teacher, come here

The tears on Shen Yin's face were blurred, but he didn't seem to notice it, he just sucked on the cigarette, the part of the cigarette burned rapidly, almost to the end of the cigarette, his finger suddenly hurt, he was stunned for a while, and hurriedly let go of the cigarette. Open, Han Yuan reached out to take the cigarette butt in his hand and threw it into the ashtray.

"Is it burning?" Han Yuan asked him in a hoarse voice, picked up his finger, and blew on it.After blowing twice, the pain surging in his heart suddenly swept over, he couldn't hold back, pulled Shen Yin into his arms, and bowed his head to kiss him.

All his feelings, emotions, admiration, and heartache are gathered in this kiss.His lips sucked and licked Shen Yin's lips vigorously.The tongue invaded every area of ​​his mouth, tangled, deep, as if to go down his throat and kiss his lungs.

But his teeth seemed to want to tear Shen Yin apart, bit by bit, and then swallowed it into his stomach.

Only in this way can he empathize with Shen Yin's pain and fully convey his heart.

For the first time, Han Yuan knew that the kiss between lovers is not only sweet and impulsive, but also has such a suffocating heartache.

Finally, Han Yuan's burning breath fell on Shen Yin's ear: "Shen Yin, what's wrong?"

But Shen Yin didn't speak.

Han Yuan went to lick the tears on his face again.After licking it once, Shen Yin's tears welled up again.He went to lick his eyes again.Shen Yin's eyelashes were wet, and he used the tip of his tongue to wet the tears in the corners of his eyes.

Han Yuan's lips were salty and bitter.

Shen Yin's tears made him feel stuffy and painful.He never thought that Shen Yin, who is so good at smiling, would cry so much.

The dull pain accumulated in his chest, expanding rapidly, as if it was going to burst his body.Han Guo picked Shen Yin up, walked to the bed a few steps, and threw him on the bed.

He turned on the wall lamp by the bed.The sudden flash of light made Shen Yin blink his eyes.

He looked at Han Yuan from his lowered eyelashes.There were tears still on the fluttering eyelashes.

There were also fresh tear stains on his face.

Han Yuan's heart seemed to be clenched tightly by someone.He kissed it again.At the same time, his hands couldn't wait to peel off all his clothes.He put his finger in his mouth and wet it with saliva, then lifted one of Shen Yin's legs, inserted it in, and turned it back and forth a few times, Shen Yin's face was still wet with tears, but he still opened his mouth, called out.That voice was still full of temptation.

Han Yuan eagerly untied his belt and stepped forward.

Han Yuan wanted Shen Yin many times, until his tears couldn't come out, his voice became hoarse, and his whole body was unable to support him, Han Yuan didn't let him go.

Shen Yin lay limply on the bed.The ferocious, huge emotions that seemed to be dragged into the bottomless abyss gathered all night were released and relieved in the entanglement with Han Yuan's limbs and the exchange of body fluids.

Now, he is like a newborn baby, soft and weak, with a blank mind.

Han Yuan stretched him over, facing him, and put his arms around his waist.

Shen Yin looked at Han Yuan.His eyes were clear, but his eyelids were swollen and high.Han Yuan raised his hand and touched it.

"Crying like this... What happened? What happened?"

Being hugged so tightly by Han Yuan, Shen Yin calmed down a lot.All sanity also began to return.

He began to reflect on his abnormality, and even felt a little embarrassed.

From the moment he knew that Han Yuan was going to see his father, he fell into a dull pain that he couldn't extricate himself from.He somehow drove the car home, went upstairs, and threw himself on the couch.

It was just numb at first, then it started to hurt.He clutched at his chest, as if his lungs had been removed, making him feel like he couldn't breathe.

His lungs are his own, but Han Yuan manages his breathing.

Two years ago, he obviously had a similar situation, but now he feels completely different.

When He Wenjin showed his cards to him and said that he would leave him temporarily and return to the family, he hadn't tasted the pain of losing his love, but he had already been replaced by the anger of being betrayed and his disappointment with He Wenjin.

He was hit so hard that he didn't have time to sort out his emotions, but facing He Wenjin, he tried hard to maintain his last dignity.

Whether it is sad or lost, he knows how to deal with and digest it.

He Wenjin said that he was ruthless, and he didn't give him a chance, and he didn't give himself a chance.

