Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

A spring dream is not clear

Nangong Jingnv ordered coldly: "Open this thing."

The captain of the guard was very embarrassed: "But..."

Nangong Jingnv's phoenix eyes frowned: "You'd better weigh it up, whether you will die or not, and then 'but'!"

The captain of the bodyguard was at a loss for words immediately, got up from the ground and personally removed the shackles for Qi Yan.He bowed respectfully to Nangong Jingnv: "Your Highness, the villain is also following orders, I hope Your Highness will not make things difficult for the villain, our brothers also have seniors and juniors."

Nangong Jingnv raised her chin: "Half an hour."

The captain of the guard felt relieved: "Since that's the case, the villain will take the brothers to wait outside the mansion."

All the guards had left, and all the servants in the private house had left. Nangong Jingnv strode up to Qi Yan, took her hand and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I won't let you get into trouble." Without asking, I made a promise.

Qi Yan still lowered her head, her eyes were dry and dry, she moved her mouth and forced out a calm sentence: "Your Highness...why are you here?"

A rhetorical question that asked knowingly, the meaning of which is only clear to Qi Yan himself.

She won the bet again, but she didn't feel well.

Nangong Jingnu shook Qi Yan's hand with a smile, and said softly, "They're all gone, we're the only ones here." She thought Qi Yan was afraid that the wall would have ears, so she said this on purpose.

Qi Yan nodded, Nangong Jingnu pulled her back to the main hall, pushed Qi Yan to the main seat, and sat beside her, looking at Qi Yan's profile and deliberating: "From the official uniforms of those people Look, it should be the royal guards directly under the royal father... So, why did the royal father ask you to enter the palace? Do you know it?"

Qi Yan let out a "huh" and said nothing.

Nangong Jingnv waited patiently, and comforted: "I will accompany you into the palace in a while, and I will find a way for my father."

Qi Yan remained silent, she had thought of two sets of arguments about Xiaodie's identity, and had been deliberating over and over since the day the two sets of plans were finalized, and up to now no winner has been decided.

If she told Nangong Jingnv that Xiaodie was just an orphan she saved, that her "mother" died at her banquet, and that Xiaodie was an old friend from Jinzhou, Nangong Jingnv would definitely believe it.

This is the best answer, and it is easy to explain to both sides.

But the problem is that Xiaodie's situation doesn't allow it... With Nangongrang's personality, Xiaodie will definitely be summoned to ask for clarification. It was a catastrophe.

Besides, her situation was good and bad, and she had to fall asleep in her arms at night, which would be a crime of deceiving the king.

Another way of saying it is...

She simply admitted that Xiaodie is her concubine Ji, as long as Nangong Jingnv nods, she can settle it once and for all without any future troubles.

Both plans have elements of gambling. The former is betting that Nangong Rang will not get to the bottom of it, and the latter is betting on his own weight in Nangong Jingnv's heart.

That odds are greater, at a glance.

It's just...just.

Qi Yan's heart felt like a knife was being twisted, but she could no longer bear the pain of losing her sister.

She stood up, lifted the hem of her skirt and knelt in front of Nangong Jingnu.

Nangong Jingnu: "What are you doing?!"

Qi Yan knelt straight: "I'm going to die."

Nangong Jingnu: "You..." Could it be that Qi Yan has really done something that is selfish and perverting the law?

Qi Yan slammed her head on the ground and said in a low voice: "A few days ago... the minister raised a concubine Ji in this private house." At this moment, the two plans finally decided the winner.

Nangong Jingnu: "...you, what did you say?"

……

Nangong Jingnu: "Qi Yan, look at me."

Nangong Jingnv thought that there was something wrong with her ears, her eyes were anxious, and she wanted to get a definite answer.

Qi Yan raised her head slowly, but only stared at the patterns on Nangong Jing's palace gown: "I...have a Ji concubine."

Nangong Jingnv sat down on the chair, unable to speak for a while.

Her face gradually turned pale, her body trembled slightly, and there were too many emotions in her eyes, including astonishment, bewilderment, and sadness...

One hand was tightly clutching the armrest of the chair, with white fingertips, biting his lower lip, and his eyes were red.

She never thought that Qi Yan would do such a thing behind her back, let alone understand it.

I don’t know how long it has passed, Nangong Jingnv recalled a book she saw in the Hongwen Museum in her mind. The book said: If the concubine does not have the permission of the princess to privately raise concubine Ji, concubine Ji will be drowned, and the concubine’s court staff will be killed. ten…….

Nangong Jingnv's lips moved, and countless thoughts came to her lips, but she said weakly: "Why?"

Qi Yan's breathing was stagnant, and her eyes were red.

It was Nangong Jingnv who shed tears first. She sniffed and asked in a trembling voice, "Why? Is she... beautiful? Or is she talented?"

Qi Yan lowered her head, and said in a low voice: "It's not...it's just a mistake I made on impulse."

Nangong Jingnv gasped, closed her eyes and let the tears fall, she said after a long time, "A little gold and silver...to ensure that she has no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life, and find a reliable person to send her out of the capital overnight! You..." do you know?By law she would be drowned?Twenty court rods... How can your body bear it?

