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Song Shijiu was a little dazed. In front of her eyes was Li Shishi's painted chin and lips. Her breath seemed to contain the tenderness of her lips and teeth. She was reminiscing about Li Shishi's kiss while wrapping her wrist around her slender neck.

When she got up just now, she was just a little dizzy, but Li Shishi couldn't help but hugged her horizontally. When he carried her out of the temple, his hands were probably very sore, but he still refused to let her go. He just squatted down and made her lie down. On the back, all the way down the mountain in silence.

She felt that Li Shishi had an inseparable tenderness towards her. This tenderness was previously sealed by some high-sounding excuses, and it came out of Li Shishi's chaotic helplessness just now, and gradually wrapped her up.

Song Nineteen turned his head to one side, resting it on her shoulder contentedly, his voice was so soft that he seemed to be talking in his sleep: "Shall we go back?"

"Go back." Li Shishi said.

She sighed inaudibly, making Song Nineteen frowned sensitively.

It turned out that the intimate thing with Li Shishi was not as happy as she imagined, because there was an uncomfortable silence between them, Li Shishi was carrying her on his back, and seemed to be carrying a responsibility The secret intertwined with love and lust made her walk with her neck bent and her lips turned white.

At the foot of the mountain, Song Nineteen looked up at the stars in the sky, and wanted to shake his toes habitually. Afraid that Li Shiyi would be struggling, he stopped again, bit his lower lip and said softly, "The story of Yunniang is Really?"

Li Shishi didn't really want to talk at first, but feeling her active mood, he said softly, "I don't know."

Song Nineteen looked at the stars, and whispered in Li Shiyi's ear, "The beast, the beast, I miss you."

Li Shishi's ears were faintly red, and without saying anything to Song Nineteen, Song Nineteen lay on her back, closing her eyelashes like a small fan.

Lie Beast, Lie Beast, I miss you, please tell the truth of Yunniang's story, and distinguish the true and false feelings when she kissed me.

Since that day, Li Shiyi has been guarding Song Nineteen every step of the way, knocking on the door in the morning, reading two poems before going to bed at night, eating three meals with meat and vegetables, and even cooking porridge himself, watching Song Nineteen used it, and handed over several bowls of black medicinal soup.

Song Nineteen was holding the bowl on his neck, and asked her carefully what it was.

She only said lightly that it was a few heat-clearing and detoxifying medicinal materials, and spread the silk on the table, inside were a few sweet and attractive candied fruit.

I don't know if it's because of the candied fruit or Li Shishi's candied tenderness. Song Nineteen drank it very happily, wishing to have two more bowls.

The youngest Tu squatted at the base of the wall to see them, but she couldn't see anything interesting. She wanted to discuss with A Yin, but she saw A Yin leaning on the swing with her arms folded, and rarely said anything to him.

After a week or two like this, Song Nineteen had no other symptoms except for her rounder face. She touched her waist, which was half a finger thicker, in sorrow, and finally gave birth to Li Shiyi. When he handed it over, he asked what he had been hiding for a long time: "What exactly do you want from me?"

Her eyes are always wet and bright, and her pupils are very large, but they can only accommodate one person.

These words, paired with her focused and ignorant eyes, made Li Shishi's hand for chopsticks stop, and it took about ten seconds for a pair of chopsticks to be placed neatly, and he buried his head in silence.

"Desire for food? Four books and five classics? Keep fit?" Song Nineteen asked her while holding a bowl.

Li Shishi glanced at her again, which was a usual stop action.

But the pink color of her ear pinna is so obvious, it seems that the white wall is dyed with flower juice, it is hard to restrain the curiosity to explore the cause.

Song Nineteen sat down at the table and held his chin in his hands, drawing circles with his fingers on the rim of the bowl, his voice was like a mosquito: "What exactly is your need?"

After another three to five days, Song Nineteen gradually realized her own needs. She found that she couldn't help but cast her eyes on Li Shiyi's beautiful lips. The mild Gu poison makes people want the second time, the third time, want to spend time with her, want to circle her as warm and fragrant nephrite, want to hear her extraordinary breathing in the entanglement between fish and water.

