Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

This heart, this love, the sun and the moon book

Nangong Jingnv went to the place where the prince of Jian Guo, Nangong Da, learned that Nangonglie's body had not been transported to the palace.

Nangong Jingnu: "Fifth Brother, Sixth Brother...?"

Nangong Da sighed, and said sadly: "The reason... Let's go over, you will know it at a glance."

Nangong Jingnu was suspicious, so she and Nangongda arrived at Nangonglie's private house in a carriage. There was no black gauze elegiac couplet hanging on the house.

The two brothers and sisters walked all the way, but they could only hear the sound of Nangongda's crutch hitting the ground.

Outside the bedroom, there were still torches and empty wine jars left in the yard. The butler of the private house threw himself in front of the two of them, knelt on the ground and kowtowed like pounding garlic, and then slapped himself in the face with tears streaming down his face, but the corners of his mouth leaked a few times. There was blood.

Nangong Jingnv couldn't bear to see this scene the most, she frowned and said, "Hurry up and lead the way, who are you crying here for?"

Butler: "You two masters, my Highness has been harmed by someone, please ask your two masters to seek justice for my Highness!"

The steward only heard that the fifth prince was congenitally deficient and needed to use crutches to walk on weekdays, but he didn't know Nangong Jingnv, but he picked himself clean while crying.

Nangong Jingnu: "Lead the way."

Butler: "Yes, this way please, two masters."

Nangong Lie had already been put on clothes, lying on the bed quietly as if asleep, next to him was a man tied up, wearing only a suit of clothes that didn't fit, the man had loose hair and was gagged, Nangong Jing Nu only took a glance and then withdrew her gaze.

The two brothers and sisters came to Nangong Lie's bed. Nangong Jingnv looked at Nangong Lie, and she lost her usual arrogant and domineering appearance. Nangong Lie was still the most outstanding one in the Nangong royal family, but at this time he had no took a breath.

Nangong Jingnv always felt that her sixth brother was just asleep, different from the previous two times, perhaps because she had lived with this imperial brother under the empress's lap, Nangong Jingnv didn't feel any fear at all.

She stretched out her hand, probed Nangong Lie's breath, and called out: "Sixth brother." Tears flowed out.

She was hurt by Qi Yan, and she was sad all the way and finally had an outlet to vent.

Nangongda patted Nangong Jingnu on the shoulder, and fell silent.

He remembered that although Nangong Lie used to be perverse, he still respected him. In addition, this younger brother was destined to miss the throne, and Nangong Da never regarded him as his opponent. True sadness.

The butler knelt down in front of the two of them: "Masters, please be the master for my highness, that man assassinated my highness."

As he spoke, he pointed to Liu Yu'an in the corner.

In fact, Liu Yu'an was woken up by Nangong Lie as early as last night. Nangong Lie has a quirk and likes to see beautiful women crying under him. Liu Yu'an is a staunch one. Even if he is weak, he keeps cursing Nangong Lie. 's dead.

When Nangong Lie was discovered, he had already burst to death with blood vessels from seven holes. The housekeeper was horrified and gave Liu Yu'an another dose of medicine, which made it easier for him to put all the blame on Liu Yu'an, even though he knew that his family The master's death was unknown, and I, the housekeeper, would definitely not be able to escape the responsibility, but as long as my wife and children were not involved, that would be fine.

After hearing what the butler said, Nangong Da turned his head and glanced at Nangong Jingnv. The other party tried his best to suppress the disgust in his heart, not to show it.

No wonder the housekeeper reported several times, begging to send a member of the royal family to visit the mansion first. Nangongda was worried that there was something tricky, so he called Nangong Jingnv.

Nangongda: "Pull his face away and show it to Bengong."

The housekeeper crawled to Liu Yu'an's side and grabbed his hair, exposing his face.

Nangong Da was startled, and thought to himself: She really is a beauty in the world.

Nangong Jingnu: It's him!

This person was an old acquaintance with Qi Yan, and because of his previous conflict, Nangong Jingnv worried that speaking out would cause trouble for Qi Yan, so she kept silent.

Then Nangong Jingnv felt a little annoyed, this person was always thinking of someone else, so why did she bother to protect him!

Nangong Jingnu: "Fifth brother, the imperial sister is a girl, please trouble the fifth brother to preside over the next thing, I will go back to the palace to visit the concubine Liang."

Nangongda nodded: "Alright, hey... You have a deep relationship with Concubine Liang, and you need to persuade me a few words."

Nangong Jingnu: "Understood. This matter... I advise Fifth Brother to deal with it in a low-key manner."

Nangongda: "Yes."

