Ant Paradise

"I just watched the fireworks." Jiale came back to his senses, but still grinned with a soulless smirk.Shi Li looked at the two of them back and forth, thinking that stupidity can also be contagious, but the two of them are stupid to begin with, but the way of stupidity is different, and it is impossible to tell who is infecting the other, "Huang Jiale, your parents called you gone back."

Jia Le responded and got up to leave. He glanced back at Shi Le at the door, and he sat obediently on the edge of the bed to say goodbye to him.People will grow up, become sophisticated, strong and powerful. He used to think that there may be no difference between the 15-year-old and the 25-year-old self. He is still so forgetful, unfocused, and joking, but he has not even entered his 20s. I have changed a lot, and maybe I am still the same in other things, but when facing Shile, everything is upside down.

But he is still the same white, quiet, timid, always watching himself quietly.

Still just as worthy of liking.

"I'll come back to you after the holiday." Jiale closed the door, the fireworks were all set off, and the room was lonely again.Shi Le seldom listened to the living room through the door, but today the sound of farewell penetrated into his room like this. He opened the window and watched Jia Le walking beside his parents. Warm, Shi Le couldn't help pulling it away a little more, until it was fully opened, to see his back in the distance.

They were about to walk out of the yard, and when they were about to walk to the main road of the community, Jiale suddenly looked back in his heart. The small window on the right side at the bottom of the villa was shining brightly. Shi Le lay on the window sill and saw him turn back, He waved his hand slightly.He was joking with his parents, but when he saw him, he couldn't laugh at all.He also waved his hands slowly, looking back with nostalgia, barely coping with his parents' questions, and he had to leave.When he was approaching the gate of the community, he suddenly turned back and ran in the opposite direction.

Mrs. Huang called him behind him, "It's fine, what are you doing!".I heard him yell, "Something important has fallen."

Repeating the same mistakes, he always left and came back without knowing the destination. The last time he swore to tell Shile to eat well, he opened the window and saw Jiale standing at his window panting. "Why are you back?" It was cold outside, and Jiale ran all the way over. His thick coat was hot, and he seemed to be sweating a little. He stopped talking a few times, and finally asked, "Shile , would you like to leave here?"

"Leave here, where are you going?" He simply thought he was going outside for a while, but he didn't know how much Jiale's thoughts were contained in this question. "What I mean is that you will graduate next semester, and you will move out for work in the future." Jiale calmed down a little, asking cautiously and impatiently.

Shi Le didn't think about these things, and avoided drawing up the future, but what happened in his mind occasionally, never left Yu's house.This window seems to be the entrance to the siege. No matter whether he goes to school, eats, or goes out to play, he always returns here to watch the unchanging morning and sunset.Shi Le's parents are not here, this is not his home, but subconsciously, he has regarded this simple small room as his belonging.

For 18 years, he was imprisoned here, with little happiness and little freedom, but he didn't realize that he was in prison.Between resistance and patience, he chooses patience, bears everything mechanically, and tells himself that it's okay, he gradually loses consciousness, doesn't understand pain, he is a stupid optimist.

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