Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Don't be hurt

Seeing Nangong Jingnv coming, Qian Yuan didn't stop him, not because he was afraid of Nangong Jingnv, but because Qi Yan had told him before falling asleep.

Qi Yan knew that Nangong Jingnv would definitely come, but this time it was not as early as she expected.

For this reason, Qi Yan still waited in the study for a while, and didn't go back to sleep until she couldn't hold on any longer.

Qi Yan was still sleeping when Nangong Jingnv came in. Even though many servants in the confession described Qi Yan's injuries, Nangong Jingnv had made sufficient preparations, but the moment she saw Qi Yan, she still felt a little bit tolerable. no.

Qi Yan's injury this time is actually not serious, she has experienced more serious injuries before, such as the time when Nangong Jingnv fell off a horse.But this time the injuries were all concentrated on the face, which looked quite bluffing, and successfully frightened Nangong Jingnv.

Nangong Jingnv sat beside Qi Yan, covering her mouth with tears streaming down her cheeks.Wanting to touch Qi Yan but afraid of hurting him, there is no place to put his other hand.

If she knew that Qi Yan was injured like this, she shouldn't have softened her heart with Concubine Liang before. She cared about the brother-sister relationship and didn't mention Liu Yuan's matter to save Nangong Lie some face, but she looked at Qi Yan's injury. When beating your own son-in-law, have you ever thought about the brother-sister relationship?

"There is no big thing between husband and wife, and there is absolutely no small thing."

"Letting that woman stay is still a variable. I can promise you to suppress this matter, but why don't you take this opportunity to get rid of that woman completely?"

"No matter what you think, I really love her. I don't care about her insanity, or her past, and I don't care about her status as a woman with me. It's a pity that I didn't know that I would meet her back then, otherwise it would be fine. Even if you risk your life, you will not commit yourself to the second son of the Lu family, and you have wronged her for nothing."

"The son-in-law scolded my aunt a few words, and dragged her through the bamboo forest to leave."

Nangong Jingnv's heart was in a mess. For a while, what Concubine Liang said to herself echoed, and for a while, the heavy confession of her second sister and the testimony provided by her servant flashed.

She looked at Qi Yan, and recalled the scenes since the marriage, from the eighth year of Jingjia to the fifteenth year of Jingjia, seven years have passed, but to Nangong Jingnv, many things are as clear as they just happened. as yesterday.

All Qi Yan's kindness to her, her conversely doting and arrogance, and the other party's almost unlimited doting all flashed in Nangong Jingnu's mind, isn't it said that rare things are more expensive?Then why do I have such a vague memory of those few disputes and unhappiness, and I can't even remember those who are farther away?

How about... take this opportunity to send Xiaodie away, to fulfill the second sister, and also to fulfill myself?

As soon as this idea came out, Nangong Jingnu herself was taken aback. If she did this, where would she put Qi Yan?How is he different from those domineering princesses of previous dynasties?Didn't he secretly make up his mind a long time ago to treat Qi Yan equally?

But Nangong Jingnv is completely different from Qi Yan in one thing, she never hides from her heart, if she has doubts, she must investigate clearly.

After a moment of unworthiness, Nangong Jingnu figured it out: she was scared.

She was afraid that the concubine that Qi Yan let go with great difficulty would occupy a place in Qi Yan's heart again, and she was afraid that when Qi Yan's injury recovered, she would compare the two with what happened this time.

She was afraid of losing to Xiaodie in this matter, even though Nangong Jingnv thought she had done no less than the other party, she still wavered.

It seems that Nangong Jingnv has never been fully sure about all the things about Qi Yan.She looked at Qi Yan's bruised and swollen face, and was afraid that Qi Yan's heart would be the same, because of her hesitation and "negligence", she was injured.

During the seven years of their marriage, Nangong Jingnu and Qi Yan had quarreled, but she had never been as flustered as she is now.

Nangong Jingnv was afraid that Xiaodie would fall in love with Qi Yan again, or that Qi Yan would pick up her love for Xiaodie again, and this time she pushed Qi Yan to her...

Nangong Jingnv was very sad, obviously she did more than the other party?Is there anything wrong with taking the overall situation into consideration?

Qi Yan's five senses are different from ordinary people's, and she has been used to being nervous for so many years, so even though she was injured, she still heard Nangong Jingnv sobbing softly, forced herself to end her sleep, and slowly opened her eyes, The light in the hall was a bit dim, but she could clearly see the tears and aggrieved expression on Nangong Jingnu's face.

He propped up the bed with both hands and wanted to sit up, but there was a tingling pain in his temples, and he fell back down again with a muffled grunt.

Nangong Jingnv didn't even have time to wipe her tears: "Yuanjun!"

Qi Yan: "Your Highness."

Nangong Jingnu: "How do you feel? The doctor has already seen it, do you want to send it to the imperial doctor for another examination?"

Qi Yan took a deep breath, and said slowly: "When did His Highness come? How long have you been sleeping? It's getting dark outside..."

Nangong Jingnv sniffed, then remembered her embarrassment, got up and wanted to leave, and said in her mouth: "I asked someone to light the lamp."

Qi Yan: "Your Highness!"

Nangong Jingnv felt a little resistance, she stopped, and turned her head to see Qi Yan pulling her sleeve.

Qi Yan: "Your Highness, don't go, stay?"

The corner of Qi Yan's mouth was bruised, and the cheekbone on the right cheek was punched, and Gao Gao squeezed his right eye into a slit.

Nangong Jingnv suddenly couldn't hold back anymore, her tears burst into tears and she sobbed loudly.

Qi Yan resisted the dizziness in front of his eyes, clutched Nangong Jingnv's cuff, and sat up straight: "Your Highness?"

