end of love

The first few days after Li Shuyi woke up, he really didn't feel very good.

Not being able to speak, not being able to move these things aside, just digesting the ten years of his life that he had temporarily forgotten, almost caused him the pain of "life would be worse than death".And because of the sequelae caused by the craniotomy, he would always suddenly lose part of his memory for a short time, and soon remembered that the situation had stabilized after nearly a month of intermittent ups and downs.

In the eyes of doctors, he is a miracle that can be written into various papers, reports and news reports, but in the eyes of God, his wishes seem to never be heard.So Li Shuyi didn't even know if he woke up, whether it was a gift or a punishment of fate.

After Bai Jing regained consciousness, he almost lived with him. If Zuo Mingyuan didn't come in on tiptoe from time to time, holding documents waiting to be signed, Li Shuyi would have thought that the Bai family had closed down, so he could be so idle.Another common person is Jin Yan. Li Shuyi will never forget that when he saw this child again, the other party called him "Uncle Li" tremblingly with tears in his eyes. I wanted to curse, but I couldn't do it, and I felt a tight pain in my chest.

In addition, he was manipulated to do countless checkups every day, and even saw Dr. Xiao who operated on him again.Mr. Xiao said that it was not easy for him to wake up and maintain a clear consciousness.Fortunately, he has received very careful care this year, avoiding the muscle atrophy of the body to the greatest extent, but he still needs to be recuperated slowly, and he can really get better through rehabilitation training.

Before leaving, Mr. Xiao hesitated, and comforted him: "Life is still very long, so look back."

Li Shuyi nodded in thanks, but he didn't know that his own life was in ruins in the future, and what to look forward to in the future.But after so many years of tossing around, even the worst things have happened, and the King of Hades confiscated him, Li Shuyi thought, since he really wants to harm Yi Qianqian, then he should live well.

It was rare that Bai Jing was not around during the day, so Li Shuyi did simple joint range of motion exercises under the guidance of a rehabilitation therapist.He just woke up not long ago, and his rehabilitation needs to be gradual. Now he can only rely on external forces to passively carry out the most basic exercises on the bed, with a slight sweating, and then he can slowly progress to sitting, and then stand and walk.Jin Yan was on the sidelines as an assistant, helping him raise his hands and legs for support, or feeding him water and wiping his sweat during breaks.

When the exercise was over and there were only two people left, Li Shuyi asked, "Bai Jing isn't coming today?" He actually meant that he had something to tell Bai Jing, but Jin Yan thought he was afraid that Bai Jing would not come. He came, and hurriedly said: "I'm coming, Mr. Bai went home to arrange things." Afraid that he wouldn't believe it, he continued to explain, "He discussed with the doctor and said that he would take Uncle Li home for rehabilitation. "

The results of Li Shuyi's examination came out, and all the data are currently stable. The simple exercise in the early stage, the necessary auxiliary equipment, rehabilitation specialists, and nutritionists can all be arranged at home, so there is no need to stay in the hospital all the time.

Li Shuyi was stunned, but the first thing he thought of was that when Bai Jing brought Ning Yue home, he probably had the same idea. He couldn't help thinking that this person should really develop charity.Instead, he asked Jin Yan, "What's the situation with you and Bai Hao now?"

"Huh?" Jin Yan looked at him stupidly.

Li Shuyi made it clear: "Are you two together?"

Jin Yan waved his hands in a panic: "No! The young master and I are... just like when we were young." Knowing that Li Shuyi never wanted to see Bai Hao, he carefully added, "He treats me very well."

"Then when he gets married, or with whom, you want to live in his house and be with him for the rest of your life like you were a child?"

What Li Shuyi said didn't show any affection at all, Jin Yan felt uncomfortable, and forced a smile: "No, I know it's impossible to rely on the young master for the rest of my life... Before Uncle Li wakes up, I have made plans to live in another place."

