I'm wearing it again

With the blessing of the Journeying Woman System, Yu Xing could hear very clearly, but it was difficult for him to speak out due to the effect of the medicine.

As soon as he opened his eyes, his eyes collided with Qi Shao. The other party was surprised that he was still conscious after the effect of the medicine, but did not tell Gong Ran about this discovery.

Gong Ran didn't want to think, let alone stay longer, he took Yu Xing out of the private room, and found someone else to open a comfortable suite.

Gong Ran also drank similar medicine by mistake before, so he knew how to alleviate the effect of the medicine.

It's just that the person in his arms doesn't have any strength now, and he doesn't want to hand it over to others, so Gong Ran can only do it himself.

He put Yu Xing on the bed and started to take off his clothes. Although Yu Xing was conscious, he didn't have the strength to push Gong Ran away.Fortunately, the other party didn't take advantage of him, but used his hands to relieve the effect of the medicine.

The medicine Qi Shao used was not very effective, but he used two packs. Gong Ran relieved Yu Xing three times, but finally there was nothing left, and his symptoms of dryness and heat all over his body were relieved.

Looking at Yu Xing's flushed face after the incident, Gong Ran was in a complicated mood.

If he didn't come, or left because he hesitated the moment he opened the door, it was obvious what would happen to Yu Xing tonight.

Simply tidy up the messy room, Gong Ran put hot water in the bathtub, he took off Yu Xing's dirty clothes, put them in a bathtub with a suitable temperature and put them away, and then called the room service, and asked them to replace the room with a new mattress .

The waiter moved quickly and cleaned up everything in 3 minutes, but just as they left, Gong Ran heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

He ran back to the bathroom with a look of worry in his eyes, and sure enough, he saw the person inside struggling and slipped into the bathtub, but he couldn't get up because he couldn't control his body.

Gong Ran quickly fished him out of the water, but luckily he still choked on the water.

"Are you OK?"

Yu Xing's hair was wet, Gong Ran used his palms to comfort the back of his neck over and over again, but found that the man was trembling slightly while coughing, as if he was still in fear, so he comforted him: "Don't worry, it's okay Yes, I..."

Snapped--

Yu Xing slapped with all his strength, which slapped the hero's face very loudly.

This was the first time he hit Gong Ran with his hands.

But even so, he struck very lightly, exhausted all his strength very lightly, and knocked the handsome protagonist's face to one side.

His face was burning with pain, Gong Ran's eyes were blank, he didn't expect that he would be treated this way, he turned around in surprise, and just as he was about to explode, he met Yu Xing's red eyes with tears.

Yu Xing didn't cry because he was choked by the water, but he is very uncomfortable now.

His consciousness was always clear, so he couldn't hear the conversation between Gong Ran and Qi Shao clearly.

This scene made Gong Ran's heart inexplicably painful, he took a deep breath: "You..."

Snapped--

Before he finished speaking, Yu Xing slapped him again. The sound rang in the bathroom, and the unique environment made it linger for quite a long time.

"...What about me? Do you want me to say thank you?" Yu Xing's voice was hoarse, and it was a bit difficult to speak, "I see that you seem to be looking forward to me saying 'thank you' to you."

"Want to hear something like 'Thank you for coming in time to save me'."

Yu Xing looked at the man in front of him, and suddenly became suspicious. He began to doubt the meaning of the "wish" he made to wear back.Is this person really worth giving up everything to come back?Or... is this person really worth leaving everything he cares about?

He suddenly felt that Gong Ran was very strange, except for his appearance, he couldn't find any shadow of the boy he was familiar with.

Yu Xing clenched his hands, these two slaps made his palms numb, and Gong Ran's face was not much better, both sides were swollen.

He originally thought that Gong Ran would yell at him, or treat him in the way a "scumbag" should, but he seemed to be dazzled by the sudden two slaps, and he squatted by the bathtub and did not move again.

After a long time, Yu Xing finally recovered his voice. He asked Gong Ran the reason, and the latter suddenly didn't know where to start. His voice was hoarse. After being slapped twice, he lost his confidence: "...the second day of my business trip , you went to the hospital, right?"

"You went to the hospital and met his family." After explaining the reason, Gong Ran became confident again: "Why did you go to see his family? What is your purpose? And two days before you appeared in my office, you went to Where is it?"

He went home and went to Kang Jing's house.

