Ant Paradise

Shile was more listening, and occasionally said a few words, "If you don't blow your hair, you will have a migraine." Facing these insignificant trifles of Jiale, he never felt bored, just like the audience sitting in front of the TV, Looking at other people's colorful lives, but unlike those actors who are separated by a layer of screens, Jiale is living and can be touched.In the poor days, Shi Le occasionally felt that he was a walking corpse without a soul, so he was indifferent, dull and stupid, as long as he got closer to Jia Le and got a little anger from him, he would come back to life.

Is it really good to be alive?You will be happy, you will be happy, and you will no longer be numb, but you will be hurt, lost, and painful. If the emotions you generate can be called, you will be fine if you know which is more important.

"I applied for No. [-] Middle School." Jiale raised his head and drank the water in the glass, "Your brother must have also applied." No. [-] Middle School can be said to be their best high school, and almost all zero volunteer items are required. "I'll definitely pass the exam." Shi Le came back with water and said firmly to Jia Le.He was also not humble, "I think I can pass the exam." Jiale looked at his homework spread on the table, swallowed and asked, "What about you, what high school do you want to take in the future?"

"I might not pass the exam. I have never been good at studying." He lowered his head in shame, unconsciously scratching his knees with his fingers, "I don't like studying too much. I passed the exam, and then it was even more difficult to study in high school, and it was useless. "It sounds like the sophistry of every poor student, but for Shile, this is his reality. In this era of changing destiny by learning, he is always at a loss.

"I'll teach you. You're not stupid. It's no problem to pass an ordinary high school." Jiale didn't want to see him sad, so he promised in a low voice. He was unwilling to take the time to help himself.Shi Le shook his head again and again, "No need. I plan to study in a nearby vocational high school. Many students from our school go there. After three years of study, you can work." He looked at Jia Le, suddenly a little afraid to look directly at him. Say these words directly in front of a person, but not to him.Jiale thinks highly of him more than anyone else, always likes to praise him, he is not so good, these words made him feel ashamed of his expectations.

"Well, there is always a major in a vocational high school. What major do you want to choose." "I haven't decided yet, anyway, I can make money anyway." Jia Le looked at him carefully, Shi Le lowered his head slightly, which is his usual He has a dazed look, he has finally grown up a bit these years, he is different from Shi Li, his eyes are round and big, his eyelashes are very long, like the eyes of the snowman in the cartoons before, when he is in a daze, he loses focus, often has no expression, looks handsome and dull look like.

I have talked to Shi Le about so many things, so many that he can't remember them. Even his mother said that he talked a lot, and it was useless. When Shi Li got impatient, he also said that he was going to be old and die. He couldn't close it, but Shile never complained, he was always willing to listen, and he looked pious, and Shile would laugh after he finished talking, no matter what it was.

When he smiled, there was a not-so-deep dimple near the corner of his mouth, his cheeks were bulging, his eyes were not so round again, everything was shining.Jiale often wanted to grab his face, then stroked the corners of his eyes with his thumbs, and pushed back his slightly long forehead hair.He would raise his head in surprise and ask what's wrong, his crescent-like eyes stared round again.

He is different, whether you are happy or troubled, gradually you want to tell him everything, and only when he smiles do you feel fulfilled.Jia Le suddenly understood that he didn't want to talk more about his relationship with Shi Le with Shi Li, only because of his self-evident but secret feelings.

I want to talk to him for the rest of my life, until I die of old age.