my joann

Chapter 19

After Lu Yihang took Qiao An out of the ward, he followed the elevator to the underground garage without saying a word.

After both of them sat down in the car, Lu Yihang finally set his eyes on Qiao An.

Qiao An has been very uneasy since he came out. Just like last time, Lu Yihang kept silent, but Qiao An knew that today he would not open the door to see his favorite quilt cover like last time.

The quiet environment sometimes makes Joan very relaxed, but sometimes it is extremely unbearable.Especially when he and another person are alone in a closed environment.

He can't help but think a lot, can't help doubting a lot.

Some people say that if you don't break out in silence, you will be destroyed in silence.For Joan, most of the time he was destroyed in silence.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Lu Yihang still spoke.

Joan suddenly became nervous, tell him what?Tell him about your illness?was discovered?

Silence continued to spread in the carriage, and the atmosphere became more and more suffocating for Joan.

"If Uncle Li doesn't tell me, will I be the last to know? Even after my parents." Lu Yihang stared into Qiao An's eyes.

Joan opened his mouth to speak, but didn't know where to start.

In Qiao An's previous life, his way of life has always been "don't bother others".No matter what, his first thought is to do it by himself instead of asking for help.

So if a family member is hospitalized, or he has made a decision, he almost never tells others, and he completes it by himself.When I was young, I often chatted with my father, but now even my father talks less.

"I'm sorry." Joan was very discouraged and had no excuses. This was his own problem.

Lu Yihang's tone became urgent, "Joan, I've said it many times, we're married, you can trust me."

"Did I ask too fast for you to get used to it?"

Qiao An shook his head, in his heart, Lu Yihang has done a very good job.

"Father once said that marriage is when two people make themselves better and better, turn each other's shortcomings into cute spots, and combine two different individuals into one under the adjustment of time." Lu Yihang looked at Qiao An seriously, Whenever he found Joan's gaze trying to dodge, he would chase after him again.

"Would you like to go through this process with me?"

"I want to keep walking with you."

Lu Yihang felt that maybe the car window was not open, and the whole space became hot and dry, his face was a little hot, and his heartbeat was very disobedient.

This sentence was indeed told to him by Lu's father, but it was revised by him.Because the original words of Lu's father were not about marriage, but about love.

Lu Yihang was afraid that he would frighten Qiao An by saying the word "love" now, but before saying it, the word turned a corner on his tongue and became a "marriage" that was more suitable for them.

Joan shouldn't find out, right?Lu Yihang thought, would he agree?

Is it too fast to say this now, do you want to change it again?

It was even more nerve-wracking than the original proposal.

Qiao An was shocked by Lu Yihang again, it turned out that Lu Yihang was so serious about this marriage, and much more serious than Qiao An imagined.

He couldn't help but think again, what Lu Yihang said when they first met.Are they all lying to themselves?

Although there is this possibility, Qiao An still can't help but yearn for the process that Lu Yihang said.

Is it really possible? Keep going.

Seeing that Qiao An didn't respond for so long, Lu Yihang's enthusiasm gradually turned cold, and he said this with a sullen face.

"Of course, it's also because we got along during this time. I think we both get along very well. Since we have been together for so long, why don't we trust each other more. If one day you meet someone you really like, we If we separate again, I won't have any objections..." No wonder!Lu Yihang was extremely annoyed, and it was really too early to say these things.

Fortunately, Qiao An couldn't hear what he was thinking.

Qiao An's longing was also extinguished by this passage, he knew the meaning of Lu Yihang's words very well.Although what Lu Yihang said was that one day he would meet someone he likes, he would definitely not have any objections, but God knows that he will never have someone he likes at all, and it is difficult for him to even talk to people.

Therefore, the deep meaning of this passage of Lu Yihang should be that if one day Lu Yihang meets someone he likes, he, Qiao An, will have to pat his ass and end this relationship.And before that, for both parties to have a happy life, please behave according to his requirements.

As for the phrase "keep going", there must be a time limit, but Lu Yihang kindly didn't say it.

Qiao An understood Lu Yihang's meaning and accepted it very quickly, and felt ashamed that she misunderstood the meaning.

Fortunately, Lu Yihang couldn't hear what he was thinking.

Joan nodded, indicating that he understood.

Lu Yihang also ended the topic, neither of them got the answer they wanted most, and the embarrassment became stronger with time.

"Is there anything you want to eat?" Lu Yihang naturally turned on the car music, as if nothing had happened just now.It is true, Boss Lu has experienced all kinds of business negotiations, large and small, and thick skin is nothing to him.

Joan shook his head. He has never been a person who can make decisions.

Lu Yihang didn't ask any more questions, and drove the car out.

In the end, they ate dinner in a small private restaurant. Lu Yihang took the initiative and ordered ribs soup, fried pork liver and other nourishing dishes.

Qiao An didn't understand these things, and thought it was Lu Yihang's favorite food, so he wrote down all the names of the dishes so that he could make them for him next time.

