Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Except Wushan is not a cloud

The spring night is bitter, the day is high, and the king does not go to court early.

The next day, Nangong Jingnv did not appear in the court hall, and the courtiers tacitly handed over their papers and left the Houzheng Hall one after another.

Although some courtiers do not agree that half of the grassland lineage will be in the next generation of the king of Wei, but as Qin De said at the beginning: the grassland has been the territory of Dawei since the Jingjia period, and the people in the grassland are "heterogeneous". The people of Dawei.

In addition, anyone with a discerning eye could see Her Majesty's deep affection for the husband of the prairie emperor, so the courtiers took another step back in their hearts: as long as Her Majesty can give birth to Lin'er smoothly.

Hubu Shangshu was at the forefront of the officials, and said to the Xingbu Shangshu in a low voice: "It seems that something great is going to happen in this world."

Minister of the Ministry of Justice: "Yes... Finally, I have an explanation to the late emperor."

Hubu Shangshu stroked his snow-white beard, smiled without saying a word.

What I have to say is: Although these five ministers are stubborn and pedantic, and still have the arrogance of a man, their loyalty to the court is true.

Lu Boyan, who is the left servant of Zhongshu Province, is not far away. Hearing these remarks, he feels a different feeling in his heart...

It seems that getting rid of Qi Yan might not work. In order to preserve the wealth of the next generation of the Lu family, he can only settle for the next best thing and find a chance to marry Princess Yanyang for his nephew...

For three days in a row, Nangong Jingnv did not appear in the court hall. On the third day, the courtiers became a little anxious. If this continues, not only the government will be ruined, but His Majesty will also lose his health.

But there was not only the difference between the monarch and his ministers, but also the defense of men and women. Several veteran ministers approached the Inner Court Secretary to express their concerns, hoping that the Inner Court Secretary would convey it to Nangong Jingnv through the mouth of Aunt Xi.

At noon that day, Aunt Jiaoxi went to take orders. Not long after that, news spread from the inner court: His Royal Highness is ill.

His Majesty has not been in court for the past few days because His Royal Highness is seriously ill and stayed in Ganquan Palace to take care of her.

President Wang of the Royal Hospital also stood up to prove the authenticity of the news.

Let’s start from three days ago, after Qi Yan and Nangong Jingnv turned upside down and came out of Tangquan Hall, even though Nangong Jingnv covered Qi Yan with only a pair of eyes exposed, Qi Yan’s physical condition was far from being as healthy as it seemed. The water syndrome has long been entrenched in Qi Yan's internal organs, invading between the old and the young, and then Luo Bei vomited blood from his heart and lost his vitality. In a "weak" state, he fell ill after seeing a little wind.

Oasis Palace

Qi Yan slept on a bed hewn from a whole piece of warm jade, a ground fire dragon was lit under the dark black stone slab, and two copper stoves were lit in front of Qi Yan's bed, the silver charcoal inside was burning red, emitting heat continuously .

The whole sleeping hall of Ganquan Palace is very hot, ordinary people are very hard just staying in it, the official uniform of the white-haired Royal Doctor Wang can faintly see sweat stains, and Gu Ruolan, who was born in the folk, has no scruples, directly put a pair of The sleeves were rolled up and tied around the back of the neck with a rope, even so, there were still big beads of sweat dripping down the cheeks.

Nangong Jingnv was dizzy from the heat, went outside the hall to breathe briefly, and when she came back, the heat instantly wiped out the coolness that had been accumulated with great difficulty.

And what about Qi Yan?

She was covered with a thick quilt and lay quietly on the warm jade bed, her eyes and mouth were closed tightly, and there was no trace of rosiness on her pale face. Not much different from the dead.

Nangong Jingnv looked at Qi Yan on the bed, her eyes were red again...

Nangong Jingnv hated herself to death, knowing that Qi Yan's body was unbearable, why couldn't she bear it?

Doctor Wang looked at the residual sand in the hourglass and pulled out the silver needle on Qi Yan's body, and took Qi Yan's wrist to give her pulse. After a while, he let out a long breath and came to Nangong Jingnu :"His Majesty."

Nangong Jingnu: "There's no need to salute, just speak directly if you have anything to say."

Royal Physician Wang: "Reporting to Your Majesty, the water syndrome in the imperial concubine's palace is finally under control, and you can 'recover' after taking the medicine on time and resting on the warm jade bed for three to five days."

Nangong Jingnu: "What else?"

Royal Physician Wang coughed lightly: "Old minister, go to decoct the medicine first, please let Miss Ruolan talk to Your Majesty about the rest."

Nangong Jingnu: "Go."

After Royal Physician Wang left, Gu Ruolan also looked a little unnatural, she thought for a moment and said to Nangong Jingnu: "Sister-in-law, elder brother's physical condition...is not suitable for intercourse."

