I'll Have My Seatmate Beat You

Gu Qinan picked up the box subconsciously, Zhan Ming seemed very nervous, and explained to himself: "There is no place to put it, so I put it away first."

Gu Qinan's IQ suddenly started to work, and he asked, "You don't like me, what are you doing with the roses?"

"I'm going to throw it away, but I forget about it." Zhan Ming said.

"Oh." Gu Qinan hugged the box, "Do you know what's inside these roses?"

Gu Qinan hugged the box and sat on the bed, put the box on his lap, picked up one and slowly opened it.

Zhan Ming looked at him quietly.

The paper rose was torn down and turned into a piece of paper again.

It is very slow and difficult to fold, but it is very fast when taken apart.

Gu Qinan held up the paper and gestured for Zhan Ming to read it.

There is a line of beautiful words on the paper.

Gu Qinan read: "I like Brother Zhan, he is very strong."

Gu Qinan threw the opened paper into the box, took out another paper rose, tore it off, and read: "I like Brother Zhan, his eyebrows are so beautiful."

"I like Brother Zhan, he has a very straight nose."

"I like Brother Zhan, he took me to play billiards, it's kind of fun."

"Stop reading it." Zhan Ming said.

"Oh." Gu Qinan picked up the box, walked to the trash can, and made a gesture to pour all the roses in the box into it.In a hurry, Zhan Ming forgot that he said he would throw away all the roses, and hurriedly reached out to snatch the cardboard box.

Gu Qinan looked at him, seeing the 1.9-meter tall man holding a small cardboard box with a nervous expression.Gu Qinan suddenly wasn't angry at all, his IQ finally worked at the critical moment, he asked, "Didn't you want it?"

Zhan Ming couldn't answer.

Gu Qinan continued: "Anyway, I also gave up."

Gu Qinan observed Zhan Ming's expression, and said: "I read a lot of emotional counseling posts on the Internet, and I think what they say is right. Once someone rejects you, saying that they are friends is a lie. He doesn't like you. I don't like you, and I can't be friends at all, and if we continue to get along, we may turn against each other."

"Your life has just begun." Zhan Ming said, "How do you know that you must be gay? Maybe not? There are many girls who like you——"

"I just know I'm gay." Gu Qinan interrupted Zhan Ming, lying casually, "You rejected me anyway, I think I can consider being with Senior Li Teng. He has a good temper and is also handsome , and he likes me."

"College entrance exam—"

Just as Zhan Ming opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Gu Qinan, who refused to let him say a word.

"It is impossible for my college entrance examination to be affected, and falling in love will not affect my studies. Even if you reject me, why don't I go to the math camp?" Gu Qinan stretched out his hand, "Give me back the clothes and paper roses. "

Zhan Ming was silent for a long time before handing the dried clothes and paper roses to Gu Qinan.

Gu Qinan didn't expect Zhan Ming to return the paper rose to himself so easily. It was his first time playing hard to get, but he didn't seem to do it well.After receiving the box, I didn't know what to do next.My mind was messy and chaotic, and I had to change my clothes while thinking about what to do.

He forgot that he is now a newly promoted homosexual, and he forgot that he confessed his love to brother Zhan and needed to avoid suspicion.

He just sat on the bed and took off his shirt with one movement of his hands.

Brother Zhan immediately turned around.

When Gu Qinan stood up and pulled up his pants, he realized that Brother Zhan had his back facing him, and then he remembered that he was male, so it seemed logical that he should avoid suspicion and stop changing clothes in front of others carelessly.

Can--

Didn't Brother Kezhan say that he doesn't like boys?

When boys change clothes, do they need to turn their backs like this?

Oh no, did Brother Zhan say he doesn't like boys?

Only then did Gu Qinan suddenly realize that Brother Zhan seemed to have never said that he didn't like boys, nor did he ever say that he didn't like Gu Qinan, but that they were not suitable.

Gu Qinan's mind flashed again.

He asked, "Where's the lighter?"

"doing what?"

"I'm going to burn the roses." Gu Qinan said.

Brother Zhan doesn't smoke, but he has a lighter here, just in case.

Brother Zhan was silent, and Gu Qinan said: "In every rose, I wrote words. It's silly, what if I throw it in the trash can, what if you pick it up and peek? I'm going to burn them all, anyway, I already Decided not to like you anymore."

Brother Zhan didn't move.

Gu Qinan went to find a lighter by himself.This room is so big, and soon he found the lighter in the desk drawer.

He said to himself: "I'll burn it in the bathroom, it's safer."

After finishing speaking, he was about to walk into the bathroom with the cardboard box in his arms.

Zhan Ming grabbed him, and asked forbearance: "Why burn it?"

Gu Qinan deliberately didn't look at him: "This is mine, I burn it if I want it!"

Gu Qinan carried the box into the bathroom, a little dazed.Brother Zhan didn't stop him and just let him in.

Gu Qinan looked at the roses in the box, each one was so beautiful, each one had one of Brother Zhan's good points written on it, he was reluctant to burn any of them.But he had already come in, Brother Zhan sat at the desk with his back to the bathroom, and said, "Hurry up, I'll take you back." Then there was no sound.

