Everest

Perhaps in the final analysis, this is not tenderness at all, he may just want to avoid any unnecessary troubles, whether it is deliberately alienating Mr. Li, or carefully selecting some companions who are skilled but do not know each other, these are all for himself in the end. The choice not to be blocked by others at all times... Geng Aiqing thought a little angrily, he carefully planned to end his own life, what kind of tenderness is this?This is obviously selfish!

It is downright selfish!

But when he thought of what Wu Wei said and Shen Biwen's past, he couldn't get angry at all. He just wanted to ask him what he was thinking, why didn't he try to live?But he couldn't ask these words. He couldn't empathize with the pain he suffered. It was cruel to ask him why he wanted to live from the perspective of a bystander. Just like Mr. Li said, if...if he really did If he made a choice, should he also respect his choice?

The wind was howling outside the tent, and he was alone in the tent, thinking about this, and suddenly felt very lonely.

Before coming to Mount Everest, he checked the information, such as the preparations before coming to Mount Everest, and he remembered that there was a suggestion in it that he should learn to resist his own loneliness. There were many reasons given in that article. It was said that human beings are too insignificant, that the relationship between teammates is not as imagined, what is sickness, high rebellion, etc., Geng Aiqing thought it was quite reasonable at the time, but he didn't believe it, he himself is a talkative Personality, together with his good friend Lin Sheng, Pei Lei and Yong Ke are elders, but they are easy to get along with and helpful to others. At that time, they didn’t know there was Lausanne, so the only teammate who troubled him was Shen Biwen, Shen Biwen Wen's dissatisfaction and hostility towards him made him very unhappy, but this was at best a discordant relationship with his teammates, and it had nothing to do with loneliness.

But he never expected that it was Shen Biwen who made him feel lonely for the first time.

After Wu Wei and the others retreated, the place where the tent was originally placed was vacated. Geng Aiqing insisted on setting up the tent without even thinking about it. Pei Lei and the others didn't stop him. After all, he and Shen Biwen had just fought. Sleeping together was also afraid of conflicts, so he simply let him sleep in a tent by himself.

Geng Aiqing originally thought that sleeping alone would put these things aside a little bit, at least he didn't have to face Shen Biwen directly, he didn't know what expression to use to face him, it would be good for everyone to avoid it, but in fact, he Couldn't sleep at all, closed his eyes and seemed to be able to see Shen Biwen standing on the top of Mount Everest, saying goodbye to him, and then jumped down. He dreamed of the short scene of a few seconds, at least four or five times, until the end He simply stopped sleeping, staring at the pitch-black tent roof, listening to the sound of wind and snow outside.

He didn't know how Shen Biwen was sleeping, at least he shouldn't be so entangled like himself.

Then the next morning, he and Shen Biwen got out of the tent and came face to face.

Embarrassingly capitalized.

Of course, the dark circles under the eyes cannot be seen. After all, everyone has been tortured by the plateau wind here to become black, red, black and red rough men, but the bloodshot eyes cannot deceive people. Pei Lei was stunned when he saw the two of them. Surprised: "Is this a night without sleep?"

Before the two of them answered, Lin Sheng came out from behind him and said weakly, "Yes..."

In the end, except for Luosang and Pei Lei who were in better condition, the other four didn't sleep well.

"Headache." Yong Ke's face turned pale, "In addition, I was a little lack of oxygen last night when I slept until midnight, which woke me up, and then I didn't fall asleep."

Lin Sheng nodded, it was the same situation.

Pei Lei patted the shoulders of both of them with a smile, and said educationally: "My old comrade is still in good health, you are too young!"

"Yes yes yes..." Lin Sheng spoke up after him.

When they interrupted, everyone seemed to have forgotten the conflict between Shen Biwen and Geng Aiqing yesterday, but that's okay, Geng Aiqing thought, maybe this is what Shen Biwen wanted most.

At 09:30 in the morning, they simply ate something to replenish their physical strength and prepared to head towards the C7790 camp at an altitude of 2 meters. Due to the low wind speed in the morning, the snow did not fall, and the sun even came out. It was a rare good weather. The camp There is another mountaineering team here who decided to set off with them temporarily. In this way, their team has temporarily increased to thirteen people. Although it is not too many, compared with the original team of only six people, it is obviously stronger now. A lot, everyone got together and introduced each other, and the originally tense atmosphere became more active.

Going around the North Col camp, you can see the whole journey today.

To be honest, it was a very frightening and exciting scene. The long snow slope is composed of ridges of different heights, forming a long road that spreads and cannot see the edge, because it is basically completely covered by snow. There is a moving brilliance below, and the contrast is the peaks next to the snow slope. Those exposed black-gray rocks are sharp as if carved by wind blades, with a frightening arc, and they fall down in an instant. In a short time, it will disappear into the layers of mountain peaks. Such a magnificent beauty will never be forgotten in a lifetime.