Nangong Jingnv left the bedroom alone, came to the courtyard and subconsciously raised her head to look at the sky, she guessed that it was almost an hour, she had better go back to the palace earlier, lest Chen Chuansi could not find anyone.

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After Nangong Jingnu returned to the palace, she went straight to the palace where Concubine Liang was, found a maid who was close to her, and said, "Go and tell Qiu Ju that I have gone to Concubine Liang."

Why does Nangong Jingnv need to know her whereabouts to the next person?In the final analysis, he still couldn't let go of Qi Yan. Although his heart was full of resentment, he still cared about Qi Yan in the end.

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On the other side, Ding You fed Qi Yan the pill to suppress the nightmare, and then returned to the imperial hospital to analyze the composition of the poison with the imperial physicians.

Two days later, Ding You cleverly guided the vice president to find the catalyst, and showed the new prescription to President Wang for review, and soon developed a prescription for detoxification.

Qi Yan fell into a deep sleep after taking it, this sleep lasted for a day and a night.

During this period, Nangong Jingnv did not come to visit Qi Yan again, but Qiu Ju, the female officer in charge by her side, stayed by the bed day and night, and the chief's servant also appeared in the bedroom every hour regardless of day and night.

When Qi Yan woke up, it was Nangong Lie's funeral. Nangong Da followed Nangong Jingnv's advice, and Nangong Lie only stayed for three days before leaving for the burial.

Like King Jing, he had no children and could not enter the ancestral mausoleum. Nan Gongda chose a place called Dangshan in Gyeonggi as the place where Nan Gong Lie's coffin was buried, and named Nan Gong Lie King Yi.

In a few years, the prosperous Nangong royal family, the emperor's heirs withered.Nangong Rang is good at fooling and manipulating public opinion. He once made a big fuss about his nine sons, spreading the rumor that "the dragon gave birth to nine sons", advocating that his destiny belongs to him and consolidate the throne.

Now... there are only three princes left in the Nangong royal family.

One of Qi Yan's confidantes, Gu Feng, thought this was an excellent opportunity, and sent people to spread rumors that the Nangong royal family's vitality had been exhausted, and the world might change hands.

Gu Feng is as loyal as Qian Yuan. Although Gu Feng does not have the business skills of Qian Yuan, his political sense cannot be matched by Qian Yuan's flattery. Gu Feng has faithfully implemented every plan that Qi Yan arranged over the years. He tried his best to advise Qi Yan, but at the same time he was also observing and thinking.

Without knowing Qi Yan's real identity, in Gu Feng's view: everything Qi Yan has done in these years is to set up a huge network, and many of Qi Yan's decisions are regardless of cost, or even trade at a loss. It seems that it is definitely not simply for money, so... what exactly does Qi Yan want?Gu Feng probably knew it too.

The crime of seeking to usurp the throne should be punished.But Gu Feng has already died once, and all his sufferings were inflicted on him by Wei State. To overthrow this dynasty Gu Feng not only does not have any psychological burden, but also feels a sense of revenge.

As for whether Qi Yan is suitable to be an emperor, this is not within the scope of Gu Feng's consideration.The capable people live in this world, not to mention that Qi Yan has the grace of rebuilding himself.

Therefore, under the premise that Qi Yan could not be contacted, Gu Feng relied on his own speculation to do what he thought Qi Yan wanted to do...

Sifang Banks spread all over the north and south of the river, and most of the core members were poor people who had nowhere to stand. The news that the Nangong royal family's vitality was about to die was like a spark thrown on the withered grassland, sweeping across the country at an extremely fast speed.

Qi Yan woke up, but the No.1 that caught her eyes was Qiu Ju.

Qiu Ju: "My son-in-law, you're awake!" Qiu Ju said in surprise.

Qi Yan looked at Qiu Ju, dazed for a while.

She had a very long dream, the dream was very scattered, and she couldn't remember much after waking up, but she guessed and knew what her nightmare would be, but she didn't know when there was an extra Nangong Jingnv in the dream.

Not seeing the person in his heart, Qi Yan was in a daze for a while, and said in a hoarse voice: "I want to drink water."

Qiu Ju: "This servant will bring you some."

After drinking the warm water, Qi Yan felt much better, and asked, "What's wrong with me?"

Qiu Ju: "The son-in-law is poisoned, it's because the cakes you brought into the palace were poisoned!"

Qi Yan let out an "oh" and asked again: "Where is Your Highness?"

Qiu Ju: "Your Highness has gone back to the palace to rest, the disease of the concubine has frightened His Highness."

Qi Yan's eyes flickered: "How long has Your Highness been gone?"

