Solitary

After lunch, Lin Shu packed up his things and prepared to go to Hongqiao by car.He Jiqing wanted to see him off, even though Jiang Chang said that the director would come in the afternoon.

Of course Lin Shu refused, He Jiqing lost his temper.The two of them stared at each other in the conference room.Lin Shu pursed his lips, He Jiqing's face darkened.

"The subway is very convenient, and it only takes 10 minutes to go there."

"But I want to send you."

"It will delay your work."

"There will be no delay."

"I really don't need you to send it, just concentrate on your work."

"No, I have to send you off."

Lin Shu looked at the stubborn He Jiqing and sighed, He Jiqing picked up his backpack to leave.He stopped him: "Jiang Chang said that you have not been working well recently. He, he said it was because of me."

The more she spoke, the lower her voice was, Lin Shu was very embarrassed.

"Yes, I miss you, I miss you all the time." He Jiqing confessed.

His own confession was more powerful. Lin Shu looked at his serious face, and the corners of his eyes began to feel sore again unconsciously.Ever since he was with He Jiqing, he couldn't hold back his tears.

"Let me see you off, I want to stay with you for a while longer." He Jiqing begged.

Lin Shu hugged him gently, put her head on his chest, and called his name: "He Jiqing—"

"Ah."

"I don't want to affect you."

"You didn't affect me, that's my own problem."

"I don't want everyone to say you're bad, and I don't want you to delay work because of me." What Jiang Chang said made Lin Shu a little secretly happy, but it was more guilt.Because with him, the excellent He Jiqing is no longer outstanding, which is a terrible thing.

He Jiqing held Lin Shu's face in his hands, and looked down at his face. The boy's eyes were moist with self-blame, and if he continued to speak, there would be tears again.He rubbed his face helplessly: "You, what did Jiang Chang tell you? What do you want me to say?"

"He Jiqing, I like you, the kind I like very much." Lin Shu confessed suddenly and seriously.

He Jiqing stared at him for a while, then bowed his head and kissed him.Lin Shu quickly responded to him.The two people's lips and tongues intertwined tenderly, and they were lingering for a while.

When He Jiqing was about to deepen the kiss, Lin Shu pushed him away in time, looking at him with a pair of moist and slender eyes: "He Jiqing, promise me that you will always be the excellent He Jiqing, the hardworking He Jiqing, whether I am with you or not. "

He Jiqing sighed and pulled his nose, thinking that Jiang Chang would really catch his life.

"Okay, my Lord Lin Shu, I will work hard, even if I think you are confused, I will work hard and never lose my mind."

Lin Shu felt that he seemed to be teasing a child, and what he wanted to talk about was not only this time, but also the future.He Jiqing loves him, he knows it.It is precisely because he knows that he loves him that he is more sad.He would eventually leave He Jiqing, and he hoped that by that time, He Jiqing's sadness would be much less than his, so much less that it would not affect his work or his life.

"But, I still want to take you to the station!" He Jiqing said firmly.

Lin Shu sighed and squeezed out an ugly smile.

He Jiqing sent him to Hongqiao contentedly. Along the way, Lin Shu was thinking about it, worried that the director would think he was not professional when he found out that he was not there, and told him about Jiang Chang's 200 million liquidated damages.

He Jiqing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he told Lin Shu that there were not so many.Lin Shu asked, "How much is that?"

"Just over 50 million."

Lin Shu still gasped and told him to work hard.

"When you miss me, bear with it," he said.

He Jiqing asked back, "What should I do if I can't bear it?"

"I will endure it too!" Lin Shu said.

If he was not driving, He Jiqing would really stop and kiss Lin Shu.He thinks his boy is the cutest in the world!

After seeing Lin Shu off, He Jiqing encountered a traffic jam on the elevated highway when he went back. It was already past three in the afternoon when he arrived at the studio, and the director and producer had already smoked half a pack of cigarettes in the studio. While laughing at him: "You also have today!"

The perfect He Jiqing sometimes misses work because of a relationship, and the perfect He Jiqing also has times when he is worried about a small lover.

"You are just an ordinary person!" the director who has seen countless people said to him.

He Jiqing nodded with a smile: "Yes, I am also a mortal!"

As a result, when the director came, not only did not speed up the project time, but changed his thinking, which meant that all previous work had to be overthrown and restarted.More people were added to the team, and He Jiqing stayed in Shanghai longer.He listened to Lin Shu's words and devoted himself to his work. Whenever he was free, he would send Lin Shu a WeChat message or make a phone call.

Ordinary He Jiqing and his young lover Lin Shu started a long-distance relationship in Nanjing and Shanghai.

Last week, Lin Shu visited He Jiqing.This week, it was He Jiqing who went to see him.On the contrary, the distance between the two places makes the relationship between the two people continue to heat up. Every time they get together is a race against time, full of affection, and every separation is heartbroken, as if they are parting from life to death.

Lin Shu seized every opportunity and time to fulfill his wish list.There are more and more wish list fulfilled, but new wishes are still emerging in an endless stream.Lin Shu often feels that he is greedy, but he cannot resist the temptation.The more he asked, the more disturbed he became.He suppressed it and told himself to live in the moment!

He Jiqing found that he couldn't leave Lin Shu for a long time.He opened and closed his mouth, it was all his Lin Shu.Those who once thought He Jiqing was unattainable said that he had already broken the legend and fell from the altar.When talking about love, He Jiqing seemed more human.

