Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Ten years of life and death

Nangong Shunv moved quickly with lotus steps, and wanted to call Qi Yan several times but was blocked by the maids around her.

Qi Yan walked in front as if he didn't notice Nangong Shunv at all, but if Nangong Jingnv was there, he could tell the clue at a glance, Qi Yan's pace at this time was much slower than usual.

Grassland people are born with keen five senses, and since he entered the main hall, Nangong Shunv has been looking at him intentionally or unintentionally. The reason why Qi Yan got up so quickly to leave is actually because he wanted to see what Nangong Shunv wanted to say to him.

Qi Yan picked a small path that usually not many people pass by, and she really heard Nangong Shunv's voice.

Nangong Shunv: "Mr. Qi Yuan, please stop!"

Qi Yan stopped and turned around, and bowed slightly to Nangong Shunv: "So it's the Second Highness."

Nangong Shunu came in front of Qi Yan, watching the other party hesitate to speak, while Qi Yan regained her former indifference, quietly waiting for Nangong Shunu to speak first.

Nangong Shunv struggled in her heart for a long time. Xiaodie treated her a lot colder these days, and looked at her strangely. The only thing she said to herself every day was that she wanted to see Qi Yan.It seems like a demon is in general.

Nangong Shunv is reluctant to part with Xiaodie, but she can't see Xiaodie's sullen look. She likes Xiaodie's eyes, which are clean and clear. When she looks at her, she is always full of dependence and nostalgia. But these have disappeared recently. I don't know why Nangong Shunv Feeling that Xiaodie's eyes looking at her are a lot more complicated, and she can even vaguely read something called alert, which makes Nangongshu's sleep and food restless.

Nangong Shunv stared intently at Qi Yan's amber eyes, as if she wanted to read something from them, but unfortunately found nothing.

Compared with Qi Yan, Nangong Shunv's morality can be said to be insignificant. Looking at the entire inner court, the only person who can make Qi Yan lose his composure is Nangong Jingnv.

The result was destined to disappoint Nangong Shunv, she struggled for a long time under Qi Yan's calm gaze, and finally sighed as if accepting her fate, her shoulders drooped.

Nangong Shunu: "Xiaodie wants to see you."

Qi Yan's heart was touched. She had always wanted to properly arrange for her younger sister, but now that Wu Er lived in the private house, and the masked man was dormant somewhere. After much deliberation, Princess Zhuohua's mansion was safer, so it was delayed. move.

Qi Yan said lightly: "Oh, is she okay?"

When Nangong Shunv heard Qi Yan's indifferent tone, she was angry and distressed. She felt worthless for Xiaodie, and also felt that she...was wronged.

Nangong Shunv also saw the hickey on Nangong Jingnv's neck, and she had worked hard to plant it on Xiaodie's body. Now that the two are in harmony, they may not be able to tolerate others anymore.

Why can't Xiaodie see through this?Even if Qi Yan had been kind to her in saving her life, couldn't he be good enough to her?Why do you want to obsess over this person?

Thinking of this, Nangong Shunv actually had the urge to cry, she quickly interrupted her thoughts, and turned her head away to look away: "She is fine, I just want to see you."

Qi Yan calmly replied: "This matter... I can't decide, I have to discuss it with His Highness."

This sentence Qi Yan is not adulterated. If she bypasses Nangong Jingnv to visit Xiaodie, not only will there be cracks in their hard-won relationship, but it will also plant hidden dangers for Xiaodie.

But Nangong Shunv was in a hurry, staring at Qi Yan with red eyes: "Do you know that she was seriously ill for a while, slept for three whole days, and the first thing she said when she woke up was to see you?"

The look of astonishment flashed past, even though Qi Yan wished to see Xiaodie immediately, she still said calmly: "Please don't embarrass me, Second Highness, or please ask Second Highness to talk to His Highness in person."

After speaking, Qi Yan raised her arms and saluted, then turned and left.

Nangong Shunv looked at Qi Yan's leaving back and felt worthless for Xiaodie again.

In the afternoon, Nangong Sunu went back to her dormitory, and Nangong Shunu also left the palace. One of the things she did when she returned home was to find Xiaodie.

"Tuk Tuk Tuk."

Nangong Shunv: "Xiaodie, it's me."

There was no response, and Nangong Shunv stood outside the door alone, without even a waiter behind her.

She waited for a while, and raised her hand to knock on the door again, but that hand froze in mid-air, sticking softly to the door panel.

Nangong Shunv: "Xiaodie... Listen to what people say...you haven't eaten today, it's not okay, your body has just recovered."

……

Nangong Shunv's eyes turned red: "I saw Qi Yan today, and I mentioned it to him..."

With a "squeak", the door was pulled open from the inside.

There was surprise in Nangong Shunv's eyes, but facing Xiaodie's complex eyes, it was as if a basin of cold water had poured down her head.

Nangong Shunv really couldn't figure it out, she was fine a few days ago, how could she change after she got sick?

Xiaodie's complexion is very bad, looking haggard.Seeing that Qi Yan didn't come with her, she took a deep look at Nangong Shunu and wanted to close the door.

Nangong Shunv: "Xiaodie! Ah..."

Nangong Shunv wanted to prevent Xiaodie from closing the door, but her hand was squeezed by the door.

Xiaodie immediately opened the door, strode across the threshold that she hadn't stepped through for several days, held Nangong Shunv's hand, and said anxiously: "Show me!"

Nangong Shunv let Xiaodie hold her hand, there was an obvious mark on the three fingers, and the nail of the middle finger was bruised.

