end of love

In the morning, because Li Shuyi was going to undergo hyperbaric oxygen therapy, Wei Ze came over before nine o'clock.

When he came, he saw Zuo Mingyuan was at the door of the ward, talking to the nurse, he was a little surprised for a while, and asked, "Did you arrive this morning?"

"I arrived early yesterday morning." Zuo Mingyuan smiled wryly.

Wei Ze was stunned for three seconds, his eyes moved to the door, and then back again. Zuo Mingyuan knew what he wanted to ask, and replied, "He's inside, he slept in the hospital last night." This year, Bai respected the hospital The time spent here is longer than at home, running back and forth on both sides, and spending the night on the sofa when it is too late.He didn't mention anything himself, but Zuo Mingyuan often hesitated to speak, and wanted to get some "special treatment" through the back door.But after all, it's not his own territory, and Bai Jing didn't open his mouth, so he couldn't say much.Fortunately, although Wei Ze was deliberately cold to him at the beginning, Yu finally couldn't bear it and made him a lounge next to Li Shuyi.

"It's really tossing." Wei Ze couldn't help complaining.

Zuo Mingyuan agreed in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it on his face.Just because he answered Ning Yue's call that day, Bai Jing still doesn't want to see him yet.It's also his fault, that Young Master Ning cried so sincerely on the phone, he thought about how this one hasn't been a monster for almost a year, and the relationship between the Bai Ning and Ning families has become so rigid, it's always a good thing to have one less enemy, so he softened his heart up.Zuo Mingyuan couldn't help sighing. He used to want to match Bai Jing and Li Shuyi, and Bai Jing annoyed him, but now he wanted to persuade Bai Jing to be more rational, so he was almost kicked... Forget it, anyway, he just doesn't understand This is a fool who loves love and loves love.

When Wei Ze opened the door and entered, Bai Jing had just finished massaging Li Shuyi. Hearing the sound, he raised his head and glanced at Wei Ze. He straightened Li Shuyi's neckline without moving his hands. The man was slowly put back on the bed.

In fact, he was quite clumsy at first.Fu Ying often came to the hospital, and every time they met, she would scold him for being "pretentious", and then ridiculed him for being a noble son who couldn't take care of others, and couldn't do a good job of helping others turn over.After a long time, seeing that this person not only didn't get bored, but also became more and more proficient in cleaning up, massaging, and feeding medicine. Even if she was alone, she could take good care of Li Shuyi, so Fu Ying didn't say a word.

Wei Ze knew that he was on a business trip during this period, and he came back in the middle of the night last night, so he asked him, "Today's rest?"

The person on the opposite side answered calmly: "Go back to the company in the afternoon." He was wearing casual clothes, which he thought had been put in the lounge next door for a change. After all, this is a hospital, Wei Ze couldn't help persuading him, "Okay, hurry Go back and take a bath in time."

Just as he finished speaking, Bai Jing's phone rang. He took out his phone and looked at the number. Before answering the phone, he said to Wei Ze, "I'll wait for him to finish his treatment and leave at noon." Foreign language, frowning, is entering the working state.Zuo Mingyuan also entered the door at this time, followed by Bai Hao. Bai Hao put the documents in his hand on the glass coffee table in front of the sofa. Seeing that Bai Jing was on the phone, he lowered his voice and started talking to Zuo Mingyuan.

Wei Ze stood in the center, looking at the room that suddenly changed from a ward to an office, annoyed and funny, but unconsciously heaved a sigh of relief deep in his heart.He admitted that he has never been optimistic about Bai Jing, or that almost no one around them is optimistic about Bai Jing.Everyone is waiting, maybe a few days, a few weeks, a few months, when he walks out of this room, he will never come back.But it has been a year, from the beginning of wishing for Li Shuyi's survival, to wishing for him to wake up when his condition stabilizes, hope has failed again and again, even the doctors are no longer optimistic, but Bai Jing's attitude has never changed.It seemed that Li Shuyi was just suffering from a minor illness, and he would be fine after taking some medicine and sleeping.

Wei Ze can't always connect this kind of Bai Jing with the person who wanted to kill Li Shuyi before, always afraid that this is the flashback of some kind of emotion, the last affectionate disguise of guilt.In private, he inquired with Zuo Mingyuan if there was anyone around Bai Jing, but Zuo Mingyuan scolded bitterly: "You count the time he stays in the hospital with your conscience, where can you change into Bai Jing and go out to find someone?" Jumping in popularity, "If it weren't for the fact that there are two children at home, would you believe that he could be moved to the hospital?"

Well, it's okay if you don't mention the children, but just mentioning Wei Ze gives you a headache.

The older one is called Bai Yi, and the younger one is called Li Nian. When Wei Ze heard it for the first time, he almost fainted.This is not over, he also heard that Bai Jing was willing to add "Li Shuyi's meaning" after introducing his eldest son to others, and then, seeing the changes in most people's faces, he had to compliment him "good name" Good name"... How did he not find this person so boring before?

