Chiaki Snow

Chapter 1 01

I am dead.

Or rather, I think I should be dead by now.

However, it is still a little different from what I thought.

When I was still alive and had nothing to love in life, I thought seriously and discussed with others what it would be like after death.

I said at the time that it is best to lose your soul, and I don’t want to re-enter the six realms of reincarnation and suffer again, yes, to live is to suffer.

But now I am becoming a translucent thing, floating and floating in the air, floating and floating.

I don't know where my body went, and if anyone cares.

But I think, no one should care about it.

It would be best for someone to bury it out of kindness. I can’t help but expose the corpse in the wilderness.

Anyway, I regret it now.

Turning into something floating around and continuing to be trapped in this world is really worse than any ending I had imagined.

You said that it was hard for me to give up everything, and I finally had the courage to do it for myself, but I ended up with this ending.

It's also weird.

I have been afraid of pain since I was a child, even if I was burned by a candle, I would keep my mouth flat and feel wronged for a long time.

At that time, Chang Ning was sitting opposite me, seeing me like this, he would smile and take my hand to help me blow.

He lowered his head slightly, and I could only see his thick and long eyelashes fluttering like butterfly wings.

Su Wan would clamor for brother Changning to brag to him too, while Chen Yuan curled his lips and turned his head away.

You see, even if I die, I will never forget this period of time.

At that time, the four of us were all young, and we were studying in the same class.Changning is the most stable and the most knowledgeable, and his master always praises him, "This son is very talented."

Su Wan is the youngest, eccentric, and extremely intelligent.

Chen Yuan and the three of us didn't get along very well. Whenever I wanted to play, Su Wan would cheer happily and follow suit, while Chang Ning would shake his head and smile, and finally help clean up the mess. Chen Yuan was always the awkward one, Sit aside and read by yourself without even looking at us.

Anyway, everyone knows that I am the least capable one.

That time the plum blossoms outside the window were in bloom and covered with snow. I read some storybooks and insisted on arty style. I asked Changning and me to collect the snow between flowers, buried them under the tree, and waited for the next year to make tea.

Later, the wicker sprouted, and it was so tender and tender that it was pitiful. I was a wasteful thing, and I folded a lot to make wicker crowns.

Su Wan had a good time, Chang Ning smiled and straightened his own top, but Chen Yuan's face turned black, but he didn't know how to deal with it, so he asked him to take out the door, thinking about where he threw it in the end went.

Spring goes and autumn comes, cold passes and summer passes.Three autumn osmanthus and ten miles of lotus flowers have been seen all over, there are couplets near the window, poems written on Qushui, night tours with candles, chess pieces falling on lanterns, and willows broken by jade flutes on summer nights.

At that time, I was young and ignorant, I just felt that time passed too slowly, and I was looking forward to growing up day by day.

Later, when Chang Ning left, then Chen Yuan, and finally Su Wan was selected as Hanlin, I realized that everything had changed a long time ago.

It's a pity that I, a person who has lived in a daze all my life, only realized it after I died.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like