end of love

At the intersection of Xueyuan Road and Nanning Road in Jinhai City, there is a large camphor tree more than 20 meters high, with dense branches and leaves, and a majestic crown. It can be regarded as a landmark in this area.

There is a coffee shop right under the camphor tree, with a row of transparent floor-to-ceiling windows facing the street. Featured offerings.

And the name of the store is so straightforward that people don't know what to say - Shuxia Coffee.

The weather is good today, the sun makes people feel a little lazy, it is the lunch break time, and there are only a few customers in the store.

Jin Yan squatted behind the bar, holding the countertop with both hands, raised his head slightly, only half of his face was exposed, his eyes were fixed on a certain place, and there was a strange and excited light flashing inside.

Xiaoan just finished testing a cup of new product, the ratio was not right, and he almost killed himself with sourness. He poured it into the pool and said angrily, "Can you stand up and watch? People can't see you." Jin Yan turned his head and did it to her. With a "shh" gesture, she rolled her eyes and asked the person next to her, "Does he have a crush on that mushroom head?"

Cheng Jing was drawing a heart with chocolate sauce on the plate of the mousse cake, but he just shook his head and smiled, revealing two cute dimples on his cheeks.

Jin Yan squatted until his legs became numb, and propped himself up on the bar counter, watching the mushroom-headed girl sitting by the window lower and lower her head, while the boy opposite was still smiling brightly, frowning slightly.

I always feel that this doesn't feel like a confession atmosphere...

Don't blame him for being such a gossip.This girl with a mushroom head is a regular customer in their store. She is a student of painting and has a somewhat introverted personality. Every time she comes to the store, she always sits in the corner, and she can blush when ordering with the clerk.Once she left her sketchbook in the store, and Jin Yan picked it up, and accidentally broke a girl's mind.Now, the 3D real person on the sketch is in the store, sitting opposite to the girl, can Jin Yan not gossip.

The two sat by the floor-to-ceiling windows, and couldn't hear what they were talking about.When Jin Yan was scratching his head, a customer happened to leave the store. He snatched the tray from the part-time student and ran out of the bar happily.

He didn't want to eavesdrop, but he just saw that Mushroom Head was shrinking into a ball, thinking that if he was embarrassed, he could just step forward and ask if he wanted to add water, if he needed a refill, and so on, so as to ease the atmosphere Right.

He was happy in his heart, and before he ran to the side of the two, he heard the boy's voice full of joy: "The last question, does Yaoyao like drinking milk?" Bring her a carton of milk every morning, she's so skinny..."

The girl sitting across from her head was so low that she could hardly see her face, her hands were tightly clasped together on her lap, her fingertips were so hard that they turned white, and she stammered a little: "I like... I like it, she, she is here The dormitory will also buy and drink."

The boy breathed a sigh of relief, folded his hands together and bowed to Mogutou: "Thank you, old classmate! The kindness and virtue will never be forgotten. When I catch up with Yaoyao, I will definitely treat you to a luxurious meal!"

.........

Jin Yan stood behind the two of them, still holding a rag in his hand, and the boy's heart was crackling... When everyone left, he was still lying on the bar counter with a frown, unable to recover.

In the afternoon, their always elusive boss, Ju Lei, came over.As soon as this person arrived at the store, he sank himself into the sofa in front of the bar, looking too lazy to look boneless, with a clear slap mark on his side face.

Xiao An glanced at him and said, "Zha Zha Lei has been dumped again."

Cheng Jing couldn't help laughing because of this nickname, pushed her lightly, and whispered: "Do you still want to keep your job?"

Xiao An rolled her eyes towards the sky and shrugged.

Jin Yan looked around with the probe, and didn't know whether to comfort their boss out of politeness.Ju Lei is Qiao Yu's friend, a rich second-generation fool with a lot of money, opened some shops in a mess, and didn't pay much attention to them.When the store first opened, Qiao Yu knew that Jin Yan wanted to work, so he abducted him here.Although Jin Yan doesn't understand coffee and doesn't know how to make cake sweethearts, he handles all the chores in the store, and he manages them in an orderly manner.

Ju Lei was paralyzed on the sofa, and seeing that no one took the initiative to talk to him, he called Jin Yan who was the best "bully" over, and began to pour out his thoughts for the [-]th time in a melancholy manner: "Yanyan, tell me, what do people do?" Can’t you like two people at the same time? Is it stipulated by the law? Is it against the law? I love apples and pears, and I haven’t seen Apple jumping up and slapping me to stop me from eating pears, right?”

Xiao An in the back raised his water glass with an expression of "get out of the way, I want to do justice for the sky", Cheng Jing hugged her from behind and was almost accidentally injured, Jin Yan had a headache, just when the phone rang, he quickly made up an excuse and slipped away.

It was Bai Hao who called, saying that they couldn't return to Jinhai until they finished their business today, so that Jin Yan didn't have to wait for him.

If Bai Hao doesn't come back, Bai Jing will definitely not come back either. Jin Yan's heart moved, he hung up the phone and ran to the parking lot quickly.

He called Butler Xu in advance on the way, and when he arrived at his destination, he was already waiting for him at the gate.Jin Yan parked the car and asked urgently, "Is Nian Nian awake?"

Butler Xu smiled and said, "I'm awake."

When he came two days ago, his luck was not very good, he always caught up with Li Niangang and fell asleep.Now hearing that the child was awake, he laughed like a fool and ran into the house.

Entering the living room, although he has been here many times, Jin Yan is still a little uncomfortable.