In the afternoon, everyone who went to work and had meetings left, leaving Jin Yan alone, and it finally looked like what a ward should be.

The weather was getting hotter and hotter. Jin Yan opened the window, and Xia Feng sent in an annoying hum of cicadas. He wiped his sweaty bangs indiscriminately, picked up the watering can to water the potted plants in the room, and sprayed water everywhere. After tidying up the scattered sundries, he sat back on the bed.

Just at this time, the phone rang, and as soon as he picked up the phone, he heard Xiao An's loud voice: "Jin Yan! The coffee beans are used up!"

Jin Yan took the phone a little farther away, and said helplessly, "I contacted you in the morning, and they said they would deliver it before four o'clock."

Xiao An snorted coldly: "Why don't you come to the store? I'm going to report you to Zha Zha Lei for absenteeism."

Jin Yan was amused by her: "Comrade Xiao'an, I'll come on a rocket right away, please let me survive!" While arguing with Xiao'an, he returned to the main page of the mobile phone, intending to find the delivery person's phone number, and then confirm it again. back.He didn't notice that the eyelashes of the person who had been sleeping peacefully on the bed trembled, and the fingers of his left hand hanging by his side curled up slightly.

Today is Xiaoan's birthday. Ju Lei is a conscientious boss. He ordered a bunch of food and drink to be delivered to the store, put up a sign of "Closed Business", ordered no one to leave at night, and held a birthday party in the store.

They have been together for more than half a year, and their personalities get along well. Ju Lei and Xiao An are crazy, plus the other four part-time students, it is really noisy.

Jin Yan couldn't drink, so he could only bury his head in eating, and occasionally had to stop them from getting too high, so as not to be surrounded by passers-by outside the store.

When the noisy rock music on the stereo was halfway through, Ju Lei took out his mobile phone and cut the song, saying that it was specially prepared for Xiao An today. A second later, he heard a mellow and powerful tenor singing from the store: The most beautiful is not the evening ~yang~red~oh~

Xiao An was so angry that he dug a lump of cream on the cake and went after Ju Lei.The two ran around the table for a few laps, and seeing that they were about to be overtaken, Ju Lei grabbed Jin Yan who was watching the fun, put his arms around his waist, and buried his face in the hollow of his shoulders. The octopus lock pose that wraps the feet around it.

Xiao An walked around him but couldn't find a place to attack him. With his hands spread out like a blackened Zhou Zhiruo, he said angrily, "Zha Zha Lei, you have the ability to 1V1 with me!" He laughed and booed.

Ju Lei was taller than Jin Yan, and Jin Yan was so strangled by him that he couldn't breathe, struggled and couldn't get away, he had no choice but to let him hug him as a shield, when he lowered his head, he saw Xiao An who was less than 1.6 meters tall in front of him. Jumping on the ground like a little hamster, the "sunset red" in the ear is getting more and more majestic, and I can't help laughing out loud.

His happiness at this time comes from the heart, without any burden, and he doesn't have to be as cautious as before, so he doesn't know how bright his smile is, let alone how dazzling this smile is in the eyes of others.

Jin Yan couldn't drink and couldn't stay up late, so he didn't play too late with everyone, and went home before ten o'clock.He and Bai Hao are now living in an apartment in the city, very close to the coffee shop, within a 10-minute walk.Bai Hao found this house specially for him. Jin Yan once tried to refuse, but Bai Hao didn't listen to him, and Jin Yan couldn't do anything about him.

It's already 10:30 after taking a shower, and Bai Hao hasn't come back yet.It is normal for him to work overtime, but if he is going to return late, he will definitely inform him in advance. Jin Yan was worried and called him.

After waiting for the call for a long time, Jin Yan sat cross-legged on the sofa with a pillow in his arms.Because he just dried his hair, his whole body was warm, his chin rested on the pillow, and he fell asleep listening to the regular "beep" sound from the mobile phone.

"Hello." The phone rang for a long time before it was picked up. Jin Yan listened to the sweet female voice on the opposite side and was stunned for a moment. He held the phone in front of his eyes and stammered after confirming that the number was correct: "You, hello, I'll find you." ..." Realizing something while speaking, he turned to ask: "Excuse me sir... Is it convenient for Bai Hao to answer the phone?"

Probably frightened by his terrified attitude, the other side also stuttered.After explaining in a panic for a while, Jin Yan finally understood that Bai Hao was drunk, and now two colleagues were taking him home.Hearing that his cell phone rang, the female colleague answered the call for him because he was afraid of delaying some serious business.

Jin Yan put aside the pillow and stood up, hurriedly went to the bedroom to grab a coat and ran out: "Excuse me, where are you, I'll come to pick him up."

The other side hurriedly said: "No, no, we have already arrived at Secretary Bai's compound, and we are waiting for the elevator."

Jin Yan was slightly relieved, and confirmed the floor with them, then took the key and went outside the elevator to guard.