Gu Qinan was a little bit stuck.

He looked around, looked around, had no choice but to pick up the one he had just dismantled, and bravely lit one.

Halfway through the burn, he threw the paper into the sink.

After the burning, a little black ash was left in the sink.

Gu Qinan deliberately loudly said: "I burn something in the sink, is it dangerous?"

Zhan Ming didn't answer.

Gu Qinan looked at that little bit of gray, and his heart gradually filled with sadness.

Brother Zhan didn't care about the paper roses he folded so hard, and the love letters he wrote so hard.He thought Brother Zhan put these things away because he cared about him and liked him.But it doesn't seem to be the case, he guesses wrong every time.

Gu Qinan was reluctant to burn any of them. He looked at the roses in the box and the ashes in the sink, his eyes gradually blurred.

It turns out that this is the feeling of falling in love.

He suddenly felt bored.

Gu Qinan walked out of the bathroom, poured all the paper roses into a plastic bag, and tied the plastic bag tightly.

Zhan Ming heard the movement and turned to look at him.

Gu Qinan sniffed, "I'm leaving."

Zhan Ming stood up, walked in front of him, and looked down at him: "What's wrong? Bao."

This "bao" is really unbearable.

But Gu Qinan didn't want to be Brother Zhan's little brother, he wanted to be Brother Zhan's boyfriend.

Gu Qinan covered his eyes with his arms and said in a muffled voice, "I'm going home."

Zhan Ming pulled him, and asked anxiously: "What's wrong? Did you smoke your eyes?"

Gu Qinan thought it was funny, but couldn't laugh.

Gu Qinan threw away the plastic bag in his hand, embraced Zhan Ming with open arms, and buried his head in Zhan Ming's arms.He could feel Zhan Ming's body becoming stiff, and he wanted to step back.

He said, "Don't move, let me hug you for the last time, anyway, I'm going to give up."

After a while, Brother Zhan's muffled voice came from above his head: "What does it mean to give up? Can't friends do it too?"

Gu Qinan felt his heart pounding with sadness, and he whispered, "I feel like I can't do it anymore."

He cried secretly in Brother Zhan's arms, as if he had wet Brother Zhan's clothes a little.

"Baby, I—"

Brother Zhan wanted to say something, but held back.

Gu Qinan felt that brother Zhan's body was hot, it was so comfortable to hug, and it smelled good.It's Brother Zhan's smell, warm skin, mixed with shower gel, and mixed into a unique smell.

Very clean, very cool, and makes people feel very safe.

Gu Qinan felt that this might be the only time he hugged Brother Zhan, he sniffed it secretly for a while, trying to remember this moment.

He let go, tried to pick up the plastic bag, and left.Because the wind was getting louder and the windows were crackling, the small rental house seemed to be blown away, which was a bit scary.

Brother Zhan suddenly pulled him back and hugged him tightly.

Gu Qinan was taken aback.

Brother Zhan hugged him tightly, leaned his cheek against his hair, and begged suppressedly: "Bao, don't go."

Gu Qinan was still in the state of falling out of love and didn't react.

Zhan Ming thought that he was unwilling, so he suddenly picked him up with his buttocks, put him on the bed and sat down, knelt down on one knee, and looked at Gu Qinan at the same level.

He opened his lips to say something, then closed them again.

He scratched his hair in pain and looked at Gu Qinan intently.He wanted to say, but didn't know how to say it.

Gu Qinan had no choice but to speak first: "You—"

As soon as he said a word, he was kissed by Brother Zhan.

It was a hasty kiss.

The scorching breath spewed on Gu Qinan's lips, and he was gently bitten, licked, and sucked.

For the first time, Gu Qinan knew that kissing was like this.

He was completely bewildered and didn't know what was going on.

All I knew was that I was trembling intermittently, and my whole waist was numb.

Brother Zhan was getting closer and closer to him, almost clinging to him.

He trembled, and Brother Zhan's tongue actually——!

Gu Qinan's waist and entire back were numb and limp, he unconsciously fell backwards, Brother Zhan's upper body pressed him, and fell on the bed with him.

The kissing continues.

At some point, Brother Zhan grabbed his hands, and his warm chest was tightly pressed against his chest.

The man's thick body was pressed against Gu Qinan's body, and he turned out to be as soft and hot as cotton, and he couldn't lift it up at all.

The kiss was interrupted by a cell phone ringing.

Both of them trembled and separated abruptly.

Gu Qinan lay on the bed, completely stunned, stupid, he didn't even know whose cell phone was ringing.

In the end, Brother Zhan helped him find the phone, brought it to his ear, and signaled him to answer the phone.

It was Gu Qinan's parents, who asked him if he had picked up his classmates, and came back quickly, the wind and rain were getting bigger and bigger.

Only then did Gu Qinan remember his reason for coming.

He is no longer the man he was ten minutes ago. He suddenly became confident. Although his voice was soft and hoarse, it was already commanding.

"You go home with me now, pack your things quickly, and the typhoon will land later, I really can't go!"