secretly: Why are their sisters' lives so miserable?It's fine that I don't trust anyone, but I didn't expect that Qi Yan, who looks gentle, is actually a well-dressed beast, and she said a good word for him in vain.

The reason why the younger sister held the lamp last night was more or less due to the persuasion of herself and the elder sister.

Nangong Jingnv cried for a while, only to realize that there was no movement around her.

"Hurp, Second Sister?"

no answer.

Nangong Jingnv opened the quilt a slit, and found that Nangong Shunv was no longer there.

Nangong Shunv left the main hall and went straight to the study.

According to Nangong Shunv's temperament in the past, at most she would stay to comfort Nangong Jingnv and accompany her for a few days.

After all, Qi Yan is a foreigner and a man, so according to etiquette, he should avoid suspicion.

Today is different from the past, the matter of Lu Zhongxing forcing her is still a lingering shadow, I don't know how many nights, even in dreams, it is that unbearable memory.

Nangong Shunv knows that she came from a humble background, her grandfather’s family has a weak foundation, and her mother has a low status. She has been cautious in her words and deeds for many years and dare not make a wrong step or say a wrong word.

Although Jing Nu is a younger sister, she has defended her sister many times.

When he was forced by Lu Zhongxing to cry and complain that he had nowhere to go, only this younger sister was always by his side.

Today, I should also show a little sister's responsibility!

Nangong Shunv came to the study, but there was no maid waiting in the courtyard.

She stopped in front of the door, took a deep breath, and pushed open the door of the study.

With a flick of Qi Yan's wrist, the page that was just a few words away was ruined.

Nangong Shunv came to the case in stride, picked up the water glass but was still restrained by her tutor, and only poured it on Qi Yan's desk.

"Shameless!"

Qi Yan wrote more than 50 pages of manuscripts all night, which were piled up beside the desk, stained with water, and blurred.

She pursed her lips, put down the brush and slowly raised her head.

Seeing Qi Yan's face, Nangong Shunv was startled.

Qi Yan's eyes were red, a scar lay across his left cheek, and his right cheek was red and swollen.

Qi Yan stood up straight, stared into Nangong Shunv's eyes without speaking.

After a night of adjustments, Qi Yan regained her composure.

There was no trace of anger in those amber eyes, they just looked at Nangong Shunv indifferently.

Facing such gazes, Nangong Shunv's momentum was slightly weaker, she straightened her waist and said: "It is your blessing to marry a younger sister, how can you treat her like this?"

Qi Yan lowered her eyes, raised her arms and bowed in a salute: "Second sister taught me a lesson."

Nangong Shunv didn't expect Qi Yan to be like this, she felt a little angry but hit the cotton, she didn't know how to say it.

She glared at Qi Yan angrily, threw the water glass on the desk with a "bang", and walked away.

Qi Yan sat back, silently picked up the soaked manuscript and turned it page by page until the end, and none of the more than 50 pages was usable.

Even if some manuscripts were only stained with a few drops of water on the corners, Qi Yan would never allow the slightest flaw in these manuscripts, so he simply took this stack of waste paper to wipe off the water stains on the desk and threw them aside.

Raise your left hand to support the abacus on the small case, and put the beads on it back in place...

Except for Qi Yan, no one knows why the abacus appears here, nor what the beads on it record.

Nangong Shunv returned to the main hall, and saw Nangong Jingnv sitting on the bed blankly, her black hair was loose, her clothes were messy, and her eyes were red and swollen.

Xu Shi had been covered in the quilt for a long time, dripping with sweat.

Nangong Shu's heart ached: I should have thrown away my upbringing just now, so I would reprimand Qi Yan a few words!

"Little sister."

Nangong Jingnv called hoarsely: "Second Sister."

Nangong Jingnv got into the arms of the second sister: "I thought the second sister was tired of me and went back home."

Nangong Shunv gently stroked Nangong Jingnv's back, and coaxed: "How could it be? The second sister went to vent your anger on you."

Nangong Jingnv said in astonishment: "Second sister went to find Qi Yan?"

"Don't worry, the second sister has already vented her anger on you. Let Qiu Ju prepare the soup spring in a while, take a bath and change clothes, and stay at my house for a few days."

The hand that hit Qi Yan last night clenched, a little lacking in confidence.

Nangong Shu let out a long sigh: "I'll accompany you to take a bath, if it hurts, you must tell Second Sister, don't hide it."

Nangong Jingnv sniffed and lifted her cuffs: "Here..."