Geng Aiqing suddenly had an urge to take pictures, so he turned his gaze to Lin Sheng, who took a picture of Zhenghuan with the camera in his arms, and then looked at the other people, Geng Aiqing suddenly felt that their team was really a bit different, because with The other team they were traveling with almost everyone had a camera.

……

Well, Geng Aiqing had no choice but to give up, and decided to go back to Lin Sheng to ask for a backup of the photos. He casually turned his gaze back, and unexpectedly met the eyes of Shen Biwen who had been looking at him.

Geng Aiqing sighed inwardly, pretending not to see it and avoiding his sight.

The team is still advancing in a straight line. The snow slopes are very flat, and they are all soft snow that can be stepped on. No one took off their clothes, although the result was that everyone was a little out of breath and had to stop a few times, but after finishing the first slope, these symptoms were a little less, because the wind picked up.

The icy mountain wind brought a little coolness to everyone, but this is not a good thing. If you want to ask, you would rather walk the whole distance in heat than see the wind coming. This is because of the long snow The most dangerous thing on the slope is the wind. At an altitude of about 7500 meters, it is a well-known wind outlet. The wind speed can reach up to about 45 meters. Let alone walking, you will not even be able to stand firmly. If you are not careful Blown down the snow slope by the wind, there is almost no chance of survival.

Starting from the second snow slope, the distance between them widened a bit, the other team walked in front, Pei Lei and Yong Ke only followed behind them, and because Lin Sheng had a lot of photos to take, he walked slowly. Geng Aiqing didn't notice it at first, but when he turned his head and found that Lin Sheng was almost out of sight, thinking about it, he stopped first and waited for Lin Sheng to come over.

But after waiting for a while, he felt that something was wrong. Lin Sheng's speed was much slower than usual, and when he approached, he found that Lin Sheng was not holding a camera. Geng Aiqing was a little worried, so he turned to face Lin Sheng. walked over.

Seeing his movements, Shen Biwen, who had been paying attention to him, also stopped, and Luosang looked at him suspiciously.

"You go ahead first." Shen Biwen told him briefly, and walked towards Geng Aiqing after speaking.

Luosang stared there for a while, nodded hesitantly, and left first.

Shen Biwen and Geng Aiqing were not far away, so he quickened his pace and walked to Geng Aiqing's side.

"what happened?"

Geng Aiqing was taken aback by him: "What's wrong?"

"Why are you walking back?" Shen Biwen grabbed his arm, "Your physical strength is limited, don't waste it."

Geng Aiqing paused for a moment, then turned to look at him and said seriously: "Don't worry, I won't tell your secret."

"What..." Shen Biwen was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that his face was a little anxious, "That's not what I meant..."

"That's not what you mean, why are you watching me all the time?" Geng Aiqing paused, and said in a low voice, "I don't want everyone to worry."

Shen Biwen wanted to say something else, but Geng Aiqing interrupted him, and said seriously: "I know how my physical strength is, I'm going to find Lin Sheng, there's something wrong with him, I just don't want my friend to get hurt... Maybe you don't care about this, but I do...I told you about this, too?"

"..." Shen Biwen didn't answer.

"You wait for us here." Geng Aiqing left a sentence and walked over.

Shen Biwen looked at his back as he stepped back step by step, hesitated for a moment and followed.

"Why are you so slow?" Geng Aiqing pretended to be contemptuous, "I turned around and found that your fart is gone."

Lin Sheng had long been immune to his ridicule, and said with a wry smile: "Oh, don't talk about it, Young Master Geng, come here and give me a hand, I twisted it just now..."

"Are you okay?" Geng Aiqing went over to ride his shoulder.

"It's okay." Lin Sheng stretched his other arm forward, and laughed, "Thank you, Brother Shen, too!"

"Why didn't you fucking thank me?" Geng Aiqing was stunned for a moment after finishing speaking, and then saw Shen Biwen walking over in silence, holding Shen Biwen's arm in front of him.

"Thank you!" Lin Sheng said with a smile.

"Try to walk in the middle," Shen Biwen explained in front, "The wind has increased, so pay attention to your feet and don't get close to the edge."

Geng Aiqing was still immersed in the shock of how Shen Biwen came to help, and did not hear his words.

I don't know if it was to remind him that there was a loud rumbling sound from under their feet.

Geng Aiqing was shocked, and subconsciously looked down the snow slope.

"It's an avalanche." Shen Biwen explained briefly.

Under the sunlight, the white snow on the mountainside rushed down like rolling waves, and the raised rocks along the way were quickly submerged and disappeared by the snow mass. The huge impact sound was especially clear in the silent mountain peak. It seemed that the snow under his feet was also shaking.

The avalanche lasted for a few minutes and calm was quickly restored.

Shen Biwen was the first to recover, and he said softly, "Let's go."

Geng Aiqing glanced at him, slowly clenched his palms, and hid his sweaty palms.

"Let's go."