Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Spring is also the beginning of love Dou Chukai

Chun Tao and Qiu Ju took orders to return, and Nangong Shunv took her sister's hand back to the bedroom, and asked softly: "My brother-in-law is pure and generous, in my opinion, he will not bully you. What is it that caused it?" Are you so angry?"

"I'm not angry, I'm just worried that the second sister will come and take a look."

Nangong Shu's eyes darkened: "What is there to worry about? That person has been hiding somewhere since New Year's Eve, and he has not even dared to step into the gate of the house. Even if he comes back to the palace, he will have his own way." Dealing with him... But when you came, you didn't even bring a maid with you, and you said you didn't leave in a fit of anger?"

Nangong Jingnv was at a loss for words for a while, looking at her second sister with concerned eyes, her heart was full of worries.

She will never forget the scene she saw in Tangquan Palace when Baihe invited her into the mansion that day.

I can't believe that a brother-like person would act like a beast when he grew up together!Even if he and his second sister are already married, but...

In contrast, Nangong Jingnv felt that Qi Yan was more precious, and at the same time she felt more and more guilty towards Nangong Shunv.

If I were to marry Lu Zhongxing instead, would I suffer the same treatment?

If there was no such absurd marriage, with Qi Yan's grades in the exam, would he ask his father to give him a marriage one day?

After this incident, Nangong Jingnv didn't have any affection for Lu Zhongxing.However, she would often imagine: Qi Yan's temperament is generous and gentle, and the second sister's talent is outstanding; the two are really a match made in heaven.

Recently, this kind of thought has become more and more frequent, especially the day when I saw Qi Yan, it reached its peak.

Nangong Jingnv couldn't figure it out: she had clearly made up her mind to set Qi Yan free, even if he had no destiny with her second sister in this life, she couldn't take away others' love.

But why?

Why, do I feel restless, irritable, reluctant, or even heartbroken?

Seeing Nangong Jingnv's distressed face, she remained silent. Nangong Shunv patted her on the back of her hand, and coaxed her softly: "My brother-in-law will come to pick you up tomorrow, so don't be petty. My brother-in-law is from the people and came to a place that used to be There will definitely be many discomforts in living in an environment that is completely out of reach, and his life experience is miserable. As his wife, you are the closest person he has in this world, so don't let others feel cold."

Seeing Nangong Jingnv biting her lips and not answering, Nangong Shunv sighed quietly: "As for Zhou Gong's gift, my sister should not be too serious. The position of consort seems to be a glorious one, but it is actually a very embarrassing existence. If you don't take the initiative When will it be a little bit ripe?"

Nangong Jingnu's pretty face was flushed, and she said angrily, "Second Sister..."

"There are only you and me here. My sister speaks from the bottom of my heart. I'm just a special case. Don't let my affairs affect your judgment. Don't you see that the eldest sister and the eldest brother-in-law are very happy together? Little Sister, just listen to what the second sister said... The life of a person is too long. Although our sisters have a good relationship, the second sister will not be able to spend the rest of your life with you. Be obedient, don't let yourself live too lonely, lest you will be miserable when you get old. "

"Second sister!" For a moment, Nangong Jingnv almost blurted out the question, she wanted to ask the other party: Layman Shepherd, do you really want it?You still have his calligraphy hanging in your study!

But these words were still unable to be uttered in the end. If Lu Zhongxing hadn't done anything like a beast, she might be able to ask reluctantly because of her love. Now the second sister's heart must be full of holes, so how can she ask it out? ?

Nangong Jingnv imagined following her sister's words: Will you stay with Qi Yan for the rest of your life?Doesn't seem too bad...

Leaving aside her status as a shepherd layman, Qi Yan is indeed an excellent person in every aspect, handsome, gentle, talented, courteous, able to tolerate his occasional temper, the most important thing is that he is very happy to be with him, isn't it? what?

Even if this person is occasionally very wordy, but I don't hate it...

Under Nangong Shunv's gentle gaze, Nangong Jingnv nodded: Since the second sister can say such a thing, maybe she really let him go?

What about him?Do you still miss the second sister?Nangong Jingnv decided to be brave and find an opportunity to ask clearly.

