Can't be chased

Worries and fears have gradually settled down, the love for many years has responded, everything has become clear, and life is gradually moving towards a beautiful track that the two of them could never have imagined.

As the months got older, An Fan's pregnancy reactions finally calmed down, and various symptoms such as insomnia, anxiety, and nausea eased, but Sheng Ming never let go of the string in his heart. It doesn't look difficult for the two of you to fall together.

The baby room for the baby in the room was ready, and the reading at night turned into two people digging through the dictionary to find the name.

Although Sheng Ming started a company outside and did not rely on the support of his family, he was still the eldest grandson of the family after all, and the rules on the surface had to be passed, so he had to go back for the New Year's banquet.

An Fan was seven months pregnant. During this time, his belly grew so fast that no matter how thick clothes he wore, he couldn't hide it. After standing for a while, his waist became sore and his legs were swollen.

Sheng Ming wanted to change to a place in the suburbs, so that there would be few people outside, and he could take Anfan out without being afraid of being seen. Anfan knew that he was taking care of his own thoughts, but he didn't want to cause trouble. Afterwards, I will go downstairs for a walk, but I must be accompanied by Sheng Ming.

But as the weather got colder and colder, Sheng Ming was afraid that he would be blown by the cold wind, so he didn't take people downstairs very often these days, and did some indoor exercises in the house.

Sheng Ming cooked for An Fan first, and he ate it obediently. An Fan's complexion is good recently, and there is some flesh on his cheeks. Sheng Ming sat by the side and looked at him while he was eating. It looks very soft under the cover.

Before going out, Sheng Ming told him again: "It's too cold outside, don't go downstairs by yourself, if you want to go out, let's go down again when I come back."

An Fan laughed at him and nagged that he was not a person who likes to run away. Both of them knew that the possibility Sheng Ming mentioned basically did not exist, but even if it was a [-]% possibility, Sheng Ming had to repeatedly kill it in the cradle.

Sheng Ming looked at the person in front of him, obviously he just went out to eat for a few hours and then came back, but he couldn't bear to part with him, hugged him and kissed him so sticky.

In the end, it was Anfan who couldn't procrastinate and urged him because of the time, so he let go, and told the precautions again, why don't you take a shower when he comes back, put the water glass by the bed, be careful when you walk, what's the matter? Wan called.

An Fan smiled and responded one by one: "I can just sleep on the bed, right?"

Only then was Sheng Ming satisfied, he stuffed him into the bed, rubbed his lips against his, and kissed his belly: "Baby, daddy is gone, don't mess with mommy."

When Sheng Ming walked out and was about to close the bedroom door, An Fan who had laughed at him before suddenly yelled.

Sheng Ming reopened the door a little: "What's wrong?"

"come back earlier."

After An Fan finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed, and felt that he was a bit hypocritical, but during this time, the two of them were stuck together almost all the time, and Sheng Ming just chattered about how long they were going to be apart, which made him feel a little bit reluctant.

Sheng Ming smiled, and An Fan's heart also settled down: "Yes, I see."

It gets dark very early in winter, the lights outside are already brightly lit, and there are many red lanterns hung in the community, occasionally there is the sound of firecrackers, An Fan leans on the bedside, looking at the lively night outside, although there is only one person, but he is not alone. I don't feel lonely, and I feel a little peace and quiet in my heart.

Sheng Ming was really terrified, he couldn't see anyone for almost a second, even when he left, Song Li would come over to look at him occasionally, this time he planned to do so, but was stopped by Anfan.After all, it was the New Year's Eve reunion night, An Fan always felt bad for asking others to accompany him.

Moreover, he actually felt that Sheng Ming was too nervous towards him, but because of his "clear crimes" before, An Fan has always been very conniving with Sheng Ming's desire to control and obeyed his excessive desire to protect .

He drank the cold water on the bedside, and now he didn't feel sleepy, so he touched the dictionary beside the bed to look through it.As the month got older, Sheng Ming began to think about naming the child, but he couldn't decide on it over and over again. There are too many beautiful words in this world, and they can't be packed into two or three words, and they can't be enough.

The mobile phone in hand trembled, and it was a message from Sheng Ming: "What are you doing?"

Anfan couldn't help laughing, and replied seriously: "I'm reading a dictionary, eat well, don't be distracted by looking at your phone all the time."

Less than half a minute later, Sheng Ming came back with an ellipsis, followed by an aggrieved expression.An Fan saw that a person laughed out loud in the silent room.

He remembered a word he had just seen some time ago - Mensao.Sheng Ming simply belongs to the type that is not sloppy, but slapstick is amazing, and the more he can let go, the cuter he will be.