Nangong Jingnv was ashamed and remorseful, no wonder even the imperial doctor couldn't tell. It seemed that she regarded her as the empress as a "black widow".

But Nangong Jingnv doesn't care what other people think, she only cares about Qi Yan, as long as Qi Yan is safe.

Nangong Jingnu: "I see."

Gu Ruolan: "Sister-in-law, please hurry up and find Huo Toad...Big brother's body will be relieved after Lixia, but before the cold poison is relieved, I'm afraid I won't be able to have intercourse."

Nangong Jingnv was no longer Wuxia Ameng, she immediately had a keen insight into what might happen, and said solemnly: "This news is not allowed to be mentioned to anyone again, you go and pass my oral order to Wang Yuyi, this matter will not be allowed. Zhang Yang, let alone record it in the pulse case, if the news is leaked... I will definitely kill him!"

Gu Ruolan shuddered: "Observe the decree. After the injection, I guess the elder brother will wake up after sleeping for a while. When the elder brother wakes up, the earth dragon can withdraw. It's not good if it's too dry."

Nangong Jingnu: "Understood, you should also go outside the hall to get some air."

Gu Ruolan: "Yes."

Waiting for people to leave, Nangong Jingnv wiped the sweat off her face with her hand, sat down on Qi Yan's bed and held Qi Yan's hand in her palm. As long as Qi Yan recovers, so what if she can no longer have intercourse in this lifetime?

What she wanted was never the momentary happiness, but to stay with Qi Yan, even if they will treat each other like a guest in the future, as long as Qi Yan can be safe, Nangong Jingnv will be grateful.

However, this news must not be let to the courtiers, otherwise there will be some "national" moths.

It's not that Nangong Jingnv has never thought about the issue of offspring. The two women are destined to have offspring. She has already screened all the children of the royal family who are eligible to inherit the throne, but none of them is perfect.

Nangong Jingnv even thought about it, or else she would just fake her pregnancy and bring back a baby from the folks, but on second thought, she gave up again.

Nangong Jingnv asked herself to be open-minded, but she was not to such an extent.When she thought that the world of the Nangong family was handed over to her generation, she felt that she was a sinner of the entire Nangong family.I have already felt sorry for my father and emperor by recklessly staying with my father-killing enemy. If I bring a child from the people...

Moreover, adopting is only the first step. If the child's identity is revealed, the world may be in chaos. In order to prevent it from getting worse, I don't know how many more killings I will have to do. Except myself and Qi Yan, all participants, including the child's whole family, must be dealt with. Just drop it.

Nangong Jingnv knew: Not only would she not be able to pass the test of her own conscience, even Qi Yan would not agree to it.

Nangong Jingnv was heartbroken, it was really a last resort, and there were Yu Xiao and You He. Although Yu Xiao was not born by herself, she could be betrothed to the elder sister's eldest son, Shangguan Fu, so it would not be regarded as losing the blood of the Nangong family. , as for Youhe...it is an alternative among the alternatives.

A weak cough interrupted Nangong Jingnv's messy thoughts, and Nangong Jingnv was overjoyed: Qi Yan has been so quiet for the past three days that it makes people flustered, not to mention that the cough is so soft that even the sound of breathing is scary, this cough is simply the sound of nature .

Qi Yan slowly opened her eyes, Nangong Jingnv almost cried with joy, grief and joy collided in her small heart.

Qi Yan was confused for a while, looking at her lover who was waiting by the bed, she showed a pale smile, and called out in a low voice: "Your Majesty."

The corners of Nangong Jingnv's mouth trembled, she smiled at Qi Yan with red eyes, and said softly: "Finally woke up, you have been asleep for three days, are you sincerely trying to scare me to death?"

There was a trace of astonishment in the amber eyes, for Qi Yan, these three days were but a flash, Qi Yan quickly understood everything, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry."

Nangong Jingnv wanted to slap herself a few more times: "It's not your fault, it's all my fault... How do you feel, are you hungry or thirsty?"

Qi Yan pursed her lips: "I want to drink water."

Nangong Jingnu: "Wait, I'll pour it for you right now."

Nangong Jingnv held the water glass, moved quickly with lotus steps, fed Qi Yan the water, sat down beside Qi Yan's bed and stopped talking, like a child who made a mistake.

Seeing Nangong Jingnv like this, Qi Yan naturally knew that his illness was inseparable from that carnival. Feeling Nangong Jingnv's mood, Qi Yan took the initiative to hold Nangong Jingnv's catkin: "Your Majesty?"

Nangong Jingnu: "Huh? What's the matter, are you tired?"

Nangong Jingnu was so careful, Qi Yan felt distressed and sad, and said in a normal way: "I know my body... just lie down for a few days and it will be fine."