When the elevator door opened, the people inside obviously didn't expect that there was someone outside. Bai Hao was tall, and his male colleague was relatively thin. It was a bit difficult to support him. The girl next to him wanted to help, but it was not convenient for him to have too much physical contact, so he just stretched out his hand to support him. Bai Hao raised his head and said to Jin Yan, "Excuse me..."

Seeing Bai Hao's distressed look, Jin Yan didn't bother to explain, said "I'll do it" and stepped into the elevator to pick up Bai Hao from his colleague, shifting the weight of the person onto himself.

His series of actions were so natural, the two colleagues looked at each other, Jin Yan remembered to explain: "I am him..." What is it, he seldom needs to show his relationship with Bai Hao in his life, when he stumbles After a while, he said, "It's his friend."

At this moment, the girl recognized his voice, opened her eyes wide and said, "You called just now..."

Jin Yan nodded and didn't say much. He carried Bai Hao home, and the two hurriedly followed up to help, but Jin Yan seemed to be effortless, and he was a little at a loss as to what to do.

After sending Bai Hao back to the room, Jin Yan got up and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you." He has never been to the company since he was injured, and he has no intersection with Bai Hao's work circle. I've seen it, but I don't know which department it is from.

The girl waved her hands again and again: "No, no, it's our fault too. I knew that Secretary Bai couldn't drink like that...you should stop him."

"Yeah." The male colleague said, "He used to seldom get together with us, and even when he came, he never drank, and I don't know what happened today..." He said suddenly embarrassed, "Excuse me, can I borrow the bathroom for a while? ?”

Jin Yan pointed him in the direction, and after the person left, he looked at the pretty girl with long black hair and professional attire beside him, and wanted to ask more details, but the other party asked him first: "Excuse me..." As she spoke, her eyes slowly fell on Jin Yan's pajamas.

"Oh, I live here." After he explained, seeing that the other party was still full of doubts, he held back another reason, "I've been having a hard time recently, so I borrowed to live here."

The girl understood, she looked at him eagerly with her big eyes, and said suddenly: "Then you must have a good relationship with Secretary Bai, right?"

Jin Yan scratched his head, so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say: "It's, it's okay..."

"Then do you know who he likes?" She looked around and suddenly asked in a low voice.

Probably because Jin Yan's expression was too dazed, she bit her lower lip lightly, and then explained in a panic: "Oh, it's just...a friend of mine confessed to Secretary Bai, but he said, that he has someone he likes."

Jin Yan stayed where he was, not bothering to look at the girl's blushing face and dodging eyes. There was only one sentence in his mind: He said he has someone he likes.Then he couldn't remember how he answered, and how he sent the two of them out. When he recovered, he was already in Bai Hao's room.

Bai Hao was drunk and uncomfortable, his brows were tightly frowned, his face was flushed to the tips of his ears, and his tie was ripped off by himself.

Jin Yan collected himself, walked over and leaned over to help him take off his suit jacket, tie, and unbutton the collar and cuffs of his shirt. Seeing that his breathing was much calmer, he went to wet a towel to wipe his face and hands .

Bai Hao's body was uncomfortably hot, and the wet towel made him feel much more comfortable, but Jin Yan's hand kept moving, he grabbed Jin Yan's wrist irritably, and pressed the towel on his forehead.

Jin Yan stopped his movements helplessly, let him hold him, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, and sighed unconsciously.

Why drink?

It's long gone.It's not the time when you have no one to rely on, nor is it the time when you bow your head in order to survive. Even if you don't have much achievements now, but by Bai Jing's side, you don't have to suffer those bullying anymore.

Bai Hao fell asleep, and the strength in his hands gradually relaxed.

Jin Yan withdrew his hand lightly, and pulled the quilt aside to cover him, but he didn't get up and leave immediately.

He looked at Bai Hao's sleeping face which was illuminated extraordinarily softly under the dizzy yellow wall lamp, and suddenly felt sad.

What are you depressed about?Jin Yan asked in his heart.

Obviously he never drank, and there was no compelling reason. At an ordinary colleague party, he drank to the point where he needed someone to "stop him"...

Is it because of the person you like?Because there is no way to be with each other, right?

Jin Yan lowered his head and squeezed the towel tightly in his hand.He didn't know who this person was, maybe Song Sile, maybe someone else.But no matter who that person is, he is an obstacle, drag and stumbling block in this relationship that cannot be obtained or is forced to separate.

During this year, Bai Hao seemed to have turned back into the young master who picked him up back then, teaching him, taking care of him, and accompanying him, which made him unconsciously greedy, hoping to be so happy The time can be longer, longer... Every time I think of leaving, I will make excuses for myself and say that I will wait until Uncle Li wakes up before leaving.Even when Bai Hao took the initiative to bring up the relationship between them and his unclear confession, he would try his best to change the topic and mention it.

He knew what his young master was going to say, and it was nothing more than denying his feelings, and then using the definition of "relative"... But after hiding his ears and stealing the bell for so long, looking at the uncomfortable Bai Hao, Jin Yan thought, he should face the reality it's time.