Can't be chased

It's easy to misfire when the kiss is deep. Sheng Ming let go of An Fan and decided to stop in time, but An Fan hugged his neck tightly: "I haven't done it for a few days, don't you want to?"

Of course Sheng Ming wanted to, but he still remembered the harm he caused An Fan last time when he lost control.

Seeing that he didn't speak, An Fan leaned forward to his neck, then stretched out his tongue and kissed his Adam's apple, grinding it lightly with his teeth.

Sheng Ming couldn't help but took a breath, and pulled him away: "Where did you learn it?"

"Do you not like it?"

An Fan stared at him with dissatisfaction and slyness in his eyes.Looking at An Fan like this, Sheng Ming inexplicably came up with a word that he never thought could match An Fan, Jiaohan.

She's so cute, so dainty that it makes his heart ache.

An Fan was suddenly picked up by the waist, he grabbed Sheng Ming's shoulders, and in the next second his back leaned against the soft mattress.

Sheng Ming stepped forward: "I don't like it."

An Fan looked at him for a few seconds, then suddenly smiled and said, "You're lying."

Sheng Ming's face froze, and he kissed him fiercely: "It's against you."

An Fan smiled and avoided his kiss, but if he couldn't dodge, he simply let him go, hugging Sheng Ming obediently.

When Sheng Ming entered, An Fan's body trembled, and his arms were placed across his eyes to block the light and the expression in his eyes.

Sheng Ming thought he was in pain, so he didn't move after entering, and kept kissing him to get used to it.An Fan was dissatisfied with his thoughtfulness.He put down his hand and pulled Sheng Ming towards him, his voice was trembling, but it was covered up because of lust and pain.

"Hurry up... hurry up..."

This is the first time he took the initiative in love/things.In the past, although An Fan would not resist, he accepted everything Sheng Ming gave him, and sometimes it was obvious that he could get happiness from it, but even so, he never actively asked for it.He can't accept the specialness of his body, nor can he accept that this special body can make him happy.

Sheng Ming couldn't help it anymore, even if An Fan told him to stop now, he couldn't stop.

An Fan's consciousness was blurred for a moment. He looked at Sheng Ming's beautiful face above him, his lips were tightly pursed, and beads of sweat slid down and dripped onto An Fan's chest, merging with his own sweat.

An Fan's hand covered his lower abdomen, and he took it away suddenly as if he was frightened. Tears leaked from the corners of his eyes, and he called Sheng Ming's name in a low voice with a crying voice.

Sheng Ming lowered his head and kissed him, licking/licking away the tears little by little, but the movements under his body did not slow down at all, fierce and full of possessiveness.

"Tiger Tiger."

An Fan didn't understand what he said at first, his eyes were watery, and he was at a loss, until Sheng Ming blew his breath into his ear and shouted again before he realized it.

His face turned red immediately, he turned his head to avoid Sheng Ming's kiss, and said with difficulty: "No, no, call like that."

Sheng Ming laughed softly, extremely sexy in the wet/greasy and ambiguous atmosphere, his movements slowed down and became extremely gentle: "Then is it okay to call Fanfan?"

An Fan felt that his whole body was on fire. This gentle torture was not as fierce and violent as before, but it was continuous like a tide, burning his nerves continuously, causing his voice to become sticky: "Uh...follow...follow you... ..."

"Fanfan...Fanfan..."

Sheng Ming's voice was like an intoxicated wind, blowing past his ears, bringing a numbness, and making him addicted to this numbness, wanting to sleep peacefully here for a long time.

When he was about to be released at the end, An Fan's hand on the side gripped the sheet tightly, his body was as stiff as a fish frozen into ice in the cold winter snow, but Sheng Ming suddenly pulled it out.

An Fan's breath slowly dissipated, his chest heaved violently, after a while, he squeezed his palms and opened his eyes.

Sheng Ming roughly wiped their bodies, then got out of bed and went to the bathroom.An Fan listened to the sound of water running in the bathroom, and stared blankly at a point in the void, as if he hadn't come out of the huge stimulation just now.

Sheng Ming came out of the bathroom and hugged him: "What's wrong?"

An Fan shook his head, closed his eyes and put his arms around Sheng Ming's neck, allowing him to hug him up.

After Sheng Ming put him in the bathtub and cleaned him carefully, An Fan said, "Don't you want a child? Why..."

Sheng Ming was spraying shampoo on his head. He had never done such a thing before. He was afraid that the foam would get into Anfan's eyes. He moved very carefully, supported Anfan's head and leaned back, and replied casually: "You are so anxious What are you doing, when your health is not well maintained, the child will not be well either."

An Fan didn't speak again until he was wiped dry and carried him back to the bed.The sheets and quilts were all changed by Sheng Ming, and An Fan just washed them two days ago, and there were still washing powder and the fragrance of the sun on them.

Sheng Ming went back to the bathroom, and the room became quiet. The warm yellow light shrouded the quilt, making it look very warm.An Fan turned sideways and buried his head in the quilt.

