Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

want mother and sister

Unknowingly, another five days passed. These five days were the most difficult time in Nangong Jingnv's life. She tried to numb herself with busyness, but no matter what she did, what she did, or even someone else's inadvertent words, It always reminds her of Qi Yan.

It turned out that during these seven years, the other party had already penetrated into every corner of my life.

Nangong Jingnv issued five imperial decrees in a row, almost every other day, each of which began with "Fengtian" and ended with "Qin this", but none of them mentioned Qi Yan.

Plus the previous one, a total of four copies.

Two of them were to urge Concubine Yagui to return to Beijing to serve her illness, and the other two were to Nan Gongwang, the third son of Emperor Xuan, to return to Beijing.

Nangong Jingnv knew that as long as one of these two people returned to the palace, Qi Yan, the imperial envoy, would definitely accompany her.

The reason why she didn't mention Qi Yan was because she was afraid of stimulating Anukin's sensitive nerves and doing something that would hurt Qi Yan.

Nangong Jingnv returned to Weiming Palace and lay on the Babu bed, the contents of Qi Yan's letter flashed in her mind, and tears flowed out again silently.

She could even imagine Qi Yan's expression and movements when he wrote this letter, then he dried the letter paper, handed it to the followers around him, and said: "Memorize this letter word by word, and when you arrive at the safe Write the letter silently, and send it to Princess Zhuohua's mansion together with this jade pendant..."

Although the content of this letter is cryptic, it's okay to deceive the second sister who is not involved in political affairs. If it falls into the hands of other people, they will definitely see the clues.

It can be said that Qi Yan has snuffed out all the possible dangers one by one in the cradle, and it can be regarded as a step-by-step, far-sighted approach.

but……

Nangong Jingnv sniffed, and the silk on the jade pillow was wet. She murmured in a very soft voice: "You fool...why don't you think about yourself? Since there is a chance to escape, why go deep alone? Why don't you escape? return!"

In Nangong Jingnv's view, the purpose of Qi Yan's solitary army is to collect evidence of Anukin's rebellion, and it is for her to take this risk.

Nangong Jingnu: "Without you...what's the point of sitting in that position? If I had known this, I shouldn't have let you leave my side!"

For the first time since she was born, Nangong Jingnv hated her own identity. She even thought: If she was not a princess but a prince, she would not be so passive.He wouldn't have to ask for help everywhere, and then hide in this deep palace and wait for news. If he was a prince... he would definitely lead an army across Luobei and ask Anukin's important person.

……

On the other hand, Qi Yan is also counting the days, today is the No. 20 day to send out the news, after all, Nangong Jingnv should have received the news, and it is time for him to return to Yanran Mansion...

In the morning, she picked up Jin Wushu and came out to ride the horse. Qi Yan first carried Jin Wushu onto the horse's back, then sat astride Jin Huanwu's back gracefully, with one arm around Jin Wushu, and the other hand pulling at random. Pulling on the reins, the horse and its master communicated with each other, consciously walking according to Qi Yan's will.

However, in just a few days of getting along, the "father and son" have established a deep relationship, especially Qi Yan, who has a deep guilt for this child.

When the child was just born, Qi Yan almost drowned him, and then sent him away overnight without even taking a sip of breast milk. His compatriot sister became the princess, but he was found by the masked man. Reduced to a bargaining chip in a conspiracy, a pair of brothers and sisters who are siblings have completely different lives because of a difference in their own thoughts.

Jin Wushu was very happy, kicking a pair of small thick legs from time to time, suddenly he excitedly pointed to a small golden flower not far away: "Father! Look!"

Qi Yan smiled and said, "Father will pick it for you?"

Jin Wushu shook his head like a rattle: "No."

Qi Yan: "What?"

Jin Wushu: "If you take it off, it won't survive."

An answer full of childlike innocence touched Qi Yan's heart, and she sighed softly: "In this season, these flowers will soon be due."

Jin Wushu: "It's a moment if you can add a moment, just take a look, my child."

Qi Yan reined in the reins, and Jinhuanwu stopped: "Okay."

The two admired it for a while, and then continued to go deep into the grassland. There was no human habitation around, and Qi Yan spoke again: "There are no outsiders here, tell Dad, do you like this place?"

Jin Wushu was silent for a moment, then shook his head: "There are no playmates here, and the children can't quite understand what they are talking about, Uncle Bayin..." At this point, Jin Wushu was obviously a little embarrassed, but in Qi Yan Despite being comforted, he still spoke his heart out: "Uncle Bayin is so fierce, the child has never been beaten at this age."

Qi Yan touched the top of Jin Wushu's head: "I'm sorry, I failed to protect you well and made you feel wronged."

Jin Wushu raised his small face, his amber eyes were full of dependence: "When will father bring the child home?"

Through getting along and observing during this period of time, Qi Yan found that although Jin Wushu was a little bit spoiled, he was a child with a lot of backbone, who was responsible and able to keep secrets.

After weighing for a long time, Qi Yan felt that it was necessary to set a bottom line for Jin Wushu, lest he become his second self...

