Wrong size clothes

In the late autumn night, the cold wind was particularly fierce, and it was bitingly cold on passers-by.

But Cheng Mo couldn't feel any of this.

He walked slowly on the street, with the howling cold wind in his ears, and the waves were indeed surging in his heart.

At this moment, his mind is filled with all kinds of pictures of being with Su Zhe. .

Laughing, crying, angry with myself.

Su Zhe is expressionless.

Gentle Suzhe. . .

Cheng Mo's throat felt bitter, and there were many things choked up in his heart. .

Cheng Mo walked blankly, as if he had lost his soul, like a wandering body.

. . . . .

Cheng Mo didn't know where he had gone. He saw a familiar bus and got on it without thinking. .

The car drove slowly on the road. .

Dazed, Cheng Mo heard a familiar station name on the station announcer, he stood up slowly, and walked down. .

There are very few vehicles in the remote suburbs at the moment, there are not many street lights on the road, and the road looks very dark. .

Several cars drove over quickly. They didn't see Cheng Mo walking in the middle of the road. When they got closer, they found someone. They turned the steering wheel sharply to avoid hitting someone.

"Crazy! Didn't you notice the traffic lights! Don't pull me as a backrest if you want to die!"

A driver cursed, then drove away.

Cheng Mo couldn't hear anything, he just kept walking and walking, walking and walking. .

walked for a long time.

He didn't stop until he came to the door of a small shop.

He went in.

The store was lit with warm yellow lights, which was extraordinarily warm in the cold night. There was an elderly grandmother sitting inside, knitting a sweater with reading glasses under the light.

Seeing Cheng Mo, the old lady quickly stood up, walked up, and said kindly

"Momo, why did you come here because you don't go home this late at night, hurry up, grandma will take you to a warm place in the house to sit."

As the old man said, he was about to pull Cheng Mo inside, but he saw Cheng Mo's dumbfounded face.

The old man didn't speak, but quietly led Cheng Mo along.

When he came to a table, grandma pulled him to sit down. .

Then she got up, went to take a bowl of things, slowly brought it over, and put it on the table in front of Cheng Mo.

It's a steaming bowl of bean brains.

"Have a drink, grandson"

Grandma spoke gently to Cheng Mo, and then put a spoon in Cheng Mo's hand.

Cheng Mo didn't speak, but slowly drank Dou Nao with a spoon. .

The old man looked at Cheng Mo kindly, with tenderness in his eyes.

Then she spoke softly.

"Mo Mo, grandma is such an old bone, but she still spends so much effort to move the shop here from our small city before, and make it exactly the same as before. Do you know why?"

the old man went on.

"There are so many beautiful things. Grandma is reluctant to part with them. There are so many good memories in this small house. Grandma packed the store here to preserve this precious thing. Although she is no longer in the same city, grandma Every time I look at this store, I can think of many happy things, and grandma feels at ease in her heart."

Having said that, the old man began to reach out and touch Cheng Mo's cheek.

"You and Xiao Zhe are both grandma's most precious things. Grandma is busy here every morning, and I always feel that you and Xiao Zhe will suddenly run in, still wearing school uniforms, and then call grandma to fill a bowl Bean brains."

"Not long after grandma moved here, Xiao Zhe came here. I asked him why Mo Mo didn't come, and he didn't say anything. He ordered a bunch of the same things as before, and sat there quietly to eat."

"Xiao Zhe always comes here to drink bean brains. Of course grandma is very happy, but although grandma is happy, she always feels that something is missing."

"Grandma didn't know until you came. It turned out that you were missing. Seeing the two of you coming together, grandma suddenly felt complete and at ease."

At this time, grandma suddenly took Cheng Mo's hand, and said kindly:

"A person, if he can have someone who will always be with him in his life, no matter who he is, this person is happy. No matter what happens between you, the memory of being together is the most precious thing , Grandma hopes that you can cherish this thing like me, and don't throw him away."

"Looking at you now, grandma knows that something must have happened between you, and grandma can't say much, after all, it's your own business."

"But just these few words, grandma hopes you can remember."

"If you become strangers, then start to get to know each other again, if there is any conflict, then let everything start from scratch, everything will be fine, you have already become a habit of each other, continue that habit, okay... Grandma doesn't want you to be that turtle with a shrinking head."

. . . .

One drop, two drops, three drops of tears fell into the bowl, and gradually became turbulent, breaking up the gradually cooling bean brains.

When Cheng Mo looked up at Grandma Su, tears were streaming down his face.

After so many years, Grandma Su's wrinkles have deepened, and many gray hairs have grown on her head.

But that warm, sunny smile never changed.

After so many years, it turns out that I have already had an inseparable habit called Su Zhe's habit.

Cheng Mo had already fallen deeply into Su Zhe's habit circle, but he was too slow to notice it.

