First Lady [Interstellar]
Chapter 30 030 Confession
Wiping her lips vigorously, Eureka, who was caught by her son, found an excuse to get the wound medicine, and hurried out of the ward, her whole face was flushed, thinking of the Alpha just now who was aggressive and started to bite herself It would be embarrassing enough to stick out/in his tongue, but what made him even more embarrassed was that Yingdi came in at that moment.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh in front of sons.
God, my mind is a mess!
Omega, who hastily took the medicine and walked back, bumped into the oncoming person without paying attention. The familiar pheromone smell on the other person made him look up in astonishment. Sure enough, he saw the expressionless Hilton hugging him to prevent him from falling. He stared at his lips after falling.
The place that was already not so hot suddenly became hot again, and the blushing Eureka subconsciously wanted to reach out to block it, but when she thought that it seemed unnecessary, she stopped her movements embarrassingly.
Hilton, with dark eyes, just kept holding on to Omega's arm. When he saw the other's red lips, which were obviously broken, his eyes instantly became extremely gloomy, and there was an anger that was so strong that it could not be ignored mixed with jealousy. His heart was burning, and he rushed straight up, as if he wanted to burn out his few rational minds.
He didn't expect to see Omega in the hospital, but now there is only one possibility to see the other party, that is, the person who has been taking care of the marshal these days has always been an Omega, and they were sure just now...
As long as I think of the two people kissing like no one else in an unknown ward, the other Alpha will see Omega's charm and seductiveness when he is in love, and even the soft and sweet thin lips will be seen. Picking up that Alpha arbitrarily, even just thinking about it is enough to break the string of reason in Hilton's mind!
Before he could react, his right hand had already climbed onto the side of Omega's face, and his thumb kept rubbing against the bright red lips. It was obviously an extremely eager movement, but when it acted on those soft lips, it became extremely gentle.
Hilton must not know how scary his expressionless face and stern eyes are now. When the hand was on the side of his face, Eureka was still in a daze. There was a feeling that this guy would not strangle him to death. , But when the lips are rubbed, I don't feel a little pain.
Uh, except for the place where the skin was scratched, hiss, this really hurts, Alfred's mouth is too harsh!
"Are you...with him?" Hilton, who only knew how much effort he took to calm down, bit his lips and asked in a hoarse voice.
"Uh, it should be."
Seeing that Alpha is finally back to normal, Eureka doesn't know how to answer this question. Since they kissed, they are considered together, right?But he clearly knew that maybe he really liked Alfred, but it was definitely not pure liking.
It's funny, how could there be pure love?With one thing like that weighing him down, he can only hope now that the truth isn't what he knows it to be.
"It's so fast..."
Alpha's exclamation-like tone was slightly choked and depressed. Eureka looked at him blankly, and wondered for a moment whether he had heard it wrong just now. Why did he feel that there was a hint of unbearable and imperceptible sadness in Hilton's words?However, the fact is that apart from those unusually red eyes, the other party's face is still expressionless.
"Ah, no, it's not too fast. Your Majesty's results haven't come out yet." With a twitch of his brain, Omega himself didn't know why he said such a thing. It doesn't really matter, does it?
As an Alpha who was married once, Hilton instantly understood the meaning of the other party's words, so now the two have reached the point where they are talking about marriage?Obviously, the two of them have just divorced for less than half a month...
The mood is getting lower and lower, but the anger is getting higher and higher. Hilton, who has completely forgotten what he is doing here, just wants to vent his unfamiliar emotions at this moment, so he stares closely at Omega's eyes, forcing himself to lower his voice, forcing myself not to hurt him too hard, forcing myself to speak with difficulty.
"Your Majesty, Eureka, do you only have the emperor in your heart? Why do you have to do what the emperor says? Even marriage, you are not his one..."
Speaking of this, Alpha suddenly stopped talking, the redness in his eyes subsided a little, and he felt a little apologetic, but Omega slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and added with a smile: "Is it a dog? Hilton You want to say that, right?"
"No, that's not what I meant, Eureka, I..." After calming down, Hilton hated himself to death for his unscrupulous words just now. How could he say that to the other party? He clearly knew that Eureka only did it because she loved and respected the emperor. He would do many things according to his word, how could, how could he say such things? !Such an impulsive self...
Alpha, who wanted to slap himself, looked at the other party with red eyes, and didn't know the reason for this overexcited emotion. He only knew that the smile on the corner of Omega's mouth shocked him, and made him unable to say. sad.
