Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Grown up and grown into a forest

Nangong Jingnv thought about it carefully, with a bright look on her face, she said sincerely: "It's good to have you by my side."

Qi Yan smiled lightly. In fact, she didn't know whether this plan was to help Nangong Jingnv or for her own revenge plan. Lu Quan and Ding Yi were the two direct murderers who destroyed the grassland. Qi Yan will feel that she will have shortcomings in her life.

It's just... Once the Taiwei's Mansion is moved, Nangong Jingnv has no chance to turn back once she has mastered the military power. Although Nangong Jingnv has a lot of power now, she is hiding behind the scenes after all, and she still has the hope of getting out of her body .

Qi Yan stared into Nangong Jingnv's eyes, and asked softly: "Has Your Highness really made a decision? There is no turning back after taking the soldier talisman, if you fail..."

Nangong Jingnu: "There is no failure, we will definitely go to the end."

Qi Yan was silent for a moment, then said with a smile: "Your Highness has grown up."

Nangong Jingnv sighed sadly, but did not answer.

Nangong Jingnv also felt the change in her state of mind. A few years ago, the eldest prince died. Although she was not close to him, Nangong Jingnv still felt sad for some time. Later, the second prince and the fourth prince were involved in the witchcraft case. The prince was imprisoned because of this, and countless people were implicated. Nangong Jingnv even thought about saving the two prince brothers.

Later, King Jing also died. Although Nangong Jingnv was also sad, she thought that things were no longer limited to feelings, but through this matter or through the death of King Jing, what she could do to gain the greatest benefit.

In the end, the third prince Nangongwang died, and Nangong Jingnv felt no sadness at all, even after hearing Qi Yan say that Nangongwang was starved to death by Anujin...

Looking back now, even the self five years ago might not be able to understand the current self.

Nangong Jingnv secretly asked herself: When the dust settles, what kind of mood will she feel when she recalls these days?

Will I miss this brotherhood when I was young?

Qi Yan looked at Nangong Jingnv quietly, seeing her thoughtful look, she keenly caught a trace of sadness.

Qi Yan took Nangong Jingnu's hand silently: "The heights are extremely cold, since His Highness has made up his mind, don't think too much, I will accompany you to the end."

Nangong Jingnv got up and came to Qi Yan, silent.

Qi Yan took the initiative to get up, hugged Nangong Jingnv in her arms, and comforted: "I have a plan in my heart, and it will be soon..."

Nangong Jingnu leaned on Qi Yan's chest and murmured: "I went to see Yuxiao a few days ago, and she asked me where you were."

Qi Yan: "I haven't seen her for a long time, I'll go see her tomorrow."

Nangong Jingnu: "In the past... I was also to blame for my narrow-mindedness, and I rarely got close to this child."

Qi Yan patted Nangong Jingnv on the back: "It's all my fault, Your Highness has done a good job. In the few years when I was away, Yuxiao grew up safely, and she didn't suffer from food and clothing."

Nangong Jingnv: "This child has never asked me what I want when he grows up. The first time he asked for a gift, he stumped me."

Qi Yan said with a smile: "What rarity can she admire as a child, and there is something in this world that His Highness can't admire? Could it be the stars and the moon?"

Nangong Jingnv bit her lip, hesitated for a while before replying: "She said she wanted a younger brother..."

Qi Yan's breathing stagnated, and the alarm bell rang out.

Nangong Jingnv blushed when she heard Qi Yan's heartbeat suddenly increased.

Qi Yan: "Your Highness, Third Highness..."

Nangong Jingnv: "I know, it's impossible for the third brother's body to be cold, but we have been married for seven years, and Yuxiao is five years old." A trace of resentment.

That's right, Nangong Jingnv is a princess, and she is a "son-in-law". The son-in-law and concubine's children are already five years old, but the "consort" and the princess have not yet been married.

Qi Yan's heart was pounding, and sweat was leaking from her hair.She disguised herself as a man, how could she give Nangong Jing a child?When I sneaked into the Wei country, I never thought that I would become a son-in-law, let alone that the fake phoenix with Nangong Jingnv could last for seven years...

I have long "missed" the best time to make peace and leave. At this time, there is no more quarrel between them, and the relationship between them is getting deeper. How can I get out?

Even if he could get away, would he really be willing to leave?Even though there was a chance to feign death, didn't he come back like a moth to a flame?

But what to do, seven years.They have been married for seven years. Facing Nangong Jingnv's most reasonable request, what excuses do I have to push it away?

Seeing Qi Yan's silence, Nangong Jingnv felt a little uncomfortable, and said softly: "Actually...it's okay if I'm not a boy, but the emperor has a decree that the empress must not be passed on again. The throne must be passed on to our son. If it is not a son ..." Nangong Jingnv originally wanted to say, "If the first child is not a boy, a boy will always be born." But she is a girl after all, and she has a thin skin, so she really can't say such "shameless" words.

Qi Yan hugged Nangong Jingnv blankly, a chill swept over her body, her hands and feet were cold.

Nangong Jingnv touched Qi Yan: "Yuanjun?"

Qi Yan: "Yes, yes."

Nangong Jingnu: "Why don't you speak?"

Qi Yan lost his mind and said: "I was thinking about..."

Nangong Jingnu: "...you!"

