my joann

Chapter 70 extra episodes

Honeymoon

The ticket that Lu's father bought was after the year, so Qiao An and Lu Yihang took the time to get the certificates.On a sunny day, I flew to Paris.

After getting off the plane, Qiao An was shivering due to the cold, but luckily the car he booked before coming had already arrived.They didn't hire a tour guide, because when Lu Yihang University was studying abroad, he often traveled all over the world and was familiar with many places.

After checking into the hotel, Qiao An lay on the bed tired and slept for a few hours before recovering.

Lu Yihang was still sleeping, Qiao An got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.After taking a shower, he saw Lu Yihang also woke up.

"Shall we go to eat? I'm a little hungry." Joan said. He didn't eat much on the plane and fell asleep all the way.

"I'm hungry too." Lu Yihang sat up and waved to Qiao An.

Joan walked over and sat next to him, "Then get up quickly, let's go down to eat." Joan knew when he came, there is a cafeteria downstairs, and I heard it tastes good.

Lu Yihang hugged Qiao An's waist from behind, and bit Qiao An's ear, "Is baby so hungry?"

Qiao An, who has experience, instantly understood that the next sentence must be answered carefully, otherwise the stomach will not be full, and other places will be lost!

"I'm not very hungry, get up quickly, it's cold, put on your clothes..." Lu Yihang kept rubbing his ears lightly, making Qiao An's breath very unsteady after saying a word.

"But what if I'm hungry?" Lu Yihang still didn't intend to let Qiao An go.

Qiao An pinched Lu Yihang's chin very seriously, and rescued his red bleeding ears, "I want to go downstairs to eat!" He said every word with extraordinary momentum!

Lu Yihang smiled softly beside him, got out of bed and got dressed.

After going down, it was meal time, Qiao An and Lu Yihang each took something and sat down to eat.Joan was very hungry and ate very quickly.Since he stopped taking medicine, his appetite has gradually improved, and now he eats about the same amount as Lu Yihang, and he only ate two plates of pasta.

Lu Yihang said with some worry, "Fortunately, he made some money by selling dog ears, otherwise how could he afford to support his father with strawberries?"

Qiao An paused, and glared at Lu Yihang.

Lu Yihang didn't intend to sell the pair of dog ears at first, but when Lin Pingsheng saw them, the two discussed them and turned them into game accessories for sale.

It's okay, the key is that they also named the ear "Anear". At first glance, it seems to be no problem, but when Lu Yihang asked him to wear it at night, it became a big problem!

It's okay to put it on, but the man moved and said in his ear shamelessly, "An'an, your ears are up, isn't it comfortable?"

"An'an, your ears turned around, is that the point just now? Then I will continue..."

"An'an, your ears are folded, isn't it fast enough? Then I speed up..."

Joan covered his face, his ears hurt when he heard it now.Seeing someone's smug expression, Joan took a big mouthful of noodles as if venting his anger.

I can't kill you, hmph, I can't kill you!

After the meal, Qiao An and Lu Yihang went upstairs to change into thicker clothes. France is cold at this time, but there are relatively few tourists.

Joan is not very interested in tourist attractions, but wants to eat some food with French characteristics.

Although he didn't want to go to the scenic spots, Lu Yihang still took Qiao An past some landmark buildings.A few days after arriving here, Joan and Lu Yihang took a group photo under the Eiffel Tower, went to the Louvre, Notre Dame Cathedral, and the Arc de Triomphe, and spent an afternoon strolling along the Seine River.

Strolling along the Champs-Elysees Avenue with Lu Yihang at night, after tasting a classic French meal, we went to the Paris Opera House together and listened to Lu Yihang introduce his favorite "Phantom of the Opera".

Or look at the huge fountain in Concorde Square, accompanied by lights, flashing various lights, and the music of street performers is free and beautiful.

After that, I went to Switzerland. Zurich has pleasant seasons, and the grilled sausage is deeply loved by Joan.They rented a yacht to float on Lake Zurich, the lake was sparkling, clear and leisurely.

Finally, I went to Santorini, Greece to live for half a month. Lu Yihang took Joan to see the most beautiful sunset and the most magnificent sea view in the world.

