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Li Chenyin was in the room, lying on the bed without sleep all night, the voice outside the door gradually became weaker, he knew that Lin Zhujin was always at the door.

He heard him crying, and then gradually died away.

Li Chenyin didn't want to be so angry today, but seeing Lin Zhujin go to see Guanshan for him, begging himself there in a low voice, the more so, the more angry he felt, not to mention, after learning about the matter After the truth, he will not and cannot let Lin Zhujin visit Guan Shan again.

Such a person who wove a beautiful deception just like this coaxed Lin Zhujin, so that he couldn't even believe the truth when it was revealed in front of him, so that he didn't want to deny his nostalgia for him even if he was so guilty of self-mutilation .

Li Chenyin sat up from the dim light, he looked at the shadow coming through the crack of the door, Lin Zhujin was right in front of his door.

He wanted to go out and pick him up and comfort him, but after that?

The problems between them will not be resolved, and he will continue to ask to see his beloved teacher until next year, continue to miss him, and then take some bitter pills in the middle of the night to restrain his anxiety.

Or tell him the truth of the matter.

But what if he collapses again, Li Chenyin closed his eyes, but why does he always want me to make more concessions for him when I think of everything for him?

It doesn't make sense, it's so unfair.

In the matter of feelings, Lin Zhujin has always expressed to him the truth that crying children have candy, and if you give in every step, if you taste the sweetness, you will be asked to give in every step.

Look at this man, even though the door is closed, he doesn't dare to leave here to see his teacher Guan Shan. He is so scared, but he still won't admit that he loves himself.

But why?

Isn't this the right that people who love each other deserve?

Is it because there is a liar whose lies are so beautiful that he must always be between their reality and torture them?

Li Chenyin opened the door the next day and looked at Lin Zhujin who was sitting in front of his door with his legs hugged. When he saw him open the door, he began to stagger and stand up while leaning on the wall.

He glanced at Li Chenyin first, then quickly moved away, with a hoarse voice and soft tone: "You..."

Li Chenyin looked at his disheveled hair, the black eyes, and said, "Go to sleep."

Lin Zhujin's reaction seemed to be a beat slow, and then nodded, heaving a sigh of relief, very obedient: "Okay, go to sleep..., let's go to sleep." He raised his hand to hug Li Chenyin tentatively Arms, eyelashes trembling slightly, looking at his expression.

Li Chenyin didn't speak, nor did he push his arm away, and went to the bedroom with him.

Li Chenyin's expression was cold, and he let him hug her and lay there, maybe he was really sleepy, or it might be because Li Chenyin was by his side, Lin Zhujin's breathing became steady after a while.

After Lin Zhujin fell asleep, Li Chenyin got up, changed his clothes and went out.

Li Chenyin was sitting in Lin Zhusong's office. After listening to Li Chenyin's request, Lin Zhusong, who was sitting across from him, didn't look too good.

Neither of them spoke for a while, and suddenly the office door was opened without even a knock.

Lin Zhusong frowned, seeing that it was Wang Lianqing who came in.

Wang Lianqing half-opened the door with a smile, and said to Li Chenyin: "So Mr. Li is here, Xiao Jin is looking for you like crazy, why don't you answer his phone."

Lin Zhusong said, "It's not yet the time we agreed to discuss business, my assistant didn't tell you?"

Wang Lianqing waved his hands, came in without notice, and smiled: "The assistant thinks I'm good-looking, so he made an exception for me."

Lin Zhusong didn't believe what he said at all. Seeing him walk over and sit down directly, he frowned: "What's the matter with you?"

"I told you that I came to see Mr. Li, and Xiao Jin almost blew up my phone." Wang Lianqing made a gesture to take out the phone and show it to Lin Zhusong to prove the truth of what he said .

Wang Lianqing raised Erlang's legs, turned to Li Chenyin and asked, "Have you quarreled with Xiaojin?"

Li Chenyin was silent for a while, just when Wang Lianqing thought he would never talk to her again, Li Chenyin said, "Yes."

Lin Zhusong asked in a bad tone at this time: "Because of what?"

"Yesterday was Guan Shan's death day. He wanted to visit him, but I refused to let him. There was a quarrel, and I lost control of my emotions. He was frightened." Li Chenyin finished briefly.

"Out of control to lock him out overnight?" Wang Lianqing continued to ask: "He goes every year, why can't he bear it this year?"

Li Chenyin suddenly turned his head and glanced at Wang Lianqing: "So I could bear it before, so I have to hold it all the time?"

"After you called me that day, I moved Guan Shan's grave, and he couldn't find it. If he couldn't find it, guess what he would do?" Li Chenyin asked back.

"What!? You moved Guan Shan's grave!?" Wang Lianqing did not expect this. He looked at Li Chenyin as if he had just met this person for the first time.

Li Chenyin's voice was a little lower: "You know him, he looks like he doesn't care about anything on the surface, and he is very stubborn in his bones, so I can't let him go again, instead of making trouble when he can't find him, why don't I go first?" start."

Only then did Lin Zhusong sneer: "I said why did you come to me today to ask for the test report of Guanshan's case."

Li Chenyin's tone was not ups and downs, as if he wanted to persuade Lin Zhusong: "A person like Ah Jin, even if he is willing to live with me for the rest of his life and be buried with me after death, if Guan Shan can't make it through here, he will not admit that he loves me .”

"Then who would he admit his love to? It's all for him to be close to him with the intention of hurting him. I thought they loved each other, but such a liar, Guan Shan, why should I let him? Why did he keep standing between me and Ah Jin to torture us for so many years?" Li Chenyin's eyes were dark and heavy, and his tone was slightly emotional.

Lin Zhusong looked at him and said: "Do you think I don't want to! If you are not afraid that he is really crazy, you can just put the test sheet in front of his face, why don't you see if he said he loves you first, or if he said it first? Nervous and insane."

"What do you think? Mr. Lin himself knows the purpose of telling him the truth." Li Chenyin continued. In his opinion, the reason why Lin Zhujin is here today is the timing, occasion and attitude of Lin Zhusong telling him the truth. It has a lot to do with it.

"Even if I had any purpose at that time, I didn't want to drive my brother crazy. What are you doing now?" Lin Zhusong looked at Li Chenyin with more and more objections: "Do you know that he is working now? The first thing to talk about with others is how much money they can give him, and the dignified Li family can make him live in a way that he has never seen money before."

Li Chenyin refused to budge and changed the subject: "Are you talking about money? Lin Zhujin has lived in your home for so many years. When Lin Feisheng passed away, did you leave him a share? If so, why didn't you give it to him? If not , He has lived in the Lin family for so many years, what exactly is he?"

It sounded like he was complaining for Lin Zhujin, Lin Zhusong raised his eyebrows and said, "How do you know that I didn't give it to my father! I don't want to take advantage of him? But do you usually have a little bit of money?" Are you not willing to give him money? Why do you let him live like this?"

Li Chenyin has no idea what this man is talking about: "I checked his account, and there is no money you gave him at all. His gambling debts at that time were part of what Rong Qiming paid him back, and I paid him back." Yes, he doesn't even have a penny in his account."

"If you said that you gave him the hundreds of thousands in his account, then pretend that I didn't say anything." Li Chenyin looked at Lin Zhusong, and rarely confronted others.

Seeing the two of them quarreling with each other, Wang Lianqing, who was sitting on the sidelines watching the play, put down the tea that had already bottomed out.

He said slowly, "It's here with me."