Solitary

After the kitchen was cleaned up, Lin Shu took the initiative to invite He Jiqing, "Watch a movie together?"

He found that He Jiqing was a quiet person, he didn't talk much, he wouldn't take the initiative to stir up topics, he would look at him quietly, with his pretty eyes.Lin Shu doesn't want to waste the time the two of them spend together, he needs to create his future memories from now on.

He Jiqing asked, "What do you want to see?"

"How about the one you didn't finish last time?" Lin Shu's eyes were filled with anticipation.

He Jiqing put down the curtain and the projector with the remote control, turned off the lights, and started to play the movie. The movie still stopped at the place where it stopped last time, just in time for the boy's family to quarrel at the dinner table, and the boy got a nosebleed.

"Do you want to start over?" He Jiqing asked.

Lin Shu nodded: "Yes."

He Jiqing smiled and pressed replay.He sat cross-legged on the blanket like last time.Lin Shu sat beside him.More than ten minutes after the movie started, the body of the boy next to him was already close to him at some point, and his hands even bravely rested on his knees.

"I wanted to do that last time." Lin Shu tilted his head and leaned on He Jiqing's shoulder as naturally as possible. He still smelled of the nice perfume.

He Jiqing held his hand on his knee: "Then why didn't you do it last time?"

"Scared." Lin Shu answered honestly.

He Jiqing held his hand tightly: "What are you afraid of?"

"You look so powerful." Lin Shu held his hand instead, and the two intertwined their fingers.

"He is good-looking, tall, and lives in a big house, which looks very unusual." Lin Shu said.

"It looks unusual, isn't it better?" He Jiqing asked him back.He couldn't understand Lin Shu's fear, just like he couldn't understand that many people who said they liked him dared not approach him.

Lin Shu leaned closer: "It's better, but I can't believe that this kind of goodness will belong to me. I'm afraid of waking up, it's just a dream."

It might not be until June next year that this dream will wake up. Lin Shu feels very sad when he thinks about it. He holds He Jiqing's hand tightly, remembering the feeling in his palm.

"Do I really look this good?" He Jiqing often heard others say that he was so perfect that he didn't even recognize him.He never felt that he was unusual. He was not born to play the piano, but he was born to be able to write good articles. He also needed to work hard to do well. The sweat behind it was the same as that of ordinary people, or even more.It's just that he has more good skin given by his parents, so everyone regards him as an unattainable myth.

"It seems so at the moment." Lin Shu lightly bumped his head on his shoulder: "You won't be some domineering president, right?" He asked in a joking tone to express his doubts.

He Jiqing was stunned for a few seconds before he realized his question.He looked sideways at Lin Shu who was leaning on his shoulder, carefully probing his eyes, and wanted to tease him maliciously: "I really am!"

Lin Shu's eyes widened: "No way?!" Then isn't this the same as what was written in the novel, dating a domineering president or something, it's just too dreamy!

He Ji smiled and nodded his forehead: "What a fool!"

Lin Shu realized that he had been cheated and hit him hard with his head.

"I'm a book writer." He Jiqing told him.

"Writer?" Lin Shu asked.

"Well, that's what outsiders say." He Jiqing smiled: "Maybe you've read my book!"

"I don't like reading." Lin Shu said in a low voice, he really has no hobbies.

"But I want you to read all the books you wrote." He swore.

"If you don't like it, you don't have to watch it." He Jiqing said.

"No, I want to see it." Lin Shu was very serious.

He Jiqing rubbed his head: "Okay."

"I'll go to Amazon to buy your book tomorrow, no, I'll go to Popular Bookstore to buy it. There should be some there?" Lin Shu asked.

"No need to buy it, I'll give it to you." He Jiqing said.

"No, I want to buy. I want to contribute to sales." Lin Shu persisted.

He Jiqing sighed: "Then, all right."

"Is your pen name He Jiqing?" Lin Shu finally remembered and asked.

"Well, I removed the surname, and it's called Ji Qing." He Jiqing said.