She didn't know if this was a need, but it was getting more and more intense, making her dazed pause longer and longer.

But she didn't quite understand that if Li Shiyi kissed her, then she should prepare a sedan chair to marry her, but Li Shiyi gradually became lazy in her obedient waiting, the food was not delivered very often, and the sleeping The verses are shorter and shorter, and when she is together, the eyes left on the book are longer than those on her.

Could it be that she... doesn't really want to marry her.

Song Nineteen bit his lower lip, feeling a little terrified thinking about it.She approached Li Shishi who was turning the pages of the book amidst anxious thoughts, propped her face on one hand, turned around quietly, stopped next to her face, blinked, and pushed her fresh and tender lips like peach blossoms forward, and then Take it back very quickly.

Li Shishi turned a blind eye.

Song Nineteen stood up, walked around the room in a bored way, and leaned closer when Li Shiyi was washing his hair, leaned half of his face out from her shoulder, and put his lips tentatively on her ear. side.

Li Shiyi turned his head to one side and pulled out another pen.

At night, a few people ate melons and fruits under the umbrella in the garden. A Yin and A Luo went into the house to wash the grapes, and the youngest Tu ate the watermelon with a cattail fan. The side of Li Shishi's face that was two inches wide was not even close in time, but Li Shishi raised his hand and precisely covered her restless lips.

The orchid fragrance lingered on the nose between the fingers, and the cool and soft palms made Song Nineteen tuck the corners of his mouth, and his eyes moved unnaturally, like dancing stars.

There was a sound of someone coming from the gate of the courtyard, and the youngest Tu also heard the news and looked over. Together with Ayin Aluo who was holding grapes, they met their eyes on Li Shishi's palm.

Song Shijiu's earlobe was red like blood in an instant, but Li Shishi was normal, put down his hand, and leaned forward to take a piece of watermelon.

Tu Lao Yao grinned, clicked twice, and spat out the watermelon seeds, with judgmental eyes wishing to burn a hole in Li and Song.

The western clock struck eleven, and everyone dispersed with a sweet aroma. Song Nineteen was a little stuffed, and walked slowly at the end to digest his food. He had just helped up the handrail of the stairs and was about to take a step, but he was pulled away by someone. He grabbed it by the wrist and led him into the shadow behind the stairs.

Smelling the familiar fragrance, she stopped her unspoken exclamation. She squinted her eyes in the darkness to see the delicate silhouette in front of her, and called her, "A Yin?"

A Yin let go of Song Nineteen's grip on one hand, held the cigarette in the other hand, raised her arm and put her arm on her waist, even the small movements were flamboyant, she took a puff from her fingertip, and did not go around with Song Nineteen: "In the past few days, what happened?"

She had a premonition since the day Li Shiyi hid it from her, but she stubbornly wanted an answer.

A Yin is always charming, with a loose posture. Song Nineteen rarely saw her so anxious and eager, which made her speechless for a while, and instinctively replied: "How many days?"

A Yin took down the cigarette, put her hands on the side of her thighs, raised her knees lightly, looked into Song Shijiu's eyes, and repeated: "What did you and Li Shishi do that day?"

Her thumb rubbed against the cigarette holder involuntarily, an obvious nervous movement.

Song Nineteen came to his senses, not quite sure whether he should tell A Yin about Li Shiyi or not. It can be seen that A Yin was so serious about the matter, and decided to repeat the matter, only saving the key point.

She thought for a while and said softly: "I went to Sheshan with Eleven to look for something important. During the process, something happened. I accidentally got slapped in the face by that thing. She..."

A Yin asked: "What about her?"

Song Nineteen lowered his head: "She kissed me."

Silence, a very long silence, so quiet that the burning fireworks burned A Yin's fingers, and she woke up as if she came back to her senses, and did not throw away the cigarette, just let it burn, and it took a while to put it away. Let go of her pursed lips, and there is a soft "boo" sound like uncorking a wine bottle.

