not a good baby

Tong Xi bowed his head in the self-study room and memorized page after page of GRE words. The air-conditioning in the self-study room blew over, making his shoulders feel cold. He looked down at his T-shirt with a low neckline and felt goosebumps Arm, found short-circuited head again and forgot to bring a coat.

This self-study room is full of people, and many of them are in love and study.

He thought of Shen Yi, and after that day, he never received a single word from Shen Yi.

Why did he break Shen Yi's heart like that?

Perhaps it is because they know that there will be such a day sooner or later, when the two people ask for different things from each other, then there must be only a dead end in front of them.

Their obstacle is not Shen Yi's girlfriend or his boyfriend, but themselves.

He made Shen Yi lose his beloved "brother" since he was a child, and Shen Yi let him experience the feeling of not being able to love.

It's a bad account no matter what.

After staring blankly for a while, Tong Xi gently lifted the chair and pulled it back, trying not to disturb others and walked out.

Take the elevator to the first floor, the street lights have just come on, the indoor temperature is kept constant, but the outdoors are extremely hot, and when he comes out, he feels like tiny needles pricking his skin. He walked alone in the school for a long time, and finally stopped to sit in an artificial Rest on a bench by the lake.

The street lights here are broken and haven't been repaired yet, but the newly installed landscape lights form a patchwork pattern around the lake, and the entire lake is reflected in an unusually peaceful and beautiful way.Many couples are taking a walk in the wind, holding hands intimately, walking around the path paved with gray stone slabs round and round.

Sitting here alone, Tong Xi remembered that she met Lian Rong two days ago, and she said that Lian Yufu and Shen Yi were together.

If it wasn't for his rationality, he would almost think that Shen Yi was using this method to anger himself.

I made him angry and showed that I trusted other men more than him, so he ignored him and went to find his own happiness.

This is a very normal development, isn't it? Isn't that what you want?If he doesn't talk to you anymore, you won't have extravagant hopes anymore, isn't that what you want?

Tong Xi whispered to herself over and over in her heart, but in the end she couldn't help it, and under the cover of the weeping willows, she let herself feel uncomfortable and her eyes burned.

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Shen Yi's birthday is on Saturday, and Tong Xi finally finished a painting on Friday night. He carefully packed this not-so-small painting and prepared to send it to the courier agency.

When he went downstairs, he didn't bring his mobile phone. When he came back from work, he saw Shen's mother sitting on his log-colored chair in the dormitory.

Zhou Zezheng held her a cup of tea restrainedly, scratched his head and said, "Auntie, I'm sorry, Tong Xi and I don't drink tea, so we didn't prepare."

Shen's mother was very gentle, "I came to disturb you suddenly."

Except for the day when she sent herself to college, Shen's mother had never visited here. Most of the time when she wanted to see Tong Xi, she either called him to go home or made an appointment outside to wait for him. She never came directly without saying hello.

After Tong Xi went in, Zhou Ze took the initiative to take the door and leave, leaving space for them.

Tong Xi stood a little awkwardly, and Shen's mother took his hand, "Originally, I reserved a seat outside and planned to ask you to have dinner together, but I decided to come to see you at school. What happened to you? See, you're so skinny that you almost have no flesh." As she spoke, she pinched Tong Xi's arm, which was really skinny.

Tong Xi used Ku Xia as an excuse, and Shen's mother complained to him somewhat angrily, "You have grown up, and like Shen Yi, you have also started to fool the elders."

Shen's mother asked Tong Xi to sit down, still holding his hand, and said, "You have had a relationship with Shen Yi since you were a child. You were too young to remember at that time. Before the age of ten, Shen Yi was a very lonely child. Even At home, he never shared a plate of food with others, and he had to share everything alone. At that time, I couldn’t laugh or cry, thinking that I had a child that even my parents would dislike. But then your parents brought You come to our house to play, and you insist on eating the apple that he took a bite of. Your parents know his bad temper, so they immediately tell you not to snatch it, and give you another red and big one, but you I don’t want it, I insist on him, I didn’t expect that he would actually give it to you in the end..."

Shen's mother laughed as she spoke, "His father and I were so surprised at the time, thinking that finally someone could control him, so we are very relieved to see that your relationship has been so good for so many years. Occasionally he Dad sees that you make Shen Yi jump up and down, not only is he not angry, but he always gloats, saying that he should also let him experience the feeling of being at odds with you when a child grows up."

"How should I put it, no matter how good this relationship is, the two of them always quarrel, and one day it will turn bad." Shen Ma sighed, "Your parents passed away early, and you have been entrusted to us to take care of you. To make you feel wronged, Xiaoxi, has your aunt ever made you feel wronged?"

Tong Xi shook his head.

Shen's mother said again: "Then what about your elder brother Shen Yi, has he ever made you feel wronged?"

"No." Shen Yi treated him better than anyone else.

"Shen Yi is in a bad mood these days, and his complexion is always dark. I guess it's the two of you who are at odds again. Can you tell me?"

Tong Xi couldn't refute, and Shen's mother naturally didn't need him to answer, "Shen Yi is good at this time, so he really ignores you, so don't take it to heart. Actually, if it wasn't for his birthday tomorrow, I wouldn't plan to talk about it. You are not happy, so just take it as a face for your aunt, shall we have a meal together tomorrow?"

Shen's mother stood up, "It's at the old place, you can bring your boyfriend here, just in time for me to meet your uncle."

Tong Xi hurriedly grabbed her and tried to say something, Shen's mother touched his face lovingly, her tone was tinged with joy, "Your future sister-in-law will be here tomorrow, you have to meet her formally, right?"