I'm wearing it again

Yu Xing is young, but Yu Xing's experience can be said to be quite rich, he even died twice, so he never felt weak, but when Kang Jing called his name, tears suddenly fell down.

Without turning back immediately, when Yu Xing wiped away the tears and tried to adjust his expression, Kang Jing entered the room.She stood beside Yu Xing, and her voice trembled when she called his name again.

"I'm sorry... Mom didn't recognize you at the first time." Kang Jing held Yu Xing's hand, and the temperature of her palm made Yu Xing's body stiff.

Reluctant to open his mouth to deny his identity, Yu Xing wiped away his tears, suppressed his emotions, opened the medical kit, found the medicine and gauze, and helped Kang Jing bandage her finger wound without saying a word.

"Yu Xing?" Relying on Yu Xing's actions obediently, Kang Jing never left his face. She was waiting for his answer, but he didn't speak again.

After a while, Kang Jing started talking to herself: "Ah... By the way, Mom ate up all the food you sent to the hospital... My son... really knows Mom very well, it's what Mom likes to eat..."

"What's the matter? Why...don't talk?"

The wound on her hand was already wrapped, Kang Jing raised her head and asked Yu Xing tentatively when she couldn't get a response: "Are you still angry with your mother?"

Wanting to deny it and shaking her head, Yu Xing accidentally met Kang Jing's eyes, and she said, "Mom apologizes to you, can you forgive me?"

The psychological defense line finally collapsed, how could he be willing to lie to her again?

For a moment, Yu Xing couldn't care about anything else, "It's true that I am Yu Xing, but I... I am not your son, never have been."

"...?"

"I don't belong here, nor do I belong to this family. I'm... I passed through, eight years ago..."

"Actually... you only have one child, Yu Lin. The memory of 'Yu Xing' was fake from the beginning."

"This……"

"You don't remember what 'Yu Xing' looked like when you were a child, do you?" Yu Xing fisted his fingers and forced himself to continue: "So...he doesn't exist at all, and all memories are imposed by others. 'Yu Xing' he only exists This world lived for three years."

Seeing the daze on Kang Jing's face slowly dissipate, replaced by something complicated that he couldn't understand, Yu Xing seemed to be punishing himself, "So... the one who should say sorry is me, not your son at all, but who took up Thank you for your concern and..."

"What nonsense?"

Suddenly interrupting Yu Xing's words, Kang Jing turned cold. Just when Yu Xing wanted to prove that he was a "traveler", Kang Jing spoke again, but her voice was mixed with tears: "Why are you not mother's son?"

"Mom never believed in ghosts and gods, but now you believe everything you say!" Kang Jing said, her eyes turned red, and tears finally fell in front of the child: "So what if the past is not real? What's wrong with time travel...? Even if there is only For three years, you are also my child, and you have admitted that you are Yu Xing, how can you say that you are not mother's son?"

Having never seen Kang Jing cry before, Yu Xing was suffocated for breathing and felt as uncomfortable as a needle in his heart. He stretched out his hand to wrap Kang Jing's shoulder and hugged her gently.After a long time, I heard myself say in a hoarse voice: "Mom... I'm afraid you don't want me..."

"Silly boy……"

Yu Xing hadn't heard Kang Jing say "Mom" for a long time, and she started crying and laughing.Yu's mother opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but finally turned into a sob, and lowered her eyes into Yu Xing's arms.

Yes, Yu Xing is indeed stupid, so stupid that he doubts a mother's love for her child.

In my impression, Kang Jing has never shown weakness, Yu's mother is tenacious and tenacious, supporting the whole family by herself, but now, the body in Yu Xing's arms is shaking non-stop.

"Mom..." The mother's body temperature and smell are reassuring, and Yu Xing deepened the hug while following Kang Jing's back, holding her even tighter.

This reunion was too late, but fortunately it was not too late.

Mother didn't hold back her tears anymore, Yu Xing's eyes were wet and the corners of his mouth were raised, he was more at ease than ever before.