"It's so nice." Lin Shu realized that at some point, he was already half-leaning in He Jiqing's arms. He hugged him like a couple who had been in love for a long time.

The movie replays the first kiss between the boy and the man by the suburban pond, and the boy licks the man's mouth with his tongue.

Lin Shu raised his head sideways, facing He Jiqing.Following the boy's example, he stuck out his tongue to lick He Jiqing's mouth.His lips were dry and soft, and his breath hit his face moistly.

He Jiqing looked at the boy's half-closed eyes, the half-covered eyelashes were trembling slightly.He took the initiative to bite his lips, biting and sucking gently.The boy's hands clasped his back.He struck hard until the boy was a puddle in his arms, moaning like a small animal.

Lin Shu had no choice but to push He Jiqing away, lying in his arms, panting heavily.He almost thought he was going to die, He Jiqing was very good at kissing, with the strength of a man.

He Jiqing buried his head on the side of his neck, smelling the boy's body, it was warm, comfortable and reassuring.

"Do you want to go back tonight?" He Jiqing hugged Lin Shu tightly in his arms.

Lin Shu rested his head on his chest and shook his head like a puppy: "No, I want to stay here, is that okay?"

This time, he was ready to give everything, whether it was heart or body.

"Well, yes." It's fine to stay here forever, He Jiqing thought as he kissed Lin Shu's hair.

The next day, both of them were woken up by the alarm clock, Lin Shu's alarm clock.

Lin Shu squinted his eyes and touched the phone and turned off the alarm clock.He Jiqing, who was sleeping with him in his arms, asked hoarsely, "What time is it?"

Lin Shu picked up his phone and opened his eyes to look again: "09:30." He had already forgotten why he set the alarm clock at this time.

"Do you want breakfast?" He Jiqing asked him.

He nestled in his arms and shook his head, He Jiqing wiped the hair on his forehead: "We seem to have slept for a long time."

Lin Shu counted on his fingers in a daze, and it was more than ten hours.He arched into He Jiqing's arms, wishing he could be like this for the rest of his life.

He Jiqing put his arms around him, smelling the smell of the boy, and thought it was good.

Last night, Lin Shu took off his clothes and offered to have sex with him. He couldn't bear it, but he still didn't make it to the end.Lin Shu is too young, even though he says he wants it, his body is nervously resisting.After all, for the first time, he wanted to give him time.

"You have a pimple here." After a while, Lin Shu woke up completely, touched He Jiqing's chin and said, "It turns out that you also have pimples."

He Jiqing smiled: "I'm human too, so of course I get acne."

"You also have wrinkles at the corners of your eyes." Lin Shu made another discovery.

"Well, I'm almost forty." He Jiqing said.

Lin Shu was surprised: "How old are you?"

"Guess?" He Jiqing teased him.

"85?" Lin Shu felt that He Jiqing was not old.

"Older than 85." He Jiqing sighed: "You were born in 82. I know you were born in 95 or 96. I'm more than a round older than you!"

"Do you want me to call you daddy?" Lin Shu asked him intentionally for a rare moment of humor.

He Jiqing bit the tip of his nose: "You can try it next time!"

Lin Shu blushed and pushed him away: "Your eyes are not black!" He changed the topic abruptly.

Just thinking about what happened last night makes me feel ashamed.He originally wanted to do something, but he was too nervous, even though He Jiqing kept kissing and stroking him, trying to make him relax, he still couldn't do anything in the end.

"Your eyes are not black either." He Jiqing stroked Lin Shu's blushing face.

"You look like a foreigner, with such a high nose, such long eyelashes, and a thin mouth." Lin Shu also touched He Jiqing's face.

The two looked at each other, and finally Lin Shu took the initiative and kissed He Jiqing on the mouth.Compared to last night's youthfulness, he was much more proficient. He pried open He Jiqing's mouth with his tongue, and poked it in to intertwine with him.He Jiqing rolled over and pressed him under him, and his movements became wild. Lin Shu accepted his menacing kiss until he couldn't breathe.