The previous Sheng Ming would not do these things, he would not change the sheets and quilts, he would not carry him to wash afterward, he would not call him Huhu, he would not kiss him so tenderly.

"You should be glad that you can still have children. I've been tired of you for a long time."

This sentence suddenly popped into my mind, and everything was explained.

An Fan put his hand on his lower abdomen again, here, there will be a child after that, just like many years ago, but that child was strangled by his own hands before it was formed, and the next one will grow up and live longer than it , happier than it.No, happiness? Is it happiness to be alive?

And An Fan himself will truly become a monster worthy of the name, even on the outside.

But that's okay.Anfan took his hand off.He hadn't been seen by anyone.

He only had Sheng Ming, and he only wanted Sheng Ming.

A few days later, Dr. Wu officially handed over all the work to the new doctor Song Li.An Fan was a little surprised when he saw him for the first time.He didn't expect Sheng Ming to find such a young doctor, about the same age as Sheng Ming, who looked like 26 seven.

Unlike Dr. Wu, Song Li's temper didn't seem very good, he had a cold face, and he didn't make any greetings after introducing himself after meeting, but his subordinates were always serious and professional in their actions.

Sheng Ming stayed with him all morning, but he dispelled his previous doubts.When he saw Song Li's information, he immediately wanted to reject it. He was too young for Sheng Ming to believe, but Dr. Wu strongly recommended it, and in the end he showed his trump card.

"Song Li had done operations on intersex people before, and the mother and child were safe. This kind of experience is not available to other doctors."

Sheng Ming finally decided to give it a try first, so he accompanied him throughout the inspection for the first time, and found that Song Li was indeed professional enough. attitude.

Song Li had no sense of being an employer or an employee at all, and he didn't have a good look at Sheng Ming.

An Fan didn't care about his attitude, he was still neither arrogant nor impetuous, and he was very cooperative in answering questions. After some inspection, Song Li gradually softened towards him.

He turned to Sheng Ming: "I want to talk to Mr. An alone." The intention of asking Sheng Ming to go out was obvious.

Sheng Ming received this request for the first time, so he naturally refused: "I have the right to know everything about Anfan."

Song Li broke the polite alienation he had maintained before, and said with a sneer, "Is he your pet? You are in control, and he doesn't even have any space for himself?"

Sheng Ming was really annoyed, but An Fan suddenly grabbed his hand, his lips turned pale: "Sheng Ming."

Sheng Ming suddenly couldn't bear it anymore.

After Sheng Ming slammed the door and went out, there were only two people left in the room.Song Li cut to the chase: "Have you had a miscarriage before?"

An Fan was taken aback by his directness, and nodded.

"Your previous miscarriage was too sloppy, and it caused a lot of damage to the body."

An Fan pursed his lips: "Is there no other way?"

"Okay, just not suitable."

"That's enough."

Song Li was a little surprised, he didn't expect An Fan to answer like this.

"Doctor Song, Sheng Ming knows about the miscarriage, you don't have to hide it from him. But," An Fan smiled, and scratched his hair in embarrassment, "Can you not tell him what happened just now?"

Song Li lowered his head to pack his equipment, not knowing why his actions were a little impatient, and his tone was also very bad: "Why?"

An Fan didn't get angry: "As you said before, I don't have any right to myself in many matters. Just this matter, I wonder if I can make decisions for myself?"

Song Li didn't raise his eyes: "Mr. Sheng is my employer."

Anfan was speechless.

Song Li didn't pay attention to him anymore, after a while he seemed to suddenly think of something, his eyes lingered on An Fan's face, his lips moved, but he gave up.

Song Li walked towards the door, and when he put his hand on the doorknob and was about to open the door, he paused: "If you really decide this way, I can only promise you one thing. If Mr. Sheng doesn't ask, I won't do it." Take the initiative to tell him, but if he asks, I don't have any reservations."

Anfan smiled: "Thank you."

Song Li snorted coldly, twisted the doorknob and went out.

Afterwards, Sheng Ming was still paying attention every time, as if he was not very anxious about having a child, and An Fan would not mention such things, and the relationship between the two entered a stable period instead.

In the past, either Sheng Ming was too irritable and cold, or An Fan was too timid and cowardly, resulting in occasional peace and quiet between the two of them, but it never lasted long.

Now Sheng Ming seems to have benefited from that bit of frankness and care he gave, Blind Mao Luankang finally hit the road, learning a little bit of love, while An Fan oozes indulgence and presumptuousness from his habitually humble skin Come on, occasionally start acting like a baby, and express your dissatisfaction, and finally look like a living person with joys, sorrows and sorrows.

Sheng Ming has a bad temper. He never knew what it means to follow people, and the most annoying thing is that people don't follow him. He often gets annoyed by Anfan when he disagrees with him, and he can't hold it back. Weirdly tasted the sweetness from this small conflict, so that in the end, the dissatisfaction was more like pretending to be waiting for An Fan to do a little low-key to coax.

From the fear at the beginning, An Fan gradually developed a little stability, as if they could go on like this.