end of love

After Li Shuyi yelled, she shook her hand away as if she was afraid of touching something dirty.Bai Jing didn't know why he suddenly became so angry, let alone what he meant.But he didn't have time to think about it now, so he said with a gloomy face, "I won't quarrel with you now." Then he went to hug Li Shuyi again.

However, Li Shuyi couldn't hold back the pictures of Bai Jing and Ning Yue sympathizing with each other in his mind, and avoided him even more emotionally, shouting: "Get out!"

The movement on their side has already attracted the attention of others. Several staff members rushed over and asked, "What's going on? Do you need help?"

Bai Jing saw that the palm of Li Shuyi was soaked with blood, so he didn't care to get angry with him, so he took a step back and said to the people next to him: "Please send him back, and ask the doctor to come by the way."

After changing the person, Li Shuyi no longer resisted, and let the other party carry her into the wheelchair.

Bai Jing stood by and watched, his face frosted with cold.

After returning to the ward, the doctor said that luckily he didn't twist his wrist. Although the wound on the palm looked terrible, it was only a flesh wound.The doctor treated the wound, told him not to touch the water, and told Li Shuyi to be careful in the future. His body has been nourished and improved a little. If he accidentally injured something and caused other diseases, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Bai Jing stood by the bed with a tense expression, and his face became even more ugly after hearing what the doctor said.

After he sent the doctor away, he recalled the meaning of the sentence in the afternoon, and looking at the silent person on the bed, the anger he had suppressed for a long time finally broke out: "Tell me, how are you like Ning Yue? Why should I treat you as Ning Yue? Ning Yue?" His eyes fell on Li Shuyi's gauze-wrapped hands, his voice rose from low to high, and his temples were throbbing with anger, "If I want Ning Yue, why should I have an argument with the Ning family! If I want Ning Yue, why the hell am I pestering you so shamelessly!"

Influenced by his grandfather since childhood, Bai Jing has always been a very particular person.This particularity can be called good education, or it can be said that the young master is very important.Speak slowly, eat slowly, and don't panic when things happen, let alone swearing or fighting.According to the teachings of the old man, only a reckless man would act so rudely.So if he wasn't extremely angry, he wouldn't be able to utter a single dirty word.It's just that at this moment, Bai Jing is really angry. Ning Yue is not his white moonlight cinnabar mole, let alone his obsession with obsession. Why did he look for Ning Yue's shadow in Li Shuyi?Why take Li Shuyi as Ning Yue!It is simply inexplicable!Unreasonable!

Li Shuyi lowered his eyes and did not speak.He actually knew that he was not like Ning Yue in any way, he just remembered his former self in the coincidence that seemed to reappear in the afternoon.Thinking of Li Shuyi who heard that unloved sentence in front of the hotel where people come and go.He thought of Li Shuyi who sat on the balcony all night, waiting for Ningyue.I remembered Li Shuyi who received an intimate photo on the day she was diagnosed in the hospital.He just, just hates that Bai Jing used the same trick he used to deal with Ning Yue on him, and even more hates that he will never learn to teach himself who is gradually sinking.

After Bai Jing got angry, seeing the other party's uncharacteristically silent look, he regretted it again.Standing on the spot hesitated for a long time, opening and closing his mouth, finally said: "I never loved Ning Yue, let alone regard you as Ning Yue."

Regarding this topic, the two have always avoided talking about it, as if they had formed a tacit understanding.Bai Jing didn't know what Li Shuyi thought, but he himself didn't know how to bring it up.Even if he later found out about what Ning Yue had done, no matter how much he hated him, he couldn't blame Li Shuyi in front of Li Shuyi and attribute all the faults to Ning Yue.It was a slap in the face, Bai Jing said that he couldn't keep Li Shuyi, it was Bai Jing who said he didn't love Li Shuyi, and it was Bai Jing who didn't believe Li Shuyi.The culprit was him, and Ning Yue was at best an accomplice, how could he clean himself up, as if it was all Ning Yue's tricks, and he was an innocent victim of being deceived?

He had a guilty conscience, so he never dared to mention it.

Li Shuyi finally raised his head after hearing this, and said with a sneer, "You don't love Ning Yue? So at the beginning, someone pointed a gun at you and forced you to take him home?" After he finished asking, he seemed to remember What, there was a flash of pain on his face, "Have you ever thought about how embarrassing I am? It is obviously the place where I have lived for three years, and it is obviously mine..." Li Shuyi muttered the word "home", Did not say it.