"Actually, you are the only one who thinks that our marriage was the product of the system matching and the emperor's orders." Eureka said every word, tearing off the little bit of arrogance he had left at the beginning, he didn't want to hide it anymore, That's too tiring and too naive, what is real letting go, only when you confess can you really let go, just like now, even the last little fig leaf has to be removed with his own hands.
"Hilton, you're really too slow." When she said this slowly, Eureka had a trace of helplessness and tiredness on her face, and there was a deep sense of powerlessness in that faint expression, "Do you think that even if you No matter how well matched we are, with my status at the time, if I didn't want to marry you, wouldn't I have nothing to do? Not to mention how much Your Majesty loves me..."
He slowly approached Alpha, so close that there was only a few feet between the two of them.
"If I don't do it voluntarily, no one can force me." He smiled, and the arrogant words contained the confidence and arrogance unique to Omega, but they were always elegant and convincing. Always act according to His Majesty's words, in fact, because my heart is His Majesty's words."
"Hilton, marrying you was the choice I gave to His Majesty. From the beginning to the end, no one forced me to do anything. It was the path I chose, whether it was to learn cooking skills for you that I am not interested in. And housekeeping, I should give up those entertainment projects that I originally loved, since I chose it myself, then I won't blame anyone, and I won't regret it, just like..."
"There is a fool who doesn't know that there is a person who has loved him for more than ten years. From the first time I saw him, he never stopped and never regretted..."
Omega's words seemed to be still in his ears, but Hilton knew that the other party had already left.
He's just dull, not stupid, and won't fail to understand who the "fool" in that sentence is. He never knew that there would be a true lover in this transactional marriage that he wishful thinking. He always thought that Eureka was Standing in the same position as him, a position that was forced to accept marriage.
However, what I said just now is enough to understand. From the very beginning, the other party has been with me with an attitude of liking. This recognition made Hilton feel a kind of joy from the bottom of his heart, that sweet feeling With some kind of emotion that he had neglected for a long time, he broke through the last line of defense in his heart, and finally turned the clouds and saw the sun, and made it known to the world.
But the sweetness is followed by deep pain and regret.
He likes, likes Omega very much, so much that he doesn't want anyone to feel the beauty of Omega, this kind of perverted/perverted possessiveness is not caused by Alpha's instinct at all, but his true inner thoughts.
So he doesn't like Indira clinging to his father, he doesn't like Heinrich molesting him, he doesn't like seeing him sad, and most of all he doesn't like never being able to see him again.
You see, a person's transformation is so fast, and all the repression and neglect will be released in the end.
Hilton has never been a smart person when it comes to relationships. It is impossible for you not to feel that a person has been nice to you for more than ten years. It's just that Alpha is used to doing things according to established principles and ideas. The decision he made at the beginning was to just make do with Omega for the rest of his life, the most familiar stranger in his life.
In his opinion, this is the best solution for two people who don't like each other, but he never knew that this assumption was wrong from the beginning, and then it was wrong to the end, so wrong that it cannot be changed.
How could he have forgotten that he was a ruthless person to strangers, if he really didn't like him at all, how could he have lived in harmony with him for 15 years, how could he have agreed to the ten-day agreement, and how could he have lived in harmony with him for [-] years? In the third year of marriage, they proposed to have a child.
It's just that Chelsea's death hit him too hard, and he will never forget the promise Beta made for him before his death, for the rest of his life.
He really liked Chelsea. Chelsea was his only friend during the difficult time when he was young, and he was his light. It seems to be a matter of course for him to fall in love with each other for a long time. He obeyed reason and a little emotion, and they were together as a matter of course until that time. Fighting his lieutenants, his first love died for him.
Then, he wanted to ask for a martyr title for his adjutant, and a glorious burial, but the emperor said something, to let him marry another Omega who had never met in less than a month after the death of the person he liked, What an ironic deal.
【Francis, I am not bargaining with you, this is an order I gave you, the military order is like a mountain. 】
So from the very beginning, he never had a good impression of that Omega. Even though the first appearance of the other party did make him feel a little bit surprised, it was because of this little bit of surprise that he became more and more disgusted and repelled. Feel whether it is more to yourself or to the other party.
For more than ten years, Chelsea's death and the old emperor's indifferent orders seemed to be a natural screen between AO. Hilton didn't want to go out, but Eureka couldn't get in.
