Well, just take a look

What happened to me?To take the kindness of others for granted.

Tianming and the others have been playing games for so long, so they will naturally have many partners when they go online, but he has been following Mingyan recently, and it can be said that he completely dominates the master.

Causing trouble to others without knowing it, this kind of behavior can be described as shameless.

She had figured it out a long time ago that she couldn't pull him into the water, but in the end, she was unconsciously attracted to him.

Such a self is really annoying.

Yan Qing felt chest tightness, so she left the study, took the key and went downstairs to get some air.

The sun is still so bright, and there are no people on the street during the time of work and school.Familiar streets and old shops have remained unchanged for decades, except for peeling walls and faded paint. Compared with Yan Qing's childhood memories, there is almost no change.

Passing by the People's Park opposite the elementary school, Yan Qing found a seat and sat down.He remembered that he ran away from home once when he was a child, and he came here from his grandfather's house.

Why did you "run away from home" at that time?

Yan Qing looked at a group of sparrows chirping and pecking at the grass in front of her, and fell into deep thought.

I remember the last time I sat here, my butt was very cold.Firstly, it was an autumn night, and secondly... By the way, I was wearing crotch pants at the time, maybe two or three years old?Why did you run away from home...

Hmm...someone is arguing.

Originally, I was sent to my grandfather's house that day, and then went to bed early.Yan Qing remembers that when she was in elementary school, she went to bed at 8:[-] every night. It should be earlier when she was two or three years old, right?After being put to sleep by my grandfather, I was awakened by the sound of arguing for some reason, as if I heard someone throw something.

Naturally, I can't remember the specific content of the quarrel, and the memory of children is already fuzzy, but there is one thing that Yan Qing is very clear about.

right.

How could it be forgotten?

Woke up to go to the bathroom, and heard a man's voice and a woman's voice in the study, each louder than the other.

He stood by the wall and looked in. It was his parents who were arguing at Grandpa's house, because no one wanted to bring a burden.

Since none of them want me, I might as well leave first.

Perhaps holding this kind of thought, and only this thought in her mind, Yan Qing just ran out of the study.

The two were busy arguing, but no one noticed him.

Run all the way, run all the way.

While running, it seemed that he bumped into a man's leg and fell.

Get up, continue to run, no matter what, until my legs are sore and weak, I have no strength at all, and I tripped on the ground by a step or something.

Yan Qing remembered that she didn't cry, got up and found that she ran all the way to a garden.The pale street lamps, the terrifying tree branches, and the biting cold wind, but he was not afraid.

Maybe he was afraid.Fear of not having a home.

So when he lost his home, he was no longer afraid.

Thinking about it now, he didn't think about being kidnapped at all.

If no one wants it, you have to pick up the trash. This sentence is what kindergarten teachers talk about all day long.

No one wants picky eaters, no one wants bad sleep, no one wants fights, and all the mistakes made, the final result is no one wants.

Children who are not wanted can only pick up trash when they grow up.

Since no one wants him, then he can only go to the street to pick up junk, right?

Suddenly realizing that she had been quite logical since she was a child, Yan Qing gave a rare laugh.

It's just that his smile is fleeting.

When I was young, I felt like I ran far, far away, like wandering to the end of the world.Came here again after growing up and it turned out to be only 10 minutes away.

Before I knew it, I came to the same place again.

It has been... 25 years or so since the last time he "run away from home"?

I still remember such a long time ago.

The little sparrows were bouncing around, pecking at food and fighting, Yan Qing was watching intently, when the small group of sparrows suddenly flew away as if they were frightened.

The top of the head was shrouded in shadow, Yan Qing looked up, Huo Tianming was panting, standing in front of him anxiously.

"Finally...found you." Huo Tianming bent down, propped his hands on his knees, out of breath.

"What happened?" Yan Qing was stunned.Have you been out for a long time?He wanted to take out his mobile phone to check the time, but only found the key in his trouser pocket.

"I...I called you...I didn't answer...I thought something happened to you...I was so worried..."

"Huh? I may just hang around, don't worry."

"No... I saw in the group that...you were harassed...so..."

Harassment?

"Harassed? Me?"

Yan Qing stared at the top of Huo Tianming's head and saw him nodding.

Sweat dripped down on the ground, and after only a few words, the stone bricks under Huo Tianming's feet were already slightly wet.

clatter clatter.Slap.Slap.Pat clap clack clack.

Huo Tianming finally recovered his breath and raised his head.

"When my number enters the main city, people often harass me, and I can't block them all, so..."

