[Comprehensive] Did the judge lose hair today?

After seeing Ishikirimaru and Mikazuki Zong approaching the house, Kohomaru flashed out from a corner they didn't notice.Touching the ends of his somewhat frizzy hair, the two tufts of ear-like hair on Xiaohuwan's head also collapsed.

Based on his understanding of those two, even if they said they wanted to talk to Jinjian to solve this problem, the best result would be to sit silently.

Because they were all choking in their hearts, and they didn't know how to speak; because now their respective positions had reasons why they couldn't back down.

Every regress is a denial of who we once were.For them, this feeling of denying their own existence is probably the most painful thing for them.As Fusangshen, the reason they came to this world is to kill the time retrograde army and maintain history.This was their first understanding of themselves, and then it was broken by the previous god judge, who told them that you are just an insignificant small part, and whether or not you have no influence on history.

So they had to work hard to find the reason for their existence after this cognition was broken.

The phrase "Let me live, I want to live, I want to live" that Imaiken once yelled at the god judge is the common wish of all Fusangshin in this maru.

Yiqi Yizhen regards his younger brothers as his new sustenance, or they regard each other as spiritual support.Swordsmen who have family members regard their relatives as a new reason for existence, and those without family members probably regard their colleagues as their sustenance.

Only Mikazuki Zongjin, he regards Honmaru as his new sustenance.Xiaohumaru thought, maybe it was because of Shenluo's plan that he lost Jinjian, so he paid more and more attention to the other Fusangshen who sacrificed Jinjian to save him, but he didn't dare to face Jinjian, One ignorant avoidance and then avoidance.

Kohomaru has seen Imakim's eyes from hopeful to complete despair, and he has also seen through what Imakim has done after that. Imaiken must want to make people who are already guilty even more guilty by hurting himself. .

Especially the leader of the Shenluo Project, Mikazuki Sokami, is also his main target of revenge.

The two tortured each other, neither of them took the initiative to speak, and even they themselves would deliberately avoid meeting each other unconsciously.Mikami Tsukimune has recently changed his normal routine and often runs around in the Honmaru, and when he returns to Sanjo's house, he also stays in his own room to rest.Jinjian and Yanrong were playing around everywhere, but they avoided the crescent moon running in the main pill.

Xiaohumaru also thought about calling the two of them together to have a good talk, but when he wanted to speak out, he was forced back by the desperation and depression in the other party's eyes.

There is no way to guarantee that the outcome of their conversation will be good, and if the outcome is not good, Xiaohumaru can't afford the consequences of driving the two swords crazy at once, so they can only let them continue to maintain the status quo.

But anyone can see that the two of them shut themselves in their own worlds, resisting everything from the outside world, and at the same time rejecting the hand extended by others.

Ishikirimaru chose to close himself, Yanrong chose to indulge Jinjian, Xiaohumaru had no choice but to stay with Mikazuki Zongjin as much as possible to prevent him from completely collapsing.Fortunately, Sanri Yuezong is as strong as ever, except for facing Jinjian's matter, he seems to shy away from it, he can face other things normally.

There is no way, everyone belongs to the Santiao family, so we can't kill each other by our own family members.Xiaohumaru comforted himself, knowing that after all, like other swords, he entrusted the reason for his existence to others.I only hope that one day, there will be new reasons for them to continue to exist, and the void in their hearts will be filled.

"Oh, everyone is here." Xiaohumaru walked into the room naturally, staring at the extraordinarily warm scene in front of her in a daze.

Jinjian's naughtiness made Yan Rong angry, and Shikimaru was protecting Jinjian, while Mikazuki Zongjin was drinking tea and watching the scene, he seemed to have not seen it for quite a long time.The touch in his heart made Xiaohumaru's hands tremble, he tried his best to stabilize himself, and felt that there seemed to be an excellent opportunity to untie their knots.

"Xiaohuwandian." Mikazuki Zongjin greeted with a calm demeanor, "When you come, our Santiao family can be regarded as gathered together."

You're so calm, Mikayue.Xiaohumaru sighed with emotion at the other party's natural posture, stretched out his hand and patted Yan Rong's shoulder: "Why, Jin Jian made you angry again? You laughed so terribly, it made me feel a little cold."

"Hehe." Yan Rong still maintained that ferocious smile, "I'm not angry, but I haven't seen Jin Jian for a long time, I miss him more, and I'm curious about what he has done during this time."

"In particular, when we met last time, I really cared about the wound on Jin Jian's body. I cared very much. Jin Jian, are you going to explain to us? The wound on that time was really what we thought caused by the judges?"

Jin Jian swished back the head that popped out from behind Ishikirimaru, and gave up on the secret observation: "It's been so long, I forgot about it, Yan Rong, don't you want to know what I did recently? What, I can tell you in detail."

