I'll Have My Seatmate Beat You

Zhan Ming woke up early in the morning in a bad mood.

When he came back from work on Saturday night, his uncle was still drinking in the living room, and he drank sorghum wine with peanuts for an unknown amount of time.He nodded as a greeting.His uncle didn't say anything, and he didn't know if he had gone to the parent-teacher meeting.

Before he woke up the next day, he heard his uncle and aunt arguing outside, getting louder and louder.My aunt raised her voice and shouted: "You were told by the teacher at school, if you don't dare to talk about him, take your anger out on me!"

His uncle roared: "It's not you, make trouble, make trouble, make trouble!"

"I'm making trouble? What's wrong with me?! What's wrong with me?!"

"Still saying it's not you! You have to make a fuss in front of the children! Bring it up over and over again!"

My aunt went mad with anger: "Oh, it's all my fault. Did I make trouble on purpose because I didn't have any money? Okay, then you take out the money! Don't say anything else, you take out the vegetable money for this month! This month Do you know how much the vegetable, meat and rice oil cost? Ah Rui’s sister’s living expenses are twelve thousand a month, and I pay for it! You pay for it!”

His uncle lowered his voice: "Didn't I pay? A Rui's monthly supplementary tuition fee is more than 1000 yuan, and the mortgage is 2 yuan a month. I paid for it. Ah Rui's sister's tuition fee for this year is more than [-] yuan, which is also paid by me." Yes, where do I have money?"

"It took me eight lifetimes to marry you! I'm in my forties now, and I'm still paying off my mortgage!"

The two quarreled and quarreled, and finally Zhan Rui ran out and yelled, which ended the quarrel.

When Zhan Ming came back on Sunday night, his uncle was driven to sleep on the sofa in the living room, snoring loudly.Close the door of the room and still hear it.

Zhan Ming didn't sleep well all night, and when he woke up in the morning, his stomach was full of fire.

When he was about to leave, his aunt stopped him and said in a strange way: "During the parent-teacher meeting, your homeroom teacher told your uncle that you will be promoted to third grade, so stop working and let you concentrate on your studies. We didn't ask you to work part-time. Everyone in the school knows, as if we have done something to you."

His uncle sipped his porridge in suspense, without saying a word.

Zhang Ming asked him about his studies, whether he had reviewed at home, or whether he was still playing games.He just casually said that he was working part-time, nothing else.

Zhan Ming didn't know what to reply, and didn't bother to reply, so he left expressionlessly.

After closing the door, I could still hear my aunt cursing at his uncle inside: "Look at him, what kind of face is he showing?!"

At the parent meeting, Zhan Ming didn't know what else the teacher said or what his uncle said, and he wasn't in the mood to ask.

He was speeding down the street on a small electric motorcycle, and his chest was filled with mania and depression for a moment, which could not be blown away by the early morning wind.

This kind of emotion will appear every once in a while, as if the water flows into the depression, overflows when it is full, and flows around uncontrollably.

He really wants to do something now to vent the mania in his chest.

Yell, or break something.

Just like the first year of high school.

A year of chaos, a year of violence.He didn't like anything, and often wandered the streets late at night, deliberately provoking the gangsters and provoking a violent beating.Only the violence that punches to the flesh can vent the anxiety and anger in his heart.

The black emotion continued to spread until he saw Gu Qinan.

With his schoolbag on his back, Gu Qinan obediently stood at the exit of the subway waiting for him.A simple and clean young man, completely different from people like him, living a happy life, having a family who loves him and caring for him, with a bright future and a promising future.

Zhan Ming was about to ride forward on a motorcycle when someone rushed in front of him and patted Gu Qinan on the shoulder.

Gu Qinan turned around and his expression changed.

The carefree teenager became panic-stricken and panic-stricken.

The visitor said a few words to Gu Qinan, but Gu Qinan left immediately.The person who came followed Gu Qinan closely, and probably said something, Gu Qinan suddenly slowed down, and followed the person into the alley.

That's not the school uniform of No. [-] Middle School, but someone from No. [-] Middle School.

Zhan Ming immediately chased after him on a small motorcycle.

As soon as he followed the alley, Zhan Ming saw a jaw-dropping scene.

Someone came and hugged Gu Qinan, Gu Qinan struggled with a green face, and shouted: "Lin Shida, let go!"

Zhan Ming jumped off the motorcycle, and before he even had time to park the car, he rushed forward, pulled Gu Qinan away from behind, and punched this person named "Lin Shida".

