I'll Have My Seatmate Beat You

Gu Qinan was completely sober.

Wu Yuan was sound asleep next to him and didn't move at all.

Gu Qinan didn't know how long he lay there, first he felt a little wronged, then he was a little sad, and then he became uncomfortable.

The dense discomfort is overwhelming.

After he found out that he liked Brother Zhan, he thought about a question for the first time: Does Brother Zhan really like him?

Even if Brother Zhan really likes him a little bit, is Brother Zhan willing to fall in love with him?

He suddenly realized that Brother Zhan didn't discriminate against homosexuals, but it didn't mean he was willing to be gay.

Gu Qinan tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.Probably drank too much wine, my mouth was dry, I couldn't take it anymore, I got up in the dark, and wanted to pour a glass of water for a drink.

Afraid of waking Wu Yuan up, he moved slowly, trying to get down from the end of the bed.

"What's wrong?" Zhan Ming's low voice came from the darkness.

Gu Qinan replied softly, "Thirsty."

Zhan Ming got up from the ground, said "don't move", went to pour water for him, and handed it to him in silence.

Gu Qinan took it, finished drinking, and handed it back to Zhan Ming.

Zhan Ming put the cup away and lay back down.

Gu Qinan was a little depressed.

If you don't like him, why treat him so well?

Can't he pour water himself? !

The next day, Gu Qinan was woken up by the phone.His parents called him and asked him if he would go home for dinner at noon, and he sat up in a daze.

Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin are still sleeping, Zhan Ming has already woken up, with his back to him, sitting at the desk, as if reading a book.

Gu Qinan suddenly remembered what happened last night, and the depression filled his chest, so he said he would wait until he went back.

Zhan Ming didn't look back at him.

Gu Qinan got out of bed, washed and changed his clothes.Remembering that Zhan Ming didn't let him come to the small rental house, and he didn't want Zhan Ming to wash his pajamas, he angrily stuffed his pajamas into his schoolbag.

Zhan Ming then stood up, opened the door, and walked out first.

When Gu Qinan went out, seeing Zhan Ming walking in front of him, he asked in a somewhat aggressive tone, "What are you doing?!"

It's as if it wasn't him who kissed Zhan Ming forcefully last night, but Zhan Ming who kissed him forcefully.

The corridor of the rental house was very crowded, Brother Zhan couldn't even walk side by side with him. Hearing his question, he stopped and turned his head to explain in a low voice: "I'll take you out, you don't know the way."

It seemed that he did something wrong, not Gu Qinan.

Gu Qinan lost his temper when he heard his tone.He had no choice but to keep his mouth shut and quietly followed Zhan Ming.

When he reached the first floor, Zhan Ming took the little electric motorcycle and sent him to the subway station. He also bought purple rice cakes and soy milk for him at the breakfast stand.

Gu Qinan got out of the car, waved without looking back, and said stiffly, "Bye."

It wasn't until he got on the subway that Gu Qinan remembered that today's paper roses were not delivered.He was afraid that the rose would be crushed yesterday, so he put the whole pack of colored paper into his schoolbag.I originally planned to have lunch with Brother Zhan today, fold a paper rose and send him home.It's a pity that when I got angry, I forgot about it.

But why is he angry?

He was the one who said he wanted to chase someone, how could he back down when encountering a little setback?

Gu Qinan took out his mobile phone and wanted to say something to Brother Zhan, but he didn't know what to say, so he held the mobile phone and thought hard.

At this time, the class group suddenly became lively. Gu Qinan clicked in and took a look. It turned out that the grade ranking had already been released.He was the first in the grade again, 2 points ahead of No.[-].The group began to love him, and the brilliance of the student bully shrouded himself.

Gu Qinan didn't care about these people, so he clicked on it quickly, wanting to see how Brother Zhan was doing in the exam.

The 30th in the class and the 658th in the year.

Progress!

There are about 800 students in the third year of No. 492 Middle School. Last year, 189 people took the undergraduate course in the college entrance examination. Because the province's first-line level was the lowest in the country last year, there were quite a lot of people who went to the first-line level, with 100 people.However, only twenty or thirty of these more than 985 people can get on 211 and [-].

In the last final exam, Brother Zhan scored more than 700 in the grade, and he improved by almost [-]!