So Gong Ran found someone to follow him?

It turns out... the reason why he was in danger was so ridiculous.

"I asked you, who are you and why did you appear by my side? If you don't tell me, of course... I won't believe you if you tell me. I only believe what I found out, but I can't find anything from you. , I don't know your identity, everything about you, you just appeared beside me so inexplicably, shouldn't I be on guard?"

"And... I have already lost him, and I will never let his family have any mistakes!"

Gong Ran stared at Yu Xing, if he ignored his swollen face, the eyes would still be scary enough.

This motive seems to make sense, but Yu Xing smiled, "Who am I and why did I appear, did I really not tell you?"

Yu Xing clenched his fists because of the embarrassing ban, "I've told you everything you asked...to you... how can I tell a lie from the beginning to the end? Just because you don't take it seriously and don't want to believe it doesn't mean I lied to you." But you, do you have evidence? Where do you come from so righteous and self-righteous? Why do you think that people all over the world are going to kill you?"

"Gong Ran... Let me ask you, even if you 'can't find out' my identity, have I done anything to hurt you or others in the past two months?"

"Did I do something wrong? Or... How much of a mistake did I make for you to treat me like this? Since you didn't believe me, why did you keep me in the first place? You don't like men, and I don't like them! Why do you treat me like this? Pushing it to Qi Shao? Why did you throw me to five men? What do you want? Gang rape? Why don't you just kill me? Or...you hate me so much that you want my life to be worse than death? "

"Wherever I go is my freedom, you have no right to interfere, but...whether in the past or now, I never thought of harming you or anyone, I never...never!"

His eyes were sore, he said a lot in one breath, exhausting Yu Xing's limited physical strength, he looked at Gong Ran, his eyes were full of disappointment, "Actually, thinking about it now...how do you have the right to know who I am? Why should you bear the consequences of confessing for your so-called 'truth'?"

Facing the repeated accusations, Gong Ran was unable to refute for a while, because Yu Xing had never done anything wrong. Everything he believed had no reliable basis and was all his unilateral guesswork, but what happened tonight was definitely not his intention.He was only afraid that Yu Xing would have unruly feelings towards Kang Jing and the others, and he was not willing to press the question himself, so he entrusted this matter to Qi Shao and asked him to help him find a suitable result.

"……sorry."

The emotion in Yu Xing's eyes is far better than torture for Gong Ran, and the harsh tone of the person in front of him has long been the same as that of the previous person. He has a sullen face, but there is panic in his eyes: "I didn't arrange what happened tonight, and I didn't arrange it. I don't know that things will turn out like this, I just asked Qi Shao to help me come to a result, I didn't mean it..."

"I'm sorry?" Yu Xing sneered: "Your sorry is really precious. What you said was not intentional, but everything was caused by you. I'm not wrong, Gong Ran? Well, even if you don't know, the decision is always Did you really consider the consequences before you made these decisions? Did you think that you would be forgiven if you apologized? "

Just... like an ignorant child.

The difference is that the harm a child can do is limited. Facing an adult child, Yu Xing was very tired, "Why can your behavior be redeemed with one sentence? And I...why should I believe you, why should I believe this?" Everything is your 'unintentional mistake' instead of 'premeditated plan'?"

"I don't know how you will deal with the 'Yu Xing' in your heart. Anyway, this one... is very disappointed in you."

"No, it's not..." Every word of accusation and condemnation pierced Gong Ran's heart. Yu Xing's appearance reminded him of the accident eight years ago. His "disappointment" crushed Gong Ran's calmness. The last straw, his eyes were red with anxiety, "I really didn't know he would treat you like this, I can prove...I can..."

His voice was trembling, obviously out of shape, unable to bear Yu Xing's hatred, Gong Ran rolled up a part of his right sleeve, revealing the deep scar on his wrist: "I once... wanted to die, this is my atonement The scar left. But... the rest is not."

As he spoke, he rolled his sleeves down to his elbows, revealing the ugly "centipede" that Yu Xing had seen: "In June when I was 20, I came back to see 'him' and stayed in a hotel for one night. The smell of lemonade was a bit strange, but I didn't think about it that much."

"The effect of the medicine is very fast, it is strong, and the stamina is great. When I found something wrong and wanted to leave, I found the door was locked. The planner gave me a lot of choices, a man and a woman. I have no desire, but I can't control it. My body, every cell in my body is clamoring for me to be in heat, like crazy..."