Lin Shida was knocked down to the ground, unable to utter a word for a long time.

Gu Qinan stared blankly at Zhan Ming.

Violence swept Zhan Ming, and he kicked Lin Shida who was lying on the ground, causing Lin Shida to howl.Zhan Ming threatened fiercely: "If you fucking dare to come to Gu Qinan again, I will kick your foot off next time!"

Lin Shida lay on the ground, clutching his stomach, his face changed due to the pain, and he hissed, "Who are you? What's none of your business? What are you doing with Gu Qinan all day?"

Zhan Ming laughed angrily, gritted his teeth and said, "You trash, I just want to ask, what are you doing with Gu Qinan all day?"

Standing behind Zhan Ming, Gu Qinan held Zhan Ming's clothes tightly and kept saying, "Let's go, Brother Zhan, we're going to be late, let's go, let's go."

Lin Shida sat up slowly, his gentle face gradually distorted, and said word by word: "Gu Qinan has only been transferred to another school for a few months, and you protect him like this, and even accompany him in English tutoring classes. Are you on good terms?"

Gu Qinan almost begged behind him.

Zhan Ming didn't want to talk too much with this kind of rubbish, so he turned around and pulled Gu Qinan and wanted to leave.

Lin Shida stood up leaning on the wall, gritted his teeth and asked, "Aren't you afraid of homosexuality?"

Gu Qinan froze, turned around as if he was being burned, and shouted: "You talk nonsense!"

Zhan Ming was stunned, looked at Gu Qinan, then at Lin Shida.

Gu Qinan's eyes were red, as if he was about to cry at any moment, he said, "Lin Shida, you are talking nonsense."

Lin Shida laughed and said again: "You have such a good relationship with him, don't you know that Gu Qinan is gay? Aren't you afraid?"

Zhan Ming let go of Gu Qinan's hand, Gu Qinan seemed to be taken aback, and took a few steps away in panic, fearing that Zhan Ming would get angry if he got too close.

Zhan Ming asked back, "So what about homosexuality?"

Then he punched Lin Shida down to the ground again. This time Lin Shida's nose was crooked and he bled very quickly.Lin Shida wailed like killing a pig.

Zhan Ming stretched out his hand towards Gu Qinan: "Wet tissue."

Gu Qinan stared blankly at him.

Zhan Ming repeated it again, Gu Qinan bluntly took out a pack of wet tissues from his school bag, and took out one for Zhan Ming.

Zhan Ming wiped his hands carefully, rolled the wet tissue into a ball, and threw it on Lin Shida.

After that, he turned around and pulled Gu Qinan away.

Zhan Ming sent a text message to the class teacher, saying that Gu Qinan was not feeling well, so he sent him home and took a leave of absence.

He stood in front of the drink self-service machine, looked at it for a while, hesitated, and picked out a bottle of juice.

Coins, get drinks.

There were very few people in the small park at this time, only a few old men and women doing morning exercises, and they looked at them in school uniforms suspiciously when they passed by.

Zhan Ming couldn't tell what mood he was in.

It turned out that Gu Qinan was gay.

It turned out that Gu Qinan was bullied by the campus because of this stupid thing.

So Gu Qinan hesitated and hesitated, never daring to explain why, he was bullied in No. [-] Middle School.

Zhan Ming walked back to the bench and handed the juice in his hand to Gu Qinan.

Gu Qinan looked up at him, his eyes were filled with fear, and he muttered, "Brother Zhan..."

Zhan Ming couldn't help comforting him: "It doesn't matter if you're gay or straight."

Gu Qinan stared at him with wide eyes, and at that moment, Zhan Ming felt a strong emotion of affection.

Just because of this, was he bullied and transferred to another school?

What the hell is this?

Gu Qinan's eyes turned red, as if he was about to cry, he asked, "Do you really think it doesn't matter?"

Zhan Ming nodded.

Gu Qinan asked again: "Are we still good friends?"

Zhan Ming nodded, reaching out to stroke his hair.

Gu Qinan suddenly collapsed and started crying.The old men and women who cried so much that they did their morning exercises all gathered around, thinking that the big man beside him was bullying him.

After finally stopping the tears, Gu Qinan tugged at the corner of Zhan Ming's clothes and motioned him to sit down.

"Brother Zhan, I don't know how to say it." Gu Qinan spoke very slowly, as if slowly clearing his mind, "There are many things that even my parents don't know, because I really don't know how to say it. I don’t want to say it either. I think last year was the most absurd year in my life, it’s really inexplicable, so absurd that I can’t believe it.”