In the early morning of the next day, Qi Yan took the four-horse carriage dedicated to Nangong Jingnv and headed for Princess Zhuohua's mansion.

The servant girl Bai Zhixing hurriedly ran outside the inner hall: "Your Highnesses, Zhenzhen Prince Consort has come. He is waiting outside the mansion."

Nangong Jingnv's heart skipped a beat, and her fingers trembled.Nangong Shunv got up and took her sister's hand: "Brother-in-law is here to pick you up, let's greet you."

"Just let the servant girl bring him in, really..." Although he was complaining seriously, he couldn't help taking steps under his feet.

Seeing Baihe and Shaoyao who were following Nangong Shunv, they couldn't help but raised their orchid fingers to cover their lips and giggled.

Your Highness is really duplicity~...

Qi Yan stood politely outside the gate of the mansion waiting to be summoned, and suddenly saw two princesses coming hand in hand, and rushed to greet her: "Qi Yan sees the two Highnesses."

"My brother-in-law doesn't need to be so polite in my own residence."

"Thank you second sister."

"Is brother-in-law here to pick up third sister back to the mansion?"

Qi Yan nodded, and replied honestly: "Your Highness has not returned to the mansion for several days, and I miss you very much."

Nangong Jingnv's face turned red immediately, not only Nangong Shunv, but also the confidant maid beside her showed a knowing smile: It seems that this son-in-law is not a person who doesn't understand the style, but This honesty is a bit too much.

But Qi Yan felt something else in his heart. Not long ago, he came up with a "clever plan" to burn half of the net worth of the girl in front of him.As long as this fire is ignited, it means that he will officially embark on the road of revenge. These days, Qi Yan is so excited that he can't sleep at night.It can be seen that seeing Nangong Jingnv, the long-overdue guilt finally welled up, and her words unconsciously became gentle.

Qi Yan looked at Nangong Jingnu seriously, seeing her rare shyness, her feelings became more and more complicated, and she said softly: "Your Highness seems to have calmed down."

"You!" Nangong Jingnu gave Qi Yan an angry look: "Shut up." Her tone was soft and lacking momentum.

Nangong Shunv laughed lightly, and gently pushed Nangong Jingnv: "Hurry up and go back home with brother-in-law, and explain to brother-in-law after you go back, otherwise people will think that this palace has treated you badly."

Turning his head to Qi Yan, he said: "I won't stay in the palace when it's getting late, and I will make preparations after returning home soon."

Qi Yan bowed and saluted: "Thank you, Second Sister, for your reminder, Qi Yan bids farewell."

"This Palace will send you off."

Boarding the carriage back home, the two sat on one side.

The blush on Nangong Jingnv's face did not fade, she opened the curtains and looked out.

"Why did your Highness stay here for so long this time?"

"... Ben Gong and Second Sister have always had a very good relationship, and they used to live in her house for a long time."

"Oh, so."

After Nangong Jingnv finished speaking, she noticed the bluntness in her tone, and thought of the second sister's several times of persuasion, especially the sentence: "A person's life is too long." She was very moved, so she softened her tone: "You Okay?"

"Everything is safe, but I'm not used to not seeing His Highness in the mansion."

"Hmph. I don't believe it. Without the interruptions from me, you are immersed in the sea of ​​books every day. I don't know how happy you are."

Qi Yan frowned, and said seriously: "Why did Your Highness say that? But what did someone say to Your Highness?"

"...No, I guessed it."

Back at Princess Zhenzhen's mansion, all the maids were very happy.They lined up to greet Nangong Jingnv, and after dinner, Nangong Jingnv called Qi Yan to the main hall, and explained some rules for accompanying the emperor, as well as precautions when worshiping ancestors.

Qi Yan had never been in contact with these before, so she asked some details. Nangong Jingnv answered everything, and when she encountered something that she couldn't remember clearly, she would ask Qiu Ju, who was very experienced.

After answering Qi Yan's last question, it was completely dark outside.

Nangong Jingnv wanted to send Qi Yan back to the side hall in person, but when she walked to the entrance of the hall, she found light snow floating in the sky and a thin layer of snow on the ground, and said: "You can stay overnight in the main hall tonight."