Joan's favorite activity is to eat barbecue at the Aegean seaside. His technique is very good, and the taste sometimes attracts many foreign friends to taste it.

In just a few days, Joan has fallen in love with Santorini deeply. Everything here is naturally peaceful and beautiful. There seems to be no worries here, and everything is peaceful.

At first Qiao An couldn't swim, he didn't dare to go into the sea, so Lu Yihang had to teach him by hand.Lu Yihang, who has a deep understanding of taste and taste, was always careless when he was an instructor, and he came down again and again. Qiao An failed to learn how to swim when he finally left.

Therefore, it is very necessary to have a good teacher.

But this trip to Europe, to say that what impressed him the most was the day when Lu Yihang took him to watch the sunset.

Just after admiring the magnificence of nature, Lu Yihang took him to a seaside dinner, where they met a few friends who went on the road with music, after the meal everyone started playing musical instruments, while Qiao An and Lu Yihang Accompanied by the music and the sound of the waves, embrace each other.

At the seaside, everyone doesn't like to wear shoes. The soft sand penetrates the seams of the feet, and it is possible to step on some hard shells from time to time.

Qiao An didn't know how to dance, so Lu Yihang held his waist and led him around slowly. The sea breeze blew away his tiredness.

Stardust covered the vast sky above his head, Qiao An and Lu Yihang were lying on the big reef together, his eyes were almost blurred.

"An'an." Lu Yihang said, "I brought ANear out."

Qiao An ignored him, every time he came out with something, it would not be a good sign, now at the beach, he firmly believed that Lu Yihang would definitely not do anything.

After a while, Lu Yihang sat up. He turned around and helped Qiao An up, "I saw something very interesting over there during the day, follow me."

Believed to be true, Qiao An really followed behind Lu Yihang.

As soon as he walked, he came to a very secluded place, there was no one around, it was full of huge reefs, Lu Yihang stopped at the gap between the two big reefs.

Joan wanted to run away a little bit, it was wrong to think so in this situation!

"It's the most beautiful place to look up from here." Lu Yihang said, and pushed Qiao An to the rock in the corner of the gap, where it would be better to stand and recline. After leaning his head on it, Qiao An found that it was indeed very beautiful.

The starry sky above is like a rotating music box, moving at an extremely slow but visible speed.

Lu Yihang took out his small ears from behind, and put them on Qiao An's head very quickly.

"What are you going to do?" Joan's heart was beating fast, "This is the wild."

"I want to eat candy." Lu Yihang said, "I want to eat lollipops."

Joan's face was flushed red, and the small ears on his head twitched, "What nerves are there, this is outside, there are people!"

Lu Yihang pushed Qiao An back, "You can ask me not to eat, but you have to wear your ears."

Qiao An accepted the request, and Lu Yihang leaned next to him to watch the stars.After watching for a while, Lu Yihang probably got tired and sat on the sand.

Seeing that he didn't do anything else, Joan didn't care. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the night breeze.

Suddenly, Qiao An opened his eyes, and the small ears on his head stood up quickly as if he had discovered the enemy's situation. He lowered his head and saw Lu Yihang kneeling in front of him on one knee.

It would be fine if it was just like this, Joan thought, she could still accept any marriage proposals.

but!Don't take off your pants!Get off your own!Why take off me!Joan was about to resist when the hot package under his body blocked his throat.

The sea breeze is still blowing, the stars are twisting the night sky, a pair of puppy ears are exposed on the rocks on the beach, trembling for a while, and shaking up and down excitedly for a while...

Boundless beauty, only you in the eyes.

Still a little weak...

In fact, he knows

Since playing VR with Lu Yihang in the company, Qiao An has been fascinated by this thing, and will play with Lu Yihang when he has time.

On this day, Lu Yihang originally planned to play with Qiao An, but suddenly a guest came, there was no way, Qiao An didn't want to stay in the small room, so he went down to play alone.

The last time he played in Europe, Lu Yihang took him to the snow mountain for skiing, and he fell in love with this sport after that.Coincidentally, there happened to be a skiing game here. Joan skied in the cubicle for a while and even broke the record, but suddenly felt very lonely.