"But I want to be like a thief, leaving early and returning late to avoid you! Every day when I stand at the door of the room, I think, what should I do if you are inside after opening the door! What expression should I make! What should I say! Have you thought about this, Bai Jing!"

He opened his eyes angrily at the end, and the blood in his whole body was about to boil, venting out the grievance that had been suppressed in his heart for so long.Yes, before the operation, he told Bai Jing "I don't blame you".But how could it not be strange, knowing what he cares about the most, knowing what his father Li Wenzhuo has been through, but why he wants to disgust him in this way, dig his wounds and beat him up again.

Bai Jing watched him grit his teeth, the anger and pain in his eyes were constantly intertwined, his face was stained red from the side of his ears, and even his shoulders were trembling slightly... For a moment, he felt like a knife was twisting his heart.He didn't know that Li Shuyi was so brooding, and he didn't know that he cared so much about Ning Yue.This person used to always act like he didn't care about anything, even when he was sick, he could quarrel up and down with him, and even asked him with a calm face if he had ever slept with Ning Yue on the bed in the bedroom... He never knew that Li Shuyi would be so sad.

Bai Jing stepped forward, stopped beside his bed, and said hoarsely, "I'm sorry... I did something wrong."

As soon as the words fell, the eyes of the person in front of him instantly turned red.

Bai Jing sat down, bent his fingers, gently stroked the corners of Li Shuyi's eyes with the back of his fingers, and continued, "It's because I'm too selfish and arrogant, it's because I didn't realize my feelings for you earlier, it's because I failed you...it's all me wrong."

Li Shuyi turned her head to avoid his fingers, bit her lower lip with her teeth, desperately swallowing the choked sob in her throat.

Bai Jing was afraid that he would bite him, so he stretched out his hand and pinched his chin to turn his face back, making him relax.Seeing a row of brand-new tooth marks printed on her lips, she frowned in distress.

He took Li Shuyi's hand into his palm, remained silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "When I was in high school, Ning Yue confessed to me that he liked me since he was a child. He is good-looking, he has a good family background, and he is not obedient. Noisy, I agreed. But I only regarded this relationship as an entertainment after school, and I agreed with him from the beginning, and the relationship between the two only lasted until graduation."

He had never talked about his past with Li Shuyi in such a serious manner before. Li Shuyi didn't want to talk to him at first, but the expression on his face became serious after listening.

"You also know that I was brought up by my grandfather. My mother is a woman with backbone. Now that I think about it, maybe she didn't love my father that much. She was just disappointed with this marriage arranged by her parents and felt that she was being manipulated. I was disappointed in my life, so I had a knot in my heart and passed away early... I don’t have a clear impression of her, but I remember she told me at the beginning, asking me to find someone I really like. But at the end of the day, she told me Me, don’t love anyone, love will make people very hard.” Speaking of this, Bai Jing laughed at himself, “In fact, I never understood her words until I grew up. Begging me, liking me, flattering me, at most it would just annoy me. If I hadn't met you, probably this 'hard work' would never have anything to do with me for the rest of my life."

He sighed lightly: "When I grow up, no one dares to order me to do anything except Grandpa. After meeting you, I have experienced everything. I am often pointed at by you and scolded by you, and dare to do it when I am so angry... I swear to myself every time that I will never let you off so easily next time, but the next time, it will still be the same. I hate my life being disrupted, I hate the things I planned to be ruined, and Ning Yue will be taken over. Going home, but I just don’t want to be forced to retreat by you all the time, I don’t want to accept my fate so easily. I won’t confront you, don’t do something that makes you unhappy, as if I can’t convince myself.” He Pausing for a while, hesitated, and finally said, "I told you before, I never touched Ning Yue, it's true. It's embarrassing to say it, but that time at the beach, I didn't take the initiative..." What is it? It was difficult to explain the details clearly, so Bai Jing stopped talking.

"...Later, I also thought about why I kept a distance from Ning Yue. Probably because I knew deep down in my heart that if I made a wrong step, according to your temperament, you would never forgive me. Then between us, It’s completely irreparable.”

When Li Shuyi heard the front, he could follow Bai Jing's words and give some reactions, but when he heard the back, he was so stupid, looking at Bai Jing as if he was looking at a stranger he had never seen before.

What Bai Jing held was his hand that was scratched by Jiang Manqing. He spread his palm, lowered his head and pressed a kiss on the shallow scar that was no longer obvious, and then looked into his eyes , said firmly: "I didn't know before, I didn't know my feelings, and I didn't dare to jump to conclusions. But now I can tell you for sure that I have only loved one person since I grew up, and his name is Li Shuyi."