I'm wearing it again

"why you?"

Inside the house, Yu Lin, who opened the door only after hearing the sound of the corridor, leaned against the door frame, looked Gong Ran up and down, and said coldly, "What are you doing at my house?"

"I... Because it's almost time, I came to see my aunt."

Gong Ran lowered his voice, because Kang Jing asked him to come to redeem his sins on June [-]th, so he only had the courage to go to Yu Xing's former residence on this day every year, and because Yu Lin was still in college, he hadn't seen him for three years. I'm so lucky to be this younger brother.

It is difficult for people to feel the loss of time from themselves, but they can always observe the changes in others.

Gong Ran also knew Yu Lin long ago. In his impression, Yu Lin, who grew up much later than his peers, always surrounded Yu Xing, hugged Douding around his waist and never let go, but in the blink of an eye, "Dou Ding" Almost as tall as him.

Especially in the past three years of university, Yu Lin has changed a lot. Kang Jing's genes are strong enough, and the eyebrows and eyes of both brothers are similar to hers, but Yu Xing and Yu Lin have two completely different temperaments. Although Yu Lin's face is still young , but has long since lost the coquettishness of the past, and has grown into a reliable adult.

If Yu Xing is still alive, he must be very relieved to see his younger brother grow up.

Thinking of this, Gong Ran frowned slightly.But in fact, Yu Lin would rather be the squeamish youngest in Gong Ran's influence. He has long been used to Yu Xing's care, and he also wants to be a child who can put his arms around his brother's waist and act coquettishly.

——Unfortunately, he has no brother now.

Yu Lin was silent for a long time, and finally stopped his gaze on the boxes of things that Gong Ran had placed at the door of his house, "My mother is not at home, you should choose another day."

"I... will leave City D in two days."

Gong Ran picked up the box again, "If it's convenient, please accept it for her."

The tone was very sincere, but Yu Lin didn't intend to accept this apology. He looked at the gift box brought to him and subconsciously wanted to slap that hand away, but he stopped as if thinking of something, and frowned and looked at the apology. Gong Ran said: "You...how about you come in first."

His tone was not kind, maybe it was a great honor for Gong Ran to enter the door.

When Kang Jing was here before, he had been turned away all the time.

Following behind Yu Lin anxiously, Gong Ran put the things he brought near the shoe rack, and this house was still the same as he remembered, eight years had passed, nothing had changed, it was as clean and warm as ever.

When Yu Lin went to the kitchen to make tea, his eyes turned to the only locked room.

That was Yu Xing's bedroom.

"Come and sit down, tea, don't be disgusted."

Yu Lin, who came out of the kitchen, glanced at Gong Ran, noncommittal to the deep love in his eyes.

The owner of the house gave the order, and the guests of course listened. Gong Ran followed Yu Lin to the living room and sat down. Except for the sound of tea being poured into the cup, the atmosphere was eerily quiet.

"I'm not good at studying."

Yu Lin was the first to break the silence. He poured a cup of tea for himself and Gong Ran, "Or, compared to my brother, I'm not good at studying."

"Although after he left, I worked harder to reassure my mother who was crushed by life, I couldn't keep up with him. In the end, I didn't get admitted to the same university as him. My brother is much better than me."

Yu Lin paused, pushed the cup towards Gong Ran, and looked at him, "I remember a long time ago, the scholarship he got was enough for him to pay his tuition fees, and he could even buy us gifts, but no matter how many more, there is no one. 20 a year, right?"

"So... my grades are worse than his, the school is worse than him, and I am not outstanding in school and have no awards, why do I have a scholarship of [-] yuan every semester?"

Gong Ran looked at the tea in the cup, frowned but didn't answer, Yu Lin didn't force him to respond, just found Zhang from the sofa bag and threw it on the tea table in front of Gong Ran, "One hundred thousand for one semester, one year 20, and now the card has a total of 60. Maybe this is not a lot of money for you, but it is a huge amount of money for me as a student or for our family."

"It's just... why should I accept it? Or, what name does it have for me to accept?"

Gong Ran's face was calm, but Yu Lin's emotion became more and more intense as if he was staying out of the matter. He said hoarsely: "Could it be that the 60 yuan is my brother's hard-earned money!"

His palm slapped on the coffee table, and there was a loud noise. Yu Lin's accusation came out of nowhere, because he hadn't had the chance to see Gong Ran in these years. The latter closed his eyes for a moment and then opened them again, "That's not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean?"

In his early twenties, he was at the age of being impulsive and irritable. Yu Lin breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a hoarse voice to those who would not refute and attack at will: "You like my brother."

The heart of those who wanted to make an excuse tightened.

"We have met many times, and I also have someone I like, so I can read your eyes."

Thinking of Lu Yao, Yu Lin calmed down, "I know that everything was an accident, but the accident took away the lives of my family. In the past... I was young, so I naturally hated you, but at the time I felt... If you like my brother, that is the biggest punishment for you."

"Eight years."

"Even though I know you have been tortured for eight years, as Yu Xing's family, I really cannot forgive you for your crimes, but in fact...my mother and I don't hate you anymore."

"In contrast, you should let go of the previous things."

The tone of the conversation changed so quickly, Gong Ran thought that Yu Lin was going to raise his teacher to question him, but he didn't expect such a result.

She doesn't expect forgiveness, because in Gong Ran's eyes, "no hatred" is enough.

