I'll Have My Seatmate Beat You

The phone vibrated, and a new message came in.

Xiao Nanzai: Brother Zhan, you have to study hard when you get home today!

Xiao Nanzai: Are you studying hard?

Xiao Nanzai: Why didn't you come back for a long time?

Xiao Nanzai: Are you being lazy? !I have finished a paper!

Zhan Ming felt that the turbidity in his chest was a little less, he put down his phone and looked at the small room.

Not even a desk.

He took out the book from his schoolbag and wanted to put it on the bed, squatting on the ground to write.However, it was too big, and the gap between the bed and the wall was too narrow to squeeze in.

Zhan Ming sighed and read the book first.

Shake, shake: memorizing the text

Xiao Nanzai: Brother Zhan is the best!Brother Zhan, come on!

Shake, shake: don't make noise

Xiao Nanzai: Shut up.gif

In fact, Xiao Nanzai is not noisy at all, Zhan Ming likes to listen to him talk.He spoke without haste or haste.It is always soft, and will not shout when excited, at most the voice is a little louder.

Zhan Ming hopes that his uncle's family can learn to speak like Xiao Nanzai.

The walls couldn't stop my aunt's shrill voice.

"Did you hear that? He said that he would settle the tuition fees by himself. The university tuition and accommodation fees would cost at least seven or eight thousand a year, right? Plus living expenses? They said they would settle it by themselves. Where did he get so much money?" ? How much did your mother leave for him?"

Zhan Guoqiang threw the chair: "Didn't you look for it all? No more, just that card! The house was also given to us! What else do you want to ask? I already asked for money, and you gave me this face." Practice is gone, what else do you want!"

My aunt was furious: "What do I want? I have been unlucky for eight lifetimes, marrying a useless man like you! It has been more than ten years, and I worry about money every day! Just think about it, your son's grades, another three exams, two exams. The annual tuition fees add up to 5 yuan, let me see how you spend this money!"

"Let them go to work to make money by themselves! Ah Ming can make money by himself, why can't the two of them?! They know how to get money every day, and they know how to play every day! I don't think I need to let him go to make up lessons, a waste of money! After more than half a year of making up, how many points did you get in the exam? No fart!"

My aunt began to cry: "You are going to die, and you want to save money for your son's tuition? It's not because of your family's bad genetics! Both of my younger brother's children are admitted to undergraduates, one is a first-year student, and the other is a second-year student. How is it like you? Home, do you see if there is someone in your family who can study? That one is even worse! You don’t let him make up lessons, do you want him to fail the undergraduate entrance examination? If he fails the undergraduate entrance examination, I will be laughed to death when I go out !My brother’s wife’s face, how amazing is her child’s admission to Benyi? It’s not sure what will happen to her job in the future!”

"Let me tell you, don't rush to change the house to a bigger one, wait until the children have finished college. You must change! You must change!"

"What if we don't change?! Our family has two children, and one of your brother's is added. How can five people squeeze into two rooms? You go to sleep in the living room! How can Ah Rui concentrate on studying!"

"It's so noisy! Why don't you let me study!" Zhan Rui yelled.

Zhan Guoqiang became angry: "Read, read, read, you look like a bird! Why don't you know what to do in the room every day?!"

If Zhan Ming doesn't want to listen, he can't do it, the broken wall is so thin.

However, the situation today seems to be different from usual. After arguing for half an hour, uncle and aunt are still arguing.Zhan Rui also ran out of the room and yelled after a while, but no one paid attention to him.

Zhan Ming listened all night, and he was sure that his uncle and aunt really had no money, and they really couldn't pay their cousin's tuition fees, that's why they were so upset.

He looked at the account balance in his mobile phone and hesitated.

In fact, he really didn't want to give this money.

If he did, my aunt would not thank him, but instead would doubt even more how much grandma had left for him.

And such a little money is what he has saved from working part-time in the first year of high school until now, and it is his only sense of security.

"Go borrow it from other relatives, don't shout, it's annoying." Zhan Guoqiang said.