Omega went from the small awkwardness in the initial pride and elegance to the indifference in the elegance and calmness to the unconscious intimacy with him and retreat as if hurt. In fact, Hilton knew that he really felt sorry for Omega, but whenever that strange When he peeked out a corner of his love, he was so overwhelmed by the guilt of betraying Chelsea and his oath that he couldn't breathe.
It wasn't until later that he learned to ignore and ignore, not to care about what Omega did, not to think about the inexplicable emotion that he had driven into a corner, but every little thing the other party did gradually permeated like the ubiquitous air His life melted the frozen heart for Chelsea.
Just when Hilton thought it would be good to go on like this forever, the person he thought was dead came back. The moment they met for the first time, nothing seemed to have changed. Without the time difference of more than ten years, he would not have known The quietly changed mind.
Subconsciously chooses what he thinks is right, not what he really wants.
This is probably the mistake he made, the principle of reason is always paramount, you see that he has lost his wife now...
Alpha laughed at himself, fortunately, fortunately he finally woke up, finally knew what he wanted, it was not too late.
"Hilton..." Chelsea, who hadn't waited for Alpha to return for a long time, found it out of the ward. Looking at the back of the alpha against the light, he vaguely felt something. This sense of powerlessness that he couldn't control was just like when he was facing death all those years ago. So he dragged the leg that was injured from protecting someone else, and called the other person's name.
Alpha didn't answer him, but still stood with his back to him.
"Hilton..." The softer words brought obvious choking and fragility, and Chelsea began to be uncertain. The feeling of panic made him keep calling the other party's name, begging for the other party's response, "Hilton, Hilton... ..."
"Feel sorry."
However, all he got was an answer from Alpha and the back of him leaving without hesitation.
It was different, everything was different, and he knew that the Hilton who promised to take care of him for the rest of his life had changed.
Why, why did you betray him...
Hilton, don't make me...
The author has something to say:
In fact, there was a part of this chapter where I cried (probably because the author’s tears were low and accompanied by sad music QAQ). Eureka confessed everything, so he let go. Regardless of whether he really let go or not, I only know that Hilton is It's over, the demon has entered his heart, even if he repents, it's time for him to be tortured later...
Another: Will the attack change too fast?Asking for advice, I think I'm almost going to confuse him, hey, please forgive me for QAQ with him.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh in front of sons.
God, my mind is a mess!
Omega, who hastily took the medicine and walked back, bumped into the oncoming person without paying attention. The familiar pheromone smell on the other person made him look up in astonishment. Sure enough, he saw the expressionless Hilton hugging him to prevent him from falling. He stared at his lips after falling.
The place that was already not so hot suddenly became hot again, and the blushing Eureka subconsciously wanted to reach out to block it, but when she thought that it seemed unnecessary, she stopped her movements embarrassingly.
Hilton, with dark eyes, just kept holding on to Omega's arm. When he saw the other's red lips, which were obviously broken, his eyes instantly became extremely gloomy, and there was an anger that was so strong that it could not be ignored mixed with jealousy. His heart was burning, and he rushed straight up, as if he wanted to burn out his few rational minds.
He didn't expect to see Omega in the hospital, but now there is only one possibility to see the other party, that is, the person who has been taking care of the marshal these days has always been an Omega, and they were sure just now...
As long as I think of the two people kissing like no one else in an unknown ward, the other Alpha will see Omega's charm and seductiveness when he is in love, and even the soft and sweet thin lips will be seen. Picking up that Alpha arbitrarily, even just thinking about it is enough to break the string of reason in Hilton's mind!
Before he could react, his right hand had already climbed onto the side of Omega's face, and his thumb kept rubbing against the bright red lips. It was obviously an extremely eager movement, but when it acted on those soft lips, it became extremely gentle.
Hilton must not know how scary his expressionless face and stern eyes are now. When the hand was on the side of his face, Eureka was still in a daze. There was a feeling that this guy would not strangle him to death. , But when the lips are rubbed, I don't feel a little pain.
Uh, except for the place where the skin was scratched, hiss, this really hurts, Alfred's mouth is too harsh!
"Are you...with him?" Hilton, who only knew how much effort he took to calm down, bit his lips and asked in a hoarse voice.
"Uh, it should be."