In the past, two big men, Bai Jing and Li Shuyi, lived here. They were cold everywhere, so it didn't feel like home.Now, the entire living room is arranged like a children's playground, with soft carpets on the floor, and a small inflatable castle near the French windows, filled with fluffy dolls, it is Jin Yan's age , I couldn't help but want to jump up.

Jin Yan closed his gaze, approached the bulging quilt on the sofa, knelt on one knee on the sofa cushion, bent down and shouted softly: "Niannian~"

Li Nian was lying on the soft quilt, playing with the pacifier with his little hands, when he heard the sound, he turned his head to look at Jin Yan, recognized it for a few seconds, and then started laughing.

He is less than one year old, white and soft like a glutinous rice dumpling, with long eyelashes and big eyes, the curve of the tip of his nose is very cute, and his smile is as sweet as honey.

Jin Yan held his chest and took a deep breath—he swears to God, it wasn't because of Uncle Li that he thought Li Nian was the cutest child in the world.He took out his mobile phone and recorded a video while teasing Li Nian. Li Nian couldn't stop laughing because of his teasing. With his two short legs, he kicked off the quilt and threw the pacifier on the sofa cushion.

Uncle Xu asked people to prepare snacks and fruits, and when he came back, he saw Jin Yan lying on the sofa with his butt pouted and making faces, his face was full of helplessness.Ever since Uncle Wu returned to his hometown, he has come here from the old house. His own character is rigid and strict. If someone else behaved like this, he would definitely stop him.But for Jin Yan, Bai Jing specifically explained, just let him be happy.

Jin Yan didn't dare to be presumptuous for a long time, and quickly picked up Li Nian and sat down on the sofa. He met Uncle Xu's gaze and showed a guilty smile. He glanced around and didn't see another child. Uncle, Uncle Xu replied: "The young master has been taken to the old house." It's also interesting to say that Bai Zhengyuan and Bai Jing's father and son are at odds. Usually, when Bai Jing is around, he will save face and don't look at him. Bai Jing often travels on business. Someone come and take the baby back.

Jin Yan nodded, then stretched out his hand to poke Li Nian's face lightly, his fingertips sank into the soft fleshy face, it felt smooth and full of elasticity.He whispered in his heart, he dared to poke Li Nian like this, but he definitely wouldn't dare to poke the other kid.

After staying at Bai's house for an afternoon, when Li Nian was tired and fell asleep, Jin Yan also thanked Uncle Xu for his kindness in keeping him for dinner, took his leave and left.

He found some food outside to fill his stomach, and then drove to the hospital of Wei's family. After getting off the car, he was not in a hurry to get up, and just wandered around.

Every time he came here, he would feel a little nervous.Going around aimlessly, forcing myself not to think about it, and focusing on the strangers passing by around me can relieve this emotion a little.After he adjusted, went upstairs, and pushed open the familiar door, he could show the most hearty smile to the people inside, as if his expectations and hopes had never failed, as if this was just now. After the operation, he saw Li Shuyi for the first time.

"...Later, I saw that she was too sad, and wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know what to say." Jin Yan held Li Shuyi's hand and massaged, while talking about what happened in the coffee shop today.After a few seconds of silence, he sighed again, "Uncle Li, if in this world, everyone who likes can like himself, that would be great."

In the past, the person on the bed would definitely give him a slap in the face and call him stupid.But now he has become the quietest listener in the world, so quiet that Jin Yan has to stop from time to time to check his heartbeat before he can continue speaking.Jin Yan always cried and begged him at first, begged him to open his eyes, and begged him to wake up soon, but gradually he stopped begging, afraid that Li Shuyi would get bored, so he didn't even give him the chance to beg.

After being depressed for a while, Jin Yan quickly regained his energy, took out his phone and started playing Li Nian's video.Knowing that the person on the bed can't see at all, he would hold up the phone screen to Li Shuyi from time to time, showing off how good the child is.

After flipping through the videos and photos, Jin Yan's eyes darkened, he lowered his head and placed it by Li Shuyi's hand, and said in a muffled voice, "Uncle Li, get up quickly, or else... Nian Nian won't know you anymore."

It has been more than a year since Li Shuyi had the operation.

At that time, Dr. Xiao performed the operation himself, and the operation went smoothly, but Li Shuyi did not regain consciousness after the operation.Until now, he has not woken up.

All possible examinations have been done, and an unknown number of experts and scholars have been invited for consultation.

Still nothing.

Obviously, his condition has not deteriorated, and his vital signs have gradually stabilized. According to common sense and previous cases, Li Shuyi has crossed a hurdle, but he still has no signs of waking up.Dr. Xiao said that based on Li Shuyi's state before the operation, plus the fact that he had been injured, the craniotomy had brought certain sequelae... Maybe all these factors together led to today's result.

Later, for the convenience of taking care of her, Li Shuyi was transferred back to the Wei family's hospital, but a year later, the doctors had given up any hope.

The more Jin Yan thought about it, the more sad he became. He buried his head in his arms, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said hoarsely, "I'm sorry." He couldn't remember how many times he apologized, although Bai Hao said it wasn't his fault, If Li Shuyi hadn't had the surgery, the situation might have been worse than it is now, but Jin Yan still felt guilty.

He was the one who helped Bai Jing force Li Shuyi to come back, and he was the one who helped Bai Jing force Li Shuyi to undergo surgery. He was always an optimist since he was a child, but now he regretted it and wavered.

Maybe, maybe it's just like what Uncle Li said, for some people, life is not necessarily a good thing, and death... is not necessarily a bad thing either.