He actually wanted to play with Lu Yihang, but Lu Yihang was busy, and Qiao An couldn't be willful.He squatted aside to check if there were any new games recently, but he actually found one in the trash can.

It's a simulation game called Don't Be Scared.

The game introduction only has one sentence: "I am always by your side." Other than that, there is nothing else.

If you don't play for nothing, Qiao An thinks that the game they gave up on is probably the game they gave up on. Since it won't be released, it's okay to play it.

As soon as he entered, another man stood in front of him. Unlike the zombie game back then, this man's appearance fit Joan's aesthetics.

While following the operating instructions, Qiao An thought, this must not be done by Lin Pingsheng's company.

When the game started, Joan found himself standing in the living room without any prompts.How does this work?Is it an escape room?

He started to walk around suspiciously, but found nothing.Suddenly the phone rang, Joan was startled, after thinking about it, he went to answer it.

"An'an!" said the person on the other end of the phone, "Come downstairs, let's go eat!" After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Qiao An hung up the phone in a daze. This person is also called An An?Thinking that it was probably a mission reminder, Joan was obedient and ready to go out.

When he stood at the door, he heard a noise outside.Habitually, he stood by the door and waited for the person outside to disappear before going out. After waiting for about a minute, the person closed the door.

Joan breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to open the door, when four large characters "Game Failed" appeared in front of his eyes, and then his eyes went dark, and he returned to the living room.

How did it fail?Joan couldn't believe it. Before he could figure it out, the phone rang again. Joan walked over to pick it up in three steps at a time. Just like before, the person told him to go down for dinner.

Qiao An didn't believe in evil, and walked to the door, and sure enough, he heard a noise outside the door again. With the mood of giving it a try, he opened the door and walked out.

Sure enough, the neighbor was opening the door to take out the trash. He looked at Joan and said, "Good morning!"

Joan nodded and got on the elevator.

The game task lived on the top floor. When the elevator came down to the 18th floor, it stopped suddenly. About three people came in, and one of them nodded like Joan.

Joan nodded at him still in bewilderment, with more and more doubts in his heart, what kind of game is this?

It stopped again on the fifteenth floor, and five people came in from the outside.The space suddenly became crowded, and Joan stood in the corner, looking at the two people talking in front of him.

The elevator went to the first floor and everyone got out.Joan stood still in the elevator, and the elevator door closed.

The confined space brought Joan back to his senses, he pressed the elevator and walked out.

As soon as he came out of the building, a young man in black waved at him, "An'an, here!"

Joan walked over slowly, looked at that person, and suddenly a progress bar appeared in front of him, saying "Look at me 5'" The time is counting down, and it will be here soon.

Then he heard himself say, "Let's go, let's go to the supermarket to buy a bottle of water first."

After finishing speaking, a sentence appeared on the man in black next to him, "Follow me closely, within 2 meters"

The man started to move, Joan manipulated the handle, and followed his speed step by step to walk out of the community.Along the way, I met several passers-by from the same community. The man in black greeted them, and the passers-by also greeted them, and once even stopped to chat.

Joan patiently followed all the way out. When they arrived at the convenience store, Joan and the man in black bought a bottle of water together.

"Let's go there by bus!" the man said.

Joan nodded without hesitation. He followed the man and stood at the bus stop waiting for the bus. There were many people around him. The man seemed to be afraid that he would be bored and kept talking to him.

When the car arrived, Joan got into the car with the man. The car was full of people. Standing in the car, Joan felt like he was being squeezed.The camera is panning and it looks exactly like on the bus.

After arriving at the station, they got out of the car, and Qiao An saw it clearly in his heart.This is a snack street with many people.

If he didn't understand why this game appeared after playing here, he would be really stupid.

He took a deep breath, took off the VR glasses, his eyes under the glasses were already red.

For many years, he always thought that his illness was well hidden, and no one except Ren Youning knew about it.

Qiao An put down his glasses, silently walked to the elevator, and pressed the floor of Lu Yihang's office.

Before the guests left, Joan quietly sat on the small bench by the door, neither speaking nor moving, just huddled into a small group and sat down.