"I was weak all over, and even my consciousness was drifting, leaving only desire. In order to stay awake, I read his name and scratched my wrist again, thinking that if there was blood... maybe it would wake me up, but the blood on my wrist was far away. Not enough, so..." Gong Ran blankly touched the scar that ran through his entire forearm.

"I don't want to do anything wrong, I don't want to go against my will, and I'm also afraid that he...will blame me...do you know how I escaped?" Gong Ran smiled: "It was the two people inside who called the police. , I bled too much, they said I was crazy, they were afraid that I would die..."

"I'm sorry." Gong Ran hadn't said these three words for a long time, but he only had these three words, even though Yu Xing made it clear that he could not be forgiven by saying sorry.

"That kind of behavior is too despicable, I have experienced it, so I will never do it..."

"Enough..." Yu Xing looked down at his scar, he could imagine the despair Gong Ran had experienced.

The other party has no grievances, and will not receive any warning of danger, let alone maintain a clear consciousness.

"I believe you." This response made Gong Ran's eyes shine brightly, but the man continued: "I believe you didn't let Qi Shao persecute me in such a shameful way, but... you did hand me over to me. He's gone, isn't he?"

"I'm afraid his family will lose." Gong Ran didn't dare to look at Yu Xing any more, and their conversation went around and back to the starting point.

Yu Xing smiled wryly, because of the damn timetravel and the even more damning system, there was an eight-year gap between them, and it really couldn't be counted...

He looked at Gong Ran who was clutching the scar on his wrist, and thought of what he had endured for eight years, he felt a little distressed.The latter is too pure and stubborn in terms of emotions. His emotions have long been suppressed to a certain morbid level by time, just like a dog has recognized a bone. There is a risk of being bitten.

How is it possible to wake up a person who is awake but pretends to be asleep?

A tough kid who doesn't want to grow up?

Yu Xing had an intuition that even if he explained what happened eight years ago and disappeared because of it, Gong Ran would not let it go, and there would not even be any change, and even if he believed him, he would be killed in the next second Sacrifice.

It's ridiculous to say, but Gong Ran can definitely do this kind of thing.

This is meaningless, and it is not the result he wants.

"...I'm sorry." These three words were repeated back and forth, Gong Ran's tone and expression were the same as before, but the waves in his eyes would completely expose him: "I can make it up to you..."

As the "gold main attacker", he could only think of so much.

"Okay, make up..." Yu Xing struggled to get up, the medicine didn't have much effect, and gradually recovered his strength after taking it out, but his stomach hurt a little, "Then our previous agreement, let's clear it up."

He knew that Gong Ran was pitiful, but Yu Xing was tired, so he didn't want to care about him anymore.

After the words fell, Gong Ran was dumbfounded.

Yu Xing refused to help him with his eyes. He left the bathtub, wrapped his body in a bath towel and walked out. He was immediately grabbed by his hand. Gong Ran's eternal iceberg face was completely cracked. He just had a place to put his feelings on, and he couldn't bear to be separated again.

Gong Ran didn't speak, and looked at Yu Xing with extremely humble eyes, but the other party didn't change his mind: "Gong Ran, what is Yu Xing in your heart like? Is it gentle and can tolerate all your mistakes? Then I... no He, I was never that kind of person, I am far from the 'he' in your heart."

"No one in this world will accept everything about you unconditionally, and you don't have the right to impose your emotions on others. You should try to live another life of your own, don't look back, it doesn't make any sense, it won't Someone is waiting for you, and no one will love you, no one in this world has an easier life than anyone else."

"Gong Ran, you should grow up and learn to let go."

Similar words were said by more than one person, but they never entered Gong Ran's ears, and he never listened to these persuasions, but he listened to Yu Xing's words.

"Ding - target favorability +[-], current ([-]/[-])"

There was dead silence in Gong Ran's eyes, as if someone had woken up from a dream, he slowly let go of Yu Xing's hand, the latter sighed lightly, and left the bathroom without looking back.

Before the sleeve of his right arm was put down, Gong Ran looked down at the terrible scar on his arm. Suddenly, there was a blunt sound outside the bathroom. A broken vase fell.

Subconsciously reached out to help, but was pushed away vigorously by the other party, Yu Xing retched twice, and suddenly vomited out.