They both cared about each other from the bottom of their hearts, but they kept each other from knowing.

Communication is very important, and the correct way of communication is even more important.

After eating, they packed enough meals for three people to go back to the hospital.

Later, the Lu family's parents also left the hospital. After Qiao An and Lu Yihang helped Qiao's father settle down, they opened the camp bed allocated by the hospital.

The beds allotted by the hospital are for single persons. For a person of Lu Yihang's stature, it is actually extremely uncomfortable to sleep. The bed is not long enough, and the feet are hanging in the air.There was absolutely no way the two of them could sleep on it together.

Lu Yihang pulled Qiao An to another hospital bed, and signaled Qiao An to sleep on this bed.

According to the regulations, they were not allowed to sleep here, but Mr. Lu didn't care too much, he didn't want Qiao An to have trouble sleeping all night.

"It's my bed, I'm shorter." Joan was a little embarrassed.

"You sleep here." Lu Yihang was still the undeniable Lu Yihang, pushed Qiao An to sit on the bed, and turned around to lean on the camp bed.After covering the quilt, seeing that Joan still kept the same posture just now, he said helplessly, "Joan, lie down and sleep."

Qiao An really wanted to stand up and exchange places with Lu Yihang, but he couldn't do it, so he had to lie down resentfully.

On such a tiring day, Joan fell asleep in no time.

Lu Yihang tossed and turned, unable to sleep.The bed is cold and hard, and I don't have my own wife as a pillow.

Half an hour later, someone quietly stood up in the darkness.The hospital bed opposite looked very warm and soft. Boss Lu said that he came here because he was afraid of catching a cold, and he coughed this afternoon!

Lu Yihang stood by the bed, the moonlight fell on the back of Qiao An's hands through the gap between the curtains, and the slender fingertips cut through the bright light.Joan's sleeping posture is very peaceful. It's really bad to use this word to describe a living person, but it's hard for people to think of other adjectives for Joan's actions.

Qiao An crossed her hands, resting them firmly on her chest. The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and she didn't know if she had some kind of sweet dream. People couldn't help but relax and let go of their defenses when they saw it.

Qiao An who fell asleep was very different from him in normal times. When Qiao An opened his eyes, there was always a trace of guard inside, hidden very deep, but Lu Yihang could see it.

Lu Yihang didn't know what he was nervous about, or what he was afraid of, but he always believed that he could dissolve that shred of guard.

Joan's lips were very light in color, but they were not dry at all. The lips that were slightly opened and closed due to breathing seemed to silently invite the other party to explore inside.

Lu Yihang gently sat sideways beside Qiao An, hanging his hand over the wound on the top of his head, stroking it from the air.Qiao An didn't say a word whether the wounds were painful or not, and Lu Yihang didn't ask either. He could imagine how painful it was, and he wished that the wounds could be transferred to himself, but there are many things that people can't do anything about.

He didn't even dare to touch it, for fear that his movements would be too heavy and wake up the sleeping Joan.

Lu Yihang bent down and approached Qiao An's lips, his movements were slow and firm.

His face was as indifferent as ever, as if this was something that would be done every day, the most commonplace thing.But his beating heart and imperceptible trembling reminded himself how hard-won all this was.

This was a kiss that didn't touch the other party. Lu Yihang stopped at the place closest to Joan's lips, and he could even feel the heat from Joan's mouth.

At such a close distance, Lu Yihang's breath is full of the smell of the person he puts on top of his heart, as if he can swallow the other person into his body as long as he opens his mouth, and become one with himself.

The feeling of being watched increases as Lu Yihang maintains this action.Very strange, Lu Yihang raised his head hesitantly, turned around and looked back.

Before the bright eyes could be closed, Qiao's father coughed lightly, and the two captured men smiled awkwardly and politely at the same time.

Qiao's father made a very gratified expression, and nodded approvingly. Lu Yihang accepted the approval with a tingly scalp, and expressed his high gratitude to the other party for his concern.

"You continue!" Father Qiao opened and closed his lips, said these three words silently, and then closed his eyes tightly, expressing that he would never peek again.

Lu Yihang was very helpless, he couldn't continue no matter what, so he had to sit on the side and watch Qiao An quietly.

Two minutes later, the feeling of being watched returned to him again, Lu Yihang pondered for two seconds, then quickly turned his head.

Even though Qiao's father closed his eyes very fast, Lu Yihang swore that he really found out that the other party was peeping. This terrible sight made Lu Yihang dare not stay any longer. He helped Qiao An tuck up the quilt again, and Lu Yihang still fell back to sleep. cot.

He didn't want to wake up Joan with his cold body, what happened just now was enough for him to sleep well tonight.

The night is beautiful, and so are the dreams.

The author has something to say:

Lu Yihang: When will there be negative contact kisses?

Joan: >///

Notes of Lu's Beloved Wife 19

There is no forcing, everything happens in the most natural way.

Happy Christmas Eve~ I also wish everyone a Merry Christmas=3=~ I am going on a business trip tomorrow, and I will be back in about three days~

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