Rebirth of two souls strategy

Lin Yajing put on her earphones, but didn't play any music, and waited for the car to be full before starting.

This stop is bound for Luohe, and it only takes about two hours to get there.

Lin Yajing looked at the text message and took a deep breath.

-Hello.

-?

-...I am...that lonely ghost you mentioned...

-ah?Brother Seven!you……

-I'm not kidding, my real name is Lin Yajing.

-...

- You guys are going to kill me!

- That... is not.Don't get excited, my seventh brother is just talking, to scare you, don't toss my seventh brother just because you can't think about it! ! !

- I'm not fussing, I just want to ask you a favor.

-ah!Don't worry, you old man, as long as I can do it, I will definitely help!

Lin Yajing slowed down, looking at the gradually familiar building outside the window, she only hoped that this conversation could go well.

- I got into his body by accident, I didn't do it voluntarily.

-...uh...then, do you want to go out?After all, being trapped in someone else's body is actually very uncomfortable!

- Yes, but I can't go out now, I... still have one thing to do, I want to go somewhere to see.

- just look at it?what place!

- my former home.

- when are you going then

- Already in the car!

-ah?How long will it be back?You will come back!

-meeting.

……

Lin Yajing put down her phone and leaned her head lightly on the car window. After she said it, she didn't feel heavy, but her whole chest became loose. It turned out that she always thought that if she didn't say anything, she could procrastinate for a while, but she didn't expect that after she said it, , but it makes people so comfortable.

He should be able to see these conversations when he wakes up, and he doesn't have any malice.

Along the way, Lin Yajing kept her eyes wide open, keeping the increasingly familiar road firmly in her mind, even though her eyes were sore...

When she arrived at the toll booth, Lin Yajing got out of the car, but did not get off at the station, because her home was not far from the toll booth.

Lin Yajing brought a suitcase and a schoolbag, which contained some clothes, but no food.

But at this moment, Lin Yajing was not in the mood to eat, she just walked straight towards the asphalted road, walking...

As she got closer, Lin Yajing's chest became more and more stuffy, so stuffy that she had to stop and slow down.

Not far away, in that old tube building, her home is there.

Lin Yajing gritted her teeth, picked up her luggage again, and walked towards Tongzilou.

It's getting late now, most people have come back from get off work and are preparing dinner, and the smell of cooking smoke is everywhere.

Lin Yajing put the hat of the down jacket on the back, her raised hand trembled uncontrollably, but she didn't knock it down.

After I died, what would it be like, with my eyes wide open or closed...

At this moment, Lin Yajing couldn't help thinking a lot, but was suddenly startled by the voice from behind.

"Who are you looking for?"

Lin Yajing's whole body froze instantly, she didn't move or speak.

"Young man, why are you standing in front of my house? What's the matter?" The woman looked at the boy who had been pulling a suitcase with his back turned to her.

"I...I know you..." Lin Yajing finally turned around, but the corners of her eyes were slightly red.

Lin Yajing looked at the woman from head to toe a few times. The woman is no longer the vigorous black hair she remembered, her hair is almost half white. In the past, there were crow's feet in the corners of her eyes when she smiled, but now even if it is just A puzzled expression, the corners of the mouth are covered with wrinkles.

Where is a 40-year-old man here? He is simply an old man in his 70s and [-]s!

"You...know me? But I haven't seen you before! Whose child of yours, come in and sit, I just get off work." The woman walked up to the door and opened the door. The building saw normal light.

"...I came to see you."

Lin Yajing took the water, the sofa was still where it was before, so was the water dispenser, many things seemed to be the same, but something was different.

"Let me get you something to eat! You haven't eaten yet!" The woman got up from the sofa and went downstairs.

Lin Yajing was really hungry this minute, so she followed her downstairs.

When she got downstairs, the woman turned on the light, and Lin Yajing saw the things hanging on the wall: two photos of her grandfather, one of her grandfather, and the other of herself.

I also made my own photo into a black and white version. At that time, I thought it was very tasteful and cool, but seeing my black and white photo hanging on the wall now, I only felt a sense of horror.

After the woman cooked the rice, she accompanied Lin Yajing to scoop out a bowl and ate it.

"Where was she buried?" Lin Yajing ate a few mouthfuls and found that there was no taste. She didn't know if she suddenly lost her sense of taste, or the woman didn't put condiments at all, and her gaze was fixed on the photo of her after she raised her head.

"It turned into ashes, I didn't even have to see what she was like at the time, they didn't let me see, I was afraid I couldn't bear it... she was buried in my hometown, but it's not a good place, only around twenty Years old, every family can't enter the ancestral grave, alone..." The woman resisted holding back the rice, tears kept falling, fell into the bowl, swallowed it mixedly, full of bitterness.