"Who are you borrowing from?" Auntie asked, her voice hoarse. "It's a shame to marry you. When I'm old, I have to borrow money from others!"

Zhan Guoqiang raised his voice: "Enough is enough!"

"It's so noisy! Are you guys going to stop!" Zhan Rui suddenly shouted like crazy.

Zhan Guoqiang was probably taken aback, at first there was no sound, but after Zhan Rui yelled for a while, he became furious and chased after him to beat him.

It was a mess outside.

Suddenly, Zhan Ming's door was kicked, making a loud noise.

Zhan Ming put the book back into his bag.

Zhan Rui went crazy outside.

"It's all his fault! Why does he want to live in our house? Can't he go to school to live?!"

Zhan Rui has been acting strangely for a long time, but this is the first time he has chased someone face to face.

Ever since Zhan Ming moved into his uncle's house, Zhan Rui has always rejected him.Or it should be said that the relationship between the two of them has been bad since childhood, and the relationship between him and his cousin has always been normal.

Probably because grandma only took him with him and didn't care about his cousins ​​at all.

Every time we get together, grandma is always very biased.Grandma loves him because he has no parents, so she prefers him.During Chinese New Year, when her uncle's family comes, she always hides the delicious and fun things at home first, lest her cousins ​​spoil him.She cooks delicious food in the kitchen. When the braised chicken legs are ready, she must be the first to bring them to him.

Even when he left, he secretly left money for only one of his grandsons.

"He's not from our family, he's not close to us anyway, why is he still living here?! With a stinky face every day, who owes him? He won't go to his mother? Why stay at our house?! Since he came, the two of you have been arguing all the time! This is my home, not his home, he is so big, why does he live here?! Go to school to live! It is because of him, classmates are coming I dare not let them come to our house!"

"Who is he? A hooligan! A bastard! He was seriously injured in a fight and hospitalized. That person is my classmate's brother! I dare not let people know that he is my relative, or the whole class will isolate me!"

Zhan Rui was still yelling outside, and Zhan Guoqiang yelled: "Stop making noise! ​​Go back to your room! Go read your book, you care about so many things at home! How did you do in the final exam last time? You My brother is almost as good as you in the exam without studying, why are you making up lessons every day? What happened to beating someone, anyway, your brother didn’t beat you, so you go back to your room!"

Zhan Rui was scolded and returned to the room, and the outside also stopped.

In Nanzhou in September, the weather is still very hot.Zhan Ming's small room was remodeled from a balcony on the west sun, and it was still unbearably hot after eight o'clock in the evening.

The uncle was watching TV, and the aunt was washing dishes in the kitchen, and the quarrel finally stopped.Zhan Ming opened the door of the room to allow some air-conditioning from the living room to blow in.

Not long after it cooled down, the air conditioner in the living room was turned off by my aunt.

"No electricity bill for air-conditioning?"

The words were spoken to the uncle, but it sounded yin and yang, obviously speaking to Zhan Ming.

Uncle didn't argue, took off his shirt, and watched TV shirtless.

After watching for a while, he saw that the door of Zhan Ming's room was open, so he stood up and strolled over to have a look.Seeing Zhan Ming reciting the text inside, he had nothing to say and said, "Ah Ming, I'm studying."

Zhan Ming responded: "En."

Uncle is like this. After the conflict, he always feels a little guilty in his heart, so he will come to care about Zhan Ming and see what he is doing.But next time when his aunt talked about it, he did what he said, either to test whether Zhan Ming still had the money left by his grandma, or to play with the little money Zhan Ming had saved.

The uncle read again: "Oh, you don't even have a desk, how do you do your homework? I'll find you a desk."

After finishing speaking, he went to Jinrui's room.

After a while, I heard Zhan Rui's shout.

"What are you doing with my table? Didn't you see that I still have something on it?!"

His uncle scolded: "I gave you a new desk, your old one is useless, do your homework for your brother!"

Zhan Rui didn't know what he put on the table, anyway, it was all emptied by his father.

Zhan Guoqiang moved the table to the living room and wiped it from head to toe with a rag before moving it to Zhan Ming's room.