"I'm not gay."

"Lin Shida is."

It started with Lin Shida's confession.

On an ordinary evening, the Mathematics Olympiad class ended, the teacher announced that the get out of class was over, and the students left one after another.Gu Qinan asked the teacher a few questions, organized his thoughts in his own place, and wrote down the problem-solving process in his notes in detail.When he looked up again, he and Lin Shida were the only ones left in the classroom.

Lin Shida said, let's go together.

Lin Shida and him were classmates in the experimental class, so they were relatively familiar with each other.He didn't care, he packed his schoolbag, locked the classroom door, and left the Olympiad class with Lin Shida.

The Mathematics Olympiad class is in the last building of the science and engineering buildings in No. [-] Middle School. This is already the farthest corner of the campus. Except for the experimental class and the Mathematics Olympiad class, almost no one comes here, and it is very deserted.

When school was over, there was no one there.

While walking, Lin Shida suddenly said that he wanted to tell Gu Qinan, and then he confessed his love.

This is not the first time Gu Qinan has been confessed, nor is it the first time he has been confessed by a boy.

Gu Qinan rejected Lin Shida.

Lin Shida asked, "Is it because you like Senior Li Teng?"

Gu Qinan was puzzled and denied it.

He didn't like Li Teng, nor Lin Shida.

"I don't like boys." Gu Qinan said.

"Is it because I'm not as good as Li Teng?" Lin Shida asked.

Li Teng was a senior in the class above them. When Lin Shida confessed his love, Li Teng had just won the first prize in the Olympiad, entered the national team, and was recommended by the Department of Mathematics of University B.

He was the most outstanding of the kind.

Although Lin Shida entered the Math Olympiad class, he was quite weak in it.He has to be distracted from his usual study and spare time to do Mathematical Olympiad exercises. He has no skills at all.The results of the Mathematical Olympiad have not been very good. In the same year, Gu Qinan won the second prize, but he didn't even get the third prize.

His parents are already urging him to quit the Math Olympiad class so as not to affect his studies.

But he couldn't bear this opportunity to get along with Gu Qinan.

In the monthly exam that just ended, he regressed again and had to make a decision to withdraw from the Math Olympiad class.

He didn't think about confessing his love at first, but he didn't know why, so he said it on impulse.He originally thought that Gu Qinan and Li Teng had such a good relationship, and Li Teng looked at Gu Qinan with such unusual eyes, there must be something wrong with them.But now Gu Qinan actually said that he doesn't like boys.

Don't you think he's evasive?

"This has nothing to do with Senior Li Teng." Gu Qinan explained, "I don't want to fall in love either, I'm only 14 years old."

Yes, 14 years old.

They are two years younger than them, but they are so good that they can already win the second prize in the second year of high school.Next year, he will probably be like Li Teng, get a good ranking, get recommended places, and go to the same university as Li Teng.

Lin Shida was a little jealous.

But he had no choice.

He had to say: "Then can I give you a hug? Just for a moment, I really like you."

He begged Gu Qinan for a long time, and Gu Qinan agreed.

He gave Gu Qinan a hug.

Gu Qinan is really good-looking, with a kind of confidence and charm like a genius boy, which he doesn't have.

The moment he hugged Gu Qinan, two people came down from the stairs of the Science and Engineering Building, saw them from a distance, and shouted: "What are you doing? You are so passionate!"

Both of them are from the Mathematics Olympiad class, and one of them is a classmate of their experimental class.

Lin Shida never expected that he would be seen by others.

He quickly let go of Gu Qinan, his face turned pale, and his heart was beating wildly.

Gu Qinan glanced at him inexplicably, said goodbye, and left by himself.

Lin Shida was a few steps behind Gu Qinan, and when the two came to him, he greeted them as if nothing had happened.

The two men didn't ask anything.

But Lin Shida had a ghost in his heart, he felt that those two people must have noticed it, and they must think that he and Gu Qinan were both gay.Maybe I will turn around and tell others that by tomorrow, the whole school will know that there are homosexuals in No. [-] Middle School.Even the teacher will know, and so will his parents.

"Oh." Lin Shida sighed, and began to fabricate a lie, "I was shocked just now."

"Gu Qinan actually confessed his love to me."

"I refused, and he just wanted to hug me."

"Don't tell others, don't tell, I don't want to cause trouble."