Gu Qinan silently calculated in his heart, if Brother Zhan can progress to within the top [-], he is very hopeful that he will be admitted to a bachelor's degree!From Brother Zhan's point of view, it's not impossible!

Gu Qinan calculated for a while, and felt less uncomfortable, then went to see Wu Yuan and Lin Xiaobin, and found that they had improved.Lin Xiaobin advanced one exam room, Wu Yuan improved from 21st to 16th in the class, and from 406 to 307 in his grade, he was the one who improved the most.

The two of them probably haven't gotten up yet, and the group of younger brothers is still silent.

Gu Qinan felt a little regretful now, he shouldn't have flung his face at Brother Zhan in the morning, and shouldn't have lost his temper and left first, otherwise he would be able to celebrate everyone's progress at noon.

Now I want to send a message to Brother Zhan to congratulate him, but I feel a little embarrassed.

Ugh.

Brother Zhan even sent him to the subway station, bought him breakfast, and bought his favorite purple rice cake. When he ate it, the purple rice cake was still hot, sweet and soft.

Afraid that he wouldn't be able to carry so many things, Brother Zhan would help him hold the soy milk while he was eating, and would give him a sip from time to time, and he worked hard without complaint.

Gu Qinan was regretting when his phone vibrated.

He quickly unlocked the phone, it's Brother Zhan!

Shake Shake: I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pushed you last night

Shake, shake: Does it hurt?

Shake, shake: You drank wine last night, if you feel uncomfortable today, go back and drink some honey water.

Brother Zhan admitted his mistake first, but Gu Qinan felt uncomfortable.He was obviously the one who was wrong, and he was the one who lost his temper, but Brother Zhan apologized first.

He was the one who said he wanted to chase someone, and he was the one who kissed the other party forcefully when the other party didn't give a reply.

The class group is still vibrating, which is very annoying.

Gu Qinan didn't know how to reply Brother Zhan, so he clicked into the class group first and set Do Not Disturb.After setting it up, I saw Wang Yue laughing and joking with other people inside.

He remembered the way Wang Yue pursued Qiu Ranying, and suddenly realized that his actions seemed to be exactly the same as Wang Yue's.

They were all rejected by the other party, and they unilaterally announced that they wanted to chase someone, and they also felt enthusiastically that the other party liked him, but they just refused to accept it for the time being.

The more Gu Qinan compared, the more he felt the similarity, and his heart gradually sank.

The only difference is probably that Brother Zhan regards him as a good friend, so he can't bear to reject him bluntly and cruelly, but also takes care of his mood and tolerates him again and again.

Gu Qinan's eyes were sore.

The purple rice cake in my hand was suddenly neither fragrant nor sweet.

The heart was heavy, as if a stone had been pressed on it, making it difficult to breathe.

Is this what it feels like to love someone?

It's so uncomfortable, it's extremely uncomfortable.

Shake, shake: bao

Shake, shake: still angry?

When Gu Qinan saw the word "treasure", he felt that tears were about to fall.

Xiao Nanzai: Brother Zhan, if we make an appointment to be together after the college entrance examination, isn't that okay?Do you really dislike me, or are you afraid of affecting your studies?

Brother Zhan took a long time to reply.

Shake, shake: Can't we be friends?

Shake, shake: I'm not for you

Shake, shake: Your future is still very long, and there are many people who are more suitable for you than me.

Xiao Nanzai: I think you are very suitable for me.

Waiting for Gu Qinan to arrive home, Zhan Ge didn't reply.

Gu Qinan felt that he probably messed up everything, he looked at the colored paper on the table, not sure whether he should fold the paper rose or not.

There was not a single flower in the small rental house, Brother Zhan probably threw away all the paper roses.

Gu Qinan was in a low mood for a day at home, so he could only frantically brush up questions to divert his attention, and he didn't even send Brother Zhan a WeChat message.Before going to bed, he picked up his phone, but there was still no news from Brother Zhan.

After he finished washing and laying down on the bed, brother Zhan sent the word "good night".

For the first time, Gu Qinan didn't want to reply to Brother Zhan's news, but just thought of Brother Zhan saying "Isn't it okay to be friends?", and felt very sad.

Brother Zhan still wants to be his friend.

Gu Qinan still sent the word "good night".

On Monday morning, Brother Zhan still appeared in front of the subway station, waiting for Gu Qinan.