"But I'm more interested in that matter." Yan Rong wanted to reach out to grab Jinjian, but was stopped by Xiaohumaru and sat down by him. .

The gloomy aura on Yan Rong's body seemed to materialize and surrounded them all. The original warm atmosphere was swept away, and there was no other sound except the sound of breathing for a while.

"Since you guys want to talk, let's have a good talk." Xiaohumaru simply sat down cross-legged, "Ishikimaru, Jinjian, you two also sit down. Sankayue, I was outside when you talked with Ishikimaru just now." I heard you all." So don't look at me with a blank expression that you don't know what's going on, I don't like that at all.

"It's rare that we can get together, and it's an important moment for the new god judge to take over Honmaru. Our Sanjo family should also solve the problems left over from the past." Xiaohumaru looked at Jinjian and Mikazuki Zongjin, "Before I I have never been able to find a chance for you two to be in the same room at the same time to communicate. But this time is very good, I think you two finally have the intention to communicate, so the symposium of our Santiao family will start now. "

Xiaohumaru hit the straight ball without hesitation, so shocking that the four people present didn't know how to speak.

Imaken came out from behind Ishikirimaru and sat down, just in time to face Mikazuki Zongjin.After a long time, Jin Jian opened his mouth with a cold face.

"Sure enough, it's your style, Kohomaru, but aren't you too naive to think that the problems between me and Mikami Tsukimune can be resolved in one conversation?"

Xiaohumaru didn't care about Jinjian's sudden change of face. If anyone in the Honmaru knows the quality of Imakim's acting skills best, it must be him: "Of course I didn't think so, I just talked about this idea, yes Your favorite god-inspector brought it up, for the sake of that god-inspector, you should have a few more words with us anyway."

Imaken lowered his head, covering the sneer at the corner of his mouth, and when he raised his head again, he resumed his innocent and lively look: "Since it is the master's request, there is no way, so where should we start our conversation? You guys Do you want to ask me a question, or do you want me to ask you?"

"For the face of the judge, I will definitely answer seriously." Jin Jian tilted his head and promised earnestly, his eyes were full of sarcasm, "It's better to start with Sankai Yuezong, I always feel that he You must have a lot to say to me."

Sanri Yuezong's short question was stuck in his throat for a long time, so he could only ask Yan Rong's question before: "The wounds on your body when we met before, are they the hands of the god judge?" ?”

Imaken admitted bluntly: "It's true that the adult moved his hand, but it was not a real wound, but painted with paint." Imaken rolled up his sleeves and let them see his arm, "and The master forbids me to hurt myself, you can see for yourself, the scars left before have also faded a lot."

Yan Rong slammed his fist on the floor, and anger replaced all emotions and filled his heart: "Then you drew it like that on purpose to play with us before? Jinjian, is it so interesting to deceive us! You Do you know how worried we are about you!"

"..."

Jinjian knew that his answer would definitely bring about such a question, but he couldn't remember why he did that at the time, maybe it was fun, maybe it was boring, maybe it was because he wanted to stimulate the other party.

"I don't know." Jin Jian clenched his fists, "I don't know if I'm playing tricks on you, I don't know how worried you are about me, and I don't know why I did this. It's been too long, I've already Forgot all."

"Then, do you hate me?"

Sanri Yuezong recently discovered that it is not that difficult to say this question.

"Do you resent me for sacrificing you to save others in the Shenluo plan, because I am the leader of the plan."

The most difficult sentence has been said, and the rest is no longer a fishbone stuck in his throat. Sanri Yuezong's words became smoother and smoother: "The God interrogator asked me before, let me answer if I think you are resenting me, I don't care. He answered yes without hesitation. But he told me that an answer without personal confirmation is disrespectful to the other party's opinion, and I am arrogant. So I will ask you in person now, are you resenting me, Imaiken."

"Resentment?" Hearing his question, Jin Jian thought about it, and unconsciously drew the two words with his fingers, "I don't know if that feeling is resentment, I... I should not resent."

"I'm just, not reconciled."

This answer made Sanri Yuezong speechless for nearly half a day.

"I'm not reconciled to being excluded by you, I am not reconciled to why you are enjoying the benefits but no one thinks of my sacrifice, I am not reconciled, I am also your companion and one of you, why can I be sacrificed so easily .”

"You know everything that happened to me, but no one wants to save me from hell. You leave me alone and watch me survive in hell."

"It hurts, it really hurts."

Jin Jian covered the position of his heart, and his face became pale: "Because I came last, so of course you concealed everything, and you put me in a position of resentment without knowing anything. When you feel happy, you know what it feels like to be hated."

"Then it was given up by all of you. Mikazuki Zongjin, don't you think it's too late to ask this question now? You had countless opportunities to ask it before, but you let it go. You are asking now because of the master's request. , there is no point anymore, everything must pass.”

"I'll never be in the same situation again."