So much so that when he knew that Su Zhe was going abroad, he just hid the sense of loss deep in his heart, didn't face it, didn't reveal it, and always thought that he could face it calmly.

But the habits of the body can't lie to myself. .

It is a habit to eat an extra candy cake every morning, which is what Su Zhe likes to eat.

Every time I habitually go to the jersey shop in the mall and stand for a while, imagining what Su Zhe would look like wearing them.

Habitually walk along the river for a while after get off work every day, because he and Su Zhe walked along the river after school.

Every time I get used to being bullied, I subconsciously think how good it would be if Su Zhe was here. .

. . . .

It wasn't until Su Zhe appeared again that he realized that for so many years, he couldn't lie to himself.

Deep down in his heart, he missed him so much, but he kept running away.

In fact, he had already been unable to get out.

In these years, Su Zhe has not changed.

What has changed is himself.

He became cautious, became cowardly, became suspicious of the relationship between him and Su Zhe, became inferior because of the difference in status, and became evasive of his feelings for him.

So much so that he didn't know that he had hurt Su Zhe for so long.

Cheng Mo still remembered that when he was at the airport, Su Zhe suddenly turned around and asked him a question seriously.

"Cheng Mo, will you forget me soon?"

Now he really wants to go back to that time and hug him tightly and tell him.

"How can I forget, even if the world is destroyed, I will not forget you, even if I forget myself, I will not forget you."

. . . . .

No, no, he will never run away again, he will face Su Zhe bravely, by the way, where is Su Zhe, he will find him!

Cheng Mo stood up, wiped away his tears, stood up, and said solemnly to Grandma Su

"Thank you! Grandma, I figured it out, I'm going first!"

Grandma Su just smiled, looked at the running figure and said loudly.

"Be careful on the road, go home early."

. . . . . .

It was already eight o'clock in the evening when Cheng Mo ran to the huge villa out of breath.

Seeing this, the security guards at several gates stopped Cheng Mo and said seriously.

"May I ask who you are and have you made an appointment with the young master in advance? The young master is not at home now. If you don't have an appointment, please go back."

"Ah, do you know where your young master has gone?"

Cheng Mo said anxiously.

"Young master's whereabouts have always been kept secret, and each of us who are subordinates has no right to ask!"

"Then may I ask if Miss Su Xue is at home?"

"Miss is not here, there are only a few servants and bodyguards in this house."

The bodyguard said with a blank face.

Cheng Mo is in a hurry. Where can Su Zhe go at such a late night? Is it right to work overtime? It's better to call Su Zhe first!

Cheng Mo took out his phone, only to find that it was out of battery and turned off.

Cheng Mo looked anxiously at the bodyguard.

"Excuse me, do you have Su Zhe's contact information? Can I borrow your mobile phone?"

"I'm sorry sir, as servants we have no right to ask about the young master's privacy, sir please go back."

. . .

Cheng Mo stood disheartened at the bus station, thinking about where Su Zhe would go.

By the way, company!

Cheng Mo thought about it, and got on the bus to Suzheng Building.

. . . .

Looking at the empty lobby on the first floor, Cheng Mo became even more anxious, where could Su Zhe go so late.

So he started to walk around, trying to see if he could meet Su Zhe on a certain road.

Cheng Mo went to various places where he might see Su Zhe, but he didn't see Su Zhe's shadow.

Just as he was preparing to advance to a certain coffee shop, he saw a familiar figure walking out of the coffee shop. .

At first glance, it was Zhou Sheng who hadn't seen him for a few days.

Only then did Cheng Mo realize that he hadn't seen her for a while.

Seeing Cheng Mo, Zhou Sheng smiled and said to him

"You are here. You turned off your phone when I called you. I am going to your house to find you. It just so happens that I have something to tell you. You can walk with me for a while!"

Cheng Mo hurriedly said

"I'm sorry, Zhou Sheng, I'm in a hurry now, can I..."

"Just walk with me for a short distance, don't delay you, please."

Zhou Sheng suddenly became tough.

Cheng Mo had no choice but to walk with Zhou Sheng, looking around to see if there was Su Zhe.

Zhou Sheng kept walking with her head down, the night covered her eyes, and she couldn't see her expression clearly

. . .

At this time Zhou Sheng stopped suddenly, and said to Cheng Mo

"Cheng Mo, I've thought about it for a long time, and I decided to have a good talk with you..."

"Oh that's fine"

Cheng Mo was still looking around.

At this time, Zhou Sheng suddenly raised his head and looked at Cheng Mo with a smile,

Cheng Mo sensed something was wrong with Zhou Sheng, and stopped to look at him.

Zhou Sheng didn't speak at first, and watched Cheng Mo quietly.

Cheng Mo is very absent-minded, his mind is full of where Su Zhe is now

Zhou Sheng looked at Cheng Mo, as if he had made up his mind, and said:

"Cheng Mo, during the time I was with you, I was really happy. I have always liked you that way, I like you very much..."