As soon as she left, the masked man hiding behind the scenes might show up. She didn't want such a young child to be brainwashed into another tool by the masked man. Thinking back to when she was taught by the masked man, she was almost like this Age, there are some things that Jin Wushu should understand.

Qi Yan: "Actually...you still have a younger sister."

Jin Wushu's eyes widened: "Sister, are you born after father and mother?"

Qi Yan: "No, her name is Qiyan Yuxiao, she is your twin sister, only less than half an hour younger than you."

Jin Wushu: "Really? Where is my sister now? How tall is she?" Jin Wushu gestured for a height: "Is it that tall? How many bowls of rice does my sister usually eat? Can she also ride a horse? Do you want to practice archery every day?"

Qi Yan pinched Jin Wushu's chubby cheeks: "Be quiet and listen to me, but you have to promise me that this is a secret between us, you can't tell anyone, including your Uncle Bayin. "

Jin Wushu nodded, and stretched out his little finger: "Hook?"

Qi Yan and Jin Wushu pulled the check mark, collected their thoughts and continued: "Actually... your mother is a princess."

Jin Wushu tilted his head and thought for a while: "Isn't father a prince?"

Qi Yan: "Yes, actually..."

Jin Wushu: "Then the father is still the son-in-law?"

A trace of astonishment flashed across Qi Yan's eyes, and another possibility came to mind.

Jin Wushu: "Which princess is the mother? A princess like Aunt Jiya?"

Qi Yan: "No...your mother is the only legitimate princess of the Wei Kingdom, named Zhenzhen."

The honorary title of His Highness Zhen Zhen is known to everyone in the Wei Kingdom, even a child like Jin Wushu knows it.

Jin Wushu obviously didn't react, and stared blankly at Qi Yan: "... But didn't Uncle Bayin say... the Wei people are our enemies?"

Qi Yan: "I know you won't be able to accept it for a while, so I'll explain it to you slowly."

……

Therefore, Qi Yan told Jin Wushu about the grievances between the grassland and the Wei country, which began when she was eight years old.

Including Qi Yan's purpose of going to Wei country is true, except for the matter of his mother, Qi Yan lied, and lied that Nangong Jingnv was his and Qi Yuxiao's biological mother.

Qi Yan thought: Only in this way can Jin Wushu get rid of the brainwashing of the masked man. If the child recognizes Nangong Jingnv as his biological mother, no matter what the masked man says, the child will not lose his way. There will be no hatred for the mother.

There are some things that Qi Yan has no way to say to Bayin. It is impossible to overthrow the Wei State by force. The armies and combat power of the two sides are not directly proportional. Back then, the three tribes of the grasslands stood together, and it was not the Wei State that his father led the elite team of the three tribes. The opponents of the prairie warriors now go to nine to save one, how to fight?

Qi Yan's heart is as clear as a mirror: This must be the bad idea of ​​the masked man. The other party is the princess of the former dynasty, so she doesn't care about the life and death of the grassland people. Her purpose is only to disrupt or overthrow the Wei country. As for the price to pay, it is out of her scope Inside.

Bayin kept calling the masked man a "benefactor", but Qi Yan knew that persuading him rashly would only be counterproductive.

At this point, Qi Yan felt that he had a great responsibility. If he hadn't been so timid at the time and found Bayin in time to prevent him from contacting the masked man, maybe he wouldn't be so passive today.

Therefore, Qi Yan can't let history repeat itself, and must first give him psychological defense before Jin Wushu is controlled by the masked man.

Jin Wushu: "That is to say... Daddy actually went to the Wei country to take revenge, but he accidentally married his mother and gave birth to me and my sister?"

Qi Yan: "Yes."

Jin Wushu: "Then father and mother are enemies?"

Qi Yan: "That's right."

Jin Wushu's small face was full of entanglements, and he asked again: "Will daddy take revenge?"

Qi Yan was silent for a while, then softly replied: "Of course I want it."

This time, Jin Wushu was silent. After a while, Jin Wushu suddenly burst into tears, and said aggrievedly while crying: "Daddy wants to kill mother? Then the child will have no mother. Father and mother are enemies." , what about me and my sister?"

Qi Yan's heart also twitched, she hugged Jin Wushu's arm tightly, and remained silent.

Jin Wushu cried sadly for a while, this complicated life experience made it difficult for him to accept for a while, although he had never met his mother, the connection between the child and the mother was deeper than that of the father.

Jin Wushu touched his tears, and said sobbingly: "Can Daddy not kill mother? I don't want to be a child without a mother..."

Qi Yan sighed, and asked in a soft tone: "Then if it were you, what would you do?"

Jin Wushu: "Baby... I won't take revenge!"

Qi Yan: "But Daddy has done a lot of bad things, you have also seen your Uncle Bayin, many of the injuries on his body were taken on behalf of Daddy, if your mother finds out about these bad things, she will kill me too. "

Jin Wushu: "Then father, go and admit your mistakes to mother, and apologize to mother well, and promise that it will never happen again, mother will definitely forgive father, we are a family... I don't want to stay here forever, my child I want mother and sister!"