Hearing this, Li Shuyi was glad that he was a cripple now, otherwise, with his temperament, it would be strange not to beat Jin Yan to the point of crying.But he really had nothing to do with Bai Hao. If he really did something to Bai Hao, Jin Yan would not be the saddest.Besides, like or not like this kind of thing is uncontrollable, and everyone can't help themselves.It's impossible for him to love Jin Yan and force Bai Hao to like Jin Yan. How can there be such a domineering thing.

"Since it's all like this, follow me." Li Shuyi had planned to leave Jinhai City for a long time. He needs someone to take care of him now. Anyway, Jin Yan and Bai Hao will be separated sooner or later, so it's better for him to leave now. Take Jin Yan away.

Jin Yan nodded silently.He has always listened to Li Shuyi's words, not to mention that he has nothing to do with Bai Hao, even if there is something, he will definitely follow Li Shuyi until he recovers completely.

Li Shuyi settled down on one thing, took the medicine and fell asleep peacefully.

He fell into a deep sleep, and when he woke up, it was already dark outside.He sensed that there was light in the room, and turned his head after chasing the light source, and saw Bai Jing sitting on the sofa, with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, looking at something in his hand, and the floor lamp beside him was dimmed. I think it is afraid of affecting his sleep.

Li Shuyi looked at him quietly, with mixed feelings in his heart.Probably for other people, the year he was in a coma took a very, very long time, so long that Fu Ying, who once hated Bai Jing so much, no longer said anything bad about Bai Jing in front of him.Even those doctors and nurses who didn't have any contact with him at all would sigh that Bai Jing was not easy, and his tone was full of blessings for this man.But for him, this long year seems to be just a moment.Probably because he was disappointed too many times before, compared to the fact that he was able to wake up after being in a coma for a year, it was a greater miracle for him that Bai Jing was still there.

"Are you awake?" Bai Jing quickly noticed his gaze, raised his hand to turn on the light in the room, took off his glasses and walked over.As usual, he raised the bed first, let Li Shuyi sit back, poured another glass of warm water, and fed him half a glass.

After the person finished drinking, Bai Jing put the cup down, bent down very naturally to test the temperature of his forehead, and asked, "Is there any discomfort? Do you want to go to the bathroom?"

Since Li Shuyi woke up, he took care of him like this every day.Although Li Shuyi was able to speak, he had little communication with Bai Jing, mostly nodding and shaking his head in response, but today there was no response.It wasn't until Bai Jing asked "Huh?" in doubt that he suddenly said, "Actually, you don't need to do these things."

Bai Jing was not annoyed, and smiled with a good temper and said, "This is the longest sentence you have ever said to me these days." His attitude seemed that no matter how ugly words Li Shuyi uttered from his mouth, he would have nothing to say. Bottom line let him.

Li Shuyi was taken aback, he didn't know how to pick it up, when the delivery person arrived, he didn't speak again.

Bai Jing poured out the porridge from a bowl, sat next to Li Shuyi, lowered his head and slowly stirred the porridge in the bowl, scooped up another half spoonful, touched his lower lip to test the temperature, felt that it was almost ready, and then fed it to Li Shuyi's mouth.

Li Shuyi was not hypocritical, he opened his mouth and swallowed the porridge.When he just woke up, he couldn't eat anything that was contaminated with meat, and he could swallow a little more porridge. Now that he's better, he can only add a little minced meat to the porridge.Bai Jing has been troubled by this for a long time, and it is useless to think of various methods, so he can only raise it slowly.

Li Shuyi frowned after drinking less than half a bowl of porridge.Under the coaxing of "the last sip" and "one more sip" without changing Bai Jing's face, he was annoyed, turned his head away from the spoon, and gave Bai Jing a cold look.

Bai Jing laughed, put the bowl away, wiped his mouth and said, "Okay, I was wrong."

The two of them have a soft-tempered temperament. In order to argue for this sentence in the past, they must have quarreled fiercely, but now Bai Jing put it on their lips so casually.