Seeing that Alpha is finally back to normal, Eureka doesn't know how to answer this question. Since they kissed, they are considered together, right?But he clearly knew that maybe he really liked Alfred, but it was definitely not pure liking.
It's funny, how could there be pure love?With one thing like that weighing him down, he can only hope now that the truth isn't what he knows it to be.
"It's so fast..."
Alpha's exclamation-like tone was slightly choked and depressed. Eureka looked at him blankly, and wondered for a moment whether he had heard it wrong just now. Why did he feel that there was a hint of unbearable and imperceptible sadness in Hilton's words?However, the fact is that apart from those unusually red eyes, the other party's face is still expressionless.
"Ah, no, it's not too fast. Your Majesty's results haven't come out yet." With a twitch of his brain, Omega himself didn't know why he said such a thing. It doesn't really matter, does it?
As an Alpha who was married once, Hilton instantly understood the meaning of the other party's words, so now the two have reached the point where they are talking about marriage?Obviously, the two of them have just divorced for less than half a month...
The mood is getting lower and lower, but the anger is getting higher and higher. Hilton, who has completely forgotten what he is doing here, just wants to vent his unfamiliar emotions at this moment, so he stares closely at Omega's eyes, forcing himself to lower his voice, forcing myself not to hurt him too hard, forcing myself to speak with difficulty.
"Your Majesty, Eureka, do you only have the emperor in your heart? Why do you have to do what the emperor says? Even marriage, you are not his one..."
Speaking of this, Alpha suddenly stopped talking, the redness in his eyes subsided a little, and he felt a little apologetic, but Omega slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and added with a smile: "Is it a dog? Hilton You want to say that, right?"
"No, that's not what I meant, Eureka, I..." After calming down, Hilton hated himself to death for his unscrupulous words just now. How could he say that to the other party? He clearly knew that Eureka only did it because she loved and respected the emperor. He would do many things according to his word, how could, how could he say such things? !Such an impulsive self...
Alpha, who wanted to slap himself, looked at the other party with red eyes, and didn't know the reason for this overexcited emotion. He only knew that the smile on the corner of Omega's mouth shocked him, and made him unable to say. sad.
"Actually, you are the only one who thinks that our marriage was the product of the system matching and the emperor's orders." Eureka said every word, tearing off the little bit of arrogance he had left at the beginning, he didn't want to hide it anymore, That's too tiring and too naive, what is real letting go, only when you confess can you really let go, just like now, even the last little fig leaf has to be removed with his own hands.
"Hilton, you're really too slow." When she said this slowly, Eureka had a trace of helplessness and tiredness on her face, and there was a deep sense of powerlessness in that faint expression, "Do you think that even if you No matter how well matched we are, with my status at the time, if I didn't want to marry you, wouldn't I have nothing to do? Not to mention how much Your Majesty loves me..."
He slowly approached Alpha, so close that there was only a few feet between the two of them.
"If I don't do it voluntarily, no one can force me." He smiled, and the arrogant words contained the confidence and arrogance unique to Omega, but they were always elegant and convincing. Always act according to His Majesty's words, in fact, because my heart is His Majesty's words."
"Hilton, marrying you was the choice I gave to His Majesty. From the beginning to the end, no one forced me to do anything. It was the path I chose, whether it was to learn cooking skills for you that I am not interested in. And housekeeping, I should give up those entertainment projects that I originally loved, since I chose it myself, then I won't blame anyone, and I won't regret it, just like..."
"There is a fool who doesn't know that there is a person who has loved him for more than ten years. From the first time I saw him, he never stopped and never regretted..."
Omega's words seemed to be still in his ears, but Hilton knew that the other party had already left.
He's just dull, not stupid, and won't fail to understand who the "fool" in that sentence is. He never knew that there would be a true lover in this transactional marriage that he wishful thinking. He always thought that Eureka was Standing in the same position as him, a position that was forced to accept marriage.
However, what I said just now is enough to understand. From the very beginning, the other party has been with me with an attitude of liking. This recognition made Hilton feel a kind of joy from the bottom of his heart, that sweet feeling With some kind of emotion that he had neglected for a long time, he broke through the last line of defense in his heart, and finally turned the clouds and saw the sun, and made it known to the world.
But the sweetness is followed by deep pain and regret.
He likes, likes Omega very much, so much that he doesn't want anyone to feel the beauty of Omega, this kind of perverted/perverted possessiveness is not caused by Alpha's instinct at all, but his true inner thoughts.