But Shen Yin is like this, put to death and reborn.

He extinguished He Wenjin's complex thoughts, and at the same time extinguished all his fantasies about him.

When dealing with dead feelings, he has the ruthlessness of scraping bones to heal wounds.

But this time, he seemed to have lost himself.All his rational decision, all his calmness evaporated.

After waiting for a whole afternoon and night, he experienced extremely powerful fear and worry, and all his feelings and emotions ended in pain.

Not as strong and vivid as last time, no betrayal, no shock, just pure pain.

Obviously it was just a psychological feeling, but the pain was unbearable and miserable.

"Your boy, like me, is an only child who bears the fate of the family."

"If it's that boy, do you choose to give up without hesitation, or forgive."

He Wenjin's words floated in his mind over and over again, but Shen Yin couldn't give himself an answer.

He couldn't even bring himself to touch the questions.

He thought he was as strong as a shield, but in fact he was vulnerable.

"In the evening... where did you go?" Shen Yin couldn't answer Han Yuan's question, so he could only ask him.

Han Yuan looked at Shen Yin, and gradually a smile appeared in his eyes: "Is it because of me? Because I didn't come back all night, are you crying like this?"

Shen Yin lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes flickered. "You're not as important as you think."

Han Yuan stared at him, his eyes and eyelashes were wet because of himself a moment ago.

"But you are very important to me."

Shen Yin's body froze obviously.Lifting his eyelids, he bumped into Han Yuan's eyes.As always, there is deep affection like fire on earth.

Only when he looked at Shen Yin could he express such rich and affectionate feelings.

"Shen Yin, I love you." Han Yuan said.

Shen Yin stared at Han Yuan in a daze, forgetting to breathe for a moment.

"You will never lose me." Han Yuan said.

After Han Yuan filled the bathtub with hot water, he picked up Shen Yin and put him in.As soon as Shen Yin entered, she slid down the side of the bathtub.He still had no strength in his body.

Han Yuan couldn't help but smile with the corner of his mouth up, and picked him up.

Shen Yin looked at Han Yuan fascinated.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and a smile in his beautiful eyes.It looks like a bright blue ocean in the morning sun.

Shen Yin's gaze was glued to his face.Han Yuan chuckled lightly: "Looking lost again?"

"En." Shen Yin smiled slightly, "Who made you so stunning."

His tears made Han Yuan's heart ache, but his smile made his heart beat faster.

Han Yuan's heart was touched again.

He hesitated for a moment, then took off his underwear, stepped into the bathtub, and pulled Shen Yin into his arms with a shocked expression on his face.Although Shen Yin felt that it was a little dangerous, he still stuck himself on Han Yuan's body.

"Where did you go at night?" Shen Yin asked him again.He believed that after such a long time, something would happen to Han Yuan.

Han Yuan stretched his hand between his legs to wash off his mucus, and at the same time told him how he met Zhu Qing and then met Han Shanshi.It's just a matter of the contract, nothing is said.

"...how is Auntie's stomach problem?" Shen Yin pondered for a long time before hesitating to call Zhu Qing Auntie.But as soon as the words came out, the ears still became hot.

Although he and Zhu Qing were still quite different in age, because he was Han Yuan's teacher, psychologically he thought that he and Zhu Qing could be regarded as equals.

Sure enough, Han Yuan laughed out loud. "It's okay. Just pay attention to diet and regulate emotions."

Shen Yin pondered for a while in his heart, how to adjust his emotions.I probably have a spectrum in my heart.

It was too unexpected for Zhu Qing to show up suddenly and take him to confess his relatives without any warning.Obviously, in Han Yuan's narration, he had some reservations about him.

"Where's your dad... How does it feel?" Shen Yin asked.

"How can I feel it? A stranger I've never met before." Han Yuan said lightly, holding Shen Yin's waist with both hands, and gently lifted him up, "Get up, I'll wash your back. "

Shen Yin lay on the edge of the tank, with his back to Han Yuan.Han Yuan put his finger in, Shen Yin bit his lip and endured it for a while, but still couldn't help making a small sound.Hearing his reaction, the movements of Han Yuan's hands became slightly deformed.He's pretty familiar with his body now, and knows how to please him.After a while, Shen Yin was already out of breath, and the two of them stuck together again.