……

Yu Xing returned home, so there was no reason to ask Kang Jing to work again, not to mention that her hand was injured and she couldn't get wet.

Mother Yu leaned against the refrigerator in the kitchen, smiling and watching her eldest son cook in a hurry. All this beauty was unreal, so she stared at Yu Xing closely, and from time to time, she raised a few comments and waited for the other party's response to confirm her Not dreaming.

The mother's gaze was too strong, and she asked more and more frequently, Yu Xing could only pause the movements of his hands, and gently hugged Kang Jing again to reassure her.

Knows how to cook, but the number of times he does it is really not much, and he is cautious every time he starts. Yu Xing cooks in front of Kang Jing, just like a food preparer in front of the head chef, extremely nervous.But compared to picky chefs, mothers with considerable cooking skills will not criticize their children for lack of taste.

The mother and son enjoyed the meal, and Yu Xing also explained to Kang Jing the ins and outs of his "time travel".

Of course, he skipped a lot of things that would worry Kang Jing. Compared with the experience after re-clothing, it is more about the story of eight years ago.

Without further ado, dinner was eaten until 09:30.When Yu Xing was cleaning the dishes in the kitchen alone, Kang Jing entered the bedroom where he used to live, took off the quilt, and remade the bed for her son.

The house has been unoccupied for too long.Even if Kang Jing cleans frequently, she still ignores the sheets and bedding under the quilt.So when Yu Xing finished washing the dishes and returned to the bedroom after a long absence, the bed had already been replaced with a new sheet and a seasonal thin blanket.

"Mom." Yu's mother sat on the side of the bed, frowning lightly. She just hung up the phone when Yu Xing entered the room with water, "What's wrong, Mom?"

"It's nothing." Seeing Yu Xing entering the room, Kang Jing smiled, and couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes, "I just called Yu Lin and asked him to go home when he has time. It's such a good thing that you come home... I Almost, almost forgot to tell him."

"But... Isn't Yu Lin in school?" Yu Xing was taken aback. Although he told his mother that he didn't intend to hide it from his younger brother, it was too straightforward to call Yu Lin home for him, and he was washing in the kitchen just now. Wan, I didn't hear how Mother Yu explained it to Yu Lin.

"It's okay, he has already started his internship." Kang Jing took a sip of Yu Xing's water, "Besides, what is more important than his brother?"

Yu Xing pursed her lips, and was immediately pulled to the side by Kang Jing to sit down, "You must be exhausted after flying back from city A today, mom found you pajamas that you didn't have time to wear before, take a shower before going to sleep, Relief from fatigue."

"kindness."

"Also..." Kang Jing paused, then suppressed the smile on her face, "That child Gong Ran..."

It was a little difficult for Kang Jing to say the rest. She took a deep breath and pulled out another set of the same style as Yu Xingxin's pajamas from nowhere: "When you had an accident eight years ago, it was just in time to release During the summer vacation, I also bought two sets of pajamas for you and Gong Ran. Actually... If it hadn’t happened, I would have liked that child quite a bit.

"I didn't know about you at the time... You are different from us. I only know that my son is gone. If I say no, I will be gone. If it weren't for Yu Lin, I don't think I could have survived."

"So, I blame him."

"The kid explained it, but even if he knew he didn't do it on purpose, he couldn't complain, and... said something unpleasant to him." Kang Jing looked at Yu Xing, "It's been eight years...he was raped by me. He complained for eight years and came to see me every year, but I never let him in."

"Thinking about it now, after so many years, that child is the most wronged. I am sorry for him." Kang Jing continued: "After that, everyone can see that Gong Ran's child likes you very much."

"Mom..." Gong Ran "confessed" a long time ago, but the words came out of the mouth of the elders, which made people blush.Seeing Kang Jing's eyes full of self-blame, Yu Xing explained: "I understand what you mean, I have seen him a long time ago, in fact... I have been with him all this month since I came back."

Yu Xing didn't tell Kang Jing about the rich experience after retraveling. She only knew that she had acquired a new "identity" and lived in City A all the time.

