The other side is unspeakable

Fuck, what the hell is going on?

Lei Ting sat in front of the square table in the tavern with a dark face, watching Fuyao opposite him took a big gulp from his wine glass, and then put the cigarette between his fingers back into his mouth.

"Huh? Why don't you drink? Didn't you agree to open up today and get drunk?" Fu Yao asked with a puzzled expression.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Lei Ting really couldn't stand the too quiet campus, so he dragged Fuyao along the street for a long walk, and finally found a shop that was still open.

Never expected that the squad leader, who has always acted rigorously and upright, could be so proficient in swallowing clouds, and he seemed to be able to drink quite well?

"You brat," Lei Ting finally teased after being shocked for a long time, "I can't see that you are really good at deceiving people."

"How can this be called cheating?" Fuyao calmly extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, "It's good for concentration. When it's time to be serious, you should be strict with yourself, and when it's time to relax, you should play with all your strength."

"Haha is right," Lei Ting held up his glass, "Come on, Squad Leader Fu, let's go."

After drinking for three rounds, both of them were deeply drunk.

Lei Ting knocked his wine glass on the table and said: "Actually, I am very dissatisfied with you. If I hadn't shown mercy, I should have made you docile."

"Do you usually brag and never make a draft?" Fuyao hit the nail on the head, "I'll talk about this kind of thing after I win the battle."

Lei Ting recalled that experience of complete failure in the toilet, feeling depressed in his heart, he leaned his head up and drank a cup.

"You are not bad in nature, why are you always aggressive and vicious?" Fuyao asked, "Do you know how the class talks about you?"

Lei Ting shrugged his shoulders and said it didn't matter: "I don't care what I like to talk about. Besides, why am I not bad? Man, you have to be a little bit bad to have courage."

Unexpectedly, Fu Yao couldn't help laughing: "You quickly pull it down. Just you, you can't make a name for yourself."

Lei Ting started blowing his beard and staring, Fuyao pretended not to see and continued, "But that's fine. No matter how many wrong things you do, at least your heart is still kind. For example, this time, you stayed with me on purpose, right? I'm worried that I'm alone, it's too lonely to spend New Year's Eve here."

When was this kid... Lei Ting frowned, feeling really bad to be exposed by a single word.

"Actually, I didn't...I didn't...you..." He tried desperately to deny it, but it was self-defeating.

"Thank you brother," Fuyao smiled and shook his glass at him, "I will repay you."

return?return what?Lei Ting was a little puzzled.

However, early the next morning, Lei Ting knew what Fuyao meant.

"What are you doing?!" Nested in the warm quilt, suddenly someone slapped ice water on his face, Lei Ting was so cold that he was completely sleepless, and got up angrily.

"Get up, it's time to calm down and start studying." Standing under the bed, Fu Yao raised her head and said to Lei Ting.There is still a small snowball just brought back from the outside in his hand.

"Is it snowing?" Lei Ting asked with his messy hair.

"Well, not too young."

"Then why are you still up, sleep." He plunged into the bed again.

"Student Lei Ting, if you don't want to see me stuff the snowball into your quilt, get up immediately and follow me to the library." He heard the warning from under the bed.

"Why are you doing this to me!" Lei Ting complained aggrievedly, "You played so well yesterday! Why do you look like a different person today!"

"I'm thanking you." Fuyao said seriously, "Isn't it the best way to repay you by helping you improve your grades?"

"My God, you are repaying kindness and revenge, do you know that?" Lei Ting wanted to cry but had no tears.

"I am now urging you to study as the class monitor, hurry up, or I will punish you physically."

A quarter of an hour later, Fuyao took Lei Ting, who was neatly dressed but loveless, into the snowy campus.

Although the two of them bickered non-stop along the way, and neither would let the other go, the prejudice that disliked each other earlier has subconsciously faded away.

Knowing that his mother was seriously ill and hospitalized in the second half of the semester, Lei Ting was caught off guard.

"How's it going? Are you feeling better?" Lei Ting returned to the dormitory, it was already late, Fu Yao hurriedly got up and asked.

Lei Ting shook his head listlessly: "It's cancer. Although it is considered benign, it needs to be removed by surgery, and it is not sure whether it will metastasize." He has not been able to sleep soundly, and Lei Ting's eyes have already bruised quite a bit. bags under the eyes.

"Does your mother know the truth?" Fu Yao asked, as expected Lei Ting shook his head.

"We dare not tell her." Lei Ting slumped on the chair with a lonely back.

There was no sound for a long time, Lei Ting turned his head to look, and Fuyao was no longer in the room.

I couldn't help laughing bitterly, the grief I endured was like a landslide, but no one could empathize with it.

"Let's have a meal." After an unknown amount of time, a fragrant lunch box suddenly appeared in front of him.

Lei Ting, who was hungry, raised his head, facing Fuyao's gentle smile, he was still breathing, and his chest was heaving.

It was late at night, many shops were closed, and I don't know how far Fuyao traveled to finally buy these.

"I know you're sad, but don't let yourself get overwhelmed by it." Fuyao helped him unpack the package and handed him the chopsticks, "Eat while it's hot."

Lei Ting nodded, took a few mouthfuls at random, and suddenly stopped with sobs.

"You are so kind to me." Saying so, she put her head in Fuyao's arms.

Fu Yao froze for a moment, subconsciously raised his hand, but couldn't find a place to put it.

"I am the squad leader, so I must take good care of everyone in the class. If you have difficulties, I will naturally help you." I don't want you to be as isolated and helpless as I was back then, supporting a dark life alone.Fu Yao thought in her heart, but didn't say it out loud.

"That's it?" Lei Ting asked unwillingly.

Fu Yao bit her lower lip reluctantly, and didn't make another sound.

"I'm very sad, give me a hug." After a while, Lei Ting said sullenly.

Fu Yao hesitated a little, but still put his hand behind Lei Ting's back and patted it lightly.

The night sky is quiet, and the moonlight has a soothing power.The light yellow new leaves stretch out from the treetops, unhurriedly, with a ring of annual rings.