"Father, I will go and say it in person..."

Qi Yan's breathing was a little choked, she pretended she had no plans, but after hearing Nangong Jingnv's words of conceding, she still couldn't control her emotions.

On one side is the lost and recovered sister who can't take care of herself, and on the other side is the innocent daughter of the enemy.

There is no choice.

Qi Yan pressed her forehead to the cold ground, and her tears fell on the cold ground, forming water stains one after another.

"I can't do it."

Nangong Jingnv gritted her teeth secretly, and looked at Qi Yan disappointedly: "...Why?" She had already compromised so much that she even planned to deceive the king in order to keep her concubine Ji, why?Why?You refuse to retreat?

Qi Yan: "...she is four months pregnant, and she is my child."

……

It turns out that hearts can be broken.

It turns out that heartbreak has a voice.

What is the sound of heartbreak?

It was a sound of the sky falling, deafening and blinding.

"Your Highness!" Qi Yan didn't expect Nangong Jingnv to faint, she knelt on the ground and held Nangong Jingnv in her arms, feeling like a knife was twisting her heart.

"Your Highness! Wake up, don't scare me!"

Nangong Jingnv only fainted for a few breaths, slowly opened her eyes under Qi Yan's swaying, dazed for a moment, then suddenly pushed Qi Yan away: "Don't touch me!"

Qi Yan fell to the ground and froze when she heard Nangong Jingnv's words, she slowly got up and knelt down again: "Yes."

Nangong Jingnv supported the chair and stood up, staring at Qi Yan without speaking.

After a while, Nangong Jingnv sat back again, and asked with a sneer, "What do you plan to do with me?"

Qi Yan pursed her lips, exhaled lightly, and replied: "I am willing to bear all the consequences, but I hope His Highness can save that girl."

Nangong Jingnv was furious, "You" didn't say anything for a while.

But Qi Yan raised his head, looked into Nangong Jingnu's eyes, and said calmly: "Since I met His Highness, I have never asked His Highness for anything, in this life... only this one."

Nangong Jingnu's tears flowed again, and she leaned weakly on the back of the chair: "You, why?"

Qi Yan: "The plague in the first year almost wiped out the Qi family in Jinzhou. I am the only bloodline. Now she is pregnant with my flesh and blood... If only one person can be saved, I will..."

Nangong Jingnv was out of breath, and blurted out: "How do you know we can't..." She stopped abruptly after speaking, Qi Yan understood.

The fists hidden under the wide sleeves were clenched tightly, for a moment Qi Yan even thought impulsively: Tell Nangong Jingnv everything!Life or death depends on God's will, it's really tiring to live like this...

But her body reacted first: "Your Highness, do you still remember the appointment of a gentleman?"

Nangong Jingnv's eyes widened, she stared at Qi Yan without blinking, as if she didn't know her.

A tearful smile bloomed on his pale face: "So... are you waiting for me here?"

Qi Yan felt a "thump" in her heart, Nangong Jingnv had grown up.

At the age of 17, she is no longer the ignorant girl who was willing to fall into the urn. All these arrangements are so ingenious... Perhaps she has realized that he is using her.

Qi Yan bit the bullet and remained silent, she had finished what she had to say, and left the most difficult decision to Nangong Jingnv.

Nangong Jingnv stood up without looking sideways: "Take me to see her."

Qi Yan: "Your Highness...?"

Nangong Jingnu sneered: "What? You have children, are you afraid to see Bengong?"

Qi Yan: "She... took the medicine and fell asleep."

Nangong Jingnu: "Take me there!"

Qi Yan: "Yes."

……

Nangong Jingnv saw Xiaodie, Xiaodie who was sleeping soundly.

Qi Yan stood beside her with a slightly nervous expression, after all, she still underestimated Nangong Jingnv's demeanor of the Tian family's aristocrats.

Nangong Jingnv didn't do anything, she didn't even ask Xiaodie to get up to pay homage to her, she just stood by the bed and looked at it for a moment.

His eyes flicked across Xiaodie's dark, thin and not-so-beautiful face, and then across her belly, because she was covered with a brocade quilt and was too young to see anything at all.

Nangong Jingnv retreated silently without saying a word.She couldn't tell what kind of thoughts she was in, she insisted on taking a look at this woman.

Maybe... Maybe he wanted to know who defeated him.

Nangong Jingnv stopped in front of the door and did not look at Qi Yan: "Father, I will tell you about it. As for the result... I can't guarantee it. You should wait for the news in the mansion."

Qi Yan: "... Thank you, Your Highness."

Nangong Jingnv hooked the corners of her mouth, her mouth was a bit bitter.

"From now on... the agreement between you and me will not count."

"……Yes."

Nangong Jingnv looked at Baixue in the courtyard, and murmured: "Leaning on the pillar and thinking about it makes me feel melancholy, a spring dream is not clear."

Every word hit Qi Yan's heart heavily, and before Qi Yan could answer, Nangong Jingnv took a step forward: "Leave her and take care of her, there is no need to send her away."