The table is not big, just placed at the end of the bed.

Zhan Guoqiang looked at it himself and said, "Very good, this is very good."

Zhan Ming finally had a desk to do his homework, so he took out the exercise paper and put it on the desk to write.

I wrote it after nine o'clock, and it was really hot.

Even though the windows and the door were opened, Zhan Ming was still hot and sweaty, so he had to take a shower again.

He was taking a shower, Zhan Rui rushed out of the room, saw the bathroom door was closed, and cursed.Zhan Guoqiang, who was watching TV, heard him and scolded him: "Who are you scolding? Little bastard."

Zhan Rui retorted: "Every time someone else is in a hurry to use the toilet, he only takes a bath in it, fuck."

Zhan Guoqiang made a gesture to hit him, but Zhan Rui shouted: "I can't hold it anymore, can you hurry up! I'm so annoying!"

After washing the dishes, my aunt was wiping the floor, complaining without raising her head: "I told you to buy the one with two toilets, and you must listen!"

Zhan Guoqiang dropped the remote control: "Don't you see if you can afford it! Change to this set and the mortgage has not been paid off yet, and you want to buy a bigger set, just daydream!"

Seeing that there was going to be another quarrel outside, Zhan Ming rushed casually, put on his clothes and came out.

When passing by Zhan Rui, Zhan Rui cursed in a low voice: "Fuck you pervert, you take other people's things every day."

Zhan Ming was stunned for a moment, then asked subconsciously, "What did you say?"

Zhan Rui sneered, lowered his voice and said, "Don't understand? Say you're a pervert."

Zhan Ming said in a deep voice, "What do you mean?"

"Literally." Zhan Rui provoked, "Pretend not to understand? The QQ confession wall has been posted such a large picture, you are at the same table with you, that student bully, wow, what are you not perverts?"

Zhan Ming instantly stretched out his hand to hold Zhan Rui, his strength was so great that Zhan Rui was in pain, and said coldly: "I advise you not to talk nonsense."

The boredom and anger accumulated this night probably reached a peak. Zhan Rui shook Chang Ming's hand and sneered, "Nonsense? You know in your heart whether what I said is true or not. Zhan Ming, what are you pretending? I'll know if I use my computer to secretly check those perverted things, I just don't want to talk about it."

Zhan Ming was stunned.

He did use Zhanrui's computer to check things, in the first year of high school, when he just found out that he was different from others.He was a little scared, a little panicked, a little uneasy, and there was no one around him to talk to.He used a computer to check the information, and then cleared the traces.

Or did he forget?

He couldn't remember.

During that time, because he found out that his sexual orientation was different, and because his bank card was taken away by his uncle, he was in a very bad mood.

Fights cause trouble, and emotions are out of self-control.

It is also possible that he forgot to clear the traces of history after a certain investigation.

Seeing that Zhan Rui had finally stimulated Zhan Ming, he was so excited that even the urge to urinate disappeared, and he kept talking in a low voice.

"I've disgusted you for long enough, and I've kept this secret for you for long enough. You have to be grateful to Dade if you didn't tell people everywhere. If you punched me, the people in the Seventh Middle School were too scared to say it again. It's your business, but I'm not afraid. Zhan Ming, if you annoy me like this again and take over my things, maybe one day I will reveal your secret. Let you and your good friend have a good time in No. [-] Middle School Have a good time. First of all, you return my desk—”

A lot of things flashed through Zhan Ming's mind in an instant, including whether Zhan Rui had eaten his mouth, or was he really threatening him.But before he had time to think, his body had already rushed forward and punched Zhan Rui.Zhan Rui screamed and fell to the ground.

The uncle and aunt in the living room heard the movement, turned their heads to look, and were stunned, and the aunt started screaming.

Zhan Ming was reprimanded and complained many times by them, but never resisted.

This was the first time they saw Zhan Ming beating someone, and they suddenly realized that Zhan Ming was no longer a child, he was a 1.9-meter tall, strong boy, and he would soon become an adult.