Mom, I'm here, I'm here.

Lin Yajing looked at the woman in front of her with her head bowed while she was eating, and wiped away her tears.

"My... This is how I feel. From time to time, I shouldn't have said these things to you. It's probably because I'm the only one at home now, and I don't have anyone to talk to."

That's right, the second brother should still be in class now, they have been on holiday late, and the eldest brother rarely comes home, father...

"Actually, I came here because I was alone." Lin Yajing didn't continue to eat: "It was your daughter who asked me to come."

"What? She..." The woman opened her eyes wide and wanted to see the person in front of her clearly, but she could only take out the toilet paper and wipe her eyes, because she had to go outside to drag coal back to burn when she was confinement, so she always had the disease of wind eye From time to time, I can't see things clearly, like a white film covering the surface of the eyes again.

"I'm a classmate with her. It was a long time ago. Before she had an accident, we had contacted her. She couldn't have predicted this kind of thing. My condolences!" For some reason, Lin Yajing was still able to comfort her at this moment. people.

"Foretelling? What is she going to do with the quarrel! She lost her own life, she can get her...I raised her so big, it's not such a waste..." The woman was crying at this moment, and kept talking Wipe your eyes.

"A...Auntie, she once lent me 1 yuan. I came this time to repay the money. You take it away, and I should go."

"Where did she get the money... This, it must be forty to fifty thousand! You..." The woman squeezed the thick red envelope.

"The other is the interest, and the other is to buy some supplements for you. She will feel uncomfortable seeing you like this!" Lin Yajing never knew that there would be a day when she would see her mother crying for her like this , I couldn't bear it for a while.

"I...what am I going to make up for? I just want to go down sooner. This day is meaningless!" The woman looked at the photo and said, "The red silk cloth I prepared for her was only marked eighteen. The pair of shoes have not been hooked yet..."

The red silk cloth is used for quilts. At the mother's natal home, it is the most honorable thing for a bride to marry. Although it may not be the case now, they are all bought ready-made, and there are very few handmade ones.

"I...can I hug you..." Lin Yajing asked under her throat.

When she came out again, Lin Yajing let out a sigh of relief, depressed, depressed, and couldn't let it go. She turned around and took another look at the door that was still closed. .

Parents in the world love, where are the parents who don't love their children.It's just that they didn't let you see many things. The way they express their love is so ordinary that you can't feel it at all.

The callused palm on the forehead when sick, the new clothes on the bed during the New Year, and the always hot food on the table after returning from self-study...

Lin Yajing, you are a fucking beast.

Lin Yajing walked with her head down, holding the suitcase in her hand and rolling it slowly.

Not long after he left, the sky suddenly darkened. He opened the text message and replied: I'm done. Tell me how you want to trouble me. I will cooperate.

After a while, there was a reply from the other side: Where?came back?

Lin Yajing directly found a cleaner place and squatted down.

- No, I just met someone.

- Then, let's talk when you come back!

-Well, I want to ask, Bai Yuqi, what kind of person is he.

-Uh... domineering, handsome, and tempered.

Lin Yajing almost laughed out of this breath, he was afraid that Bai Yuqi would wake up and see him say bad things!Very cautious.

-Then how are you going to get me out then?

- This, don't worry, will definitely get you out.

He didn't say what happened, but Lin Yajing doesn't care now, anyway, she will die anyway, and she has died once, so she is afraid that he will be wiped out?

I'm not in the mood to continue talking with him, after all, the person he wants to ask doesn't talk about it, and he just wants to confuse the conversation.

Lin Yajing got up and sat on the suitcase again. People kept coming to ask if they could live in the hotel. Lin Yajing shook her head. She was quite familiar with this place. After all, she had lived for more than ten years, and she was not worried about not having a place to live.

When I came back this time, I didn't think too much, I just wanted to come back. I used to resent my mother's partiality, and I always hated myself for not being a son, because I always felt that my mother favored boys over girls and often held grudges...

Homesickness, not his home, but homesickness, this home that always quarrels in memory.

It's like his mother returning to the light, abandoning all the bad things in memory, and just want to come back and have a look.

The smell from the nearby restaurant wafted from time to time, Lin Yajing got up and dragged her suitcase and walked in...

Tomorrow, it's time to go back, also, where did you come from, where do you go back!What should be said has been said, and finally I don't have to hold it in by myself, man!

The author has something to say:

Sometimes, family members are the ones who love you the most, and you can't just look at the surface.