But she looked at him with a bitter smile, with sadness in her eyes.

"But I always feel that you are very good to me, just treat me as a friend. During the time when my mother was sick, in your eyes, all I saw was pure concern, and I didn't feel over love."

At this time Zhou Sheng lowered his head and smiled.

. . . . .

"Well...Actually, you have always had another person in your heart. You like him very much. I can clearly see that."

Cheng Mo was stunned.

Seeing Cheng Mo's expression, Zhou Sheng confirmed her guess even more. She went on to say:

"Well... it's that man named Su Zhe. Every time you chat with me, you tell me a lot about him. Every time you talk, you always have a smile on your face. I like this expression I've never seen you show it to me... Also, you often stare at a man's photo in a daze, that person is also him, I can see that your eyes are full of admiration, that kind of Looks can't fool me."

Cheng Mo was stunned.

He himself didn't know that when he was with Zhou Sheng, Su Zhe was all in his mind, and he couldn't help talking about Su Zhe, Su Zhe was good, Su Zhe was handsome, and he didn't dare The emotions shown in front of Su Zhe were originally shown by Zhou Sheng, but he was so dull that he didn't realize it. .

The time he spent with Zhou Sheng was very happy, but he was always polite to her. When he saw Zhou Sheng sad because of his mother's affairs, he was just a little distressed, just out of friend to friend Distressed, I really don't have any other feelings in it.

On the contrary, he felt sad for that man, the kind of emotion that surpassed that of a friend,

That's right, Cheng Mo can't deceive himself anymore, he likes Su Zhe, how could he not like him, how could he not care about him, he has liked him a long time ago, he likes him very much.

It hurts to see Su Zhe standing with other women.

Knowing that Su Zhe took care of her overnight. .

Heartbroken and worried because of Su Zhe's poor health.

Thinking that Su Zhe has a girlfriend, he suffers from insomnia all night.

The ecstasy and heartache for him when he knew that Su Zhe also liked him.

. . .

Even earlier. .

Seeing a girl coming over to talk to Su Zhe, she felt depressed.

Because of Su Zhe's birthday, he racked his brains all night thinking about a birthday gift. .

His eyes were swollen from crying when he knew Su Zhe was going abroad. .

The idea of ​​wanting to be together forever. .

. . . . . .

It turned out that a small seed of love had been quietly buried in Cheng Mo's heart, and it was slowly sprouting, but Cheng Mo kept covering them up with his cowardice and evasion, and when they saw the light of day again, Mu Ran couldn't bear it. Looking back, this multi-flower has grown very delicate and beautiful.

It turns out that for so many years, each other has always had the most sincere feelings buried in their hearts for each other.

. . .

Now I finally understand, and he and the person he loves are also in love with each other. .

Then I can no longer delay Zhou Sheng, and do things that deceive myself and others. .

Cheng Mo suddenly raised his head and said to Zhou Sheng.

"That's right, Zhou Sheng, you're right. I have a man I like. His name is Su Zhe. He used to be, and he is now. It has never changed. I used to be too stupid to discover my feelings for him. , but now I finally realize."

"So, Zhou Sheng, I'm sorry, let's break up. I've been sorry for you before and confused my feelings for you. If you feel uncomfortable, you can stop talking to me. I'm really sorry."

Zhou Sheng laughed suddenly

She seemed relieved and said.

"It's okay, it's not your fault, Cheng Mo, I've been deceiving myself all this time, deceiving myself that you actually like me, if I had already told you to break up, it wouldn't be like this."

"You don't have to be sorry, we will still be friends, and I have always respected and understood gay people, go find that man, he should be very sad now"

Cheng Mo felt very warm in his heart. Sure enough, he was right about this girl. She will definitely marry a good man in the future.

"Thank you, Zhou Sheng, when I am free, I will definitely thank you, but now I have to find him, so goodbye now, sorry!"

Cheng Mo bowed to Zhou Sheng deeply, and left quickly.

. . . . . .

Zhou Sheng looked at Cheng Mo's back in a hurry, and smiled bitterly.

After all, she still didn't tell Cheng Mo about it.

That night after going to the playground, a man stopped him downstairs from her house.

The man was tall and stared at him very coldly.

He only said one sentence.

"If you make him unhappy, I'll let you die."

She still remembered the coldness and determination in that person's words at that time, without any child's play, as if if she did something wrong to Cheng Mo in the next second, he would immediately shoot her in the head.

Thinking of this, Zhou Sheng lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

I'm afraid that my love for Cheng Mo is not as much as that man's love for Cheng Mo. .

The author has something to say: Stupid author: Cheng Xiaomo, you didn’t give me your money!!

Su Zhe: I gave it for him, Grandma Su 1000 assists, plus money!

Stupid author: Hehehe, Grandma Su is an old rotten girl (get lost!)