An Fan searched for a long time in the emoticons that came with the input method, and wanted to send a head-touching emoji, when suddenly there was a knock on the door.

An Fan frowned, put down his phone, and listened for a while.Except for Song Li and Jiang Tang, basically no outsiders had been to the house. He wondered if someone had knocked on the wrong door, but the sound continued continuously.

An Fan got out of bed and went to the entrance. He kept an eye out, first looked out through the peephole on the door, and after one glance, he was completely stunned.

The person outside is Qin Side.

Since being sold to Mao Ye by Qin Side, An Fan has never seen Qin Side again.Sheng Ming said that he helped Qin Side pay off his gambling debts, but An Fan only responded lightly.He is not a magnanimous person, after going through those things, he only has gritted hatred for Qin Side, and he doesn't care about his life or death, and he doesn't know his life or death.

It's just that three years have passed, he has been away from those pasts for a long time, and his hatred has also calmed down.He wanted to leave the past behind and start a new life, but when the past actively appeared in front of him, he found that some fears were engraved in his bones and could not be forgotten.

An Fan's heart beat violently, and his stomach ached a little from being involved. He stretched out his hand to hold on to the wall next to him to maintain his balance.

Qin Side outside the door seemed to feel something, the knock on the door stopped and became his voice.

"Anfan, I know you're here. Uncle used to be a jerk, I'm sorry, uncle knew it was wrong, and he has changed it."

"I regret what I did to you, and I'm also sorry for An He and your mother."

His voice was low and vague, and it was not very clear through the thick door panel. It was full of shame, and it was already choked with sobs in the end.

An Fan looked out again, and met a pair of painful eyes, and there was genuine regret in them.But what's the use?Qin Side said the same thing when he sold him back then, and his tears at that time were not necessarily fake, didn't he just let those people take him away?

He took a deep breath, left the voice outside the door behind, and walked slowly towards the bedroom, Qin Side's next sentence suddenly stopped him.

"I just came here today to hand over some things that An He left behind to you."

An Fan's fingers ruthlessly scratched at the wall, his nails were squeezed out white.An He, this name has been away from him for too long, and no one has been able to talk to him about An He for many years.After all, he and Qin Side have a special connection that cannot be replaced by others, which is the common memory of his relatives.

"I'm going to leave here tomorrow, and I've found a job in City S..."

Qin Side was still going on, but An Fan endured the pain in his heart, but he still couldn't hold back and asked, "What is it?"

Qin Side didn't seem to expect that he would answer, his expression was pleased, and then pressed back, becoming cautious.He raised a small box in his hand, and put it close to the cat's eye so that Anfan could see it clearly: "It's some little things from your parents. I forgot to give them to you before. I'm leaving now..."

"You put it at the door, I'll take it myself."

Qin Side's face froze: "Fanfan, I know you are still angry with me, but I promised Anhe that I would hand it over to you personally, and I also want to meet you, to see what you have done Are you doing well..."

In the end, his voice was filled with unconcealable sadness, as if he was the same Uncle Qin who let him ride a horse on his back more than ten years ago.Some fragments jumped out of the already blurred memory, making An Fan frowned.

At that time, Anhe was living in a very chaotic life, and he didn't pay much attention to him. Qin Sidee sent him to school for the first time. He was only four years old at that time, and he entered kindergarten for the first time. Holding Qin Side until his face turned red from crying, he refused to let go, so Qin Side stayed with him all morning and built a tall toy house.

He was in the first grade at the age of seven, and Qin Side went to hold a parent-teacher meeting for him. That year he got the most little red flowers and was specially praised by the teacher.On the way back, Qin Side held his hand, and happened to pass by a seller of hydrogen balloons, who bought him a puppy and tied it to his schoolbag. He hugged Anfan and said, don't let the balloon take Fanfan Take away.

The baby in his stomach felt his emotions and turned over, which brought An Fan back to his senses.

"I don't want to see you, just put your things down."

Qin Side's tears flowed down, and his voice was hoarse with the vicissitudes of the years: "Believe it or not, I really regret it. If you insist on seeing me, I can't give you the things of Anhe. I have failed to live up to one of his promises, and I can no longer live up to this."

After he finished speaking, he really turned around and left, An Fan was a little anxious, he didn't have a single thing that belonged to An He, and even the small schoolbag that An He packed for him back then couldn't be found after many times of moving.

"and many more."

An Fan bit his lip and opened the door, Qin Side turned his head, the people inside and outside the door met again after hundreds of days and nights, the past jingled.