She asked Song Nineteen expressionlessly, "Is it a snake?"

The second hand ticks away, like a tireless traveler. Looking at it, Li Shiyi feels like a mule on a stone mill. He thinks he is running forward without stopping, but in the eyes of others, he lives forever Imprisoned to the central dot, doing repetitive and stupid useless work.

She looked away from the clock and was about to take a bath when she heard the lock on the door. Ayin pushed the door and entered. She was wearing a loose nightgown, her hair was wet, and mist was steaming from her face and neck. the crimson.

She pushed her back heels, slammed the door shut with a bang, and sat down at the desk under Li Shiyi's probing eyes. He touched the matchbox on the side and held it stiffly in his hand.

She has always been unable to hold back her words, and Li Shishi knew her best, so he clearly knew that she was not in the right mood, and still patiently waited for her to speak.

Thinking of this, A Yin suddenly laughed, adding another layer of ridicule in her heart.

The funny thing is, she still followed Li Shishi's thinking, and spoke first: "You went looking for Tengshe."

She spent the whole time in the bath to calm down, but she still felt the tip of her tongue numb when she spoke, and her long hair couldn't hold back the water droplets at the tip of her hair, just like she couldn't hold back the rampant emotions.

Li Shishi's mask-like facial features finally loosened in a few words. Ayin watched from the corner of her eye, tearing Li Shishi's indifference as if victorious, but when she showed a slightly helpless look in her eyes, her heart ached. Nothing can be added.

A Yin took a deep breath, her ribs hurt so much, she stood up and walked to Li Shiyi step by step, staring at her intently, counting the two people's experiences as thick as history books in the sound of footsteps , She flipped and flipped, read and read, not knowing how to define her absurd and ridiculous life.

She thinks she is unrestrained and unrestrained, and she thinks she is sacrificed and pretentious. It turns out that the people in front of her have always been aware of it.Knowing that she was driven by a snake like a waste, she couldn't help herself in the fireworks and willow alley.

She listened nonchalantly to her saying "ideal", "benefactor", and "the world is full of peaches and plums", what kind of mood should she look at her?Distressed?regret?guilt?

Fuck the damn guilt.

She laughed with a "puchi" and shook her head, making the water droplets tremble. She asked her in a hoarse voice, "You know everything, why don't you say it?"

Do not want to say, lazy to say, or have nothing to say?

Holding on to her self-esteem and pride, she thought she hid it very well. She told Li Shishi that she had prostituted those men, that no one was lucky enough to monopolize her, and that she was still the first-class Grandma Yin in the world. , and still have romantic affairs when they are old.

At that time, she looked into Li Shishi's eyes and thought she believed it, so she believed it herself.

However, at this moment, Li Shiyi's slightly drooping eyes made the scene of her flaring her teeth and claws so clumsy that it was unsightly.

"Speak, Li Shishi." She looked at her, and there was a seemingly invisible pleading in the ending sound.

Li Shiyi finally raised her eyes, the frown and eyelid folds revealed the fluctuations in her heart, but she still pursed her lips habitually, as if as long as she controlled her only emotional outlet tightly, no one would be able to pry into her innermost feelings. help and vulnerability.

Ayin stepped forward, half of the matchbox in his hand was crushed, and he moved his fingers, wanting to abandon the rough box regardless of his care, to pursue the ruddy softness that is easily available.

But she squeezed the two soft pieces so tightly that even a little bit of exciting color leaked from the edges, as if she was telling A Yin, don't think about it, if the door is closed tightly, even if you lean out One or two red plums around the wall have no effect except to remind the courtyard of the good spring.

However, she gave the spring to another person completely and without reservation.

Ayin lowered her head, sniffed her nose, and asked her in a trance, "What are you doing with Tengshe?"

Li Shishi smacked his lips twice, and saw A Yin suddenly raised his head and stared at her: "You think I entered that robbery hole for you, you feel that you owe me, and you want to pay me back, don't you?"

Li Shiyi frowned and shook his head, but the range was too small, making it look like an admission.