A look of embarrassment flashed across his face, and he replied: "Your Highness guarded the son-in-law for a day and a night, and went back to the bedroom to rest."

Qi Yan: "I was in a coma for a day and a night?" This time seems to be shorter than what Qi Yan knew.

Qiu Ju was silent for a long while, and replied truthfully: "My son-in-law has been in a coma for three days and three nights, and today is the fourth day."

Qi Yan was startled, her eyes dimmed: She hasn't seen her for two days...

Qi Yan frowned, this is against common sense, could it be that something went wrong in the middle?Qi Yan couldn't help but looked down at her clothes, it was still the one she wore before she passed out, since it wasn't revealing her gender, she really couldn't figure out why Nangong Jingnv wasn't by her side.

Qi Yan: "...Your Highness, are you sick?"

Qiu Ju: "My son-in-law, don't think about it. You just woke up and cultivated yourself. Are you hungry, and my maidservant will pass the meal to you?"

Qi Yan shook her head: "Your Highness... are you stuck by something else?"

Qiu Ju didn't know why her master stopped coming to see the son-in-law all of a sudden. He was obviously very nervous about him before, and even shed tears several times. Why didn't he come if he didn't come?

Qiu Ju thought hard, finally found a suitable excuse, and replied in a low voice: "My son-in-law doesn't know something...during the time you were in a coma, Prince Yi... His Royal Highness the Sixth Prince has passed away. The empress is always with you, but His Highness is always concerned about the son-in-law, and ordered people to report the situation of the son-in-law every hour!"

Qi Yan knew that she should pretend to be surprised at this time, but she really wasn't in the mood to act. Although Qiu Ju's excuse was reasonable, in Qi Yan's opinion: Nangong Jingnv would never stop visiting for two whole days because of these things. Own.

Qi Yan closed her eyes wearily: "Understood, please trouble sister Qiu Ju to report that I woke up."

Qiu Ju: "Yes."

All the plans were carried out according to Qi Yan's plan, but she was not happy at all.

Two hours after Qiuju left, Nangong Jingnv arrived late, and it was almost the third watch.

As soon as Nangong Jingnv stepped into the bedroom, Qi Yan sat up straight, her gaze followed Nangong Jingnv to her bedside.

Qi Yan observed very carefully, and did not miss any subtle expression changes on the other party's face. Sure enough, she read a trace of dodge from Nangong Jingnv's eyes. Even though the other party tried to hide it, Qi Yan still noticed it.

Nangong Jingnv sat on the round stool beside the bed, her exhaustion could not be concealed, she said softly: "Sorry, I have some things to deal with in the palace, so I'm late."

Qi Yan: "Your Highness."

Nangong Jingnv looked away: "Huh?"

Qi Yan: "Are you okay?"

Nangong Jingnu was silent for a moment: "Fortunately, I just want to be with Concubine Liang for a few days."

Qi Yan: "Your Highness... take care of yourself."

Nangong Jingnu: "I know, so do you."

The atmosphere was so silent that it was breathless. The two of them used to get along in such a silent way, but they never felt like this.

Qi Yan wanted to speak several times but stopped but didn't know how to speak, and Nangong Jingnv was even more bitter in her heart.

She is no longer the thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl she used to be. She can ask questions about her confusion, express her dissatisfaction, and even express her demands without hesitation.

In another month, Nangong Jingnv will reach the threshold of 22 years old. She is already a mature woman.

She has the modesty and self-love of a lady, and the pride and self-esteem of being a princess.No matter how deeply she loves, Nangong Jingnv can't do anything out of style, even if she knows that the person next to her pillow has other women in her heart.

In the past two days, Qi Yan fell asleep, but Nangong Jingnv hardly closed her eyes.

With the excuse of comforting Concubine Liang, she stayed in Concubine Liang's palace until late at night every day, and when she returned to Weiming Palace, all she could think about was this matter, and it was almost driving her crazy.

Nangong Jingnv can only recall how she came here in the first place, "assigning" Qi Yan to Jinzhou, time will always heal the wound in her heart.

But this method is no longer applicable, not to mention that I cannot do without Qi Yan's assistance at this time, Nangong Jingnv dare not let Qi Yan out of the palace even in this situation, living under her nose, there are still people who dare to beat her. Qi Yan's idea, even if he leaves the capital, he will not be able to protect him.

Seven years, another month will be eight years.

Qi Yan occupied more than one-third of Nangong Jingnv's life, and it had already taken root in Nangong Jingnv's heart, and it was hard to let go.

But Xiaodie was like a thorn stuck in Nangong Jingnv's heart, she couldn't pull it out, she could only let the thorn rot in her heart, and she didn't know how long it would hurt.

