Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

lingering scene cherish beauty

Liu Yu'an's pretty face flushed red, and then showed a distorted expression that was hard to restrain.Nangong Jingnv no longer paid attention to him, but this scene did not escape Qi Yan's eyes.

The two looked at each other, Liu Yu'an was startled by the sharpness in those amber eyes, and left embarrassingly.

After leaving the wing room and walking out for a long time, Liu Yu'an still had some lingering fears in his heart, which came from the trembling feeling deep in his heart, as if the person he was looking at just now was not a gentle civil servant, but a decisive one Generals, just talking and laughing can take their own lives.

Liu Yu'an was right: Qi Yan was really angry.

There were only two people left in the bedroom, Nangong Jingnv raised her hand and gently caressed Qi Yan's face, sliding her thumb to caress the red and swollen place: "Does it still hurt?"

Qi Yan: "Yes, it hurts."

Nangong Jingnv hurriedly took her hand away, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, I didn't come back to accompany you immediately."

Qi Yan laughed silently, unable to conceal the brilliance in her eyes.

Nangong Jingnu blushed: "Why are you looking at me like that? It's... Is there something dirty on my face?"

Qi Yan took Nangong Jingnv's hand and held it in his palm: "Your Highness is jealous." It was obviously a questioning sentence, but Qi Yan said it as a statement.

Nangong Jingnv's eyes flickered, and she hesitated: "Why does this Palace want to be jealous of a man?"

Qi Yan smiled even brighter, and whispered back: "But I'm jealous."

Nangong Jingnv's red lips parted slightly, her eyes widened and she stared at Qi Yan without blinking.The latter read the expression of surprise and surprise in the other party's eyes, and his heart rose warmly.

A blush climbed up Nangong Jingnu's fair cheeks, she lowered her head slightly, and the corners of her mouth curled up unconsciously.

Nangong Jingnu: "Why are you jealous...?"

Qi Yan: "Naturally the reason is the same as His Highness."

White teeth across the lower lip: "Rogue."

After a while of silence, the two laughed at the same time, perhaps because of this "heart-to-heart connection", or because they were laughing at themselves for taking an irrelevant person so seriously that they lost their sense of justice.

Under the influence of Qi Yan, Nangong Jingnv has also grown into an indifferent temperament. In recent years, she has rarely expressed her emotions and likes and dislikes clearly, and Qi Yan has always been like this, but she never expected the two of them to be in front of each other. When facing Liu Yu'an, they lost their composure.

Qi Yan said lightly: "The days are not short, tomorrow I will send someone to give Mr. Liu some money, please ask him to choose another place."

Nangong Jingnu: "Well, there's something about that person... I can't tell what it is, anyway, I don't like it very much."

Qi Yan explained: "There are some people in this world who are actually very strange, such as the children of some aristocratic families. All day long they yell that they are burdened by their families, and their talents are robbed of their talents by their backgrounds, like a pearl dusted by dust. But the strange thing is, Often it’s just yelling fiercely, and every time he declares his family, he has to mention his life experience intentionally or unintentionally, and what’s more, he can’t wait to hang his family tree on his chest, so that people who don’t know can understand how prosperous his family is.”

Nangong Jingnv smiled, and gave Qi Yan a look: "It's really better to offend a general than a civil servant. Why didn't I find out that your mouth is so tricky before?"

After hearing this, Qi Yan's face was neither red nor heartbeat, and he replied calmly: "Thank you for your compliment, Your Highness."

Nangong Jingnv: "Before you told me that this Liu Yu'an has always been troubled by his outstanding appearance, and felt that his unfair treatment for so many years was all because of his appearance, but why didn't he rely on his appearance a lot? He showed it in every gesture. Show a 'better than others' attitude."

Qi Yan: "Well, there are so many things in the world, maybe this time it's because I'm blind."

Nangong Jingnv shook her head: "You have done a good job. People's hearts have been the most unpredictable since ancient times. You don't have a deep friendship with that person. It is not easy to see through his essence so quickly. I don't know if I can do it at your age." You can’t have this ability to know people.”

Qi Yan couldn't help giving Nangong Jingnv a look: "Why do you feel that His Highness is talking about an old man?"

Before this, Qi Yan had never shown such a side in front of Nangong Jingnv. Nangong Jingnv's heartbeat was out of rhythm: Why do you feel that this person is more seductive than a woman?

But she never dared to say this, she knew it: Don't look at Qi Yan's usual meek appearance, which is very easy to get along with, but once his muffled temper comes up, eight horses can't be pulled back, it's extremely difficult to coax .

Perhaps it was Qi Yan's intimacy that made Nangong Jingnv feel like she was going home. She took the initiative to explain why she didn't come back in time, and also talked about the illness of the Ninth Prince, and even shared her thoughts. Once again apologized to Qi Yan: "I'm sorry, I couldn't come back to accompany you immediately."

This is already the third time Nangong Jingnv explained and the second time she apologized. Qi Yan roughly guessed the other party's thoughts after a little thought, and it was a lie to say that she didn't feel sorry for her.

Qi Yan can empathize with Nangong Jingnv's feelings, she has experienced the involuntary feelings for many years, and she feels sorry for Nangong Jingnv having to face these things.