Bai Jing got up and took the blueprint he was looking at just now, and said to Li Shuyi: "Look, I want to change the garden." He kept talking, talking about the expected plan, probably based on Li Shuyi's current body conditions, transformed into a place suitable for his rehabilitation and rest.

Li Shuyi listened quietly, and when he finished speaking, he said, "Put your things down first, I have something to tell you."

Seeing the expression on his face, Bai Jing suppressed the smile at the corner of his mouth, put down the drawing, and said seriously, "Say it."

"Do you still remember what I told you before I entered the operating room?" Li Shuyi said solemnly, "I said I don't blame you, whether it's injury or illness, these are all in the past, and I don't blame you."

Bai Jing was silent for a while before replying in a low voice: "I'm not afraid that you will blame me."

"I know, I understand what you mean." Li Shuyi interrupted him, so calm that he was even a little indifferent. "Thank you for taking care of me this year. I used to say that there is no relationship between the two, and I was angry." He paused, trying to make his tone lighter, "Now, I don't have any regrets. You want Yes, we are still friends...but Bai Jing, the two of us, forget it." It would be a lie to say that he is not moved, but he is paranoid in nature, and it doesn't matter if the thing he is looking for hits the south wall and bruises his head. Change, the self trapped in the relationship is even more embarrassing to the extreme, and he has lost most of his life before he wakes up, and he is really afraid to let him do it all over again.

Bai Jing didn't say a word, just stared at Li Shuyi for a long while, and seeing that he was unmoved, he said, "Actually, you also know that no matter what request you make now, I will not refuse. But Li Shuyi," Bai Jing sighed softly In one breath, "Let me ask you, from the past to the present, have you given me a chance to choose?" When he didn't want to be with Li Shuyi, Li Shuyi kept pestering them, insisting on turning the two into a more complicated relationship.When he was tempted and serious, Li Shuyi patted his ass again and prepared to leave.He didn't dare to say that it was all Li Shuyi's fault, but did he have a chance to choose?

Li Shuyi was speechless, he really didn't give Bai Jing a choice, which was why he didn't want the two of them to go any further.Between them, there are not many good memories, but there are many potholes and scars. It is fine if there is nothing wrong with each other. Once there are conflicts and conflicts, the right and wrong in the past will inevitably be involved, and resentment will arise between them.

So...let's stop here.

Probably chilled by Li Shuyi's silence, Bai Jing got up and left the room.Wei Ze just came in and passed him by, looking back and muttering, "What's wrong with this man, his face is so ugly?"

Li Shuyi said helplessly: "I can't stay for a few more days, so you should stop worrying about us."

Wei Ze froze, his eyes widened, and he was about to jump up and curse. Li Shuyi explained: "It's not what you think, I just plan to leave Jinhai and find a quiet place to recover with peace of mind."

Wei Ze put the pen on the medical record folder, and suddenly said: "So Bai Jing is because of this..." Halfway through the speech, he couldn't help shaking his head, "You man, what should I say? Sometimes I feel, What about you, it doesn't seem like you like Bai Jing, but rather you see him as a deadly enemy and rival in love." Li Shuyi is so strong towards Bai Jing, even if he is sickly lying on the bed, he still pops out of his eyes, "I can't lose" four words.

"If you really don't care, it's different where you stay. It's just that you don't want to see him."

Li Shuyi didn't deny it, and was still in the mood to tease himself: "You're right, I just don't want to see him. If I see too much, I have to finish playing again."

If he made excuses in secret, Wei Ze would have to persuade him a few more words, but he admitted so directly, Wei Ze couldn't say it, he could only sigh: "Okay, since you have made up your mind, I will Don't say much. Just follow your own mind and don't regret it."

Li Shuyi didn't regret it in the future, and Li Shuyi didn't dare to make a conclusion now.However, he lived a flamboyant enough life for the first half of his life, so let's just be a coward and a coward for the rest of his life. People in their 30s live like this. They have nothing, but they are left with injuries, and they love each other to death every day. It's too stupid.