my joann

Chapter 24

"What did you say?" Joan pinched his stomach unconsciously, and the pain made him realize clearly that he didn't have auditory hallucinations just now.

"An'an, listen to me." Lu Yihang sat next to Qiao An, raised his hand to gently hold Qiao An's face, "I always thought that time will make us get used to each other, until one day you can never leave I."

Qiao An sat on the bed in a daze, unprepared for Lu Yihang's sudden words.

"I've thought a lot this afternoon. If I continue to do this and subtly let you accept my existence without telling you anything in the process, then all this is really too selfish." Lu Yihang's eyes were full of affection, Qiao An looked at him eyes, even felt that they were overflowing with stars.

"I've been saying before that we are married and can trust each other, and I kept accusing you of not trusting me." Lu Yihang said, "I'm sorry, An'an."

"You didn't..." Joan wanted to say something, but Lu Yihang interrupted him, "An'an, I blamed you, but I didn't really think about why. This afternoon, I think I might know the reason."

"Because I'm not good enough for you to trust."

Qiao An looked at Lu Yihang, his heart seemed to be squeezed by an unknown thing.

"We have only known each other for less than two months, and most of the time we get together and leave more. For many people, we are almost the same, just strangers with a little familiarity. No one can do what I ask, myself Impossible."

"Maybe you don't believe it, but that coffee shop was not the first time we met."

"Ah?" Joan raised his hand and patted his head hard, "What did you say?"

"I already knew you when you were in high school." Lu Yihang took Qiao An's hand and squeezed it in his palm, "But you didn't know me back then."

"High school..." Joan was a little nervous. High school was a period when his illness worsened. During that time, Joan was extremely withdrawn and hardly talked to others.

Although he didn't want to admit it, at that time, he was as famous in school as before.But before junior high school, he was popular, and after that, when everyone mentioned him, they almost always added the word "freak" at the end.

"I'm from Linhai High School, which is not far from your school. At that time, because my good friend was studying in your school, I would go there almost every week." Lu Yihang squeezed Qiao An's hand, his expression was unprecedented Relax, "It's funny to say it, I was a little rebellious during that time."

Qiao An couldn't help thinking about what Lu Yihang High School would be like, and tried to add rebellion to him, but all failed in the end.

"It can also be said that it was the second stage of middle school. On the contrary, during that time, I was uncomfortable watching everything. My heart was full of impetuousness, and it was difficult to calm down when doing anything."

Joan listened so carefully, he might not even realize how focused he was listening.

"That's when I saw you."

Lu Yihang didn't speak anymore, his eyes were slightly bent into a nice range, and when he looked at Qiao An, it seemed to be glowing.This glance is not only like the joy of reunion after many years, but also like the joy of affection when they first met.

Qiao An unconsciously held her breath, fearing that if she made a sound, it would break everything at this moment.Strangely, even though there was no sound at this time, an extremely gentle tune sounded in his heart.

The hustle and bustle in the tranquility engulfed him intensely and swiftly.

The chest seemed to be stuffed with sweet cotton candy, which made me feel heavy, but also more like light and airy.From the inside to the outside of the nose, there was a slightly itchy irritation, Qiao An found that he seemed to be unable to see Lu Yihang clearly.

Blinking his eyes hard twice, everything became clearer than before.

"I always remember that it was the second semester of the second year of high school before school started. My school started at a different time from yours, so I went there with my friends."

Lu Yihang continued, "Everyone is very busy, running around the campus with their schoolbags on their backs. After that, you should go to the auditorium for the opening ceremony. There are voices that make me irritable. If I want to be quiet, I wander around the campus alone."

"That's it, go to the woods near your playground. In fact, there are quite a lot of people near the woods, because there happened to be a toll booth there. I thought maybe the woods would be quieter, so I walked in. "

"Two steps away, guess what I found?" Lu Yihang asked with a smile.

Joan's breathing tightened, he recalled what he was doing during that time, and following Lu Yihang's words, his memory became clearer and clearer.

"I saw a sleepy teenager, lying under a tree and sleeping soundly as if no one else was around."

Lu Yihang didn't take his eyes off Qiao An for a second, just like when he first saw Qiao An, he was attracted so easily and unforgettable.

"It was so quiet, as if time stopped at that moment."

Lu Yihang took Qiao An's hand and placed it on his chest, "The boy folded his hands and placed them lightly on his chest, with a faint smile on his lips. The sporadic sunlight shining on him made people I couldn't help but wonder what he was dreaming about, and I didn't dare to disturb him at all."

"It's been a long time since I've felt this way. I'm immersed in everything around me, and I don't want to care about all the major things in life at this moment."