Nangong Shunv said with pity: "Second sister will wipe you down for a while, what else is there?"

Nangong Jingnv bowed into Nangong Jingnv's arms: "No more."

Nangong Shunv was a little puzzled, but she just pretended that Nangong Jingnv was shy and refused to speak.

Tang Quan was ready, Nangong Shu ordered Qiu Ju to pack Nangong Jingnv's luggage, and the two sisters came to Tangquan Hall.

"Second sister, go out. I can..."

"Be obedient, the second sister is not an outsider, show me."

Nangong Jingnv shyly took off her clothes and entered Tangquan, Nangong Shunv was even more puzzled when she saw her sister's flawless body.

He scooped up hot water with a wooden spoon and poured it on her shoulders: "Little sister..., does your waist hurt?"

Nangong Jingnv shook her head: "It doesn't hurt."

"...Last night, you...didn't you say that Qi Yan forced you?"

Nangong Jingnv lowered her head: "He, crush me."

"……and then?"

"Clamp my wrist and kiss me..."

"Gone?"

"Ah."

Nangong Shunv felt bad, and asked hesitantly, "Why is brother-in-law's face swollen?"

"Yes, I did it."

……

Nangong Shunv felt a basin of cold water being poured on her head, and asked carefully about the details of last night.

Nangong Jingnv vented the grievance in her heart and most of it disappeared, but when she was asked about it, she felt inexplicably that "the family ugliness should not be publicized".

She didn't know why Qi Yan said such strange things last night, but she vaguely felt that if she said the truth, it would definitely bring disaster to him.

He also heard that Qi Yan had been writing in the study all night, Lao Gao's face was swollen, regretful and distressed.

Even if the problem between them has not been resolved, they do not intend to let "outsiders" intervene.

After listening to her sister's reserved description, Nangong Shunv tapped Nangong Jingnv's forehead with hatred: "You have also learned that wicked people should sue first!"

"But……"

Thinking of Qi Yan's performance in the study, Nangong Shunv said with emotion: "Brother-in-law has suffered such a big grievance and didn't make any excuses, it's because of my rudeness."

"What happened to him?"

Nangong Shu was so girlish: "Go and ask yourself, I'm back."

When they reached the gate of Tangquan Hall, Nangong Shunv turned back and persuaded her earnestly before leaving.

Qi Yan wrote a few more manuscripts, recorded the number of words and finally put down the pen.

She slowly got up and pressed the desk for a while before leaving, went back to the side hall, washed up briefly, and lay down on the bed.

In the main hall, Qiu Ju and Xia He quietly returned the salutes that had been tidied up earlier.

Nangong Jingnv was lying on the bed with a clean cloth over her eyes and a small bag of ice cubes on it.

"Third sister, you are no longer a child. Think about how your brother-in-law has treated you since you got married. There must be a limit to self-willedness."

"If you don't want to promise your body to him, you don't need to hold the lamp, and the situation like this won't happen."

"I told you long ago that my brother-in-law had a miserable life experience, and you are the closest person to him in this world..."

Even though he rubbed Diedajiu, his wrist was still a little sore.

But Nangong Jingnv no longer blamed Qi Yan.

Even she herself finds it inconceivable that no one dares to treat her so rudely when she grows up.

But why, was he the one who softened first?

Although everyone said that her daughter's house was made of water, she was not a weak person. Since she got married with Qi Yan, even she herself couldn't count how many times she cried.

Facing Qi Yan, I always can't "be strong", and I will cry at the slightest touch.

Why?To that person who always made me cry, but I never felt disgusted?

Thinking about it, Nangong Jingnu's eyes felt a little hot: You were rude before, although I hit you, it was not intentional.

Why didn't you come to coax me with the same...soft voice this time?

It's been a night and a whole day, as long as you say a few soft words, won't I forgive you?

Nangong Jingnv bit her lips, and the clean cloth attached to her eyes was like a "fig leaf", tears overflowed again and were sucked away by the clean cloth.

It turned out that he always remembered the "gentleman's covenant" back then.

He had been expecting that Ben Gong would set him free, so did he say such things?

But Bengong had a hard time at the beginning, how should I explain it to you to understand?

How can you say something as heavy as "Go to hell with me"?

Is it...

Do you just regard Bengong as a friend in your heart?

Nangong Jingnv curled her lips aggrieved: Although a gentleman is hard to follow, but I am just a woman... can't words count?

Qi Yan, Ben Gong has backed down.