A Yin's cavity trembled uncontrollably, causing her seductive eyes to shatter. She bit the inner wall of her lips hard, but she couldn't resist the choking in her throat: "Do you want to pay me back?"

As soon as the last two words were uttered, tears finally came. They were too late, so long that A Yin squinted his eyes uncomfortably, and forcibly caught them with his eyelashes.

She was supposed to wipe her eyes, but she was so flustered that she couldn't help wiping her lips. The bright lipstick was wiped off and left bleakly on her lips, making her look like an abandoned orphan.

She snorted lightly, turned her head, leaned on the edge of the table and said in a low voice: "You were born to risk your life, so what you were looking for was a snake. You want to make up for me, pay me back, and owe me nothing."

"You still..." She remembered Li Shiyi covering Song Nineteen's lips, and Song Nineteen whispering that she kissed her, "You still don't dare to be close to Nineteen, because you haven't followed the way you used to be." Finished."

It's not like this, she understands, but she is terrified of Li Shiyi's pity for her, and she hates Li Shixi for putting herself in danger again and again without telling her, fear and hatred beat her into a panic, making her speechless. He deliberately wanted to ask Li Shishi for a rebuttal.

If she denies it, she forgives her.

But Li Shishi didn't. Her brows were raised when A Yin mentioned Song Nineteen, and then she fell into a stagnant silence.

A Yin raised her head and laughed mockingly twice, but her voice was as gentle as a lover's whisper: "But Li Shishi, is that all you owe me?"

She looked at her sideways, her eyes dim with tears.

"You broke your leg when you were 15 years old. I carried you off the snow-capped mountain for a whole night. You recovered, but I suffered from rheumatism. After two or three years of care, I still haven't fully healed."

"You were poisoned when you were 17 years old. I spent six days and nights pouring you medicine, crying and cursing, trying to get your bastard life back. The day you woke up, I got dizzy from fever and fell off the bed. , there is still a nail-sized socket in the back of the head.”

"Also, and..." She choked up so hard that she couldn't form a sentence, and tears fell down from her tears. She raised her hand and bit her bent index finger, but she still couldn't stop the grievance that surged. She looked at Li Shishi , He said in a bitter voice: "I'm happy with everything, you don't care! Don't even think about paying back what I gave you."

"If you," she sobbed, "if you want to pay back, you will return the ten-year-old to me!"

Li Shishi looked at her. The girl who had been with her since she was a child was in tears because of her. She was wearing a fine silk gown, the water dripping from her hair smelled of expensive foreign goods, and her nails were well polished , even Kodan is packed in fashionable foreign bottles.But when she looked at her who was the most beautiful, she always remembered that little girl in floral dress and braids, who lazily turned over from the other side of the bed, snuggled up to her and acted like a baby, and said, "Eleven eleven, today Son, you can fetch another bucket of water for me, okay?"

She always said yes.

But what makes her sad is that she said hello to her tens of thousands of times, but she couldn't say hello to her every time.

In the past few days, she often wondered why she kissed Song Nineteen and made meaningless promises to her, but she didn't make any promises to A Yin back then.She was willing to sacrifice her life to make up for her fault, but she refused to give A Yin a kiss like nineteen.

It wasn't until today that she faced Ayin's collapse that she had to admit that even if she was used to taking responsibility, there was a moment when she was powerless, unable to bear the burden, and even wanted to give up.

"How should I pay you back?" She looked at Ayin's dripping water and asked in a low voice.

A Yin was startled, and looked at Li Shishi in disbelief. She was caught off guard by Li Shishi's retreat and abandonment. She twitched her red nose, gritted her teeth, and said, "You know, don't you?"

Li Shishi was stunned, lowered his head slowly, pursed the corners of his mouth, and then let go, then raised his right hand, caressed his neckline, and quickly unbuttoned it from top to bottom.

Her movements of undressing her head are still idle and beautiful, just like what Ayin saw in her dream.

Ah Yin laughed, and she swept the blurred tears from Li Shishi's face.

"How can there be such a heartless person like you in the world?" She asked softly.