He Jiqing let go of him, and found that Lin Shu was kissed tearfully, and both of them were hot.

Lin Shu hugged his neck, blushed and asked softly, "Yes, do you want to continue?"

He Jiqing leaned over him, took a few deep breaths and said, "Next time."

"Yes, I'm sorry." Lin Shu apologized softly for being nervous last night.Obviously the atmosphere is good, but his body is not strong enough.

He Jiqing got up and patted his forehead: "Stupid!"

After waking up, He Jiqing took Lin Shu to the restaurant he often went to for lunch. After lunch, Lin Shu received a WeChat message from his roommate, saying that there was an event in the courtyard at night, and all senior students were required to attend.

He Jiqing said, "I'll take you back to school."

Lin Shu shook his head, he was already reluctant to part with He Jiqing.

"Is it okay not to go?" He Jiqing asked him.

He looked at the fine weather outside, the sun was very bright.While shaking his head, he asked He Jiqing: "If you're okay, let's stay a little longer, okay? The event doesn't start until 6 pm." He wanted to stay longer with him, the weather was so nice.

He Jiqing couldn't ask for more.He drove Lin Shu up Zijin Mountain, entered the mountain from Huanling Road, and walked up the mountain along Lingdong Road.The old maple on the mountain is thick and thick, with branches that have lost their leaves, hovering in the sky, splitting the sunlight into pieces and falling on the road and the roof of the car.

Lin Shu has been to Zijin Mountain many times, but the mountain scenery has never been as beautiful as this time.He looked at He Jiqing in the driver's seat and said, "I am very happy now."

He Jiqing frowned, "Me too." He was also very happy, finally someone was willing to come close to love him.

He Jiqing drove the car to the top of the mountain and found an empty place to park.After getting off the car, Lin Shu looked down at the sun-covered mountains and forests, and shouted excitedly.

He Jiqing looked at him and smiled.Lin Shu came over, stood in front of him, looked up at him, and called him, "He Jiqing."

He replied: "Yes."

In the next second, Lin Shu held his hand: "Let's go to the grass over there."

The boy held him tightly, and he walked very fast, He Jiqing knew that he might be a little nervous.He followed his footsteps and walked forward. The winter mountain wind was blowing on his face, and he could no longer feel the coldness, because there was fire in his heart, which burned his limbs and bones like the sunlight all over the mountains and plains.

"I want to lie down and bask in the sun!" Lin Shu said after leading He Jiqing to the withered grass.

"Sure!" He Jiqing dragged Lin Shu to lie down on the grass.

Lin Shu was shorter than He Jiqing, he kicked his feet and moved up until he was face to face with He Jiqing.He looked at He Jiqing's face under the sunlight and said, "You really look good!"

He Jiqing asked him: "If I wasn't so good-looking, would you still fall in love with me?"

Lin Shu didn't answer, but pointed to the sky and said, "Look, the plane."

He Jiqing held his hand and put it on his chest. For the first time, he was glad that he was good-looking.

An airplane, passing slowly across the blue cloudless sky, the airflow from its tail drew a white line in the sky.Lin Shu said, "It's really pretty."

He Jiqing said, "Yes."

Lin Shu tilted his head to look at him, and He Jiqing also turned his head to look at him.

"You're not so good-looking, I want to fall in love with you too." Lin Shu looked into his eyes and said.

He Jiqing replied softly, "Yes."

Lin Shu pouted, revealing an unhappy smile.He just needed someone to fall in love with, and it didn't matter if this person wasn't He Jiqing.The answer slowly forming in his mind made him feel even more despicable.He Jiqing couldn't understand, he reached out to touch his cheek: "What's wrong?"

"I'm going back to school soon." Lin Shu said.

He Jiqing pinched his nose: "We can meet again."

Lin Shu turned over and hugged him. He was already so reluctant at the beginning.How about parting after half a year?