He waited and waited, waited and waited, and he didn't know how long he waited, but Qiao An knew that it must not be as long as Lu Yihang waited for him.

The door finally opened. Lu Yihang looked at Qiao An who was huddled by the door in surprise, and then motioned for the assistant to send him away. After seeing the guest getting on the elevator, Lu Yihang hurried over to hug Qiao An, "An'an, why are you squatting here? , why don't you go in?"

Joan stood up and walked into the office, Lu Yihang followed him in, Joan turned around and locked the door, and then sat on his office chair.

"An'an, what's the matter with you, why don't you talk?" Lu Yihang stood aside and asked, he hadn't seen Qiao An's expression like this for a long time.

Joan opened the drawer at the bottom of Lu Yihang's desk, and there was an "ANear" in it. He kept moving, put the ear on it, and put the patch on.

Lu Yihang watched the little ears pulled down, and understood, our An'an is not happy, and his mood is not beautiful.

"Baby, what's the matter? Why are you unhappy, tell me." Lu Yihang squatted beside his legs, held his hands, and rubbed them gently.

Qiao An also squatted down, rushed over and hugged Lu Yihang, with great strength, Mr. Lu, whose chassis was super stable, couldn't hold on, and sat down on the ground.

The little ears were still drooping, Qiao An asked very, very small in Mr. Lu's ear, "Did you already know?"

Lu Yihang didn't know what he was talking about, "Know what?"

Joan was embarrassed to say it, he thought for a while and said, "Don't be afraid."

Lu Yihang still didn't react, he hugged Qiao An and said, "I'm not afraid, baby, I will never be afraid when you are by my side."

"No." Joan said in a muffled voice, "Game, the game you made halfway through."

Lu Yihang understood, and his heart began to fluctuate.

"Did you already know?" Joan asked again.

Lu Yihang sighed, and said, "Yes, I already knew." Before it was over, Lu Yihang released a bigger bomb, "Not only me, but also my parents and I know."

Qiao An let go of Lu Yihang, squatting instead of kneeling, "What?!"

"Actually, they told me about this." Lu Yihang said, he originally kept this secret his whole life, although he once expected that Qiao An would tell him, but later he hoped that this secret would be shared with them. It was only pierced after seventy or eighty.

"How would they know..." Joan couldn't believe it.

"Silly, they are your parents. They are the people who know you best and care about you the most. Can they not see what's wrong with you?" Lu Yihang nodded Qiao An's nose.

"It's impossible, how do you know?" Joan was still shocked, the best thing he thought to hide was actually not a secret at all!

"We are very worried about you, An'an. Actually, what can you tell us." Lu Yihang said.

"Then why didn't you tell me?" Joan's eyes were hot.

"If you want us not to know, then we don't know." Lu Yihang said.

Qiao An couldn't take it anymore, he hugged Lu Yihang again, and said sorry to him over and over again.

"Silly An'an, you're wrong again, I'm sorry if I don't mention it." Lu Yihang kissed Qiao An's forehead, "Everything is over, we all understand you."

The ghost outside the episode is actually just a shadow

It was an accident that Ren Youning met Qiao An for the first time. The boy with big eyes was like a sudden lightning, illuminating his heart that had not seen the light for a long time.

During the period when he met Qiao An, Ren Youning was actually not having a good time.When he was in college, his mentor once said that his will was not strong enough, his emotions were too easily affected, and he was not suitable to be a psychological counselor.

But Ren Youning did it anyway, and in the eyes of outsiders, he did a great job.

Before Joan, he had a total of 71 successful cases and also had many failures.The data passed away as soon as it was announced, but everyone cut Ren Youning's heart.

Everyone has their own too dark history, and those darkness was conveyed to Ren Youning's heart through his mouth.

In fact, he was under a lot of psychological pressure, and even sought help from his senior brother.He didn't like his consultants to take medicine, but in fact, Ren Youning took a lot of it himself.

The second time I met Qiao An was another accident. He was eating popsicles and planned to visit his consulting room, but he saw the trapped Qiao An in the mall.

Seeing the rough road, Ren Youning took a look and stepped forward to lend a helping hand.