Xiaodie gasped, and shouted distressedly: "What are you doing..."

Xiaodie raised her eyes and saw Nangong Shunv's teary face, the last word stuck in her throat.

After counting her nose, she let go of Nangong Shunv's hand, turned around and walked inside.

But Nangong Shunv hugged Xiaodie's slender waist suddenly, and asked in a crying voice: "What's wrong with us? Why are you treating me like this all of a sudden? Where am I wrong... Can you tell me?"

Xiaodie took a deep breath, and her eyes were a little wet.

How much she wanted to tell Nangong Shunv that she was not wrong anywhere, the one who had a problem...

However, she can't.

Xiaodie: "I want to see Qi Yan, if I don't see him, I'd rather die without eating or drinking."

Sure enough, they are sisters, even the means of threatening others are exactly the same.

Nangong Shunv: "...Okay, I promise you, even if you take him over in a sedan chair, I will let you see him."

Xiaodie's lips moved, but she only said: "Thank you."

Nangong Shunv slowly let go of her hand, how she wished that Xiaodie could look back at her, but the other party directly closed the door and locked it.

Nangong Shunv turned around, staggered to the courtyard, and cried silently while supporting the stone table.

Nangong Shunv didn't do anything wrong, it's just that Xiaodie remembered the past.

She remembered her inhuman life in Wei country for more than ten years, and also remembered the things she heard before.

The State of Jing fell and was occupied by the State of Wei.

……

At night, Qi Yan lay alone on the bed, unable to sleep.

She sighed, looked at the window with her arms on her pillow, and said to herself: I actually miss the feeling of Nangong Jingnv staying by my side.

Early the next morning, Shunv Nangong came as soon as the palace gate opened.

Nangong Jingnv was about to go to court when she saw her second sister and asked in amazement: "Second sister? Why did you enter the palace at this hour? Why do you look so bad?"

Nangong Shunv: "Little sister, what did Second Sister ask you for all these years?"

Nangong Jingnv took Nangong Shunv's hand: "Why did Second Sister say that?"

Nangong Shunv: "If you still recognize me as a sister, then you don't need to ask anything, just come and sit at my house and bring... Qi Yan. Just be your sister and be self-willed, and let me do it for once."

Many conjectures flashed through Nangong Jingnv's mind: the first thought was that Lu Zhongxing was embarrassing the second sister again, and then she thought: No, Lu Zhongxing hasn't returned to Beijing yet.

Nangong Jingnu: "Okay, I promise, Second Sister, don't say that, I'll send someone to invite Yuanjun."

……

On the way, Qi Yan was riding a horse, and the two princesses were riding in a carriage. Nangong Jingnv realized that she was just a foil, and the second sister really wanted to invite Qi Yan, right?

After thinking this through, the truth will be revealed. Nangong Jingnv was a little displeased, but seeing her second sister's haggard appearance, she couldn't say anything.

Arriving at Princess Zhuohua's Mansion, Nangong Jingnv took the initiative to say to Qi Yan: "Yuanjun, you go around, I have something to say with Second Sister."

After Qi Yan left, Nangong Shunv murmured: "Thank you, little sister, for fulfilling..."

Nangong Jingnu sighed: "Second Sister, why are you doing this?"

Nangong Shunv: "You won't understand, even I still don't understand."

Nangong Jingnu was silent for a while, and said: "Second sister, this is the last time. Even if you say I am stingy, I will admit it. I can't just think about our sister's friendship. I have to think about it for Yuan Jun. I don't want to Forcing him to do anything he doesn't like, this time I didn't expect it beforehand, and I will apologize to him afterwards. But you..."

Nangong Jingnv stopped talking when she saw her second sister's face turned pale instantly.

Among the three sisters, Nangong Shu's daughter is the skinniest, and she has become so skinny these past few days.

After all, Nangong Jingnv still felt sorry for her elder sister, took her hand and said in a discussing tone: "Second sister, Xiaodie is already your pillow. She... the past is over, we all have to pay tribute to her." Let's look ahead. Otherwise, when will this entanglement be the end?"

……

Lily had already been ordered to wait, and as soon as Qi Yan came out, she led Qi Yan to Xiaodie's courtyard, and the latter understood, and went all the way to Xiaodie's courtyard without a word.

Lily slapped a blessing and withdrew.

Qi Yan came to the door and knocked on the door: "Xiaodie, it's me."

The door opened, Qi Yan frowned: "Why does Xiaodie look like this?"Could it be that he was wronged?

Xiaodie stared straight at Qi Yan and turned sideways.

When Qi Yan walked in, Xiaodie closed the door and locked it, then threw herself into Qi Yan's arms, crying.

Qi Yan hugged Xiaodie, coaxing her softly like before: "Xiaodie, be good, don't cry...I'll buy you something delicious."

Xiaodie cried for a while, then raised her head to look at Qi Yan: "Brother."

Qi Yan: "I didn't ask you to..."

Xiaodie: "I remember."

Qi Yan grabbed Xiaodie's arm, with excitement and astonishment written all over her face, she stared at Xiaodie intently, afraid that she might hear wrongly: "You...remember what?"

Xiaodie: "Brother... our home is gone, isn't it?"

Xiaodie's words were like a dagger piercing Qi Yan's heart, Qi Yan's tears welled up, and her trembling body poured Xiaodie into her arms, holding her tightly.

Qi Yan: "Sister..."

Xiaodie: "Brother, the grassland is gone."