Qi Yan's mood was a bit complicated, but she still said sincerely: "Your Highness has made the right decision, and I am very pleased."

Nangong Jingnu: "You don't blame me?"

Qi Yan held Nangong Jingnv's slender hand and said softly: "I understand."

……

The three simple words were so light that only the two of them could hear them clearly, but it made Nangong Jingnu's eyes blush.

Qi Yan silently raised her hand, held Nangong Jingnu's face, and wiped away the moisture from her eyes with her thumb: "Don't cry."

Nangong Jingnv slipped into Qi Yan's arms, let out a muffled "hmm", tears flowed silently.

Qi Yan sighed softly, put her backhand around Nangong Jingnv, and gave Nangong Jingnv her back, just like Xiaodie did when comforting herself.

Among the millions of words, there are always one or two sentences that can touch the deepest softness hidden in people's hearts.

The word love is something that can't be explained by millions of words.

The two hugged each other silently, one was an orphan of the grassland in disguise, and the other was a princess who was pushed to the road of empress inexplicably.Under the intimacy, the corpses of prairie people are scattered all over the field, and blood flows like rivers.

This is just the beginning. From the moment Nangong Jingnv decided to embark on the road of empress, she was doomed to have more involuntary things appearing in her life, just like Qi Yan after she set foot on the court of Wei Kingdom. Same.

So even if Nangong Jingnv didn't say anything, Qi Yan knew what she was suffering in her heart at this moment, she loved her dearly, even though Nangong Jingnv was the daughter of an enemy.

After struggling for a while, Qi Yan decided to respect Nangong Jingnv's choice. This road is as far as she can accompany Nangong Jingnv.

Even though Qi Yan had set the ending, even though Qi Yan knew what was between them, when Nangong Jingnv needed comfort, Qi Yan still gently opened her chest for her.

Although she doesn't know how long this warmth can last...

Nangong Jingnv rubbed against Qi Yan's shoulder, her fists clenched Qi Yan's skirt: "I won't lose."

Qi Yan was silent for a long time, then softly replied: "I will never live alone."

Nangong Jingnu: "We will not lose."

Qi Yan's eyes were full of unresolved sadness, but she also gave a soft "hmm".

……

Over the years, Qi Yan's thoughts have gradually evolved from killing Nangong Jingnv with her own hands to dying with her, but this thought always flashes by, and Qi Yan never dared to think deeply about it.

Especially after finding Xiaodie, Qi Yan is no longer alone, and she has a burden on her shoulders: her younger sister needs her care.

What would Xiaodie do if she died too?

Even sometimes, living is more painful than dying.

Qi Yan: Your Highness, Your Highness... Do you know that the so-called "win" between you and me is destined to be on two opposite sides?

Perhaps Nangong Jingnv can only understand the significance of Qi Yan's "I will never live alone" until the moment of her death.

Qi Yan never thought that she would fall hopelessly in love with the daughter of her enemy.

Jing State, Wei State.

Farming, nomadic.

The orphan of the subjugated country, the future empress.

Don't think about it.

Don't think about it.

At this moment, I hold you in my arms.

Nangong Jingnv settled down in Qi Yan's private house, there is no impenetrable wall in the world: the news spread quickly, and the people said everything.

It is said that the son-in-law and the princess couple are affectionate and envious of others.

There are also those who secretly slander the princess for not paying attention to etiquette, music and court law.

There are also those who secretly ridicule Princess Zhenzhen for being "like a wolf and a tiger", and I don't know what kind of magical power this son-in-law has to make His Royal Highness condescend to live in the house where the other party keeps a concubine.

This world is like this, almost everyone laughs at Nangong Jingnv, not Qi Yan.

Just because Qi Yan is a man in the eyes of outsiders, if she is alienated from the princess, it is because she has a noble character and does not admire women.If she is intimate with the princess, she is a good wife and a real husband in the boudoir.

For women, countless layers of invisible shackles have been placed on their bodies since birth, and last throughout their lives.

Noble as the only concubine of the current emperor, she was not spared.

Qi Yan saw Qiu Ju's worry. Although she didn't hear any news, she also knew that the news about Nangong Jingnv living here had spread, so she offered to say that she was getting better and wanted to live in the Princess Mansion for a while.

So the two packed their bags and boarded the carriage back home.

However, there is one thing that has been pressing on Nangong Jingnv's heart. She tried several times to talk to Qi Yan, but stopped at the last moment - Xiaodie.

Qi Yan also said before that she wanted to send Xiaodie away... But it is another matter to let the other party accept that her former concubine is with another woman.

Nangong Jingnv was afraid of hurting Qi Yan's self-esteem, and even more afraid that he would not be able to accept this matter and would conflict with her second sister, so she could only keep silent and wait until Qi Yan mentioned Xiaodie again.

The peaceful days lasted for a while. After Qi Yan's injuries were basically healed, the two received invitations from the Concubine Liang. The next morning, they both changed their palace attire and prepared to enter the palace for a banquet, but they received a bad news.

The Ninth Prince, Nangong Si, died after a long period of treatment.