There is no cure

Bian Que has closed the door for the past few days and no longer sees patients. He stays in front of the bed all day and all night. The porridge is always warm in the back kitchen. As long as he wakes up, he can drink porridge at just the right temperature.

As long as you wake up, everything is fine.

Bian Que held the man's hand, his body became thinner after several days of lethargy, and the cuffs slid down loosely, exposing the bandaged wrist.It was the shackles that he put on to prevent him from escaping. After a long time, his wrists were red, swollen, rubbed off and bloody.

After a few days of such guarding, Bian Que's body couldn't take it anymore, so he fell asleep lying on the edge of the bed.A faint blue butterfly flew in from the window lightly, and landed leisurely on the tip of Zhuang Zhou's nose. It flapped its transparent wings suddenly, and then saw Zhuang Zhou's whole figure suddenly turned into countless blue butterflies, Scattered and flew away, just disappeared.

Bian Que suddenly woke up from the dream, looked up and saw the figure still lying on the bed, and immediately felt relieved.Fortunately, you are still here.

On this day, Zixiu finally woke up. He slowly propped up his body and sat up from the bed. He felt that his left arm was much more relaxed, and only then did he realize that the shackles had been removed.Some movements woke up Bian Que, he looked up and saw the person on the bed sitting up, he quickly got up and poured a glass of warm water. "Zixiu, drink some water." Zixiu nodded, took the water glass, and took a sip.After drinking the water, Bian Que grabbed the water glass and put it on the table, got up and went to the back kitchen. "Wait for me, I'll get the porridge."

Zixiu just thought it was funny seeing him in a hurry, but he didn't even have the energy to sigh.Kun lingered at the door for a long time, finally squeezed into the room, swam to Zixiu's bed wagging his tail, whimpering.When Bian Que came back, he saw Zixiu sitting on the bed and playing with the fish. He dragged the fish's tail and dragged Kun away in displeasure: "Don't make trouble, Zixiu is still weak." After speaking, he sat on the edge of the bed with a bowl Feed Zixiu some porridge.

After simply drinking a few spoonfuls of Xixiu, he couldn't drink any more. Pushing away the spoon passed over, Bian Que put down the bowl upon seeing this, and said, "You just woke up, so it's better to eat less." After waiting for a long time, Zixiu didn't reply. Then he said: "After sleeping for so long, what did you dream about? Do you want to write it down? You are not in good health, tell me, and I will write it down for you."

Bian Que was grinding the ink on the table in front of the bed and spreading the paper, but Zixiu still didn't speak.He was a little flustered, afraid that his throat would be damaged after burning for too long. "Can't talk? I have a bad throat or something?" Bian Que couldn't even get an answer after asking a few questions, so he got up to check Zixiu's pulse.Zixiu watched him carefully cup his wrist, and finally opened his mouth.Several days of high fever and drowsiness made his voice a little hoarse, the rustling sound was like the woods blown by the autumn wind, the sound was as soft as the blown leaves, Bian Que remembered the first time he saw this man.

"From the moment I can remember, everything I dreamed can eventually be created out of nothing and turned into reality. This may be a very remarkable ability, but others look at me with strange eyes. I dreamed up a huge alien world, But there is nowhere for me to put it."

"There used to be a king who hired me because of this ability, but I didn't want to be a cow enshrined on the altar, dressed in brocade and sent to the altar."

"Fortunately, in a place called Jixia, I can finally continue to dream my dreams without restraint."

"In my dream, I turned into a roc and flew to a height of [-] miles. From there, I could see the world floating and sinking on the sea of ​​stars, as small as gravel. They were born, radiated dazzling brilliance, and disappeared in a blink of an eye. .”

"I also had a long dream. It was a long, long time ago, in a distant era, full of amazing sights: towering buildings row upon row. Horse-free carts shuttled fast, and long-winged iron birds roared. Skip over the top."

Zixiu spoke very slowly, and Bian Que wrote down his words word by word.After saying this, Zixiu fell into silence. Bian Que poured a glass of water and handed it over. Zixiu didn't raise his head, but glanced to the side lightly, but this also gave him a headache.He reached out to take the water glass, closed his eyes and drank slowly.

"Are you happy in the dream?" Bian Que asked after taking the empty water glass.

"Ah, you asked me if I feel happy living in a dream?" Zixiu sighed, hesitated for a while, and said:

"Life has a limit, but dreams are boundless."

Hearing this, Bian Que only felt a little pain in his heart.Does he mean that life is nothing more than that?Does he mean that dreams with a distant past and future are more desirable than the step-by-step reality?Did he mean, he was tired of everything now?

"Zixiu," Bian Que wanted to step forward to hug him, but he still didn't dare to take a step after thinking for a long time, "I'll take you back to Jixia when you recover." "Oh." Zixiu just responded, No more words. "Zixiu, you have to believe me. I promised to let you go back. I never intended to lie to you. Zixiu." Then Zixiu raised his head and glanced at Bian Que. There is still the faint blue turquoise water in the pool, but it is no longer full of water vapor.Now that it's winter, the water in the northern pool in Jixia is probably frozen over now.

Zixiu was tired after all this tossing, he turned over and lay down to rest, Bian Que also left and did not bother him anymore, but Kun, who was driven away by Bian Que before, did not dare to come over, now that Bian Que is gone, it swims excitedly Only saw the person on the bed fell asleep again.Kun whimpered a little, struggled to squeeze out the door and back into the yard.

So it was more than half a month, and Zixiu's waking time was getting longer and longer, and it seemed that he was going to be almost the same as Ji Xia at that time.This evening, Zixiu proposed to leave after drinking the herbal diet. "It's been about three months since I came out this time. I haven't heard from you for such a long time. I'm afraid the master and the others are already in a panic. My body has almost recuperated. Since you said you were willing to let me go, how can I go? The day is leaving."

Bian Que was taken aback when he heard this, is he leaving now?He tentatively asked: "Then, how about leaving tomorrow?" Zixiu nodded. "I, can I go with you? I'm a little worried about you..." Bian Que said while watching Zixiu's expression, Zixiu just raised his eyes and looked at him coldly. Nod your head. "Okay, you have a good rest first, and I'll go clean up." After finishing speaking, Bian Que turned and rushed out of the room.

Watching Bian Que leave, Zixiu got up and packed up his things. It was very little, and a small burden was enough. His belongings were always so small, so he turned off the lights and went to sleep after packing up.

He slept soundly here, but Bian Que was sleepless all night, seeing that he couldn't take away the piles of medicinal herbs in bottles and cans, and he could only take two medical books with him.Zixiu's body still needs to be recuperated. With these recuperating medicines and some necessary medicines, the medicine cabinet is already full.

It would be great if his health wasn't so bad, if he hadn't been made to drink those medicines back then, if only when I first saw him...

He remembered the day when a man fell asleep leaning on a strange fish under the tree by the roadside. The half of the face that came has a very nice outline, and has long eyelashes. I don't know if the pupils are the color of the pool water when I open my eyes.

This person is so good-looking, so good-looking that I want to keep him firmly tied for the rest of my life.