"You sacrificed me, saying that it was because of me that you escaped from the hands of the judge. But no one thanked me, and no one apologized to me. Everyone focused on themselves. As the past Part of it was abandoned by you as a matter of course."

Imaken thought of Honmaru who was in chaos after Himekoji Tokiharu was killed. Each of them walked past him, but none of them was willing to stop to find out why Imaken was here, or to say hello, you Are you ok.

They passed by and left nothing behind.

Jinjian is one person, only one person, and forever only one person.

"Knowing the answer, do you feel relieved? Sankai Yuezong is close, knowing that I don't hate you, you should feel very relaxed, don't you always feel guilty, feel sorry for me, because you decided to give up on me .”

"Don't be too harsh on yourself, everyone except you is an accomplice, you are not alone." Jin Jian added with a smile, "Now I can stay with my master, although he always doesn't want to have anything to do with us Any contact, but I still have a little sympathy for a poor and terrible person like me, so I can always stay by his side."

"I don't mean to resent you at all. As for being unwilling, the feeling of unwillingness disappeared when I said it, so I ask you all not to blame yourself any longer. Let the past things pass. We But I want to follow my master to reach the pinnacle of life again."

"That's how it is. I'm going out for a walk. The master has something to do in the afternoon. I'm going to stay here until dinner time. You can do whatever you want."

After Imken finished speaking, he waved to them and walked out of the house, flying lightly to the roof.

The sun must have been too harsh, that's why I shed tears.Imai rubbed his eyes vigorously, rubbing away the teardrops that had slipped down.

Inside the room, the four people who hadn't made a sound since Jin Jian opened his mouth looked at each other with a heavy expression that they didn't know how to express.

Sanriyue Zongjin understood the reason why he had been targeted by Cangli all the time, because Cangli was a character who extremely demanded an exchange of equal value. In his eyes, these people were just taking advantage of Jinjian and acting obediently, without even saying a word. I don't want to say thank you or sorry.

It is indeed their reason, they didn't even notice Jin Jian's inner chaos, and treated him in the wrong way, until now, no matter how hard he tried, it is impossible to change, Jin Jian has chosen to let them go and go Find your own way of being.

In the past, Jinjian was left behind by them, but now Jinjian stood in front of them and said goodbye to them.

This is what it feels like to be left behind by others.

If you can't resent, then where should you put this emotion?Or change this emotion into another feeling for placement?

Sanri Yuezongjin and the others have solved some of the problems with Jinjian, but more problems have emerged.They had a premonition that the Sanjo family was about to lose Imakim completely, and more likely, this Honmaru would also lose Imakim completely.

Sanri Yuezong is the mastermind, and everyone else is the accomplice.This fact hits like a hammer on everyone's heart.It is impossible for everyone in this homimura to ignore it. They all enjoyed the good results brought about by Imaiken's sacrifice, but the sacrificed Imaiken was ignored and forgotten like this.Therefore, each of them is guilty.

Imken lay down, with the warm sun shining on his body, surrounded by the power of the familiar master, which really soothed Imken's wounded heart.

Every time this matter is brought up, the wound in my heart is dug out once, and the pain cannot be ignored at all.Jinjian suddenly thanked Xiaohumaru very much, if he hadn't proposed to have a good talk with Mikazuki Zongjin, this wound would always exist, torturing him from time to time.

In fact, Jin Jian just wanted to ask them if they felt guilty about sacrificing themselves, because they were so unwilling, and this unwillingness tortured their souls all the time.

Well now, I have made it clear, the burden in Jin Jian's heart has disappeared.Now he just wants to fly to Cangli's side, act coquettishly and pretend to cry for comfort, and he must really touch Cangli's hair to count.

"Your thinking seems very dangerous, Jinjian."

Cang Li's voice came from the side, Jin Jian turned his head and found Cang Li in the form of a chinchilla not far from his head.

Jinjian was so frightened that he jumped up and flew a few times in mid-air.

"Don't do such dangerous moves without the wings of a tengu." Cang Li didn't bother to look at Jin Jian, who was acting funny in mid-air, "Is the talk over? Come back with me when you're done. It's time for dinner at this point. You haven't had a day. Eat, aren't you hungry?"

"Master, did you come here to find me on purpose?" Jin Jian lay down, holding his face and looking at Cang Li expectantly.

"That's a lot to talk about." Cang Li rolled his eyes that couldn't be seen at all, "It looks like you've got it done, then let's go, but if you fly slower, I'll get dizzy."

With a look of excitement on his face, Jinjian put Cang Li on his head.He also said that I am not a tengu, I can obviously fly.

Cang Li, who was lying on Jinjian's head, suddenly realized that he hadn't told Jinjian that he had established a two-way connection with California Qingguang and Yamato Shou'an.Forget it, let's talk about it later, it shouldn't be an important matter.

Cang Li was drowsy, his brain almost stopped thinking.