"Take a break first, and speak slowly." Yan Qing moved a little to the side, and patted the bench on her left.

Huo Tianming followed Yan Qing's movements, looked at the bench, and in the blink of an eye, turned around and squeezed to Yan Qing's side.

The thin-looking boy did not expect to take up a lot of space.

Yan Qing had already moved to the edge of the stool, but Huo Tianming's thigh was pressed against it. Through the fabric, he could feel the heat of his leg.The long two long legs almost stretched into the flock of sparrows that flew back.

And his arms, too, are long.

The boy was leaning back on the back of the bench at the moment, with his arms stretched across it, from Yan Qing's back to his own half, with both hands hanging down.

I used to think that the benches in this park were quite long, but now that two grown men are sitting side by side, it seems so short.

"As long as you're fine." Huo Tianming raised his head from the back of the chair, and looked at Yan Qing carefully.

Yan Qing looked at Huo Tianming's side face, the sweat merged into a stream, flowing from his forehead to his chin, and then dripped onto his shoulders, leaving a small dark mark on his coat.

"It doesn't matter if I was harassed for a while. And you were actually harassed, I just happened to see it."

"No, what if you misunderstood?" Huo Tianming sat up abruptly, dripping with sweat again.

How silly.

But you still misunderstand me.

Yan Qing just doesn't know how to express her feelings, she is used to hiding her emotions.

Being called an ice cube by others does not mean that he cannot feel the tenderness of others.

If I were younger and more reckless, for example, before meeting that person.Such a boy will definitely make his heart beat, make him addicted, and make him want to fight desperately.

How fragile love is.

With Qian always being young, coupled with the boy's speech and behavior, food and clothing, one can guess that he has an extraordinary background without any superb reasoning ability.

Such a boy will eventually have to face the troubles of the world. Most importantly, he must have burdens that ordinary people can't imagine, and he needs to bear them.

The last time she was in love, Yan Qing deeply realized that love requires a solid foundation.

Especially substance.

In the face of the family's interests, that person chose to give up his relationship with him. He didn't blame him. This was a very rational judgment.

So knowing the ending, why repeat the same mistakes?

Fortunately, the boy already has someone he likes in his heart.

I don't need to think about it.His gentleness is just the kindness he treats his friends.

I don't know what he will be like to the person he loves.

Yan Qing was almost uncontrollable, envious of the person in the boy's heart, wishing that person could be so gentle.

Such a beautiful boy deserves the gentlest person in the world.

Heh, the 30-year-old man is in spring, so hypocritical, it's scary.

Yan Qing rolled up her sleeves and lovingly helped the boy wipe off the sweat from his face, bit by bit, wiping away the stream-like sweat.

Then meeting the boy's shining eyes, he said softly, "Let's go, let's go home."

Unexpectedly, Huo Tianming suddenly plunged into Yan Qing's shoulder socket, fearing that he would avoid him, he still vainly wrapped his right hand around Yan Qing's shoulder.

"No, just sit for a while, just for a while."

"You rubbed all the sweat on me, does it stink?" Yan Qing's neck was even wet with the sweat from Huo Tianming's forehead.

"It's masculine, it doesn't stink." The boy seemed to push his feet, but also arched.

"A kid who is still in school, how can he look masculine?" Yan Qing was pushed by him, moved her body a little, but was hugged even tighter.Huo Tianming put his left hand around his waist, and his whole body seemed to be squeezed into his arms.

Such a big one, it's too difficult to squeeze all of them into Yan Qing's arms.

"I'm going to graduate soon!" Huo Tianming raised his head and looked at Yan Qing up close, his eyes sparkling, "Wait for me for another month!"

Ok?What is he saying?

Yan Qing felt that she could not keep up with the thinking of young people nowadays.

Wait, let's take a look at the context.

The boy first said he was masculine, and then he said he hadn't graduated, and the boy said he would graduate in a month...

Oh, you mean you'll be manly after a month?

What a kid, he likes to get serious in strange places.

After thinking about it, Yan Qing found that the boy was looking at him nervously, as if he was waiting for his answer.

"Okay, wait for you." Masculinity is hard to define. In fact, he is quite masculine now, but let's agree to him according to the boy's logic.

Sure enough, Huo Tianming's eyes were as bright as stars when he heard Yan Qing's reply.

"En!" The boy buried his head into Yan Qing's shoulder again, his voice was a little muffled, but he couldn't hide the joy in his voice.

It's so coaxing.

This child is really cute.