In the past, Xiaodie was so humble that Nangong Jingnv never wanted to kill her, let alone she became Nangong Shunv's pillow now.

Nangong Jingnv felt that she could hardly breathe, and asked, "Who did you meet when you left the palace three days ago? Who gave you the cake?"

Qi Yan: "Li Qiaoshan, a member of the Ministry of Industry, I worked with him in the Ministry of Industry before, and he helped me once again, so I went to the appointment without thinking much. Li Qiaoshan introduced a person to me, and the pastry is also his. Gave it to me."

Nangong Jingnu: "Who?"

Qi Yan: "The son of the general in front of the palace, Ding Fengshan."

Nangong Jingnv frowned slightly: "Do you know that there is poison in the chestnut cake?"

Qi Yan: "I heard what Qiu Ju said."

Nangong Jingnu: "Apart from Ding Fengshan, who else has touched pastries?"

Qi Yan: "After returning to the palace, I handed it over to the palace servants to put it on the plate, and no one else touched it."

Nangong Jingnv thought: She can rest assured of the people in her own palace, that is to say, Ding Fengshan is the most suspected.

Nangong Jingnu: "Do you and Ding Fengshan have a bad relationship?"

Qi Yan: "No, but there was a relationship many years ago, and I have not seen each other since then."

Nangong Jingnu: "I know, this matter... I will give you an explanation."

Qi Yan: "Your Highness..."

Nangong Jingnv got up before Qi Yan finished speaking, and said: "It's getting late, I'm going back, you should rest earlier."

Qi Yan looked at Nangong Jingnv's back and felt empty in her heart, as if something precious was slipping through her fingers, she threw off the quilt suddenly, leaned over and grabbed Nangong Jingnv's sleeve: "Your Highness !"

Nangong Jingnv stopped, Qi Yan said again: "The sky is over, Your Highness..."

Nangong Jingnv stared into Qi Yan's eyes, with a trace of sadness flashing across her eyes, she said lightly: "I guess the eldest sister and second sister will come to see you tomorrow, and then I will find a way to let you and second sister be alone for a while, you...you can do it for yourself Bar."

Nangong Jingnv felt her heart was bleeding, and at this last moment, Nangong Jingnv finally figured it out.In fact, it can't be counted as thinking through, but making a difficult decision.

If Qi Yan really can't let Xiao Die go, there's no point in pestering him like this, she just wants a complete relationship, she can tolerate everything about Qi Yan, but this is not enough.

Rather than being so exhausted, it's better... Nangong Jingnv doesn't want to think about it anymore.

If Qi Yan really couldn't let Xiaodie go that much, he should have a good talk with his second sister, if Xiaodie is also like this, then it can only be said that their sisters are suffering.

Qi Yan nervously grabbed Nangong Jingnv's sleeve and stood up swaying without even thinking about putting on her shoes. However, due to the weakness of her lower limbs after lying down for three days, she fell down on the bed several times and still stood up stubbornly.

Qi Yan: "Your Highness, what does this mean?"

Nangong Jingnv slammed Qi Yan's arm away, her eyes were red, like a wounded lioness, she roared: "Qi Yan, I have done my best, don't bully others too much!" Still pretending to be confused?Is it because you want to take the initiative and leave him before you are willing?

Qi Yan: "Your Highness?"

Nangong Jingnv turned her head away, she no longer wanted to expose her weakness and tears in front of this person: "Qi Yan, I have already done what should be done and what should not be done. The rest... you Whatever your heart desires is in your own hands.”

A drop of tears ran across Nangong Jingnu's face, but she straightened her waist proudly, turned her face away from Qi Yan, and said, "Don't worry, as long as you make a choice... I will send the Buddha to the Xi, the palace laws and regulations will not punish you!"

Having said this, Qi Yan vaguely understood something, seeing Nangong Jingnv's red eyes and resolute expression, she panicked even more.

Nangong Jingnv turned and left, but her last words exploded in Qi Yan's heart like thunder.

"Everything you want is in your own hands!"

Qi Yan looked at Nangong Jingnv's leaving back, and felt that her heart was being torn into two.

I have done so many things, even taking poison to torture myself, just to delay consummation with Nangong Jingnv?In this way, I can extend the time I spend with her!Even though Qi Yan knew very well that the end of her and Nangong Jingnv would be a dead end, it would be good to walk on this road for a while longer.

What Nangong Jingnv misunderstood is unknown, but it is a good thing for herself, isn't it?This way, it can be cold for a while, and you will be safe!

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But... Qi Yan always felt that if Nangong Jingnv was allowed to leave this time, they would never be able to go back.