"Zhan Ming, you're crazy!" Aunt screamed.

Zhan Rui fell to the ground, nosebleeds had flowed out, he was clutching his nose, mad with rage.

"Zhan Ming, you are crazy! Get out of my house!"

My aunt rushed over to pull Zhan Ming like crazy, but was horrified to find that she couldn't pull Zhan Ming at all.

"Are you a dead man? Come and grab Zhan Ming! He's going to kill your son!"

Before Zhan Guoqiang could react, Zhan Ming punched Zhan Rui again.

Zhan Ming stood up, stepped on Zhan Rui's hand, and crushed it hard.

Zhan Rui screamed again and again.

My aunt wailed: "Crazy! Crazy!"

Zhan Mingli ignored his uncle and aunt, stared at Zhan Rui and said, "Zhan Rui, I warn you, don't talk nonsense. Say I can, don't get involved with others. If you dare to talk about others, let me know, and I promise to crush you." If you break your hand, you won't even be able to pass the exam."

The aunt beat Zhan Ming hard and shouted: "You are crazy! Are you speaking human words! I want to call the police! Kick you out! How dare you threaten your brother!"

Zhan Guoqiang wanted to stretch out his hand to pull Zhan Ming, but Zhan Ming threw him away.

Zhan Ming said coldly: "I don't owe you anything, and I don't want grandma's money either."

Zhan Ming left behind the three people who were in a mess in the living room, and went back to his room to collect his things.

He has very few things, and the four seasons' clothes are only a luggage bag after packing.He didn't have any personal things. Most of the toys his grandma bought for him were too old and there was no place to put them in the new house, so they were thrown away by his aunt.

He only kept one.

Zhan Ming was carrying a luggage bag in one hand, a cardboard box in the other, and a schoolbag given to him by Xiao Nanzai on his shoulder.

That's all he has.

"A Ming, what do you mean?" Zhan Guoqiang asked when he was going out, "Your brother said something to you, so you don't need to be so angry, right? How did you beat him up? You still stepped on his hand, what if you hurt yourself? You—”

Zhan Ming slammed the door shut.

Ever since his grandma passed away, Zhan Ming has been feeling very tired.

The kind of tiredness that can't rest.

But today I am very tired, I just feel that I don't know how to talk to my uncle and the others.He had heard too much of their quarrel and kept it in his heart, but he just didn't want to say it.

He felt that he had tried his best not to cause trouble for them, but why did it seem that most of the quarrels ended up on him.

If they feel he's a burden, then he's good to go.

After eight o'clock at night, there are still many people walking on the road.Regardless of whether these people knew him or not, at most they just looked at him curiously.

No one asked, Zhan Ming, where are you going with your luggage?

No one stopped him, Zhan Ming, why don't you go home so late?

There were lighted windows on both sides of the road, but none of them belonged to him.

Grandma said, Ah Ming, grandma can't take care of you anymore, you will follow your uncle from now on, you have to be obedient.Although he is your own uncle, you are not his own son after all, you have to remember this in your heart.He is definitely different from your aunt, you and Zhan Rui, don't take it to heart, you know?If you are wronged, bear with it a little bit, after all, it is your uncle, otherwise where would you go?Don't be alone, suffer alone, and be tired alone.

He said, yes, I know, Grandma.

Zhan Ming thought, how old must a person be before he is not afraid of being alone?

Looking at the long road ahead, he felt that the front was dark and the back was also dark.

He didn't know which direction to go next.

He has nowhere to go.

The violence and anger from the first year of high school swept Zhan Ming's brain again.

When he found out that the money in the card had been taken by his uncle and they suspected that he had other cards, he fell into a manic depression.Feeling betrayed by everyone, abandoned by the whole world.During that time, he fought at every turn, venting his body's desire to destroy everything.

Now that feeling is back.

The manic feeling that the temple seems to be exploding.

Suddenly, his phone started vibrating.

Zhan Ming stood there dumbfounded for a while before he remembered to put down his luggage and take out the cell phone in his pocket.

The words "Xiao Nanzi" danced on the screen.