Qiao An is very cute, with bright and big eyes, like a ignorant deer.Ren Youning likes deer, and also likes people with this kind of appearance, and has a little heart for Qiao An.

This person must have a phobia, Ren Youning thought, and gave him his business card.After giving it to Qiao An, he realized that he wanted to help others out of their difficulties. The ridiculous thing is that he hasn't gotten out of his own difficulties yet.

People with social phobia generally don't dare to call, and Ren Youning did not receive his call, but unexpectedly, he received a call from another person.

That person was Lu Yihang, who claimed to be Qiao An's husband.

They chatted a lot that night, starting with Qiao An's illness, and finally Lu Yihang expressed his expectations to him. He hoped that Ren Youning could approach Qiao An as a friend, and then help Qiao An get out.

Lu Yihang is the big boss, and his promises are generous.

Ren Youning looked at the popsicle stick that he didn't want to throw away, and accepted this "job".

The third meeting with Joan came sooner than he expected. He can always meet him when the other party is in trouble. Who says this is not a kind of fate?

Ren Youning took Qiao An to the lounge, comforted him, bandaged him, and for the first time seriously asked him to consider accepting help.

Qiao An's resistance was more serious than he imagined, Ren Youning followed Lu Yihang's request, approached Qiao An and became his friend.

In fact, whether it was really for work or for other reasons, Ren Youning didn't want to seriously think about it.

The first time he invited Joan to his house, he saw what a drunk Joan looked like.Ren Youning actually hates alcoholics very much. He has seen too many people who waste their lives on them, but Ren Youning sat on the ground and looked at Qiao An who was reciting a thousand-character prose, but he couldn't get disgusted.

That day, he met Lu Yihang for the first time. He was a very oppressive man, but the moment he saw Qiao An, his breath changed.

Ren Youning understood the reason for this. He watched Lu Yihang's back holding Qiao An as he went downstairs, without moving for a long time.

Qiao An is a very resolute person, Ren Youning has always felt this way, whether it is guided by imagery or systematic desensitization, his performance is very remarkable, even sometimes Ren Youning wants him to stop, but he himself insists down.

He was very brave, Ren Youning looked at Qiao An who was lying on the chair, and took out his sketchbook.Sometimes Qiao An would lie down on a chair to rest after finishing image guidance or systematic desensitization, and Ren Youning would use this period of time to describe this quiet boy in detail.

This time is Ren Youning's favorite time, all troubles will be forgotten by him, and his whole body will only focus on one person.

Ren Youning sometimes feels that he is perverted. Qiao An is married and has a happy family, but he just can't restrain his eyes on Qiao An.

As a psychological counselor, you will meet all kinds of people. The time for these people to appear in your life is extremely short, some for a few weeks, and some for a year or two.

But there will always be separation.

At first, Ren Youning was not used to it, but after a long time, he was relieved, and greeted the next person with the secret of the previous person.

Joan was the one he didn't want to be separated from, he really hoped for a little longer, a little longer.But such a mentality is wrong and unethical.

He finally understood why his mentor said that he was not suitable to be a psychological counselor.

No matter how reluctant Ren Youning was, Qiao An's condition was getting better day by day. Before going out for the last time, Ren Youning spent a lot of effort to find and beat the little boy back then, and let him play a play with him.

The little boy left.Ren Youning walked up anxiously. He walked very slowly along the way. On the one hand, he really wanted to get to Qiao An's side quickly, but on the other hand, he hoped that he could walk slower. It will be longer.

He squatted in front of Joan and said that Joan was a warrior, which was also what he said deep in his heart.In his heart, Joan is a warrior, a warrior who dares to overcome pain.

Ren Youning learned a lot of theory by himself, but he couldn't do it.

"I only opened a door for you, and you are the one who really stepped through." Ren Youning said to Qiao An.

Like he used to say to everyone.

Extra Story: Net Red Little Strawberry

Since Qiao An stopped taking medicine, he started to do the post-production crazily again, but with Mr. Lu as the backing, he no longer does it for wages, but does more post-production for public welfare.