Nangong Jingnv sobbed a few times, thinking about Qi Yan's injury, she didn't dare to throw herself into Qi Yan's arms, but obediently sat back on the round stool: "I'm sorry..."

Qi Yan's heart twitched, and Nangong Jingnv's tears seemed to scald her heart.

She pulled Nangong Jingnv's sleeve and patted the seat beside her: "Your Highness, can you sit here?"

Nangong Jingnv silently sat beside Qi Yan, her tears were still streaming and she couldn't stop.

Only then did Qi Yan let go of Nangong Jingnv's sleeve, her body swayed slightly, and the feeling of dizziness struck again, she sighed lightly, and simply laid a pillow on Nangong Jingnv's shoulder.

The opponent's shoulders were thin and a little skinny.Qi Yan knew that since Nangong Jingnv took over the task of reviewing the memorials, it has been very hard.

She closed her eyes and rubbed against Nangong Jingnv's shoulder, adjusted a comfortable position and closed her eyes.

Qi Yan: "Your Highness, don't worry, although this minister's face looks quite scary, the injury is actually not serious, just take care of it for a few days and the swelling will subside."

Nangong Jingnu let out a "hmm", raised her wide sleeves to wipe off the tears on her face, and straightened her shoulders so that Qi Yan could sleep more comfortably.

Qi Yan: "Your Highness?"

Nangong Jingnv turned her head slightly, looked at Qi Yan's little side profile: "Huh?"

The bedroom fell into silence again, and when Nangong Jingnv thought that Qi Yan might have fallen asleep again, there was a gentle response from the other party: "Your Highness, don't cry, I feel distressed looking at it."

Nangong Jingnv bit her lower lip tightly, the corners of her mouth trembling: "...um." Tears flowed silently.

Qi Yan didn't say anything more, this time she didn't extract any information from the other party by taking advantage of her weakness like before.

She didn't ask Xiaodie, she didn't inquire about Nangong Lie, and she didn't ask Nangong Jingnv how she viewed this matter and how she planned to deal with it.

Qi Yan chose to trust Nangong Jingnv wholeheartedly. In fact, she could roughly guess why Nangong Jingnv cried and why she apologized, but at this moment Qi Yan just wanted to put everything aside and enjoy the tenderness of this moment.

Qi Yan's head was hit, and she was really tired these days, so she soon fell asleep on Nangong Jingnv's shoulder, but this time she slept very deeply, originally she was resting on Nangong Jingnv's shoulder His head slipped to Nangong Jingnv's chest.

Nangong Jingnv had no distracting thoughts, she gently supported Qi Yan's body, and waited for her to fall asleep, then slowly hugged her and put her back on the bed.

It was completely dark outside, and there was no lamp in the bedroom, it seemed that no one dared to approach here because of the majesty of His Highness Zhen Zhen.

Nangong Jingnv got out of bed in the dark like this, found a basin, washed the wet cloth and pasted it on Qi Yan's eyes, then removed her shoes and socks, and lay down next to Qi Yan.

First he lay on his side facing Qi Yan, and then he couldn't help but move forward, his breath could be heard.

In the end, he put a hand on Qi Yan's waist, touched his forehead on Qi Yan's shoulder, and felt that the heart that had been hanging for a long time returned to its place.

This time, Qi Yan was still sleeping on the inside, and Nangong Jingnv was sleeping outside.

Before dawn on the second day, Nangong Jingnv woke up.Seeing that she pulled the quilt for Qi Yan, she tiptoed out of bed, put on her shoes and socks, stood by the bed and looked at Qi Yan for a while before leaving.

Nangong Jingnv took advantage of the early morning light to return to the palace, but instead of going to the early court, she asked Chen Chuansi to send the backlog of yesterday's memorials to the Fifth Prince Nangongda, and asked Sijiu to pass on a word of mouth: Said that Nangong let these few He was unwell on the day, and after the memorial was approved by Zhongshulan, it was handed over to Nangong Dazhu for approval.

Nangong Jingnv ordered someone to invite the director of the imperial hospital to leave the palace together, but it turned out that Ding You, the chief medical officer of the imperial hospital, was waiting. The other party knelt in front of Nangong Jingnv with a medicine box on his back, and reported: "His Royal Highness, last night the nine princes They are in poor health, and the dean, Mrs. Wang, and the two deputy capitals were summoned by Lady Zhaoyi, but have not returned yet. Ding You, the chief medical officer of Chenyu Hospital, came here in response to the imperial edict."

Nangong Jingnv: "Xiao Jiu is sick? Is it serious?"

Ding You: "Returning to Your Highness, I am not the chief medical officer and have no right to read the pulse of the dean, so I don't know."

Nangong Jingnu: "When did the three imperial doctors go yesterday?"

Ding You: "The father-in-law in Zhaoyi Empress's Hall passed away Lord Wang at Xushi, and passed away the two deputy chiefs at the moment of Haishi."

Nangong Jingnu frowned, the three imperial doctors didn't come back all night, presumably Xiaojiu's condition is very serious...

Nangong Jingnv fell into a decision again, Ding You didn't get permission, and still knelt in front of Nangong Jingnv, the sedan chair was parked aside, and the surrounding was very quiet.

Yu Qing: Although Xiaojiu and I are a few years apart in age, we are still close.

Yu Li: His father was sick, and he handed over the actual control of the government to himself. If the emperor's heir is ill, he should visit him.

Nangong Jingnv raised her head to look at the sky, she guessed that Qi Yan would wake up after a while.I have experienced the feeling that the place around me is already cold when I wake up...

Yesterday, I just felt "regret" for my behavior of taking the overall situation into consideration...