"I walked over lightly and sat down on a tree that was very close to him. It was a good position, where I could see him clearly without disturbing him."

"Just like that, I spent the afternoon with him under the tree."

Lu Yihang stopped talking, and held Qiao An's hand, as if holding the most beautiful thing in the world.

Qiao An looked at Lu Yihang, no one knew what he was thinking.

The two stared at each other like this, entangled in the silence.

After a long time, Qiao An broke the silence, "Then the boy missed the opening ceremony and was severely scolded by the teacher."

Lu Yihang laughed.

Joan laughed too.

"After that, I would see that boy under that tree every week." Lu Yihang thought for a while, and added, "Rain or shine."

Joan didn't speak. During that time, that was the only place where he could relax the most.If possible, he certainly hopes to stay there every day.

"I can't figure out why he insisted on going under the tree even when it rained, holding an umbrella. Just standing there, looking up at the drops of water dripping down one by one."

"Actually, I didn't know what he was looking at at first, but after observing for a long time, I can guess it."

Qiao An looked at Lu Yihang, listening to the interpretation of his most difficult life in another person's heart.Obviously there are a lot of things I want to say, but in the end I want to listen to the person in front of me even more.

"But I am also very grateful to him, because no matter what day, whether it is my happy day or my sad day, I can see him. I can get rid of my impetuousness in an instant and enjoy the most comfortable tranquility."

"I never heard a word from him, and I don't know his last name. But in that semester, I gave my first love to this person who knew nothing about it."

"I dare not disturb him. I'm afraid that as long as I go up to talk to him, that person will run away like a frightened rabbit and disappear forever."

"So until the end of that semester, that person didn't know I existed."

Qiao An suddenly felt very uncomfortable, he didn't want to listen to Lu Yihang's next words.

Sure enough, Lu Yihang's smile was also tinged with bitterness, "I regretted countless times that I didn't go forward."

"The second semester started, I couldn't wait to rush over, I thought about a vacation, and I finally decided to go forward bravely."

"But there was no figure I was most familiar with under that tree."

Qiao An bit her lip, not daring to look into Lu Yihang's eyes anymore, and subconsciously avoided it.

"An'an, will you look at me?" Lu Yihang asked in a low voice.

A few seconds later, Qiao An met Lu Yihang's eyes again.

"I've been looking for that person for many years, An An, do you know how lucky I am? When I found him, I even thought it was another dream that I would wake up from."

Joan opened his mouth, his mind was a little confused, everything in the past was constantly intertwined with the past two months.

He had guessed about Lu Yihang in many ways before, but he didn't expect the truth to be like this.

Lu Yihang said he was very lucky, but Qiao An felt that this was the greatest luck for him.

"Then..." Qiao An bravely looked at Lu Yihang and said, "Have you woken up from your dream?"

Lu Yihang shook his head, and he asked, "An'an, can I kiss you?"

The atmosphere became ambiguous from this second.

Every cell in the body is silently vibrating, heartbeat and breathing cater to the most beautiful movement, and the air seems to be filled with a smell of love.

Joan felt that he should refuse, but there was another voice in his mind, shouting loudly.Finally he closed his eyes.

At the moment when the warmth fell, both of them couldn't help but tremble, as if it was a trembling from the soul.

Lu Yihang's hand brushed across the back of Qiao An's head and penetrated into his hair, causing a pleasant itching.

Qiao An choked for breath, a little unwilling to let go, he did the same as Lu Yihang did, and even took a step closer to wrap his hands around him.

It's been a long time since I've been so bold, Joan thought, since I'm bold, let's be bolder.

Qiao An opened his mouth and passed out the warmest part of himself, he could feel Lu Yihang's stiffness for a moment.The feeling of taking the lead is really good, Joan continued to lick the opponent's lips.

Lu Yihang was not to be outdone, and the two quickly entangled with each other, pushing back and forth between you and me, competing with each other.

The word "fierce" appeared on Qiao An again, and Lu Yihang seemed to have a magical power to cut off the shackles on Qiao An, releasing the most primitive and sincere Qiao An.

This kiss lasted for a long time, and after they separated, they leaned on each other, panting slightly.

Their foreheads are touching, and their eyes are intertwined.

The author has something to say:

Lu Yihang: Spread flowers! ! !Sugar! ! !happy New Year! !Random red envelopes for comments! !Not just this chapter, every chapter before and after!

Qiao An: In the new year, I wish everyone happiness and health~!Morning with your loved ones!

Lao Lu: They finished my lines! In 2018, dreams come true!

Notes of Lu's Beloved Wife 24

Even if we were separated, fate will bring us together again.