Joan was also relieved to finally not have to eliminate acne for the bride and groom.After all, there are not many public welfare post-production, Qiao An often has nothing to do, so he uses the lens bought by Lu's mother to take pictures of Little Strawberry.

From childhood to adulthood, all kinds of cute, handsome and stupid are all recorded.After the shooting was finished, Qiao An took it to do post-production, and even created a Weibo account for Little Strawberry, and would post some photos on it every once in a while.

Unknowingly, Little Strawberry became popular!

The popularity is much higher than that of Joan's medicated diet account. Joan couldn't help but sigh, people are not as good as animals.

After sighing, I was even more excited to take pictures and videos of Little Strawberry.

Mr. Lu's courier

Mr. Lu returned home from get off work early today, feeling very disturbed along the way, because he received a text message from Qiao An before returning home.

Joan: You have a courier, and I put it in your room.

After thinking about it, Mr. Lu realized that the courier he bought was only "those things", and he couldn't be seen by Qiao An first, otherwise the good helpers would have to see each other in the toilet.

Mr. Lu, who drove home by speed car, found that the atmosphere was not right when he entered the door, it was strangely quiet

"An'an?" Lu Yihang called out twice, but no one answered.

He walked upstairs with some anxiety, and was startled when he opened the bedroom door, and he scolded the cheating businessman in his heart.

The courier box was huge, like a refrigerator... Lu Yihang moved it, and found that it was still a bit heavy, and he couldn't hold it.

He looked around and shouted again uncertainly, "An'an? Little Strawberry?"

There was still no answer, Lu Yihang felt relieved, guessing that he probably went out for a walk.

Since they're not at home, it's time to take it apart, otherwise there will be no chance when Joan comes back!

Lu Yihang found a handmade knife and cut it from the seam of the tape.

Lu Yihang:! ! !

"An'an?" Lu Yihang looked at Qiao An who was standing in the box, pretending to be calm, "What are you doing?"

Qiao An was standing in the box, and he was holding an unsealed box in his hand, Lu Yihang just glanced at it and didn't dare to say anything.

All the little toys he ordered online...

"I received a box of interesting things today." Joan stood inside and couldn't come out.

Lu Yihang swallowed, smiled softly and said, "What is so interesting, it must be our An'an."

Joan shook his head, "I'm not interested, these are the only things that are interesting." Then he walked out with the cardboard box in his arms.

How dare he nod at this time, Lu Yihang stretched out his hand to grab the box, "No, no, in my heart the most interesting thing in the world is An'an."

Qiao An dodged it nimbly. He stood still and took out a harmonious invisible from the box. "I don't know how it feels to use this kind of treasure on Mr. Lu."

Lu Yihang laughed dryly, "I didn't actually buy this, it was Lin Pingsheng's."

Friends are for sale, Lu Yihang said.

"What did Lin Pingsheng send it to you?" Qiao An was not fooled.

"Because he was afraid of being seen by Wei Lai." Lu Yihang said.

"Fart!" Qiao An blushed with anger, and even lied, "Lin Pingsheng doesn't need it!"

"How do you know that he doesn't need it, that's why he told me that Wei Lai can't do it." Lu Yihang stretched out his hand again, "Unlike me, I don't need to use these."

"Obviously Lin Pingsheng couldn't walk anymore!" Qiao An said, "When we went for an outing that day, Wei Lai was the one who supported him all the time!"

Lu Yihang wiped off the sweat that didn't exist, "Okay, since that's the case, I'll tell the truth, this is actually Luo Bin's."

"You're still lying!" Joan was very angry.

"He's too lonely by himself, so he needs a little adjustment." Lu Yihang said in a softer voice, knowing that this test would not pass, Lu Yihang said, "An'an, I just thought it might be fun to use."

"But it hurts!" Qiao An said, Lu Yihang used it before, it's really a shame, okay? !

Lu Yihang kept his mouth shut, "Obviously your 'ears' don't say that."

"Ah! Shut up!" Qiao An's face was flushed. Ever since Lu Yihang started eating meat, he has been very energetic, and he likes to use weird mosaic props.

Lu Yihang bullied himself over and leaned into his ear and said, "These are new products with many new functions, very interesting, let's give it a try, and stop if we don't like it."

