give me a warm glow

Empty beer cans lay limp on a glass table.Qin Jia sat on the floor decadently, her delicate face was full of fatigue, and there were still traces of tears.Looking distraught.

Qin Jia is an optimist, I have never seen her so embarrassed.The living room smelled of alcohol, and the scene was extremely embarrassing.She wrapped her arms around her legs, looked at me with a somewhat empty gaze, then stood up unsteadily, and threw herself into my arms.

Everything happened so suddenly that I didn't have time to ask what happened, to clean up the mess on the glass table, and to comfort her.

I stood there in a daze and let Qin Jia's tears wet my shoulders. "Jia..." I hesitated and raised my hand to pat her on the back lightly.Unexpectedly, it was pulled away by a strong force.Qin Jia staggered out of my arms and knelt down on the floor again. She laughed out loud, with a self-deprecating smile on her lips.

"Xiafu, should I be jealous of you or should I hate you?"

"What did you say..." I looked straight at her, pinched the flesh on my arm fiercely with my hands, and innocently wanted to tell myself that this was a dream, but the pain was so painful that I gasped.

Her smile gradually froze, she closed her eyes and stopped talking, and after a while, she picked up the beer on the table and drank it in one breath.

"You know I like him, Wei Yuan, I like him so much." She said to me with a half-crying voice, "During the third year of high school, I asked him about my first choice, C University, and then I ran back to the classroom very happy, Write a post-it note and paste it in the most eye-catching place. Then every day during lunch break, I would look at the post-it note and do one question after another.”

She paused, "Now I can be sure that I got admitted to C University... Wei Yuan is no longer the one I can talk about every day."

"Because I confessed my love with confidence that day, but he was half-drunk, still drinking himself, and said more infatuatedly than me, 'I'm sorry Qin Jia, the person I like is Xia Fu...' His eyes still stayed on yours. seat"

I was struck by the words, "How is that possible? How is that possible?"

Qin Jia's eyes began to turn red again, and tears welled up in her eyelashes, but this time she stubbornly refused to let the tears fall.

I picked her up stiffly, and gently wiped off the black tears from her face with eyeliner with a tissue, "Jia... your makeup is all gone."

"Xiafu." She held my arm, stared at me seriously, a little trembling, my hand was aching from being held by her, and there was an unexplainable pain in my heart.

"I feel so stupid, and you are fine, why are you still dying in front of you?"

I shook my head vigorously, not knowing if my eyes were filled with tears.

"Actually, I don't know how to face you anymore. I feel uncomfortable. I also think angrily that I am not as good as you. But anyway, I have fought for it...except for you, I find that these heartfelt words should not be spoken to anyone."

Not knowing how to answer, I opened my mouth and found that all the words were pale.

"I know you don't like Wei Yuan. He is suffering, and it should be worse than mine." Qin Jia rested her head on my shoulder in silence for a few seconds, and finally said.

Several people got together again many years later, Qin Jia whispered about that matter in my ear, she smiled with relief, "Xia Fu, actually I really don't regret liking Wei Yuan, even if the confession failed."

Indeed, the mature Wei Yuan is a generous, capable and resolute person.I think it's worth Qin Jia's flawless unrequited love in her most beautiful years.

It should be made clear in person. When I was still thinking about how to talk to Wei Yuan, he took the initiative to invite me to a coffee shop near my home to chat.

Walking into the coffee shop, I saw two figures in the warmest corner. The sun was shining on them, and their hair seemed to be shining golden in the sun.Such a familiar figure... I approached slowly, and was surprised to find that the person sitting opposite Wei Yuan was none other than Yi Yang Qianxi.

With two empty seats, I sat quietly next to Yi Yang Qianxi, not knowing what else to say, holding the steaming coffee, which was exuding a strong aroma at the moment.In the mouth, it is sweet and slightly bitter, and the rich aroma spreads on the tip of the tongue. "you……"

Wei Yuan glanced at me and smiled easily, "Xia Fu, we've finished talking. Why didn't you tell me the first time we got together?"

"Ah..." I looked up at Yi Yang Qianxi who was next to me in a little surprise, he suddenly grabbed my hand and put it on the white table, his smile was like sunshine pouring from the clouds, and then he stared at Wei Yuan.

"Wei Yuan, Xia Fu and I are together."

Wei Yuan froze with a calm smile on his face, his eyes glanced out of the window, and he crossed his hands, "It's good, it's good..." He murmured, "Bless you all. In fact, I asked you out this time to say goodbye. .”