He looked at Yu Lin, wanting to say something to him, or...to ask him something, because with the passage of time and the change of life, the people he contacts are also changing. Create new memories, and most of the people around Gong Ran don't know Yu Xing, he has too many thoughts and nowhere to confide in, and the accumulated feelings are tormenting him, and he is about to go crazy.

If it's Yu Lin... he should be willing to talk to him about his brother.

However, before Gong Ran could speak, Yu Lin's cell phone rang. After reading the news, his expression changed, and he said in a hurry, "I have something to go to the hospital, so it's not convenient to entertain you."

"Hospital?" The Yu family has no connection with the hospital at work, and this word naturally caught Gong Ran's attention, "Is auntie in the hospital?"

"……Yes."

After hesitating for a moment, Yu Lin still answered: "My mother will have a minor operation in two days. In fact, this operation should have been done five years ago, but she is afraid of going to the operating table, so she has endured until now."

"June is the exam week at our school. I haven't come back to see my brother in the past three years. This year I took leave to accompany my mother to the hospital. I don't worry about her being alone."

"No need for help, no big problem."

Fearing that this person would "stretch a helping hand", Yu Lin hurriedly opened his mouth before Gong Ran could reply.

Don't worry about the nurses, but now Lu Yao and her father are still in the hospital.

Yu Lin sighed, he hesitated for a moment before continuing: "Also, in the future... you'd better not come here. My mother also knows that you are not to blame for that incident, but every time you come to visit her, it always seems to be a reminder What happened in her past reminded her of the reality she least wanted to recall."

"But eight years ago, my aunt asked me to apologize to her at this time of year..."

"It's because she is afraid that you won't think about it." Yu Lin said, "You have done stupid things before, and she made this request because she was worried that something would happen to you again. Otherwise, how could she want to see someone related to my brother... Woolen cloth?"

So... is that so?

However, this is in line with Yu's mother's character, she has always been a gentle person.

"Actually, my mother has always liked you very much before, but... anyway, my brother has been away for many years. He shouldn't occupy your life like this. Human life is limited. You should forget it or forget it. My mother is also old. Bigger, I think, as long as you let go, she will let go too."

"Also... You don't need any scholarship or anything. You don't owe me anything except brother."

You can pay back the money you owe, but you owe your brother... Gong Ran can't pay it back.

The desire to confide was not fulfilled, and Gong Ran found out later that Yu Lin was only at home to prepare lunch, and he had no time to chat with him. He was in a hurry to go to the hospital to take care of Kang Jing who was about to undergo surgery.

Mama Yu needs to eat some nutritious food to take care of her body and relieve her over-stressed mood.

While the man was preparing, Gong Ran left wisely, but he also called someone to find out which hospital Kang Jing was in.

Although they said they didn't need his help, if they could help, it would make him feel better.

After eight years, he entered Yu Xing's house for the first time, and saw his family through that door for the first time, but in the end, this only increased Gong Ran's longing, and he had nowhere to resolve it. Go, now, no one in the whole world can empathize with him and talk about Yu Xing.

He had too many things he couldn't confide in, so he could only press them in his heart, getting heavier and heavier.

In this way, I have saved for a full eight years.

Gong Ran stayed at the gate of Yu Xing's house, completely unaware of the passage of time. Anyway, at the gate of No. [-] Middle School in City D not far away, the last batch of parents who were waiting for their children's college entrance examinations all dispersed.

He didn't want to go anywhere, he just wanted to see Yu Xing.

Of course, it was his luck, not the company's substitute.

After standing in the sun for a long time at noon, she was covered in thin sweat. Gong Ran had no idea, but stepped forward with her feet, and crossed the road with blank eyes and a hostile body.

……

Only the boss has ever checked his subordinates, and the subordinates do not have the power and ability to check the boss.

Therefore, Yu Xing sat in the president's office for a long time, just waiting for Gong Ran to come back.

During this period, he did all the work he could, and the Yu vase became quite practical.

But the employees had all left, and it was getting dark, and the man hadn't come back yet.

Yu Xing leaned on the sofa while reading a book while waiting for news from Gong Ran, fell asleep unknowingly, and when he woke up again, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

...Did Gong Ran go home?

After becoming a vase, all the accessories have been prepared by the sponsor. While he has a driver's license in this world, he also has a new car.

Even if the child grows up, he still worries a lot. Senior Yu, who cares about it, runs out when he has an idea. When he arrived at the parking lot, he found that he didn't bring the key.

I had to turn back and make another trip, wasting three or two minutes. I wanted to call Assistant Du but felt it was too late and worried that it would affect his normal work and rest.

I returned to the apartment with anticipation, entered the password, and opened the door, but the house did not turn on the lights.

"...Gong Ran, are you there?"

Tentatively, Yu Xing went back to his and Gong Ran's temporary residence, turned on the light and looked around for a week, but found no one.

he didn't come back...

This result disappointed Yu Xing.

The mansion was empty, and the air seemed very deserted. Yu Xing sat on the sofa and fidgeted with his phone.

We've been together for two months, and he still doesn't understand Gong Ran's life, or is it that people become more and more elusive after they reach adulthood?

When I got home, I was worried that the man would come to the company, Yu Xing regretted not leaving the doorman's phone number before returning.

It was late at night, and it was raining outside the window.

The rain in this season is getting warmer and warmer, Yu Xing turned his head to look at the distant neon lights blurred by the water droplets on the window, feeling a little sleepy.

He fell asleep on the sofa unknowingly, and when he woke up, it was just dawn, and he was still alone in the room.

Gong Ran didn't return all night.

The author has something to say: My wife, I am late!There are so many cafe cats!

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