I don't have much time, these years I've been like a juggler, using tricks to solve the secrets of the trick...

Nangong let the wind and candles die, Nangong's heirs withered away, the masked man was about to move, and Luobei was eyeing.

I don't have another seven years to mend my relationship with Nangong Jingnv, maybe it's really like what the masked man said, this is the last year.

That being the case, why... spend it like this?

"Everything you want is in your own hands!"

Qi Yan: "Your Highness!" Qi Yan yelled, and ran after him with bare feet.

It was already dark outside, Nangong Jingnv walked very fast, Qi Yan chased after her with bare feet, in November, the stone slabs in the palace were icy cold at night, but Qi Yan didn't notice it.

Qiu Ju: "Your Highness, the son-in-law is here."

Nangong Jingnv was still in a hurry, Qiu Ju persuaded again: "Your Highness, the son-in-law chased him out wearing unlined clothes without shoes! He can't see at night, the steps are so high, what should I do if I fall down?"

Nangong Jingnv stopped, Qiu Ju quickly ran over with the lantern, Qi Yan came behind Nangong Jingnv panting, and hugged Nangong Jingnv from behind.

The maidservants' eyes widened in an instant, Qiu Ju secretly made a gesture, and everyone recited it in unison.

I don't know if it's cold or excited.

Qi Yan's body trembled, and even her voice trembled.

Qi Yan: "Your Highness...don't go."

Nangong Jingnv lowered her head: "Ye Liliang, go back...I'll see you off."

As he spoke, he broke free from Qi Yan's embrace, took her hand instead, and sent him back to the bedroom.

Qi Yan grabbed Nangong Jingnv's hand and refused to let go, looking at her without blinking her eyes.

Nangong Jingnu: "Let go, I'm going back."

Qi Yan held Nangong Jingnv's catkin to his heart: "Your Highness! Here... only His Highness is there."

Nangong Jingnv turned her head away, and said for a long time, "You were in a dream, and you were always calling her name."

Qi Yan was in a hurry, as expected, it was almost the same as what she thought.But Xiaodie's matter can't be explained clearly anyway, Qi Yan raised three fingers in a hurry, and said loudly: "If there is another woman in my heart, I will definitely die!"

Nangong Jingnv blocked Qi Yan's mouth, and reproached with red eyes: "What are you doing?"

Qi Yan also held Nangong Jingnu's other hand in her hand, she looked directly into Nangong Jingnu's eyes, and put aside all the burdens in her heart: "Your Highness, Xiaodie and I are poor people without father and mother. , she is more like a younger sister in my heart...Your Highness, can you trust me?"

Nangong Jingnu's tears flowed out, her nose was also red, and she said aggrievedly: "I believe in you...but you call her by her name in your dream!"

Qi Yan felt distressed, hugged Nangong Jingnv into her arms, and casually made up another lie: "I had a nightmare. I dreamed that His Highness the Sixth Highness went to the house to rob people. I couldn't help but shouted a few times, but I also dreamed It's Your Majesty."

Nangong Lie had just died, and Nangong Jingnu felt a little scared when she heard Qi Yan say this: "Don't talk nonsense, Sixth Brother..."

Qi Yan: "I know, I deserve to die."

Nangong Jingnv: "Just now you're talking nonsense, why aren't you wearing shoes? Come back to bed!"

Qi Yan held onto Nangong Jingnv's hand and said, "Your Highness... don't leave tonight? I'm afraid."

Nangong Jingnv gave Qi Yan an angry look, but agreed.

The two washed up, turned on the lamp and lay down on the bed.

Qi Yan hugged Nangong Jingnv, and said in a low voice: "When the time is right, I... will tell His Highness a secret, okay?"

Nangong Jingnu became interested: "What's the secret?"

Qi Yan: "I said it, wait until the time is right."

Nangong Jingnu: "When was that? There must be a deadline. If you can't follow the rules, it's you..."

Nangong Jingnv couldn't finish her words, she widened her eyes, felt the softness on her lips, and soon fell into it.

King Yi's new funeral, Nangong Jingnu knew she shouldn't be like this.

However, when Qi Yan rolled over and fell on top of her, Nangong Jingnv's arms naturally wrapped around Qi Yan's neck.

After a few breaths, Nangong Jingnv felt that Qi Yan was drawing the line of her lips, her heart was like a beating drum, and her body was like spring water, as if all her strength had been drained.

Nangong Jingnv wanted to be called Qi Yan, but her red lips parted slightly, but she just said what Qi Yan meant. This was an experience and touch she had never had before.

Nangong Jingnv let out a "wow", listening to Qi Yan's heavy breathing, her brain was completely unable to think, and her heart was also drunk.