Qiao An refused, Mr. Lu alone already made him unable to bear it, and the little toy would definitely die if he came again.

"Well, we don't need it." Lu Yihang finally compromised, he still didn't want to see Qiao An unhappy, Lu Yihang lowered his head and kissed Qiao An, "I was wrong, I won't buy it in the future."

After speaking, he threw the props into the bottom drawer of the bedside table.

Joan stopped talking, but judging from his expression, he knew that Joan was still not very happy.

"What's the matter baby, are you raising your mouth to wait for me to kiss you?" Lu Yihang asked.

"Aren't you usually satisfied?" Qiao Anyin groaned like a mosquito.

"What? I didn't hear what you said clearly." Lu Yihang moved to his mouth.

Joan looked at the ear next to his mouth, feeling ashamed and angry, and bit it.This man has no shame!

postscript:

If you don't read it, I put my thanks at the top

Since the update, many friends have given me a lot of help, thank you every little angel for your message and company

Compared with readers, I regard you more as my friends, bow again.

There are several little angels who have accompanied me for a long time, giving me the motivation to change every day, so that I don’t feel tired every day. I won’t mention your names here, but you must know what I’m talking about You =3=

Many authors can value more collections, but I care more about leaving comments, because this is like an echo to me.I put what I want to say in the text, and you give me an echo, so I am very satisfied and happy.Thanks.

This text was intended to be finished in 20 words, but unexpectedly, because it was signed, it was expanded to [-] words.Some plots are different from what I had imagined at the beginning, and many places were planned to be written, but they were not written. For example, the plot of the twins. Two days ago, I wanted to use this as the last plot point, but it was rejected.The current ending was finally settled after I spent several nights thinking about it.

It's not perfect, but it's one of the endings I want to write the most.

Here is a quote from a teacher, "A person's life trajectory will not be perfect, and it is impossible to be perfect. Some regrets are just to remind myself at all times that I have shortcomings and I have to make progress." This sentence is exactly what I want to express .

I watched two videos about social terror earlier, and I suddenly realized that mental illness is actually much more serious than we imagined, because it cannot be seen or touched, and many people do not understand how serious it is.

The original intention of writing this article is to let more people know what social terror is like and what mental illness is like through Qiao An, so that there will be less misunderstanding and more tolerance.

At that time, my friend told me that when you write this kind of article, don’t be so sad that it only touches yourself and doesn’t touch anyone else.I am not convinced, I said that there will always be people who are moved by their tenacity.

But my writing is not good enough. Mental illness has a dark atmosphere, but I prefer to write articles with a taste of sugar. I feel that it may be a bit nondescript.

In order for the content of this book to be realistic, I consulted a lot of books. It can be said that this is the most frequent time I have spent in the library since I left university, perhaps more diligently than in university.

I’m not a psychology major. I didn’t know a lot of knowledge at the beginning. I don’t know much now, but I know a lot more than three months ago. This book is not only about Joan’s growth, but also about my growth. , Thank you for your tolerance for me these past few months, I love you.

The things I want to express through this book are all written in the text. No matter how many things there are, I can only continue to express them through the next book haha.

I will continue to work hard to improve, thank you for your company, you are my most precious wealth.

The new article has already been opened, "Today's script is not quite right [Book Wearing]", if you like me, you can click my column to collect cute deer=3=

The author has something to say:

References throughout the book

book:

Introduction to Psychology Ninth Edition

Psychology Ninth Edition

"Introduction to Psychology"

"Don't be afraid of strangers"

"How not to worry"

"Who Am I - Imagery Dialogue Interpretation of Self"

"Anxiety - A Psychological Counselor's Therapeutic Notes"

"Don't Depressants"

film:

What is Social Anxiety?

"But Milk Matters"

"Living with social anxiety"

"black"

"I am afraid"

"Image Dialogue Training Set"

"Yale University Open Course: Complete Works of Introduction to Psychology"

TED:

"The Art of Asking"

"Are you suffering from depression in silence"

"I have a strange disease"

"My Son Is a Hot Spot on Campus"

"Depression, Our Secrets"

other:

Some data sources are Zhihu and Baidu or unknown