Yu Xing also had a hard time talking about his relationship with Gong Ran. He was embarrassed about how to explain it to his mother, so Kang Jing sighed, "Yu Xing, that matter... since you can't help leaving, don't make too much noise." You don’t have to worry about other people’s burdens, you don’t have to think about others all the time, you just...just be happy. Life is too short, and it’s a waste of life if you’re not happy, so Mom wants you to remember that no matter what decision you make, your family support, understand?"

"……clear."

Yu Xing nodded, it was getting late, Kang Jing didn't stay any longer, and left after asking him a few words.

He understood what his mother said, but there were too many things that Yu Xing himself didn't understand.

Feng Peng, Qi Shao, and even colleagues from the company, now including his mother, everyone around Yu Xing said that Gong Ran liked him, and gradually, Yu Xing himself could feel it.For the "senior Yu" and "junior Gong" in the past, there has always been a youthful nostalgia and resentment for what he couldn't ask for, and for the current "Secretary Yu" and "President Gong" have always treated him quietly and differently.

It seems that no matter how much he likes it, even if he regards it as his life, Gong Ran's way of expressing love will not be strong. His feelings are too pure and loyal, and it is easy to be ignored. However, Gong Ran is not good at expressing, and he has ten thousand words in his heart , The kind that can only be said in two and a half sentences.

Therefore, if it wasn't for the "accident" that Yu Xing was destined to have, I'm afraid he would be kept in the dark for the rest of his life.It was also because of that accident that Gong Ran's liking only brought trouble to Yu Xing.

Yu Xing really longs to be needed, to establish an irreplaceable emotional bond with others, and to no longer be alone, but...

Putting away the pajamas that Mother Yu was going to give Gong Ran eight years ago, Yu Xing took a deep breath and shook off the messy thoughts. It's not certain whether he will come back or not, why not... let's talk about it at that time.

It's always a plan before taking action, but now, Yu Xing also wants to take one step at a time.

In the end, the joy of being able to go home and being accepted by Kang Jing surpassed everything else. Yu Xing fell asleep quickly after taking a shower, and woke up early the next day amidst the long-lost aroma of vegetables.

Yu Xing never planned to make the mythical story of "time travel" public to the world. About the rebirth, Yu Xing only planned to tell him that people who cared about him knew about it, so Yu Xing didn't go out for a stroll.After Kang Jing went to work, he cleaned up the dining table and returned to the bedroom. Being bored, he began to rummage through the things in the cabinet full of memories to pass the time, but after a while, the mobile phone he put in the living room to charge rang.

Yu's mother had just left, and Yu Xing couldn't think of anyone else who would call him, after all, his mobile phone was a work-only number.

After getting up and leaving the bedroom, Yu Xing just walked to the sofa when the doorbell rang again.

The phone screen showed that it was Assistant Du, who was Gong Ran's personal attendant when he returned to City D. Yu Xing not only knew him, but was quite familiar with him, but who was outside the door...he didn't know.

Yu Xing was more worried about who was outside the door. It would be bad if it was a distant relative or an acquaintance of his mother who knew about his death. He hasn't changed his pajamas yet.

Frowning, he approached the door, but before Yu Xing opened the peephole and opened it, he heard the sound of finding a key to insert the door.The situation suddenly froze and his mind froze. Before he could react, the door opened for a long time two seconds later.

Yu Lin received a call from Kang Jing last night and rushed back overnight. He also blamed Kang Jing for not explaining clearly in a few words on the phone. Afraid of the stimulation, she could only follow suit, and returned home as quickly as possible.

But who would have expected that what he saw when he opened the door was not his mother who "suffered from delusional disorder", but...?

Yu Lin maintained the posture of opening the door, stopped at the door and looked at Yu Xing inside for a while, then took two steps back in confusion, looked at the house number, re-checked the home address, and rubbed the door after confirming that he had entered the wrong door. With red eyes all night, he closed the door and reopened it in front of Yu Xing.

Yu Xing: ...

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