Gu Qinan felt that he could never blame Brother Zhan, who was too kind to him.He suddenly felt that he shouldn't put so much pressure on Brother Zhan.

"Brother Zhan." Gu Qinan walked over and called out in a low voice.

Brother Zhan usually let him get into the car without looking back, but today he turned his head and looked at him, as if he was looking at his expression, and said, "Come up."

Gu Qinan was about to get into the car.

"Senior!"

"Senior Gu Qinan!"

Gu Qinan turned his head to look in the direction of the person who came, and saw the two girls from last week again.Probably afraid of being late, the girl with short hair spoke very quickly.

"Senior, we've been waiting for you here for a while. Did you bring your mobile phone today? Didn't you promise to add us on WeChat?"

Gu Qinan had no choice but to say: "I didn't bring it, I usually don't bring my mobile phone to school."

"Really?" The short-haired girl asked suspiciously, "You're not lying to us, are you?"

The braided girl pulled her hand, and the short-haired girl said, "Okay, it doesn't matter if you don't have a mobile phone. Fortunately, I have prepared for it. This is her WeChat account, remember to add it!"

The short-haired girl handed over a small pink card, and Gu Qinan had no choice but to accept it.

There is a string of mobile phone numbers written on it.

The girl with short hair said: "It must be added! Boys must be graceful!"

After speaking, the two snickered and ran away.

Gu Qinan put the card in his schoolbag and got on the motorcycle.

Brother Zhan didn't start it, he turned his head and asked, "Do you know each other?"

Gu Qinan shook his head: "I don't know him. He stopped me last week and said he wanted to add WeChat. I said I didn't bring my mobile phone. I didn't expect to come here again today."

Zhan Ming started the small electric motorcycle.

Gu Qinan looked at his silent back, and wanted to lean on him, but didn't dare.

After stopping the motorcycle, Zhan Ming said, "Don't affect your studies."

After walking to the school gate, Gu Qinan realized that Zhan Ming was referring to adding girls on WeChat, and quickly whispered: "I don't add them on WeChat, I don't want to talk about it on the road, and make them lose face."

Zhan Ming glanced at him: "Then why think about others?"

Gu Qinan muttered softly: "Because it's already very pitiful to like someone who doesn't like me."

Zhan Ming was choked and unable to speak.

For the next whole week, Gu Qinan lived awkwardly every day, wondering whether he should give away this paper rose or just give up.

Every day at the last second before school, he would still secretly stuff paper roses into brother Jin's schoolbag.

Another week passed, and soon it was time for him to attend the Math Camp at B University.

He had signed up a long time ago, and won the provincial first prize to be eligible for successful registration.After that, I have to go to the capital to take the math camp exam.

Papa Gu took two days off and planned to go there with him.

When Gu Qinan told Zhan Ming and the other three that he was going to attend the math camp tomorrow, all three of them wished him success.

Lin Xiaobin asked: "Hey, don't you have a senior who is from the Department of Mathematics of University B? Can he give you some inside information?"

Gu Qinan shook his head seriously: "No, it's impossible, and he doesn't know the topic. But the senior gave me a lot of information and exercises he collected, which helped me a lot."

"You are quite enthusiastic as a senior." Lin Xiaobin sighed, "It's different from other scumbags in No. [-] Middle School."

Gu Qinan agreed: "He is quite nice, and he even said he would take me to their cafeteria for dinner."

"Okay." Lin Xiaobin nodded, "When you arrive at University B, there will be acquaintances to take you, so you can rest assured, Brother Zhan."

Zhan Ming turned to look at Lin Xiaobin.

Lin Xiaobin was nervous, and continued: "Isn't it? When you said you were going to travel far away, alas, your brother Zhan's face almost stinks to death. Those who didn't know thought he was going to start beating people."

Gu Qinan raised his head to look at Zhan Ming's face, it really stinks.

Zhan Ming stretched out his hand to grab Lin Xiaobin, but Lin Xiaobin ran away quickly, and shouted: "Brother Zhan is shy, he is worried about raising a house elf, and he is afraid that people will say it!"

Zhan Ming's face became even more stinky, the smell that Gu Qinan was familiar with.

Gu Qinan really wanted to touch him, hug him, and kiss his stinky face.

But Gu Qinan didn't dare, he just smiled at Brother Zhan.