In the twinkling of an eye, more than a month passed, Lin Shu finished her last professional course, and the last winter vacation of her senior year began.During winter vacations in previous years, he always went home as soon as the vacation was over.This year is different, he doesn't want to go home at all.He planned to stay an extra week to go to Shanghai to accompany He Jiqing, and then go home. He thought of an excuse, saying that there was a special training course for civil servants.

But a phone call from his mother, Li Hua, not only interrupted his plan, but also made him fall into the ice cave.

Li Hua said that he had already booked a flight ticket to Xiamen for him that night, and enrolled him in a civil servant training class in Xiamen, which cost [-] yuan a class.Not only that, but she also had to go to Xiamen to attend classes with him.

Lin Shu still wanted to struggle helplessly: "I have signed up for the training courses and paid for them."

Li Hua said: "Retire." He said that there was no way to withdraw.

Li Hua was furious on the phone: "If you can't return it, then you don't want it. Get out of here quickly. Don't think about staying in Nanjing and not coming back. I know what you're thinking! You just don't want to go home, just like your father." !"

While Li Hua was talking, he suddenly scolded Lin Shu's father, Lin Jian.

"You and your father are not good people. You only know how to run outside all day long, and you will have a dead face when you come home. Don't go home even if you are on holiday, just die outside! Why do you need this family? ? If I hadn’t been in the dark in this family, would you have been here? The conscience of your Lin family has been eaten by dogs!”

Li Hua scolded a lot, but Lin Shu didn't dare to intervene, not even hang up the phone.His parents often quarreled, and every time they quarreled, Li Hua always turned his anger on him.In her eyes, anyone surnamed Lin is not a good thing.When he was in junior high school, he once asked her why she didn't get a divorce, but she scolded her in turn.

In the end Li Hua scolded Lin Jian enough, and then scolded Lin Shu for a while. In a word, he must go home immediately.

Every time after talking on the phone with Li Hua, Lin Shu would be paralyzed all over, unable to move or speak, and it would take a long time to return to normal.After he recovered, he called He Jiqing as soon as possible. He is now a stranded fish, and He Jiqing is his ocean.He Jiqing was busy and waited for a long time before getting connected.As soon as he called out "He Jiqing", he was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

He Jiqing escaped from the seminar, and when he heard his crying, he immediately lost his composure and asked him what was wrong.

Lin Shu felt even more sad when he heard his concerned questions on the phone.

He Jiqing asked softly: "What happened, please tell me."

"I want to go back to Xiamen, the plane tonight." Lin Shu had to tell him.

He Jiqing was very surprised. Lin Shu told him before that after the winter vacation, he would come to Shanghai to accompany him for a week, and then go home.When he said the plan, he was full of expectations.He has even planned to go to Little Jasmine on Wukang Road to eat tiramisu, drink to Boxing Cat on Fuxing West Road, count Tarot at 33° north latitude on South Shaanxi Road, and stay in a French villa on Xiafei Road for one night. Every morning, I want to eat rice balls made by an old lady in Shanghai in the alley of Julu Road...

"Why so suddenly?" He Jiqing couldn't accept it, he was looking forward to the life of the next week just like Lin Shu.

"My mother bought me a plane ticket tonight." Lin Shu said.

"Return it, it doesn't matter if you can't return it, I'll buy it for you." He Jiqing was very excited.

"They had a quarrel." Lin Shu skipped the civil service exam training.

"Who is arguing? Your parents?" He Jiqing asked.

"En." Lin Shu's voice dropped a lot in an instant.

He Jiqing was speechless, he knew that Lin Shu was the only child in his family, and his parents took him very seriously.

"Very serious?"

"Ah."

"It's okay, the winter vacation is only one month anyway, isn't it?" He Jiqing comforted him, and comforted himself.

"Hmm." Lin Shu on the other end of the phone was already crying. He didn't want to go home. On his list, there were still many wishes that had not been fulfilled.He was afraid that after a winter vacation, many things would change.

He Jiqing was so heartbroken by his crying that he was far away in Shanghai, out of reach, so he could only coax him softly: "It's okay, it's just a month of separation. I will call you every day, send you WeChat, video is fine, no matter what Anyway, we will all meet, we will all be together."

The more he said this, the more Lin Shu cried.He called He Jiqing's name, regretting why he didn't hurry up and realize all the wish lists he had written.

"He Jiqing, I really want to be with you very much." Lin Shu cried and declared, expressing his inner desire and despair together.

Although He Jiqing was used to Lin Shu's sense of despair from time to time, the intensity of Lin Shu's despair still had a great impact on him this time.A line of lyrics suddenly popped up in his mind, "Love each other as if every day is the end, every minute and every second is so beautiful that tears will fall." The name of this song is "Love Even When You Die".

He recalled every detail of getting along with Lin Shu, his boy was easy to cry, always crying in front of him, every separation would be hard to part with, always trying to make him happy, obviously such a shy person But he often boldly seduces him, and frankly says that he likes him. He is fragile, sensitive, pessimistic, always worrying about gains and losses, and always moves or shocks him at every turn.

The boy's desperation and firmness, contradictory, made him sad.He once again solemnly confessed to the boy: "I love you, Lin Shu, I love you very much."

How much he wanted to appease the boy's despair, he wanted to make the boy happy.

Hearing his confession, Lin Shu finally couldn't help squatting on the side of the road with people coming and going, crying loudly.