"Yes."

After blowing out the lamp, both of them lay down on the Babu bed, the hall was very quiet, so quiet that Nangong Jingnv could clearly hear her abnormal heartbeat.

Nangong Shunv's words in the daytime echoed in my ears: If you don't take the initiative, how long will it be when things will come to fruition?

Nangong Jingnu's cheeks heated up rapidly, she pulled the quilt to wrap herself tightly in it...

Qi Yan asked aloud: "Your Highness is cold? Do you need to pass another brazier in?"

"I'm fine, go to sleep!"

Nangong Jingnv turned her back to Qi Yan, and she would never go beyond the slightest before asking about the matter clearly!

What if Qi Yan has no personal feelings for the second sister?

I and him... have been married for a few months, and this person has always been very well-behaved, which is satisfactory.

but……

Nangong Jingnv's heart tightened, and she recalled what Aunt Xi said to herself before the big wedding: "Although Your Highness is very honorable, you still have to give the initiative to the son-in-law in matters of bed. Only in this way can we be harmonious and harmonious. A woman’s first time will be a little painful, but the pain is different from person to person, and the pain will come when you grit your teeth and bear it. Please remember not to push away your son-in-law at a critical moment. A man can’t stand being frightened when he is in love. Heirs are useless, and intercourse cannot be excessive or indispensable, and His Highness has to figure out and master this measure. There is one more thing His Highness, please keep in mind, you must never have sex during the sunflower water period..."

Nangong Jingnv's heart was pounding, and after recalling the last sentence, a trace of doubt emerged: What is sunflower water?Why didn't Auntie teach in detail?

It turned out that Nangong Jingnv, who was just 15 years old, hadn't really grown up yet.She died when she was young and was taught by Nangong Rang under her knees. Naturally, Nangong Rang would not say this to her daughter.

Although Chun Tao and Qiu Ju are two personal maids serving her, the matter of Kuishui is private and obscure to her daughter's family, how can a maid discuss such matters with her master.

In addition, Nangong Jing'er was conflicted before she got married, and she didn't ask Aunt Xi what sunflower water is...

Nangong Jingnv thought hard to no avail and simply didn't think about it, thanks to this the throbbing in her heart also calmed down.

……

Time passed day by day, and it was the ninth day of February in a blink of an eye, and it was easy to travel.

The capital is about 20 days away from Yongzhou, and the emperor's carriages and horses will not move at full speed. It will take about [-] days, and it is just right to start at this time.

The second prince stayed in Beijing to supervise the country, Princess Qionghua stayed in the mansion to wait for delivery, and all other members of the royal family accompanied her.In addition, there are: the Ministry of Rites, Taichang Temple, Taipu Temple, Zongzheng Temple, Weiwei Temple, Hongxue Hall, some officials accompanied, and [-] elite soldiers escorted them.

There were [-] cavalry leading the way, and then the emperor's chariot of Nangong Rang, followed by the chariots of the princes, princesses, and princesses.

A thousand archers were placed on both sides of the emperor's car, followed by two thousand infantrymen, followed by the carriages of the accompanying ministers, and finally five thousand elite soldiers.

The mighty team stretched for several miles, Nangong Rang's emperor had already left the city for two miles, and the end of the team had just stepped out of the city gate.

There were only Qi Yan and her in Nangong Jingnv's carriage, and Chun Tao and Qiu Ju could only walk behind the carriage on such a grand occasion.

Nangong Jingnv turned over the teacup and poured a cup for herself and Qi Yan: "I heard from Father Sijiu that this time the ancestor worship is over, and my father plans to go to the Dingzhou hunting ground to hold a spring hunt."

Qi Yan picked up the water glass and took a sip: "Is Your Highness planning to end?"

"Of course, Father will hold a hunt every two years. I even hunted a rabbit last time!"

"I didn't expect His Highness to be proficient in riding. I have only ridden a horse twice in my life."

"I know..."

"Ok?"

"Well, what I guessed is the time when the title of the gold list was paraded through the streets, what else?"

"That's right, it was the first time I rode a horse, and I almost fell off the horse, and the other time was on the wedding day."