Time was suddenly pulled into a long line by the words in front of him, passing very slowly, as if frozen.

"It's like this. I'm going to go to a university abroad and leave Beijing."

Yi Yang Qianxi frowned, "Why?"

"Why?" Wei Yuan laughed dryly, looked at our faces casually, "It's not a big deal, don't be so serious. It's my own choice."

"Take good care of Xia Fu." Wei Yuan stood up.

"I know." Almost at the same time, Yi Yang Qianxi also pulled me to stand up.

Wei Yuan shook his head helplessly, as if he was in high school, he embraced Yi Yang Qianxi carelessly, hugged him habitually, and whispered in a low voice.

I saw Yi Yang Qianxi stretched his brows, patted Wei Yuan on the shoulder, looked at me firmly, and smiled, "No way."

I didn't have time to think about it, and I was gently embraced. The time was very short, and a soft sentence still floated into my ears, "Xiafu, I still have to tell you, I like you."

It was raining outside at some point, Wei Yuan smiled and waved to us, then plunged into the rain without looking back, his slender figure disappeared into the dense crowd.

Yi Yang Qianxi and I stared blankly at the light rain outside the window, and stood silently in front of the window.

He hugged me from behind, his chin and arms forming the most comfortable embrace.

In a trance, I felt a fog in my heart slowly dissipate.Isn't everything better, everyone let go, we are still us.

Wei Yuan, see you in the future.

C18: Love Lyrics

Love-TFBOYS

Lyricist: Wang Yunyun

Composer: Liu Jia

Source: young age

I still don't know what love is

But I was defeated by your sweet smile

you blink your big eyes

oh so cute

Where do you move your talking hand?

Kai: every day after class

will be with you

I love every second of the content

inextricable geometric pattern

and your red face

How many answers are there

Together: I just want to give you love

is this love

I still don't understand

happy things want to share with you

sad want to give you shoulder

Nervous for someone for the first time

I really want to love you and love you

only a few weeks

I'm in a bad mood because you're not here

There is a warm light shining down

I can't help but look forward to it because of love

Qianxi: At a young age

I still don't know what love is

But I was defeated by your sweet smile

you blink your big eyes

oh so cute

I really want to put you in my pocket

Source: Actually, I have a good idea to plan

I will tell you ten years later

buy you the biggest house

coolest car

travel to every corner of the world

Together: I just want to give you love

is this love

I still don't understand

happy things want to share with you

sad want to give you shoulder

Nervous for someone for the first time

I really want to love you and love you

only a few weeks

I'm in a bad mood because you're not here

There is a warm light shining down

I can't help but look forward to it because of love

Kay: Just looking at you like this

blushing breath

in our hearts

you are my disney

One Two Three Go!

it's not just my show

do not go

wait a minute

wait until i can hold your hand

Source: Is it love

is it love

I don’t have enough stone, wood, steamed buns and onion heads

Qianxi: I think this is love

Obviously this is love

I hear you see you think you want you happy enough

Source: I just want to give you love

is this love

I still don't understand

Qian Xi: I want to share happy things with you

sad want to give you shoulder

Nervous for someone for the first time

Kai: I really want to love you and love you

only a few weeks

I'm in a bad mood because you're not here

Together: There is a warm light shining down

I can't help but look forward to it because of love

I just want to give you love

is this love

I still don't understand

happy things want to share with you

sad want to give you shoulder

Nervous for someone for the first time

I really want to love you and love you

only a few weeks

I'm in a bad mood because you're not here

There is a warm light shining down

I can't help but look forward to it because of love

C19: Gossip

I used to naively think that after going to university, especially when I was admitted to the same university as Yi Yangqianxi, we could easily get together, occasionally strolling on the campus path and talking sweetly with a smile on topics of our common interest.

Everything went well in the holiday after the college entrance examination.Yi Yangqianxi and I got the admission notice from University B, while Qin Jia was able to enter University C smoothly. We are still in the same city and continue to walk.

After finishing the retreat of the college entrance examination, Yi Yangqianxi started to get busy, invitations to various programs, guest appearances in TV series came to her door one after another.He resumed his life of going to bed late and getting up early, shuttling between Beijing and other cities.So that summer I spent almost all day with Qin Jia.As for the sweetness between lovers, it is aged by a phone call every day.Even if I don't see him for a few days, just listening to the voice from the phone makes me feel at ease.During a long phone call, he would smile and tell me about his recent itinerary and interesting stories about the three of us.