Nangong Jingnu: "It's all my fault, if you didn't indulge me, you wouldn't..."

Qi Yan pulled Nangong Jingnv's hand, put a kiss on the back of her hand, and rubbed it on her cheek: "I am willing to do what I want. Your Majesty, don't mind it."

Qi Yan, who was so considerate, pierced through Nangong Jingnv's strength once again, only to hear Nangong Jingnv's trembling voice reply: "The imperial doctor said that you are seriously ill this time, if you don't find Huo Toad..."

Qi Yan had expected what he hadn't finished speaking, and there was only indifference and tenderness in his amber eyes. Qi Yan slid his thumb to stroke the back of Nangong Jingnv's hand, and said calmly: "I know. I said: to be able to stay with Your Majesty, I have no regrets in my heart, but I am only afraid of one..."

Nangong Jingnu: "What is it?"

Qi Yan smiled, and looked at Nangong Jingnv tenderly, as if she wanted to keep every expression of the other party in her heart: "I am afraid that... one day, the appearance of the minister in His Majesty's heart will become blurred."

Nangong Jingnv was stunned, her eyes were wide open, but full of tears overflowed her eyes, one after another.

Nangong Jingnu: "What are you talking about?"

Qi Yan originally wanted to wipe away tears for Nangong Jingnv, but found that he did not have the strength to do so... Sighing softly, he said leisurely: "At this point, why should I drag His Majesty to live in a dream? If you close your eyes and don't know the worldly affairs, what should your majesty do? Who will comfort your majesty on your behalf?"

Nangong Jingnv pursed her lips, but the sound of sobbing overflowed from the gap between her lips and teeth, like weeping, making those who heard it sad.

Qi Yan said in a low voice: "Actually, I don't remember the appearance of my father Khan and my mother anymore, even in my dream... it's just a vague figure. Think about it for more than ten years. Your Majesty's age is at its peak..."

Nangong Jingnu: "Stop talking, please...don't say any more."

Qi Yan: "Okay, I will stop talking."

No matter how hard Nangong Jingnv could hold herself back, she fell on Qi Yan's body and began to cry sadly. Facing such a weak Qi Yan, Nangong Jingnv no longer had the confidence to swear that she would find Huo Toad. In her life... She has let down Qi Yan too much, if even the last matter is a slip of the tongue, Nangong Jingnv doesn't know how she should live.

Even if no one has pointed it out, in fact, they all have a clear mind: if the legendary thing like the fire toad really existed in the world, the imperial court should have found it long ago.

Nangong Jingnv finally understood: that night, why Qi Yan obeyed in every possible way... She was afraid that she would forget her.

In this world, there is no more painful thing than this. Nangong Jingnv always thought that she knew everything about Qi Yan.

Only now did I suddenly discover that Qi Yan's love was so deep and profound, as vast as the vast sky, yet as humble as the dust.

Recalling the details of the more than ten years of marriage, Nangong Jingnv was so painful that she couldn't breathe, how arrogant was she back then?

I always feel that I am a precious daughter of the emperor, and if I don't put on the airs of a princess, it is a great "love". It is a big mistake.

If I had been braver, discovered Qi Yan's identity earlier, and gained insight into her life experience, maybe I could have cured the hydration in her body earlier. If it wasn't for hiding the woman's body, how could Qi Yan have dragged on until today? the point?

Qi Yan coughed twice, then raised her hand to caress the top of Nangong Jingnv's head. The emperor's hairstyle is slightly different from that of a married woman, but Qi Yan will never forget it. The next day after the wedding, he saw Nangong Jingnv holding three The scene where Qian Qingsi coiled above her head.

My own heart... Was there also a "shouldn't" throbbing at that time?

It turned out that God was not blind, she saw all her misfortunes, and arranged the most precious luck to her side.

At some point, Qi Yan fell asleep again, when Nangong Jingnv raised her head with red and swollen eyes, Qi Yanxu's hand on top of her head slipped silently.

Qi Yan slept very peacefully. In her dream, she seemed to have no troubles or illnesses. She was pale but beautiful.

Nangong Jingnv pulled the quilt for Qi Yan, backed out, and came to the study. Nangong Jingnv seemed to be going crazy, and successively counted the imperial decrees that would be recorded in the annals of the highest standard.

In addition to urging all parties to find the fire toad, the content also increased the bounty to 20 gold, equivalent to 200 million taels of silver, which is roughly a few months of tax revenue from the current state treasury, but this money comes from the emperor's private treasury.

Nangong Jingnv also issued the imperial list again, invited famous doctors into the palace, and ordered the herald to post it to every state capital in a hurry...

After all this was done, Nangong Jingnu slumped on the chair, her heart felt empty from the pain, but she couldn't think of what else she could do for Qi Yan besides issuing the imperial decree.