It was only then that Qi Yan realized that he had accidentally spoken out what was in his heart, and hurriedly explained: "Your Highness misunderstood, I just, just... not what Your Highness thinks!"

Nangong Jingnv's pretty face was flushed, and she gave Qi Yan an angry look: "I understand, after all, third brother is my elder brother of the same clan and died young, so he can't sleep together for at least three months."

Qi Yan: "Yes, yes."

……

Qi Yan stayed with Nangong Jingnv for a while, and left on the pretext of going to see Yuxiao.

Nangong Jingnv has seen Qi Yan's absent-mindedness for a long time, and in her opinion, Qi Yan's excuse is terrible, they are now in Princess Zhenzhen's mansion, Yuxiao is in Weiming Palace, and they will wait until the evening when they arrive at the palace. It was getting dark, and the other party couldn't see at night.

But Nangong Jingnv didn't point it out, instead ordered Qiu Ju to choose a few treasured trinkets from the treasury for Qi Yan to take with her.

After Qi Yan left, Nangong Jingnv sat on the chair and was silent for a long time.

Even though Qi Yan concealed it well, Nangong Jingnv still felt the other party's resistance. Nangong Jingnv really couldn't figure out what was the problem between them, and she didn't know if she didn't do well.

Qi Yan is kind to her, Nangong Jingnv can see clearly, but...

Why does the other party resist the reality of having a husband and wife with him?

Could it be?Does Qi Yan have something to hide?It shouldn't be, didn't he have a child with Xiaodie...

Nangong Jingnv's heart was stuffy, but she was no longer the little princess who knew nothing about the world, she had learned to control her emotions a long time ago.Anyway, the other party didn't refuse, so Nangong Jingnu assumed that he agreed.

When they have the reality of husband and wife, they will never want to separate again in this life!

……

Qiu Ju: "My son-in-law, be careful!"

With a sound of "pa", Qi Yan stepped on the air when she was going down the steps, and fell on a big horse in front of the door of Princess Zhenzhen's mansion. After a while, seeing that Qi Yan didn't break, he was relieved, and asked: "My son-in-law, are you alright?"

Qi Yan patted the dirt on her body, and laughed sarcastically: "I haven't had a good rest in the rush these days, it doesn't matter."

Qiu Ju: "Why don't you go to see the princess tomorrow? The servant will help you go back and rest."

Qi Yan: "No, Your Highness said just now that Yu Xiao misses me, I'll go over and have a look, sister Qiu Ju put the gift on the carriage and go back."

Qiu Ju put away the gift that Nangong Jingnv gave to Qi Yuxiao, ordered someone to move the pedals, and personally helped Qi Yan into the carriage.

The carriage drove away, Qi Yan slumped on the seat as if drained of strength, beads of sweat dripped down his face.

Qi Yan: Is it really suicidal?After dragging and dragging for seven years, they obviously got the appointment of a gentleman but they didn't reconcile in time, and they dragged on to the point where both of them had feelings that couldn't be dealt with.

When he was in Luobei, he had the opportunity to feign death to escape, so why did he come back? !

Qi Yan slapped herself suddenly, and buried her face in her hands.

It would be fine if he was alone, at worst, he would find a chance to escape back to Luobei and use other methods to get revenge.

But she left just like that, what should Xiaodie do?What about Yuxiao?What about Ding You? !

……

Yuxiao was very happy to see Qi Yan. It had been a few months since the little guy grew taller again, but he and his brother Jin Wushu developed in two directions. Yuxiao was slender and tall, while Jin Wushu was as strong as a small wooden pier.

Qi Yan gave Qi Yuxiao the gift from Nangong Jingnv, hugged Qi Yuxiao in her arms and started to be in a daze.

At first Qi Yuxiao liked the rare time alone with Qi Yan, but after being hugged by Qi Yan for a quarter of an hour, she couldn't sit still anymore, she twisted her body and wanted to go down.

Qi Yanqiang talked to Yu Xiao in a spirited manner, and then found a reason to leave.

Back in the bedroom of Weiming Palace, Qi Yan closed the doors and windows and turned around inside, breaking out in a cold sweat at the thought of what might happen three months later, but racking his brains, he couldn't think of a way out.

Suffering like this until night, Qi Yan sat on the bed without lighting the lamp, and did not lie down on the bed until dawn and fell asleep.

Qi Yan has been bumping back and forth for several months, and has not had a good rest just after returning to Beijing, and slept all night wearing sweaty clothes, and also had a sudden fire.

When I woke up the next day, I felt pain all over my body and felt dizzy.

The servant girl heard the call and entered the bedroom, and was quite surprised to see Qi Yan's flushed face: "What's wrong with you, son-in-law?"

Qi Yan: "Call Imperial Doctor Ding."

Seeing that Qi Yan's voice was hoarse and unpleasant, the palace maid hurried out of the bedroom and called a fast-paced servant to the imperial hospital.

Ding You entered the bedroom with the medicine box on his back, and quickly came to the bedside: "What's wrong? Are you really sick?"

Qi Yan moved his eyes and asked in a hoarse voice: "Are the doors and windows closed?"

Ding You: "Don't worry."

Qi Yan took a deep breath, propped up on the bed and struggled to sit up, Ding You sat on the edge of the bed and helped him up: "Why is your body so hot? Let me show you."

Qi Yan leaned on Ding You and asked weakly: "Can women and women have children?"