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It was an accident that could not be more accidental that this notebook could be transferred to his hands.They have been separated for almost six years and have never seen each other again, and all contact information has been cleared up long ago.Qi oath thinks that he has handled it rightly, and the wrong feelings must be cut quickly, and dragging the water can only torture both parties into a ghost-like appearance.

However, what Qi Xie didn't expect was that all the things that he suppressed in his heart, thinking that they could be corroded with the passage of time, were very tricky and stubborn.It is usually silent, lurking like a virus, waiting until the host's will is weak, rushing out to stimulate you like a joke.

Last week, he got off the night shift and was so tired that he leaned back and closed his eyes as soon as he got into the taxi, his brain was close to shutting down.When the driver asked him where he was going, he even blurted out the address of the one-bedroom apartment he rented with the park at that time, and he didn't realize that there was a problem.So he fell asleep all the way in a daze, and when he opened his eyes again, the car had already stopped at the gate of the community.

He froze for a moment, didn't tell the driver to turn around, paid the money and got out of the car, thinking that since he was here, he would take a look.The security of the community is much stronger than in the past few years. There is an access control at the gate, and you have to swipe your card to get in.

Qi oath stood by the side of the road watching for a while, but was stopped when he was about to turn around and leave.

An auntie with a vegetable basket pointed at him and shouted, "Hey, are you the guy who rented my house with your brother before?"

Before Qi Shi could react, the aunt had already identified him, and she smiled happily: "Your younger brother is promising, I just saw him on TV a few days ago, and I told people that I lived in my house before and they wouldn't believe it." !"

Qi Yan smiled, and the auntie patted him as if thinking of something: "It's just right, you left a lot of things when you moved out, and they all look good, and I can't just throw them away like garbage. But I couldn't get in touch at the time. You guys, I have to put it away for you first. Can you go up with me to get it now?"

So he moved back two large dusty boxes from the previous landlord, which contained a laptop computer, a few pairs of shoes, some odds and ends, and the notebook.

At first he didn't want to look at it, but the two big boxes standing by the wall were really an eyesore, so he planned to move all the things to the storage cabinet in the corner of the balcony.

However, when packing, I accidentally threw the notebook on the ground.His eyes are not decorations, the pages are spread out so generously that it is difficult not to see the contents inside.Seeing this, he was out of control, and even forgot to change his posture, and he squatted until his feet became numb before he came back to his senses.

Realizing that he was spying on Yuanyuan's mind, and even unconsciously fell into the relationship that was cut off by him, Qi vowed to be at a loss.

Even so, he turned it over and over again.He didn't want to find anything from it, he probably just wanted to re-experience those days from the perspective of paradise.Even though it was a period of time shared by two people, the two had such different feelings.

For example, Paradise will probably never know that he fell in love with him first.

Qi oath couldn't tell when it started, but there was always a bird-like person chirping beside her.If things go on like this, no one will haunt you but you will be lonely.The other party is like a little sun, glowing and glowing around him all the time, always smiling heartlessly, as if such a bright smile is only prepared for him alone.Who wouldn't be tempted to be followed by such a person, or who couldn't bear not to like it.

And this kind of liking is a state that exists silently, and no one can realize it until the "deterioration point".

The night when Paradise accidentally asks him what he thinks of gays is the "sour point," so he's the more nervous one.

At that time, Qi Xi didn't even know why he was nervous, but he subconsciously wanted to deny something, so he said "a little disgusting" indiscriminately.And teased him in order to hide his uneasiness, but who knew that he actually annoyed him.

Qi Yan was also in a mess, so he could only hide in the paradise and sort it out secretly. After finally sorting out some clues, he was caught off guard by his father's mess.

So he deliberately distanced himself from him, but the other party posted it like crazy, and he still couldn't resist.

The time with Paradise is always happy, so happy that he doesn't think about those messy things.

But Paradise's sentence "I found that you love me very much, as if you love me more than I love you" that night surprised him, as if he was forcibly pulled out of the honeypot by someone, only to realize that the world is bitter.And because I dare not face reality, I indulge in fantasy and sink deeper and deeper.

Qi vowed to know that he was selfish - he couldn't dispel his hatred, he couldn't stop feeling unwilling for his father, so that he made his own conclusions about his relationship with Paradise.

Qi oath thought that she was too cruel to him, and would definitely make him hate him to the point that she hated him so much that she never wanted to see him again.

However, it was written in the book, "I want him to be happy, since he doesn't want to see me anymore, then I will take care of myself and not disturb him."This sentence can almost make his mood turn upside down, he can't help but soften his heart, and even regret it, this is too serious.

He had to hide it, out of sight and out of mind.