So he doesn't like Indira clinging to his father, he doesn't like Heinrich molesting him, he doesn't like seeing him sad, and most of all he doesn't like never being able to see him again.
You see, a person's transformation is so fast, and all the repression and neglect will be released in the end.
Hilton has never been a smart person when it comes to relationships. It is impossible for you not to feel that a person has been nice to you for more than ten years. It's just that Alpha is used to doing things according to established principles and ideas. The decision he made at the beginning was to just make do with Omega for the rest of his life, the most familiar stranger in his life.
In his opinion, this is the best solution for two people who don't like each other, but he never knew that this assumption was wrong from the beginning, and then it was wrong to the end, so wrong that it cannot be changed.
How could he have forgotten that he was a ruthless person to strangers, if he really didn't like him at all, how could he have lived in harmony with him for 15 years, how could he have agreed to the ten-day agreement, and how could he have lived in harmony with him for [-] years? In the third year of marriage, they proposed to have a child.
It's just that Chelsea's death hit him too hard, and he will never forget the promise Beta made for him before his death, for the rest of his life.
He really liked Chelsea. Chelsea was his only friend during the difficult time when he was young, and he was his light. It seems to be a matter of course for him to fall in love with each other for a long time. He obeyed reason and a little emotion, and they were together as a matter of course until that time. Fighting his lieutenants, his first love died for him.
Then, he wanted to ask for a martyr title for his adjutant, and a glorious burial, but the emperor said something, to let him marry another Omega who had never met in less than a month after the death of the person he liked, What an ironic deal.
【Francis, I am not bargaining with you, this is an order I gave you, the military order is like a mountain. 】
So from the very beginning, he never had a good impression of that Omega. Even though the first appearance of the other party did make him feel a little bit surprised, it was because of this little bit of surprise that he became more and more disgusted and repelled. Feel whether it is more to yourself or to the other party.
For more than ten years, Chelsea's death and the old emperor's indifferent orders seemed to be a natural screen between AO. Hilton didn't want to go out, but Eureka couldn't get in.
Omega went from the small awkwardness in the initial pride and elegance to the indifference in the elegance and calmness to the unconscious intimacy with him and retreat as if hurt. In fact, Hilton knew that he really felt sorry for Omega, but whenever that strange When he peeked out a corner of his love, he was so overwhelmed by the guilt of betraying Chelsea and his oath that he couldn't breathe.
It wasn't until later that he learned to ignore and ignore, not to care about what Omega did, not to think about the inexplicable emotion that he had driven into a corner, but every little thing the other party did gradually permeated like the ubiquitous air His life melted the frozen heart for Chelsea.
Just when Hilton thought it would be good to go on like this forever, the person he thought was dead came back. The moment they met for the first time, nothing seemed to have changed. Without the time difference of more than ten years, he would not have known The quietly changed mind.
Subconsciously chooses what he thinks is right, not what he really wants.
This is probably the mistake he made, the principle of reason is always paramount, you see that he has lost his wife now...
Alpha laughed at himself, fortunately, fortunately he finally woke up, finally knew what he wanted, it was not too late.
"Hilton..." Chelsea, who hadn't waited for Alpha to return for a long time, found it out of the ward. Looking at the back of the alpha against the light, he vaguely felt something. This sense of powerlessness that he couldn't control was just like when he was facing death all those years ago. So he dragged the leg that was injured from protecting someone else, and called the other person's name.
Alpha didn't answer him, but still stood with his back to him.
"Hilton..." The softer words brought obvious choking and fragility, and Chelsea began to be uncertain. The feeling of panic made him keep calling the other party's name, begging for the other party's response, "Hilton, Hilton... ..."
"Feel sorry."
However, all he got was an answer from Alpha and the back of him leaving without hesitation.
It was different, everything was different, and he knew that the Hilton who promised to take care of him for the rest of his life had changed.
Why, why did you betray him...
Hilton, don't make me...
The author has something to say:
In fact, there was a part of this chapter where I cried (probably because the author’s tears were low and accompanied by sad music QAQ). Eureka confessed everything, so he let go. Regardless of whether he really let go or not, I only know that Hilton is It's over, the demon has entered his heart, even if he repents, it's time for him to be tortured later...
Another: Will the attack change too fast?Asking for advice, I think I'm almost going to confuse him, hey, please forgive me for QAQ with him.
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