Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Feelings of reunion fans

It was already noon when Qi Yan entered the palace, but Nan Gongda heard about selflessness and asked questions from time to time to discuss with Qi Yan.

And Qi Yan has also fulfilled his duty as a "person and minister", and he has nothing but words to Nangong Dazhi, and even said a lot of heartfelt words.

Seeing that the two were engaged in chatting, the servant had already carried up sixteen palace lanterns, illuminating the entire court hall as if it were daytime.

The issue of Jinzhou had already been discussed, and the two talked about the people's livelihood, taxation, customs, officials, imperial examinations, and even the governance of the north and south of Luochuan. He raised all the issues that Nangong Da could think of, and Qi Yan Once again, she demonstrated her almost monstrous wit and skills, her words must be to the point, and her foothold is lofty.

Nangongda was so excited that the beard on his lips was trembling with excitement. If it wasn't for his inconvenient legs and feet, he might have rushed to Qi Yan a long time ago.

When Qi Yan wrote the last word, Nan Gongda couldn't help clapping his hands and sighed: "Brother-in-law is really a pillar of the country, and a genius of the world! In the past, the 'two yuan and one flower' deserved it, and I have seen it today!"

Qi Yan moistened her pale lips, although she received such high praise from the Prince Jian Guo, her face showed no joy at all, her eyes were deep and calm, and she replied indifferently: "Your Highness has a great reputation, and this subject is just talking on paper. Thank you Your Highness, you don't dislike it."

Nangongda nodded after hearing this, and looked Qi Yan up and down, becoming more and more satisfied with this brother-in-law.

Except for Nangong Rang and Sijiu, no one in the court knew that it was Nangong Jingnv who had been hiding behind the screen for the past four years. Although Nangongda also felt the alienation of his sister, he just thought that his daughter's parents had grown up and had more thoughts, so he didn't think deeply about it. .

Maybe Nangong Jingnv didn't realize it herself, but she unilaterally alienated Nangongda.

Although she often feels that she is estranged from her formerly close sister and brother, in the final analysis it is just that her positioning of herself has changed.

In the past, she was the only direct princess of the royal family, and she was born with dignity.There is no need to fight for anything, everything she wants will naturally become hers.

However, in the past four years, no matter how much Nangong Jingnv didn't want to think about it or accept it, she understood her father's intentions.

Does Nangong Jingnv, who is on the throne above tens of millions of people, really want it?Only she knows.

When a person's position on himself changes, his mentality will naturally change, and Nangongda will naturally change from a generous brother who was reliable in childhood to the biggest competitor in Nangong Jingnv's heart...

I don't know when Nangong Jingnv will understand that all the pain in between stems from the mismatch between desire and her own ability or position.

……

Nangong Jingnv, who was hiding behind the screen, slumped on a chair, dripping with sweat.

Nangong Da and Qi Yan's wonderful political discussion hit Nangong Jingnu's heart hard every single word.

For one thing, she has been working hard for a long time. In the past few years, she often reads at night without letting go of the book. She thought that now she should be able to "step on" the heartless people, but she was shocked to find that Qi Yan showed her the truth in the past. It's just a drop in the ocean, and after showing her true skills, she was thrown to nowhere.

Second, Nangong Jingnv couldn't help thinking about it, if she and Nangong Da changed their positions, whether she could raise such a deep question and cleverly catch Qi Yan's remarks.

The answer is obviously no.

Nangong Jingnv bit her lower lip tightly with her white teeth, a sense of frustration and anxiety welled up spontaneously.

Today, she finally understands what her father accidentally wrote: Father will work hard for a few more years...

Nangong Jingnv's eye sockets were a little wet, and the exhaustion accumulated in the past few days swept out, and her eyes turned black.

The servant reminded Nangongda that it was getting late, and the gate of the palace would be closed in another hour...

Nangongda was stunned, and looked at the sky outside the hall, feeling a soreness spreading from his waist, shoulders and neck.

Nangongda: "It's already this hour? Ben Gong..."

Qi Yan: "If that's the case, I will retire first."

Nangongda smiled and raised his hand: "Wait a minute, brother-in-law, it's all because of Ben Gong's forgetfulness, there is one who has been waiting for you for a long time, you must meet."

Qi Yan's heart skipped a beat, and she raised her head unconsciously to look at the screen, looking at the entire court hall, there was only one place where people could hide.

Nangong Jingnv raised her wide sleeves to wipe off the sweat on her forehead, exhaled lightly, got up and walked outside the screen.

Nangongda didn't get up because of his legs and feet, but turned sideways and looked aside with a smile.

A small window in the southwest corner of the main hall was open, and a gust of sultry wind blew in, and the candles of the twelve palace lanterns in the main hall shook accordingly.

Nangong Jingnv walked out gracefully from behind the screen with her hands clasped on her belly.

Qi Yan stood up, raised her head slightly, her gaze was fixed on Nangong Jingnv, she was still the same as she remembered after three years of not seeing her, but it seemed that she was a bit more feminine than before.

Her immature figure has become plump, and she is exquisitely set off by the well-tailored palace dress, and her facial features seem to be a little longer than three years ago, blooming like summer flowers in the best two decades.

The three sisters of the Nangong clan are all stunning, if Princess Qionghua is as passionate as fire, and Princess Zhuohua is as calm as water...

Her Majesty Zhen Zhen in front of me is more like a spring breeze blowing through the fragrance of flowers, refreshing and full of freedom and agility that the former two do not possess. Although the spring breeze does not hurt people, it also has the power to wither flowers, and it is more difficult than water and fire. Take control.

Nangong Jingnv stopped by the imperial case, and the moment she raised her eyes to look at Qi Yan, Nangong Jingnv felt a "thud" in her peaceful heart, and threw a stone into it.

Although the stone disappeared in an instant, it left behind layer after layer of ripples, layer upon layer, endlessly.

It didn't stop until it surged to every corner of the lake and hit the shore.

In the past three years, Nangong Jingnv intentionally or unintentionally refused to hear about Qi Yan. Apart from having to review the regular memorials presented by the other party, Nangong Jingnv never inquired about her.

When Qi Yan is about to enter Beijing, Nangong Jingnv will also imagine what Qi Yan will look like three years later, is she fatter or thinner?Will he grow a beard like other men?

Nangong Jingnv's expression was very calm, but her gaze never left that face for a moment.She was in a daze, as if these three years were just a big dream, and the person standing in front of her was still the former scholar boy.

He came to the Weiming Palace, knelt down in front of him respectfully, and said gently: "My servant, Jinzhou Qiyan, is ordered to marry Your Highness..."

He lifted his hijab and looked at himself with those amber eyes.

He held his hand holding the wine bottle, frowned slightly, looked at himself with helpless eyes, and said softly: "Your Highness, three glasses have passed."

And on that cold night, he foolishly waited on the secluded palace road until the sun set and the moon rose, but he still refused to leave. Then he stared at his misty eyes and called out searchingly: "Your Highness?"

Also, there is...

Scenes of the past poured out like water breaking a bank.

Many memories that Nangong Jingnv thought she had forgotten, suddenly became clear the moment she saw Qi Yan again, as if it were yesterday.

Taking a closer look at Qi Yan, it seems that she has also changed, but Nangong Jingnv can't tell exactly where.

It turns out that they have been married for so long, from the eighth year of Jingjia to the 14th year of Jingjia, a total of six springs and autumns.

Seeing that the two were just staring at each other like stone statues, Nangongda couldn't help but chuckled, secretly thinking that it was funny.

He raised his hand to call the servant over, and walked out from behind the screen with his crutches.

Qi Yan carefully observed the subtle changes in Nangong Jingnv's expression, felt the other party's moving face, and unexpectedly became a little nervous.

Qi Yan: "Your Highness."

With a call, Nangong Jingnv's thin tender heart was scattered, she nodded slightly, thinking of the one raised in the consort's mansion, and the little tail in Weiming Palace, her heart became cold again.

She walked down the steps step by step, came to Qi Yan, glanced at the amber eyes of the other party's anticipation, and said lightly: "Your son-in-law has worked hard all the way."

Qi Yan pursed her lips, seeing that Nan Gongda had left, she asked softly, "Is Your Highness well?"

Nangong Jingnu didn't answer, and instead said: "Princess Yanyang has been arguing to see you, come along with me."

Qi Yan lowered her eyes: "Yes."

Nangong Jingnv walked in front, Qi Yan followed behind, her long palace attire was spread out on the floor tiles like a fan, and also separated the distance between the two.

There are two lifelike luan birds embroidered on the back hem, which is very noble.

This is Qi Yan's first time to observe carefully, before that they have been walking side by side.

There is an ice tripod in the inner hall of the court hall, and when a gust of evening wind blows outside the main hall, it feels a bit stuffy.

It was getting dark, and two maidservants were walking beside Nangong Jingnv, one left and one right, holding lanterns. After a few steps, there was a muffled muffled noise—Qi Yan accidentally kicked a protruding floor tile and tripped. foot.

Nangong Jingnv stopped, remembering that Qi Yan "can't see at night", she clenched her beautiful fists and then loosened them, but took another step.

Only this time, she walked very slowly.

……

Back in Weiming Palace, Nangong Jingnv walked directly to Nuan Pavilion, and Chen Chuansi sang loudly: "His Royal Highness Zhenzhen, the son-in-law is here!"

Ganoderma lucidum and Grass jelly, who were doing needlework on the first floor, thought they heard it wrong, and they looked at each other and put down their work.

Ganoderma lucidum quickly walked out of Nuan Pavilion and knelt by the side, while Xiancao went up to the second floor and carried Qi Yuxiao down.

Ganoderma lucidum: "Slave servants, see Your Highness, see Prince Consort!"

Nangong Jingnu: "Stay flat."

Qi Yuxiao jumped down from Xiancao's arms, ran over quickly, grabbed Nangong Jingnv's wide sleeves, raised her head and smiled sweetly: "Mother~."

Qi Yan looked at the little girl who was not as tall as the table in front of her, and was a little dazed.

Nangong Jingnu let out a "hmm" and said, "Haven't you met your father yet?"

Qi Yuxiao turned her head, and after seeing Qi Yan, she hid behind Nangong Jingnv, tugged at the hem of her palace dress, and poked out half of her head timidly.

Qi Yan smiled at Xiao Yuxiao, the little guy put his head back with a "swish", and hid completely behind Nangong Jingnv, refusing to come out...